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megan would have baked a better one :/
what's in the water in NJ that they just shit out hons~
i have information
God this general frustrates me so much. I am a person who changes their mind constantly yet I still plan on obtaining HRT.Why are you people so spineless?
>>45277166well megan (if they are in fact an active poster) was warned regarding my specific intent and the opportunity to bake new, and I am regularly accused baselessly of being megan and/or toad
hey i'm from nj :(
>>45277177we are on HRTperiod
>>45277177Real men use hrt
it's crazy how HRT works for literally everyone except me
>>45277185Okay then why do some of you cunts man mode? You are independent adults jesus fucking christ
>>45277181die. ><><
>>45277160cowbot thread, sitting this one out
>>45277187did you have a strong masculinizing response to testosterone during puberty? my pet theory is that some people just legit have more sex hormone receptors in general
>>45277191why are you so mean to me
>>45277194I STILL DON'T KNOW AND HAVE NEVER ACTED WITH COWBOT LOL I THINK YOU ARE MORE INSANE THAN I AM SOMEHOW
>>45277194are you sure you want to go with that
>>45277173stealing my content >.>
>>45277190fym? this is the general for people who are manmoding on hrt for many reasonssome people are temporarily embarrassed passoids, some are enbies, some are transsexual but not cisgender, some are men who prefer feminized bodies, some change their minds
>actedu/pokexchespin
>>45277195strong in some areas, weak in others, mainly I just got very hairy very quicklymy T levels were low before starting for whatever that's worth
>>45277206>but not cisgenderfuck I mean but not transgender* and cisgender instead*
>>45277207I missed the inter I can barely string otgehter a sentence suck my dick
oh to be a temporarily embarrassed twinkhon of sorts v.v
>>45277208I had an extreme early response to T in puberty at a very young age like 8-10 (much to my embarrassment) and also a very quick and externally observable response to E so idfk
>>45277211pukes on da cock T_T
*slaps u**cums on u*
>>45277179toad visited cowbot for 2 months, she's back now so back to the posting grind ig
>>45277240I literally do not know or care about these people, mostly because to my knowledge none of the involved are manmoders of any kind (typically)
hell yeah, kick all the fakemoders out!
IF YOU USE SHE/HERYOU ARE NOT A MANMODER
so prim and proper
FUCK PRIM PROPERI AM GRIM AND GROPERC'MERE
no really it's like there's a verdant field of honeysuckle and vanilla every time I set down the canI am going to have to start drinking mead or something
I dont get she her-ed naturally, i'd never ask someone else to do it
oh right this thread isn't past image limit yet let me help fix that
>>45277283I have never asked anyone to but the very few trannies I have met irl (all 4tranners of some kind) all use she/her for me because they are DUMB WOKE FAGGOTS
i use she/her in my mind sanctuary and also strangers use she/her with me but i only refer to myself as he/him
all of you are my girlfriends
when did this stop being an IMAGEboard ANYWAY
>>45277291YOUR MIND SANCTUARY IS A SEWER
thank fully I willl nver einteacte with anone agan
imageboards are for posting and sharing and editing and meming on images
images like THIS
but this world is hella gay
hence
we could have dealt with all of this faggotry
it don't matter
HOLY SHIT I WAS WRONGfluffy abuse threads actually only showed up after the mlp wave I can see it directly in some old folders I thought it was like a precursor of some kind
I want a girly boyfriend
TonariNoTotoro_Bus_Stop_by_sachsen.jpg
I want a boyey girlfriend
you're all miserable people and your inevitable suicides can't happen soon enough
>>45277385My honest reaction
sometimes I don't realize how much I've been screaming worthlessly in pure rage and despair until I try to talk to myself in the mirror and I'm all raspy and it hurts
>>45277387not you though i mean the rest of them
>>45277385yes, and?
