The thread formerly known as vent.Sacrifice edition. Post a picture with your post if you have a good one.A thread to vent, have someone to talk to, commiserate, or just post into the void.A few things to remember:>If you think you know anon, but don't have decisive evidence, no, you probably don't.>We are all grieving in our own way. Please respect how people process their emotions.>Nobody here is your psychiatrist, therapist, doctor, or lawyer.Previous thread: >>45211497
Kill all AFABs
>>45257673agree
>>45257661GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD
>>45257727Real
>>45257661I'm never going to get out of manmode hell. I can't relate to any other trans people except for the handful of depressed 20-something to 30-something year old manmoders that are on this board. We whine in threads about how we hate ourselves and will never pass, while I scroll past 19 year olds who have been transitioning for 4 years and are girlmoding in college and haven't been misgendered in a full calendar year, while I continue to get sired in every single interaction with every stranger I meet every single day. I'm not going to honmode in a conservative area where I already get suspicious glares for having shoulder length hair. But I don't know how much longer I can do this.
>>45257762doesn't help that most of the people posting in /mmg/ are the aforementioned passoids
>>45257768I'm sick of seeing the same people in passgen posting their smug faces
>>45257804part of why I don't look at passgen anymore just done comparing myself to people who had completely different circumstances and life trajectories
>>45257893Yeah, I just wish there was a dedicated forum where people were actually honest and everybody posting wanted feedback on passing, not just validation on their which is fine sometimes too, I guess idk.
>>45257919*validation on their looks
>>45257919Unless you can fix the human condition, a place like that will never exist
>>45257928:(
Pretending to not notice someone scanning your facial structure to really check while having to talk to them always makes me wanna puke brah
oh god oh fuck no i recorded myself and now i have to find out what i sound like i havent done that in so many years fffffff no
>>45257673But my gf is afab and I love her so so much. :[
I wish I knew how to be human, or at the very least likeable
The human race won’t be free until we bio-engineer our descendants to be androgynous hermaphrodites. Abolish sexual difference
>>45258395no one cares pedo
Fuck you(kill you in cypher) I hope you personally die. Sic semper false leaders.
>>45258654basedsexual dimorphism is a curse
I don’t even know how to move on. Three decades old and I still think of her, and then. Have yet another person who is making the mistake of wanting to be my friend. Can feel the same old tired mistakes forming yet again. It’s hard to get disciplined, need to clean my place tomorrow, or I guess today technically. Oh and I stayed up too late playing Rome total war. At least I ate some food for once, and lifted some weights, and ran 6 miles. Woo
I hate it so much that the more she tells me she likes me, the less I believe it. Fuck all the cunts that traumatised me like this.
Everything just seems bleak no matter what i do, i keep failing at everything because im just shit at living, and the fucking cherry on top is that im a social anxious manmoding tranny neet. I have someone that i love so so much and i keep trying to be better for her because she wants to see the best version of me but i just can't, i try and i try and i keep failing, because im just a waste of a human being.
People are scary but I need to go out of my comfort zone or I'll never get better. This includes trying not to fall back on alcohol as a social crutch.
fuck you I hate you I wish I'd never met you
>>45257762I've been hrt manmoding for a decade now and I feel like a totally different species to trans people who have socially transitioned I feel like a freak I don't know how much longer I can keep going like this, I just feel like an alien pretending to be a human I'm never going to have a relationship or a normal successful life and I wish I had the guts to try and kill myself again (and actually succeed)
>>45258751ITT liking women is pedo behavior
>>45260017I wish there was a farm upstate where all the permamanmoders could be sent off to, and we'd frollick in the fields all day, then cuddle together at night, and it could be like a long sleepover where none of us need to feel self conscious and could finally let go. That's how I imagine it is to be a reddithon or maybe even just to have good friends.
i won't tell my life story but let's just say i had a pretty traumatic childhood and adolescence and was raised by emotionally immature parents. i myself struggled with the same kind of emotional immaturity for a long, long time, in my late teens and 20s i was an absolute mess and destroyed myself and my relationships with others over and over. i like to think that i never deliberately hurt anyone and i can confidently say that i never physically hurt anyone, but i definitely caused emotional harm to others with some of my actions. i'm 30 now and in the past year or so i've worked on myself a lot and become more mature and grounded, i think i had to develop some kind of respect for both myself and others, i had to realise what the self-destructive behaviour was doing to myself and the people around me and it was really difficult. it has had the side effect of making me a lot more reserved but i'm no longer leaving a trail of devastation wherever i go which is the important thing. i've reached out to a few people i feel like i treated badly and made amends, but i'm still sort of haunted by a lot of the shit from my past. it's dumb because i can't change it but there's a part of me that still feels defined by my past antics. i was genuinely in severe emotional distress and i try to tell myself that the important thing is that i do better going forward but i live with this sense of guilt, of not really deserving a lot of the nice things i have in life now like my boyfriend, my friends, an overall better relationship with myself and my body, etc. i just feel like a fraud i guess.
