I'm always depressed, often actively sad and I look like it. I'm kind of weirdly obsessive and perfectionist in everything and I feel a kind of anxiety to be productive, to do everything. I feel like I just redirect my dysphoria over not passing, manmoding into various things. I can't really just enjoy anythingin general I just feel really messed up
I'm the exact same although I'm also faketrans
>>45223108I think it's impossible to disconnect each thing from the other
>>45223108idk I could theoretically be a perfectly happy twinkhon getting on with my life. its hard to say if my issues are from being a tranny. ive been depressed since I was like 10also im a massive autist and that was always going to make life hard
>>45223246it's not a satisfying answer but it's the correct one. if we weren't trans we'd be different people. the various problems i have exist within and without the gender shit but the existence of the gender shit affects my other problems in a holistic kinda sense. whole body connected, whole psyche connected, know what i mean
No, they come from being born dead, then being hidden from the world for 5 years, then being thrown into the world expecting me to live normally, also the relentless bullying
if i could just not be trans then i would have a whole lot less to deal with yesbut i have tried just choosing to not be trans and it doesn't work in fact it makes things worsewhat was the question again?
then how was transition helpful because these are similar problems reppers have