people are always asking about my health at work because I'm either absent or sound like a scratchy nightmareidk why I survived the first or second waves of layoffs and it's inevitable that they dump me in a month
>>45277395Go away nigger
holy fuck this other cider sucks I am going to start exclusively drinking honey-based drinks
WISH I WAS SOMETHING REALWISH I WAS SOMETHING TRUE
>>45277447Something I'll never have
>>45277454same unrealestiehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wM4aEWts3Ic&list=PLnif9Rfb5Adl4SmrXY_L4GshBSYCecEX3&index=3
I miss playing house with my exI am going to make a wholesome thanksgiving dinner and throw it in the trash to celebrate amer*kkka
jk I won't be alive that long that's 2 weeks from now I promise I will not be alive
>>45277460Everything reminds me of her. I see someone who vaguely resembles her and daggers stab me in the heart i fucking hate my life
dead tran walking
>>45277481WELCOME TO MY FUCKING LIFEI CANNOT EAT A MEAL OR WATCH ANYTHING AT ALLL WITHOUT CHOKING UP AND SOBBINGLOL
I need to die right the fuck now
girl why not just let me save you
NO ONE CAN SAVE ME I AM NOT A GIRL I AM A MAN I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
NONE OF YOU ARE HERNONE OF YOU CAN DO DO ANYTHING
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YO
PUSHING IT AGAINST MY RIBS HURTS SO MUCH I AM SUCH A FUCKING PUSSY I NEED A GUN I WILL DO IT TOMORROW
I am a sissy.
I miss the clickI am buying the same exact models of guns I sold
I was better off with a gun to click against my head than with another human-interactive set of regrets to obsess over
I am never making concessions for another person againI am dying alone, on my own terms
I didn't eat todaytjhat's goodthat's a start
just got to make it to ______the dya I kill mywself______t
there are enough copycats and I am generic enoughnobody will actually notice when I die
almost midnight and I haven't eaten that's good I can die a little skinnier than I have been after depression-overeating
hiccups turning into throwig up rapidly
I'm dying
when the hiccups end I die
I'm sick help
I can't do this anymore I'm gonna slit my throat ok
jigai style
>>45277160real talk it was this on some vhs recording (zomg piracy) my probably-racist grandma sent me and this is irrefutable incontrevertible proof that big anime trooned me out with 5g covid parasite waves
if chuddy dies many moders will followdo you really wabt to have that kind of blood on your hands chud?
the year is 2059, you are dead. chuddy is still threatening suicide in mmg.
who in mmg is a spy?
>>45278127add me
young fly talker. come to the jiggy side.https://youtu.be/3JcmQONgXJM
>>45278127i'm retired. not to be confused with retarded, which i am also.
tell the chinese moder her cover has been blown my chigga
I think a coworker noticed my breastsI'm such a retard
Lately people have been looking at my chest then looking at my face then sometimes they make eye contact and smile or look away or look weirded out but yeah. old indian men at costco are really nice but the young ones are assholes
>>45278554yeah that coworker was talking to me and kept glancingmy binder is too stretched out, I need a new one
>>45278560im getting ffs to look more congruent with my breasts, already tried binding and it damaged them a little
they all know you're some kind of queer because very few cis men are fully shaven 100% of the time. also you fags shape your eyebrows and do gay shit like wear nailpolish and have bangs/an obvious "gurl" haircut. just call it what it is. none of you can read as straight.
>>45278874I don't like nail polish
>>45278956zame zestie i play manly punk bass so i can't paint my nails
>>45279034I wasn't talking to you chuddy
>>45278874I have man hair and dont do my eyebrows
im such a good cook though it’s crazy. goated
it's ok to be a faggot
even when it's a miserable place, i don't think i could do this one without you mmgthe idea of being a visible troon terrifies me, but injecting myself with chinese drugs gave me back the will to live
same, its crazy how the mainstream trans web makes you think that transitions also require full immersion, learning that help me get over being chudded and actually start taking the medication that helps
Mocked by v2k
i just looked up "v2k" why white people like this?
how else can you explain sardonic synchronicity? i experience it always
My hickvision nvr starts speaking cantonese once it hits 2:00 am
Hello everyone yay
>>45279304you're faketransdon't bother replying
>>45279567yeah i still battle with that idea.i attribute this all to a dream I had when I was like in kindergarten and had the idea that i shouldn't be a boy in my head ever since. i really worry that its just some form of ocd manifesting as gender dysphoria.
>>45279660Most men have lifelong desires of becoming female
>>45279660are you chuddy?
>>45279727yeah i used to fuel the rep with that idea too, it lost its luster after a while tho unforch>>45279747no, but i think we shared similar hangups when it came to our identities through out our early lives, so ig take that for what ever it is
>>45277951>if chuddy dieshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RRy5JJfw-JI
chuddy is a mindseteveryone is capable of being a white land-whale suffering from male pattern baldness
>>45280140not me
no male pattern baldness, but im most certainly a land whale
outlooks down btw
>>45279797you sound like chuddy
>>45281593you sound like you're not very detail-oriented
maybe this is the day the internet ends
yeah its bad lol
its good actually
crying again make it fucking STOP
it never ends
/mmg/ jonestown re-enactment
>>45281837no
>She https://litter.catbox.moe/g68zw8yj2vwnccna.jpgdoesn’t know who I am, >but I https://litter.catbox.moe/ch4qu2va6rtyeomn.jpgknow who she is. We transitioned at the same time, went to the same clinic, followed the same treatment, and were the same age, so why does she look the way she does, while I don’t? What went wrong in my case?
