alright everyone, it's that time again. write here what you wish you could elsewhere.
>>45302616i catfished an adult woman when i was 15 and told her i was 18 and sent her like thirsttraps she jerked off multiple times in vc with me and told me she loved me and wanted to be in a romantic relationship with me and we lived like 1 hour away and then i felt so guilt riddended so i told her and then she blocked me.
i miss you so, so much. i think about you every day. i'm sorry that i'm not a real woman and that i wasted your time, and i know i shouldn't hope to hear from you, but i still do. i hope you found someone who could be what you wanted. i don't blame you for leaving and i'm sorry for making things about me when you left. jasmine misses you too. i leave your shirt out for her sometimes.
>>45302616I was a camgirl during the covid lockdown my sister saw me making money and wanted to do it too, so we would host our livestreams from the same room. One day, a client of mine asked whose the other voice in the room was, and he offered $400 to see me having sex with her. When I told him she was my sister, he upped the offer to $800 each. She said it was good money and asked if I had the nerve to do it, I said yes. We went through with it, and it was a good experience, I regret nothing but we’ve never brought it up again. We remain good friends to this day.
>>45302654piv?
>>45302674Yes
>>45302681did u pass? how tall were u and she?
>>45302691Look, I don’t have enough self-esteem to say this for sure, but most of the time when I put in the effort, I pass.I’m 5'10" and she’s a little shorter than me; even though she’s cis, we have a family genetic predisposition for being tall
>>45302707what were u doing in the cam? >we have a family genetic predisposition for being tallsame all my family is 6'0+ lol lucky im only 5'10
>>45302616i had a little brother and he 'disappeared' when i was 20 and he was 16. our parents were distraught. he came to live with me because our parents were abusing him (as they had abused me before i left). she transitioned soon after. i helped her get a new name/phone/etc to prevent them from finding out and she's been living with me ever since. this was 8 years ago and no, we don't bone, although we briefly did at one point and i think she misses it.
>>45302757>we showed our IDs to prove we were sisters>we kissed>we sucked each other >she lifted my skirt and we had sex standing up for a while>we moved to the bed>she asked me in our language if I was okay, so the client wouldn't notice>I told her I was fine and that it was good>she said she was enjoying it too>we laughed at the situation>she got on top and we finished like that>I didn't finish inside I don't want to create a crippled kid
>>45302616i look prettier in my pictures than i actually am, in reality, i have a receding hairline, i have ibs, and my voice is deep, my shoulders are broad... you're not talking to a trans girl, but to an older man who's sad most of the time and is ugly.
I miss the attention older men gave me in reddit when I was retated 14 year old. I know they didn't believe I was a girl and all they wanted was pictures of my underage body but it felt good that they played along and called me a girl.
I know this is a stereotype and not unheard of, but I have a abdl/diaper kink that I haven’t been able to work past no matter how hard I try. It’s been going easily for over five years. I’ve tried religion, taking time away from the phone. etc but I keep relapsing into it. Truthfully, it’s consumed my life to a degree that is deeply troubling.
>>45302828it was nice of ur sister to ask if u were ok. did u like the sex. or did u like it as much as u could when ur being payed and filmed. do u wanna do it again. after the camera turned off. what did u say
>>45302616I’m transitioning solely because my sole source of pleasure is self inserting as the transwoman in trans porn.
i eat caca
>>45303052Glad this thread is still around. Yeah, I enjoyed it, the money was great, but we talked about it afterward and both of us actually liked it. For both her and me, the taboo nature of the situation was a huge turn-on. We never did it again, but I’d be perfectly fine with doing again. The furthest we’ve gone since then given that we’ve always shared the same bed (yeah, we were dirt poor kind of still are, but that’s okay)—is that we’ve taken to sleeping while cuddling, but nothing more than that. I don’t remember exactly what I said, but I do remember that we watched Netflix until we fell asleep.
>>45303014holy shit nona, sameI feel horrible for being nostalgic about it ... being talked into posting my 14 yo “femboy” body on here, stripping for 30something yo guys on cam, just so they would call me a good girl (even if they were just playing along). but it’s the most attention I ever got from “straight” men and I still miss it sometimes
I feel like such a piece of shit…Unemployed for weeks despite trying my hardest to find something and now I’ll likely be losing the only safe housing I have with no idea how I’m not also going to lose what I can’t fit into my vehicle by then if I even still wind up with that much. Borderline dysfunctional if I’m physically alone for too long, currently trying to reach out to a local fellow likeminded tranner to have maybe one day of sweet bliss and we even planned to meet in advance but she wound up too busy for the initial date and is now too infested with brainworms for the backup date. I really don’t think she’s ghosting me but part of me can’t help but wonder if maybe I’m just too fucking sweaty or nice and she’s put off or intimidated by that. Maybe it’s bad enough for her that she thinks I’d do nothing but mog her even though I genuinely think she’s pretty and far cooler, can’t just get someone to stop thinking that shit easily so I can’t push too hard either. Maybe I don’t even fucking deserve that much anyways if I’m this desperate, maybe I’m too damn neurotic and will only ever reap what I sow until I’m rotting halfway in the ground without anyone around to even bother with a pity gesture. I wasn’t even at risk of potential homelessness when we met but now the clock is ticking towards eviction and of fucking course the one window I definitively had to spend one last anxiety-free day before I’m locked into bullshit just up and closes at the very last minute.Why do I even fucking bother, I’ll be ecstatic if anything still happens at all since I don’t think she’s trying to be shitty about this but it’s devastating having to wake up to two day-of cancellations in a row and now I’ll likely just spend most of today trying not to break down again.I’m sorry if you end up reading this and it makes things worse, I hate to put this on her but I just can’t fucking take it anymore and wish I wasn’t so alone…
