It doesn't happen very often, but when it does it gives me severe panic attacks that last for hours. It feels so deeply violating and horrific. I have an extreme aversion to it, and I can't fucking cope with the fact that women actually feel that way about me. God damn I'm a chubby 5'7 sub-5 with an unkempt beard, what the fuck is so appealing? I fucking relapsed over this shit.Is this normal?
>>45222947This is cowardice. You know that exposing your ugliness, and beyond that your body, makes you vulnerable. And because you're not used to being vulnerable before women (...or because of your mother) you're scared to find out what they'd do, but it would be good!
>>45222947what are you a faggot? man up