>>45281974Would
>>45281974>wanting to look like one of those copy+paste brazillian trannies
crazy how you post the face of someone who isnt aware of you but not yours
>>45282004she is famous; after transitioning, she became very famous.
>>45281974stop dressing like a teenage boy for one
>>45282021What should I wear, then? I have no idea... I ordered this from Shein and I’ll give it a try, but I look rather masculine; my hips didn’t develop much, and my shoulders are the same size as those of a 16 year old (my body stopped growing at that age)
>>45282031somewhere in the middle of the two images. so in between "teenage boy" and "cheap prostitute". also>sheinkek
>>45281974boymoder chan...
>>45282040I don’t go out; buying clothes from Shein is the best I can manage. Going to the mall is exhausting, and I end up crying from dysphoria because there are always cis women there who make me feel jealous of them.
young varg could lwk get it
>>45282057so it's either the mall, or the sweatshop costume store huh
>>45282031idk look at pinterest for ideas. what im confused about is why would post this here when the majority of 'people' here are um monte de gringo que nem sutia compram
>>45282084I’m 28; can I call myself a boymoder? No? Then what am I? Where are my people? Right here.
>>45282001you wish you could look and fuck trannies that look like that you sour grapes nigger
>>45282084i know the literal brazilian isn't insulting anyone else, right?
>>45282107>wanting to fuck someone who isn't white
hue hue hue
i am so fucking mannish and ugly and disgusting
lol same ;p
>>45282107all these brazil trannies have james charles vibes and looks and that is icky
>>45282135actually you're a beautiful woman
>>45282113you seem upset
>>45281974hi lol
chuddy actually ropednow what
what makes you think that?
>>45282202h-hi )';
bleh my personality is a disaster... I will stop interacting with people; I only bring shame upon myself
>>45277160>QOTTI watched violet evergarden w a ftm I was seeing when I was younger.
rip my homie jonrhien, he was fat ugly and very annoying
>>45282257You Are Brown
these were his last words too :/
imagine spending energy hateposting about some rando internet stranger
>>45282233do you like dessert cakes?
I'm literally saying how he was my homie, people here are so negative
mogs you
lidl bakery got me again (⋟﹏⋞)
>>45282140i am a manmoder .-.
a latina raped me
>>45282324y-yup
diversity win: a drunk moid asked if I was a girl before trying to grope me
on the way home, some low iq low impulse member of the demographic known in the US for historically loving luxury sedans, decided that he was going to hold up traffic because he didn't think to get into the turning lane in timei started laying on the horn until he started driving forwardwe got caught at the next light and he stopped in the middle of the road as he took his u-turn to i guess take a picture cause that's all a moid can do these daysi'll make ya move round cause i'm a hog on that road
wut lol
thinking of going to the antiquarian book seller this weekend
>>45282914i asserted dominance over the moid, thereby mogging him
>>45282949that sounds really cool actually, I miss when I was more into reading and had a lot of physical books... got a few trashy tranny memes lying around, but the only cool books I have still are a couple of old-ass poe collections I inherited and try to be really careful withI might try to go to the japanese garden this weekend
ugh. me andy.
>>45283008go on..?
>>45282896>demographic known in the US for historically loving luxury sedansjoos?
it's negroes, the answer is negroes
white people are too poor for luxury cars
fuckin a, pls stop reminding me of my yt-ness
obamna told me it's ok to be white
i felt so bad for obama, he had to live knowing he had some mayo in him
I feel bad for Obama because he's going to hell forever for Afghanistan
>>45282749That's a man.
i am sad because i am going to have to put one of my cats down
>>45283225that really sucks, sorrywhat's going on with them?
>>45283225haha
>>45283225Sorry anon RIP your cat
>>45283232she has ligma :/
>>45283225im terribly sorry nona v_v
>>45283238asshole
I love microsoft 364
eating cereal makes me feel like a baby
>>45283225which one?