I think it would be nice to have friends
I love my tranny wife but I wish she was cis
my replacement wont put up with your tantrums.
yes youve heard about prison gay and t4t but what about moder4moder?are tranners just too high standards to looksmatch? is that a brainworm? where is the dewormer?i mean have you seen the types of goblins cissoids date? its not like E is geared towards visual attraction anyway. personally i think people get cuter the more i get to know them, even, -especially- their weird features, they accent their weird mannerisms and its ~cute~
>>45261103imagine
>>45261741it's all i can think about. thanks, though.
>>45261795do you know that you're being replaced?
>>45261852why are you questioning me in the first place? guilty conscience?
>>45261864just curious, idk what I'd have to be guilty about
>>45261912good luck
>>45261932?I was just wondering if this was a situation where you already know you're being replaced because I'm currently anticipating being replaced or possibly already have been
>>45261949it's already happened
>>45261966sorry
>>45257661I'm the anon >>45261057I genuinely love my computer and wish I could spent more time actually in it instead of in the internet. Yes, there's a big difference.I want to live and breath the technology and to not want people anymore. Any help appreciated (PLEASE).Thanks in advance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I keep waiting for you to ask to come over in some part of my brain that doesn't yet accept that I'm never going to see you again and that you've probably already moved on and gotten with someone else
>>45261969it doesn't matter anymore
it has been over 2 years and I still think about him. we never dated not even close, we never even kissed but the night we slept holding eachother in his bed after an entire night of drinking his beers and smoking my pot and laughing our asses off making each other giggle with shitty chud humour all the while trash talking his freshly ex girlfriend is still burned into my head. I wish I was his rebound I wish I was his drunken one night stand I wish we did anything at all, but we didn't and now it's too late and he found a new girl and they're happy and it makes my blood boil anytime I see them together. I still remember how he clutched onto me and how in the middle of the night he said my name with this questioning tone and I regret more than anything not just turning around to look at him instead of giving a vague sound of affirmation that went completely ignored. I still think about him and I don't think Ill ever stop
please come back
>>45261971gotta agree with the idea that tools cant reject you, but whether if they love is another thing. they arent really yourself in an absolute sense too, maybe only a projection of you onto a different space.there is also the thing called "intent". what was your intent while you were projecting yourself onto your PC? did you do it as an outlet, or was it a 1-1 mapping? if it was just an outlet, as a form of self expression, then we can't really say they are yourself.
>>45261103One day you'll realize how much you caused and inflamed those feelings
>>45262264one day you'll take responsibility for your actions and stop melting down at the hint of accountability. I went easy on you.
>>45262262>whether if they love is another thingOf course they don't. Ideally I wouldn't care about love too. One day though, hopefully.>they arent really yourself in an absolute sense too, maybe only a projection of you onto a different spaceYes I said that.>did you do it as an outlet, or was it a 1-1 mapping? if it was just an outlet, as a form of self expression, then we can't really say they are yourself.Disagree. Where does the self ends? Did you know that when you hold a sword, your brain understands it as part of you?So of course your tools aren't literally yourself, but they are part of yourself. As extensions, at least.
>>45262287Oops, not me, lol.
>>45262615doesn't sound very convincing, evil-doer
A few things to remember:>If you think you know anon, but don't have decisive evidence, you definitely, certainly know them for sure. They are the person you are thinking about and you should call them right now!
>>45262758based chaotic evil poster
>>45262287dang what did you do
>all the girls that claim to be super clingy to the point of being annoying keep ghosting meSurely this means nothing
>>45263365they are clingy towards chad not chud, sorry
>>45263377I'm the farthest away from chud you can be
>>45263384but you arent a chad either.>I'm the farthest away from chud you can beprove it.
>>45263389I'm not a chad, no>prove it.How would I even do this?
>>45263411idk, you are the man, find a way!
>>45263411I want to see your cock
>>45263421I'll start by not saying slurs>>45263519Me posting my cock on 4chan would be pretty chuddy I feel
>>45263680post somewhere else and post the link thereman the fuck up alreadyI want to see your cock, show itnowand no balls, pleaseonly the cock
>>45263714There is a hornygen up right now that's better suited for your current needs
>>45263772I dont need anythinghe just asked and I got the idea and now I'm curious
>>45263855You're curious about how my penis looks because I complained about getting ghosted? I'm really not following
>>45263886>How would I even do this?I just had the ideaI dont feel like seeing it anymore btw
>>45263905So your idea was that I could prove I'm not a chud by showing my penis? Weird
>>45263951>I'm the farthest away from chud you can beif you were that far showing it would mean nothing for you
>>45263988Lots of chuds post their penis online so your logic is faultyI'm not showing you my penis
>>45264034>I'm not showing you my penis>>45263905>I dont feel like seeing it anymore btw
you make me fucking sick
I don't mean at least half the things I say but I need you to leave me alone and stop dangling false hope in front of me
you still owe me a fucking apology
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SAY ANYTHINGYOU KEEP DOING THIS TO MEJUST FUCK OFF AND STAY GONE I HATE YOU SO MUCH
I STILL LOVE YOU AND WANT YOU BACK YOU STUPID FUCK HOW FUCKING DARE YOU KEEP DOING THIS TO ME
