i’ll never understand trans women. i support them, obviously, but i just can’t understand their motives. one of the main reasons why i pooned out was because i hated being so weak and frail, i hated being the weaker sex. why would anyone want to be female? let alone willingly turn themselves into one. womanhood is a prison, there’s nothing good about it.
>>45128560height?
>>45128560well you mentally pass as the average guy so good job in that
>>45128560Because there are certain desires and innate dysphorias that are not rooted in the social cataory of women but rather in the body of the individual. Moreover things like frailty weakness etc are constraints patriachy puts upon women more than true conditions of womanhood
>>45128585does it matter?
>>45128636yes
>>45128607i agree with that, yeah. but i feel as though even if i wasn’t dysphoric i would still get on t and roid out because i hate being weak. i hated knowing that almost any man could just do whatever he wanted to me and i wouldn’t be able to stop it. so its just jarring for me to see anyone willingly put themself in that situation.
>>45128560i transitioned because i hate being perceived as masculine and ive always been a feminine spirit, i love girly things and i have since i was a child. malehood to me in my teen years especially is just about misery and being hard edged, suppression and anger, i am none of those things and estrogen helpedme really let go on whattest does to the brain
>>45128560The only thing I'm grateful for testosterone is the strength it gave me actually. I hate how being strong is perceived socially, but I love having a healthy amount of strength. The strength is also really useful. Hate how dimorphic it is tho
>>45128560I want to be weak and pathetic, anonI want a man to be able to take what he is owed from me. I need to be made to submit
>>45128659Tbh these things can happen to a man too, you can be a weak man but I get where you’re coming from. I’m not trying to protect myself I’m taking a risk to be myself, I live in that vulnerability and I accept the risk and try to mitigate the most I can because it’s worth it to be me
>>45128560I don’t know. Looking back, I realize that I’ve benefitted a lot from the intimidation and perception of strength that comes from being male. There are a lot of moments in my life where things would’ve turned out worse if I wasn’t some scary beast. This body really does suit me and my personality. It’s honestly a good reflection of what I’m like on the inside. I don’t know what I’m doing nearly a year on e.
>>45128560I don’t understand them either, listening to some talk about how they like being women or have always known they were women feels like listening to a foreign language. What is there to like about being frail, motherly or soft? I guess being an attractive woman is good socially
>>45128659>>45128560whats ur libido like anon? i'm basically the polar opposite of some of your stuff, my libido has always been incredibly sensual "i want to be fondled and touched and cuddled" at it's core,the idea of actual sex scares me tho. and i've always perceived myself as F- tier in desirability so the idea of someone <<actually>> wanting to rape me feels foreign, even though i know well enough the feeling of being creeped on and have been assaulted my instincts just tell me to get a gun or i guess someone to protect me with no passionate drive beyond that.
>>45128560Almost like that's the whole thing with dysphoria. As someone with mtf gd, I can't fathom why someone would desire to be a strong, intimidating beast, but I understand it's probably an innate thing.
men are evil and gross brutes and women are literally angels..?why be GROSS when you can be CUTE?idk anon i don't understand ftms either manhood seems like a curse to me it just hurts
Why do so many ftms stay anorexic though?
>>45129629my libido is very strong. always has been, even pre t. i’m very dominant, i like being able to manhandle people and make them do as i please and such. i wouldn’t mind being more submissive if i really trusted someone, but i would still want to be dom most of the time.
>>45131652i suppose because when you’re very thin (or very fat) you tend to look more androgynous and it can make it easier to pass. i’ve met some trans men who struggled with ed’s and it tied into their dysphoria. they wanted to lose their breasts and feminine body fat distribution
>>45129740lol i actually understand that. i actually really dislike the look of the male body on anyone except for myself. i love women, they’re gorgeous and soft and wonderful. that’s just not me though