>>45283510the one that needs to be put down
>>45283573do yourself as well while you're at it
>>45283584why the hostility?
do me next
>>45283225they reincarnate )';
>>45282749>>45282473>>45282467>>45282429>>45282393Are you trying to tell me im an ugly triangle body hon and that you know me irl?
>>45283660I am in your balls
>>45283664Fascinating, can you comment on the argument i just had? Was i right or
>>45283670huh?
ouuu
>>45283676Ok so youre a liar then? Youre not actually in my walls? I bet you dont even really care about me, I bet you dont even cyberstalk me or extract metadata from my pictures
>>45283660 i posted the manmoder that represents me most because im not the tallest, it was a response to someones response to my response
>>45283703very in depth subtle mockery in this comment but i can tell from intonation that you are, indeed, mocking me
>>45283710you look 10 times better than i do shut up idiot
>>45283710peabrain
>>45283702I did not say that I was in your walls, Anonymous
>>45283719>>45283722>>45283723now im confused, somebody explain what’s going on in plain english
>>45283778this poster >>45283660 is schizo so we are mocking them
>>45283791we live in a fucked up crazy world you and I
>>45283778I'm a worn-out, honest slut, and I admit I hate sensitive young men.
>Current status: While the servers we've returned to service initially remain healthy, we've observed that they can become unresponsive again once they begin receiving traffic. We're analyzing diagnostic data from these servers with our networking and platform experts to determine what's triggering this behavior.I needed a laugh
Lol?
>>45283819AHAHAHAHA
>>45283913yeah ok im not funny sorry you dont have to be rude about it though
aw im sorry :c i had a genuine kek out of your image, please allow me to apologize if you truly felt hurt from my words
>>45283955i dont feel much dw
sorry feeling emo
im retarded but not gay
>>45284164can you post train pics again :/
https://projects.oregonlive.com/followers-of-christ/by-faith-alone/stop tolerating faith
so when do the mythical Mental Effects happeni don't want to be sad and dissociating anymore
>>45284568HRT is just opening up the door to be able to get better and doesn't automatically fix all the bullshit you accumulated while repressingI started feeling much more at ease in my own body but also much more anxious and painfully aware of the reality of my situation within a few months
>>45284586but that's not how everyone describes it...
>>45284596well, what did you hear and what are you expecting? did you literally just do your first shot or something? the way I think of it is like I had a huge and constant passive load on my brain draining resources and making me feel worse just existing in my own body and I was dissociating constantly to escape it, and that's actually somehow gone - I genuinely felt better just for starting and for either placebo or indirect subtle reasons within the first few days but it's very much a ymmv situation
>>45284613people say they just suddenly felt better like their depression just ended, they felt happier and more emotional in a way that really didn't seem to be a short term "yay i'm on hrt now" thing, i remember reading a couple people saying it was so dramatic they started seeing colors more vividly (???) before i felt like i was in purgatory, now i feel like i'm just in a different purgatory>did you literally just do your first shot or something?11 weeks....
>manmoder general
>>45284670I don't think everyone says that, and personally it did a lot for me but I have a LOT of accumulated damage and real issues to address (overlappingly related and unrelated to the whole gender/sex dysphoria thing) that in some ways just got surfaced... it made me WAY more susceptible to emotional fluctuations, good and badyou are also way too early in to be calling yourself a manmoder imo and I'm guessing you're also young but still call yourself john 18 or 19 or whatever lol
>>45284690>I'm guessing you're also youngi'm 28 which is ancient by modern tranny standards
movere crus
>>45284699well, whatever babytran, just keep your levels good and give it timeI started at 30 and was committed to manmoding indefinitely (pending conditional changes or re-evaluation down the line, which 7 years later just turned into not hiding than I'm a functionally non-binary gender freak) in terms of being able to have my cake and eat it too, and it's actually worked out pretty wellseeing what you all struggle with, I really think a lot of you are temporarily embarrassed passoids or want to be and that manmode can be fucking poison just a step above complete repression so don't write off social transition entirely
the average male is genuinely retarded
>>45284734>I really think a lot of you are temporarily embarrassed passoidswhere is the place for an ugly old estrogenated man if not here
>>45284734i don't manmode though
>>45284785I don't know what you could possibly mean by that question in relation to the quoted statement because those people don't belong here and should be in mtfg and working on social transition
>>45284789that's nice, hon>>>/lgbt/mtfg
>>45284790i don't knowi'm sorryeverything just hurts right now
>>45284794nah
