i relapsed on benadryl again but i think i wont do it again now
>>45131803please please please find like almost any other drug to do
>>45131803felt
if you don't I'm gonna start buying big packs of it and doing heroic trip doses again on the reg even tho I'm in my 30s and already abused it as a teen and in my twenties so you can watch in realtime what it's like
>>45131806this isnt the only one ive done but the one ive been most addicted to, somehow>>45131812define heroic dose? done a max of 1050mg
>>451318171200+just fuckingstopsmoke weedbreak your brain on meth or ket or something, this is literally neurocognitive poison
even alcohol is better for you (holy shit it's bad it deletes brain cells and makes your bodily function just worse overall)I was doing 1600-2400mg for "fun" on livestreams (stickam? maybe) for years after I had a bad breakup and I'd wake up with no memory but the nighhtmare creatures and realities I experienced, often only through written note
>>45131829ive done those nothing was more addictive still.i was like 2 months clean and im not using tn>>45131840i wanna see someone stream being on dph tbdesu
i did this near daily for too long i have to be brain damaged i should just do it til death
Even datura would be better than DPH, why do you like the deliriants? Do you like the dysphoria of the high? Salvia would probably serve you better
>>45132352STOPPLEASE
>>45132352Please switch to mushrooms for a while, try to grow some of the lost brain back
I'll show yougive me a couple daysyou don't want to g othis way and I will show you why
>>45132703show me something i dont know after years of constant abuse