>grad student>trannyany other at-risk groups I can join to suicideriskmaxx
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>>45130169elderly people, so wait until u get old
>>45130169you could try becoming a femcel, just be lonely foreveri don't think you can deliberately give yourself BPD but you can try and doublethink yourself into becoming a Tulpa so you can schizomax too
>>45130169I'm in the same boat nona. I'm also losing a lot more hair than the usual MPB as I get closer to graduation and it's making the rope more and more alluring. It could also be dread shed from starting spiro recently after being on only estrogen valerate until now
>>45130169u could become a pro football player and get a bunch of concussions and stuff
>>45131178i don't think i could do that i have asthma
>>45130169become a drug addict and i hope you're studying to become a dentist or vet
>>45130169grad school and academia are like some of the most trans-friendly places in the world. Just don't focus only on your research instead of trying to date or have friends, it feels like you're still doing something "good" but its a mistaket. ask me how I know :(
>>45131372if i don't focus only on my research i will not meet my pi's expectations and he will not write me a good letter of rec and i won't get into a doctorate program and then i will become homeless and freeze to death under an overpass in detroiti'm going to be in the lab until 3am tonight. have a lab meeting tomorrow.
>>45131385this is not true.You can do both or your have a shitty PI and you should switch labs. Practically every professor I know met their spouse in grad school and also got their research done.
just become a hikineet repper alcoholic
>>45130169Just wait until you graduate and are unemployed :)
>>45131372>>45131385>>45131413I did a PhD in chem and I still ended up working at Walmart and at a gas station before I switched careers and got an analytical slave job that was highly unethical and fired me for being the tranny that didn’t want to lie to the FDA about test results. I’m a plumber now.Don’t waste your life in academia; it’s pointless and over saturated and unlike the job market, every postdoc position gets 1000 actually qualified applicants with 10 publications.