>>45284798ok, you don't need to apologize, I'm just saying it's good that you started HRT and you should not get stuck here if you're not happy manmoding especially considering how early you are
>>45284816>openly admitting the inherently asymmetric nature of sexual dimorphism and sports but still spitting on a minority population about itlmaobut really, fuck off and die
bro really thinks he's saying something
you're not a manmoder
thank god
so why are you here
i was terrified of the idea of becoming a hon and it made me repress and now im a hon rip
>>45284887many such cases
>>45284734i feel like if this is chudette it should come with a disclaimer
>>45284901and what should that disclaimer be? I'm not rainbows and sunshine about this whole ordeal but I think I'm realistic, and a lot of you fucking retards don't belong here for your own sake
>>45284935wow I had zero clue who those were supposed to bestill haven't played any deltarune past ch 1... maybe after I finish mother I'll catch uphttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZnJtu082oLA
shit I've never actually finished earthbound either now that I think of it
eating beans rn
>>45284816yeah that is about the most hypocritical double-think policy I have ever seen in print
https://ballotpedia.org/Colorado_Proposition_134,_Sex_Requirement_for_School_and_College_Sports_Initiative_(2026)bleaching out the shower and wondering what it would be like, probably one of the worst ways to go next to fire
bleach is completely safe to drink if you're not bitchmade
alas
i don't care about gendered sports leagues or whatever
alas around my arm and a honey wood amirite
portland so boring i’m getting drunk at some bench what is this
elbow deep fisting is a little sudden, anon
>>45285414must be nice being a puppygirl
>>45285422really regretting being born with a moided everything rn
really regretting ever having hope and not giving up sooner rn
>>45285431yeah....
>>45285414At least you can be outside without worrying about getting killed or something. Post more pics please.
>>45285414>portland so boringskill issuethere's tons to do if you're not a shut-in creep like me
If I had to say what I want it's warm berry pie with vanilla ice cream
>>45285414The sneeds are truly incorrigible
>>45285452>t. miserable person
>>45285414>Bobablastic Liar
it's true, nta, but i hate sneeds so much i refuse to participate in trans anything
what did i do to deserve this
nobody deserves anything, shit just happens and people make choices with consequences
I'm as gay as the next guy, but when a woman does this gyrating thing with her hips, I immediately get hard and want to fuck sex with her. What's that then
>>45285422it is
>>45285474make me into a puppygirl. a cute one. now.
>>45285478donedo you want a leash or collar or milk bone
>>45285480um um yes yes thank you
What's this puppygirl shit? It's more cringe agp crap isn't it.
I put on my robe and wizard hat
i realized the puppygirl thing is lame way too late
trooned too late to be a catgirltrooned too late to be a puppygirltrooned too late.
I want to punch you
>>45285501why? what did i ever do to you?
>>45285505You're making me Megan. This Portland person ignores me too. I'm going to punch you.
my objection to the puppy play stuff us that it is NOT sexy
>>45285487buy yourself a treat
i'm the vegetarian Aryan
trooned just in time to be a menacing shameless genderfuck nightmare
>https://youtu.be/ddkbVYutRXA?si=2HSvkroH7GvrXhgU&t=115i wonder if there are any narcomoders?
>>45285001wtf finish it
i want to socialize in person but i'm scared
>>45285606I'll meet you in person. Do you like dark alleyways?
>>45285632never meeting channers again
they really just released a character that outclasses both silent and ironclad that's wild
in english so that those of us with jobs can understand
tl;dr here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RXJKdh1KZ0w
don't be mean
while the mog is certainly overall better the extreme speed of the coffin is way more fun plus it's nice being able to use a carmine rig with the coffin, i feel naked with the dave rig
>>45285663Tell me a story about what happened
lowk she's kinda like the watcher
Someone tell me a story about meeting a person off 4chan please
you meet with a channer and they never wanna do anything because their social anxiety means they can't go outside or do anything fun
sorry
Aww. I remember a trip telling me that the trip I liked was so sad and shy when meeting she just looked at the floor and couldn't make eye contact and I wanted to hug her soo bad. Shy people are cute.
yeah, sorry
yes i am
The cutest lovliest
not only did god make me a tranny who is ugly and can't pass he also made me extremely socially anxious and probably autistic
My heart goes out to painfully shy people because that was me once. So I know exactly what it's like. Just don't care anymore if people like me or accept me or not.
i think it's pathetic, especially at 30+like you've had so much time to develop yourself after high school/college
sorry for being pathetic i'm sorry
>>45285912it's easy to let setbacks stall you out for a while
Someone's gotta stand in the corner awkwardly and stutter through normal conversation, so im stepping up.
