>Be a gigahon>Everyone online tells me I'm NOT a gigahon >Save/collect pictures of ugly gigahon trannies >Everyone says I need to go outside and that my brain is ill>Told im brainwormed and this isn't normal behavior Why do I collect pics of ugly Trannies? well because they guide me on what NOT to do in my transition and help me keep some level of self awareness. Honfidence is bad for optics and only makes me look worse. I have to keep myself humbled. But apparently this makes me "very mentally ill". Thoughts? (Also don't forget to smile like this cute dog) ^_^
>>45221465hello?
>>45221465get help nona
>>45221465show ur face
>>45221465its weird to not have a hon folder.
>>45221637everyone keeps saying this :(
>>45221465>>Save/collect pictures of ugly gigahon trannies>apparently this makes me "very mentally ill".Don't get it twisted, collecting pictures of people like this is considered borderline obsessive stalker behavior by any normgroid, but most of what we do as trannies is already barely at the margins of normal anyway desu. We're usually navigating like 10x the social hurdles than the average person at any given time, and sometimes that means resorting to somewhat maladaptive behaviors behind closed doors. You probably shouldn't collect pictures of hons. Cis people probably shouldn't drink to cope either, or smoke, or over-consume porn. The goal isn't really to completely eliminate every vice from your life, the goal is just to be honest with yourself in asking, "Is what I'm doing somewhat harmful but genuinely helps me in other domains of my life, or is it simply a way to hurt myself?"Alcoholics often can't/refuse to recognize when they have a problem. That's why in Alcoholics Anonymous the first of the twelve steps is admitting to yourself that your alcoholism has taken control over your life and that it needs to be fixed. So do you collect hons to use them as a visual transition guide, or do you look at them and think to yourself, "that's me, I look like that, and I'm ugly."? I'm not accusing you of doing the latter, just hope you understand that it's really easy to justify doing something that hurts you by hallucinating honorable intentions, like how reppers deny themselves by saying it's for the greater good of trans people to not optics nuke (what I'm doing as we speak xdddddddddddddd).
>>45222548i think you're right. It also feels like a good cope to just accept that I'm ugly and am also a hon. idk if it's healthy to constantly equate myself to gigahons who make me feel even worse. maybe I should stop.
>>45221465>>Why do I collect pics of ugly Trannies? well because they guide me on what NOT to do in my transition and help me keep some level of self awareness.Because you are a psychotic narcissistic piece of shit who needs schadenfreude to feel anything.
>>45223883no I'm not. if that were true I would've made a xitter and reposted gigahons for everyone to see. Im not a psycho, a narcissist, and I don't get joy out of other peoples suffering. I just don't want people to see me as an ugly freak or weirdo hondosed gigahon. I do feel bad for other gigahons and I'm also a hon so I understand them a bit. I just don't have the honfidence they have to post myself online.
>>45223688>>45224195I'm curious about this. My idea of honfidence is that there's straight up delusion involved, as in they genuinely have no idea how little they pass, yet they'll post anyway. I'm guessing you're probably not a hon, but since you say you are, if you could press a button that would instantly give you the confidence to post despite being aware that you don't pass? Don't even factor in optics at all, just think about it for yourself. I kind of feel if the answer's "no" then even if you felt like you passed 100% you still wouldn't be confident in posting. Maybe that isn't a fair line of reasoning, but I feel really bad for trannies who feel the need to be perfect before posting or doing any womanmoding irl. Don't get me wrong, it's an understandable feeling when there are literal vultures who dedicate their entire lives picking apart anyone who dares be themselves. Just seems like an impossible standard to hold yourself to. I forgor to say, I smiled for that cute dog. :)
