I am having an anxiety crisis right now and I have no one to talk at all and I'm going fucking crazy it is 3 fucking AM here, I took some meds that drove me crazy and I can't fucking sleep because some of these meds I am going insane dude I want to talk to someone so I can have the feeling that time is going faster so I can endure this shit
hi shit sucks sorry
haiiiii ever tried cs:s
>>45132753oh my god
>>45132707unironically call the crisis line, they'll verbally walk you through your anxiety attack
Yesterday I got over my fear of floating into space, woke up early and looked up, there were these clouds that looked like icy mountains and it was scary as fuck, grabbed onto whatever that was close and pulled myself into the house, it was scary but hilarious, how could I have such irrational fear, so I decided to get over that childish shit and face the sky mountains, it was so thrilling, spent like 15 minutes laughing hysterically until my roomate asked me why was I laughing at the sky so early
>>45132753I have CS 1.6 on my steam and no money to buy Source, I used to be pretty good at 1.6
>>45132753counter strike source?
>>45132759Last time I did something like this the one behind the line told me to kill myself and other one in another line said they couldn't help me
>>45132779ymmv; my condolences you had to endure that type of responses. I had to use it a handful of times and a few of those times they were pretty shit, but the rest unironically followed through their training and admittedly helped calm me during times of extreme duress.
