How do I stop believing I'm cis?My brain is able to find an endless amount of little things like my behaviors, thoughts and or memories, only to insist that I am cis and doomed to be a man. This initially was my cope for dysphoria while repping, but now that I on hrt it's just messing with my mind and makes me perceive detransition as my inevitable and nightmarish future
when the imposter is sus
hi repper-kun
>>45158917I have valid reasons to believe I'm cis >>45158939hi
>>45158992i miss you and i wish that we could be friends again but i'm afraid that i'll just end up lashing out at you again
>>45159023I miss talking too but I know I would disappoint and hurt you again if I were to reach out. And while you lashing out did hurt, I still think you were justified in hating me
Omg same
>>45159088Yeah, it sucks. I'm sorry
also: "should I go to a therapist about my doubts?, nah i'm good" everyday
>>45159316I'm glad a managed to make an appointment. I obv intend to open up about everything but I really don't know what to expect. I just hope they don't call me "valid" and tell me to be proud of this