I’m 18, I’ve dated men in my life but I’m starting to realize I think I am a lesbian. I think about relationships I had in the past and the thought of intimacy genuinely makes me nauseous. However, I don’t feel that when I think about women. Anyways, I live in an ultra conservative area, my whole family is orthodox Christian so they don’t really support lesbians. I want to get into my first lesbian relationship, but I’m scared because idk if this will ruin the relationship with a lot of my family and I worry about being kicked out or isolated. I’m sperg, so it’s already kinda hard to make friends, losing that fall back of family is very intimidating. Idk, anyone on here deal with similar?
>>45202133Why and how did you sleep with men if you are a lesbian
Find the Chito for your YuuriPut your own happiness first above the convenience of your family. If they wouldn't accept you for who you are then they don't love you, they love the idealized version of you in their head.Still, sorry for how intimidating it feels, I wish the best of luck for you <3
I didn’t sleep with anyone, just kissing and touching. I thought I had to. Like it’s the default. I thought my discomfort came from something wrong with me like my autism. I didn’t realize that straight women actually initiate that stuff and like it. I thought everyone just felt uncomfortable. Also dudes asked me out and initiated stuff, I’m just a puss so I went along with it
>>45202133Tons of lesbians are autistic. It'll be fine. Just approach them first if you look presentable. Just warning you 4chan and reddit are not for us same-sex attracted women. Stay away you will get called a bigot for who you are attracted to, get sent threats, and be called a fetishist.
>>45202133What kind of girls? Thin? Fat? Strong
>>45202159some people will never find love
