I wish I was cute. I look pretty bad now but I looked so fucking subhuman back then, I was fat with this protruding frog belly while having greasy frizzy hair and shitty chin and lip hairs. I'd never actually Troon cause I'd never look how I'd wanna look so I'm just settling on losing weight to be cute. I've just now become hyper aware of my looks
You know you look better than when you didn't even try.