>used to be NEET AGP porn addict who considered himself basically closet trans>finally get a job>AGP thoughts go away and I return to being a normal straight malehuh.... maybe it was just all brainwoms and porn addiction this whole time
>maybe it was just all brainwoms and porn addiction this whole time
>>45131312nobody told me, you all told me it was transgenderness. i barely even get the phantom vagina feeling anymore
Yeah my agp is really bad when I'm introverted and don't go out at all so I'm trying to stop being so socially awkward
>>45131365Winter is hitting so I think I'm going to return to social isolation (outside of work). Hopefully it doesn't come back. I have no social life alreayd though
Literally; I constantly question my validity and then I go to work an socialize an suddenly the air around me feels alot cleaner to breathe lol the human brain is the most annoying echochamber in the world
>>45131297look for your sake i hope your trans thoughts go away forever but i remember the same thing happened to me when i got a job but 2 years later it came back 1000x worse than before alongside constant suicidal ideations so just take care of yourself anon
>>45131820Oh I still have suicidal ideation sometimes, just over different stuff
>>45131820I was just about to quote you because I remember you from another post kek
>>45131297>im a fucking degenerate loser>that means other people are too!
>>45132333lmao yeah i try to warn people about it because it happened twice in my life and i don't want others to make the same mistake
>used to be NEET AGP who never considered himself trans>finally get a job, working 70 hours a week>the thoughts went away only for one month then came back and now back to super depressed mood when I see face body and genitalshuh.... maybe it was just all brainwoms this whole time
For me it's more convoluted:>get job >agp fantasies go wild because there's more "human energy" and relations I can superimpose my agp onto, plus I get more energy and motivation >at the same time thoughts of transitioning go down because I'm happier with life, women look at me more and can make male friendsSo basically jobs boost my agp but make me less likely to wanna troon out
>>45131297John 50 was a successful scientist with a family
>>45131312I haven't watched porn in 2 months and yet the AGP/tranny thoughts are stronger than ever.