>think about starting diy hrt>"b-but what if it's bad for your hormones or something!!! sneedle hurty, it's dangerous!">agree with the inner thought>5 minutes pass>think about starting hrt AGAIN>"you're a 6'3 gigahon you're gonna look like a clown and you're gonna poison yourself">thought goes away for 5 minutes again before it (you fucking guessed it) comes back>have to find another cope to make it dissappear for a couple of minutes (IWNBAW, IWABAMAB, IWNP, there's no point to doing it etc etc you get the point)I'm 23M, if that matters. My brain is a total mess :(
very fembrained indecisive behavior
>>45304000very masculine analytical behavior
>>45304000hrtrep
>>45304000just order it and figure the rest out later
>>45304000>what if it's bad for your hormones or somethingits not>sneedle hurtymaybe but you can learn to make it not. you can even use tiny gauges so you dont feel it. >dangerousnot really. just make good habits of best practices. diabetics have to do it twice a day and you only have to once a week. >you're gonna poison yourselfits not poison>you're gonna look like a clownthats dysphoriai had medical anxiety for along time too. diy mono is pretty great. t.aller than you>>45304181yeah why not
>>45304000>>45304200Only ever used 27g personally and even when I mess it up, the pain is very minor.It only hurts if you insert the needle slowly. Over time you'll gain confidence and be able to just kinda jam it in there, then it won't hurt at all.Injectable estrogen comes in different forms, you'll usually see it as "Estradiol" and then an ester, which is used as a carrier vehicle that the body dissolves. The esters you'll see are "Valerate" (avoid), "Cypionate" (avoid), "Enanthate" (good) and "Undecylate" (best).Valerate gets absorbed by the body so fast that there's no point using it when other esters exist.Cypionate is just a slightly shorter-lasting Enanthate.Enanthate can tide you for up to 2 weeks at a time.Undecylate allows you to inject only once every 3-4 weeks.Remember to calculate your concentration though, I use 100mg/ml whereas most homebrewers go 40mg/ml or 50mg/ml.>>45304000To OP personally:You will either start estrogen or kill yourself. If you don't do it now at 23, you'll do it in your late twenties, or thirties, or forties, or even fifties. Repping never works. You still have on or two years until the Norwood Reaper comes for your follicles and your skin starts turning to an oily hide. Don't become a John 50. Buy some estrogen and needles, get yourself injected before the year ends. Then work your body to the bone and invest everything for your FFS. Dr QQ in France can give you really good results for €25k. If you're a talentless useless piece of shit to society get a truck license, it pays really well in the States and Europe.Don't be a low IQ retard like me. The longer you leave it the more likely you are to turn into picrel.
OP here, thank you everyone. I'm definitely looking to get a job in 2027... but I'll probably order something before that. And sadly, I don't live in France, I live in a B*lkan shithole. It's nauseating.
>>45304650QQ takes lots of international patients! You can move, although I understand if your currency doesn't convert too nicely to euros.Definitely get some ordered as soon as possible. Good luck getting a job.
>>45304650>I'll probably order something before thatwhats stopping you rn?
>>45305244Thank you. I'll look into it.>>45305291Absolutely nothing. Maybe my laziness.
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>>45305381>Absolutely nothing. Maybe my laziness.try to maybe get a crypto wallet setup whenever you have time, so when youre ready and theres stock you can immediately order itidk most trannies always wish they started sooner
>>45304000Why are people so scared of HRT? It literally does nothing if you are male lol.
>>45305514theres a ton of fake fearmongering. lots of AAs bica spiro cyp actually do weird shit and give you cancer and tumors or make you feel like hell. but lots of people dont really need them. and doctors will try to tell you estrogen gives you cancer too, since having breasts increases your chance of breast cancer lol
if its not for u then its not
>>45305514cissoid psyop propaganda makes hrt look evil and dangerous or something
