i am a 21 year old. i wanted to be a woman for a while but i feel like wanting to be a woman just makes me miserable. being treated like a man is terrible. i'm too weird for people to be around. i watch porn even though i don't want to and i have to force myself to do anything that isn't staying on my phone all day. i get told that i need to get off the phone and stop playing games and grow up. i need to start running and build muscle. and that i need to make my voice deeper. and that i need to act normal. am i just an agp porn addicted man? am i just trying to delay the inevitable or avert my eyes? will doing all these things make me normal?
>>45154641Most relatable post on the log right now, every sentence. I want to be a normal person but it feels impossible to do by myself. I need help but of course no is going to help or they'll tell me to just man up or it's not that hard. We didn't sign up for this.
>>45154641take your HRT, retard
>>45154686I'm not OP but I won't take HRT because it won't fix my problems. It will just add more. It would make my resentment against the human race even stronger because in addition to the abuse I suffer daily I would suffer transphobia on top of it. I have to just be a normal man or else I'll never be happy.
>>45154712too bad, tranny
>>45154719I'm not a tranny. I have such a moid brain it's not even funny. No point in identifying as a tranny if I think I will never be able to see myself as a woman.
>>45154761ok, tranny
>>45154767Hey just because I jerk off to AGP fuel it doesn't make me a tranny.
>>45154850you can stop having to fap just to stave off the dysphoria once you start your HRT, tranny
>>45154857No thanks. I'll just wait for reincarnation.
>>45154641Its over for you