We didn't all grow up privileged you know. Many adults have permanent brain disorders from trauma.
I am irreparable
it will never cease to be pathetic, all you embarrassed to exist in public cunts
the suicide squad joker but it's a pooner with irreparable damage on his head instead
i think it's more like a bunch of you are "online gay" IRL DL closet cases
>>452859469192172559. pick up the phone. call me. i would love to hear your input and open a dialogue. open to discussion on topics of all kinds. put your money where your mouth is.
My film credits include Soft White Underbelly and COPS
all of my belly is soft and white
I am openly a tranny faggot and go outside in public comfortably enough when I'm not depressed and being a shut-in, I'm just burned out on people and have a lot of issues
>>45285962i called you but said it's closed
i need to rub it
>>45285966i just rubbed my hands together
I'm too molested for this.
I'm eating ice cream now
>>45285970same desu
I don't mind being soft but I seriously need to lose like 30 lbs and be at least a little more in shape just for health reasons
>>45285976i literally just look like a fat guy you can find a million of me outside right now
bro you fat niggas been tryna loose weight all year
>>45285989you're doing a poor job of dissuading me right now
I didn't say I was trying, just that I need to...
>>45285996FUCK YOUUUUUUUU
I'm eating ice cream now.
how do you even get fat? like just go outside and walk around and stop chugging HFCS. americans are sooooo cucked
i've been trying to lose weight for 15 years
I'm American. The poison the food with corn syrup and gross shit like that. This country is a nightmare when you think of it. In the EU they can't feed their citizens corn syrup and waste products.
they poison the produce and raw ingredients with corn syrup? oh, just the processed stuff? then why don't americans just cook? problem solved
boo hoo
are you gobbling chicken with corn syrup or something wtf
>>45286008FUCK YOOOOUUUUU
>>45285998i don't like this
Stfu faggot im not fat. I'm telling you why Americans are fat.
if you are fat it's a personal and moral failing. literally all you have to do is cut down to one meal a day and be active. you don't even have to work out, all you need to do is to be active and keep moving around, but no, you fuckers literally spend like 17 hours a day sitting down.
>moral
>>45286048i do
my aunt died alone it was kinda my fault
>>45286104what happened?
so glad to be fully within female proportions
Female proportions
:)
>>45285438>>45285461chuddy where are the sneedhons i need pussy BAD>>45285442
>>45286126looks like the south park blocks so you're literally surrounded by them in nearby student housing, just go start breaking into places
>>45286126It's Portland there's hoes everywhere are you even looking
my city sucks and the only other troon i know in my city is a fucking shutin
i want to kill myself. anyway good night
>>45286108she was staying with us and teenage me throught she was a nuisance so one day I snapped and told her to go back to her place, she did n three days one of her neighbors called my mom to say it was weird how my aunt came back home but haven't left since so my mom went there to check on her and found her dead. she died on the very same day I snapped at herfucked up right
>>45286143Goodnight
>>45286145What a fucking asshole. Why are you so mean dick
>>45286145damn chuddy you did a number on her ass
Why do so many freaks live in Portland now? I lived there for a while and it was so chill. Random people coming up to me to say hi. Easy to make friends. Now it's all these fucking retards from all over the country tucked in to bring their bullshit with them.
>>45286161every single poster itt is definitely chuddy
>>45286175Would
>>45286145that's fucked up, how'd she die?
>>45286175oh, sorry. i just saw a story involving someone indirectly killing a woman and thought it was about you. my bad.
I need more of the drunk Portland girl
>>45286150literally neurodivergent and a minor btw>>45286180idk she was a heavy drinker and kinda old so
I'm a nasty surpriseI'm a devil in disguiseI'm a footstep at nightI'm a scream of the fright
idk that fucks me up sometimes because she prob knew she was about to die and the last thing she heard was me calling her annoying :/
am I evil....
no, people like that have it coming
I'm a heavy drinker and kinda old so
>>45286243Yes
non-drinker, kinda old but aging gracefully
this place always makes me feel so much better about myself
yeah that's why most of you awful people are here
i just blasted ropes to myself
>>45286323ok chuddy
do not goon gentle into that fleshlight
>>45286952
doing absolutely everything alone is so tiring
