Anonymous
11/03/26(Tue)08:03:51 No.45202410

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Anonymous 11/03/26(Tue)08:03:51 No.45202410

> be me, 24yo tranner
> transitioned at 14, semi-stealth, but still pre-op bc *gestures vaguely at european trans healthcare*

> used to play football (soccer) as a kid but stopped when i transitioned bc i didn't wanna upset any cis girls
> haven't gone swimming since due to lack of srs
> miss being active, but dysphoria and the fear of causing a scene is overwhelming

> the sole time i went into a women's locker room was for PE in school
> in a public gym bc my school didn't have its own
> the girls in my class were all okay with me being there, i made sure to ask
> still, i stood facing a corner the entire time
> stared at the floor when walking in and out to avoid seeing
> didn't put in any gym effort so i wouldn't need to shower after
> still there were complaints, my school was warned for letting me in
> the girls in my class took my side (this was 2017) but i didn't wanna fight it
> some dudes start a rumour that i filmed women undressing
> ditched PE forever, got an F
> never considered going anywhere near a locker room since

> anyway fast forward to present day
> have cis bi gf (but like 95% lesbian in practice)
> never met a cis person who truly understands me (and the trans experience in general) like she does
> i had near-0 libido before i met her, would feel dirty for even imagining another person wanting to be with me
> she's a massive horndog, always fawning over girls she sees
> we're both poly and not exactly jealous types fyi, i just find it cute when she does it, but i could never

> she goes swimming with her bf
> afterwards, she excitedly tells me about women she ogled in the showers and locker rooms
> 0 fucks given from anyone there
> i don't even know what to say

girl... i'm so tired of walking on eggshells around cis strangers
i just wanna swim

if i did even 1% of what she does, there would be riots with pitchforks outside my window

they should pivot to fearmongering about my gf instead istg