What's the point in transitioning if I can't reap any of the benefits of being a woman?>can't ever have a baby unless I'm absurdly rich (protip: I'm not)>can't escape a lifetime of male socialization>can't change my brain's sex, will always be malebrained and have Bad Autism>can't enjoy the heady freedom of being a woman because I'm still just a guy who merely resembles a womanIf anything "transitioning" just made me feel worse because now I know that no amount of self-improvement can bridge the gap between myself as a failed man and an actual woman, cis or trans.
>>45306339>brain's sexgod reppers are annoying
It usually helps to be seen as a really faggoty male with she/her pronouns.People know not to expect masculinity or competence out of you, at least.And your body won't masculinize further. I imagine that's very useful.
>>45306348I'm not a repper in any sense. I can tell you didn't read the post and kneejerked. >>45306352>It usually helps to be seen as a really faggoty male with she/her pronouns.I'm not a really faggoty male, as I implied in the OP. I'm just a male with bad autism. I do get gendered she/her now for what it's worth but my demeanor is so clocky it's like why even bother? "If you want to be a girl you can just be a girl" is such a blatant lie. I'm nothing like a woman or even a homosexual male. >And your body won't masculinize further. I imagine that's very useful.I started getting acne after an orchi and my skin was perfect beforehand. It's not really feminine to have ingrown hairs in your buttcrack or pimples dotting your face at 30. Like that's a pretty masculine thing.
>>45306339it's palliative care
>>45306376So why do trans women say stuff like "if u want to be a gorl u can be a gorl :3."
>>45306370>I'm not a repper in any sense.reppers have a unique vibe with how they type, sorry nona but you fit right in
>>45306384I've been on HRT for 6 years, have had FFS, orchiectomy, wear exclusively female clothing, am legally considered female, among other things. How am I a repper? Based on vibes? Your detector is broken.
>>45306339>can't ever have a baby unless I'm absurdly richFelt.>can't escape a lifetime of male socializationMy childhood has more in common with the childhood of girls than with that of guys. I internalized messages meant for girls as well. So I can't relate>can't change my brain's sex, will always be malebrained and have Bad AutismAre you even trans then? Being born in the wrong body, aka brain being of the other sex, is kinda the point.>can't enjoy the heady freedom of being a woman because I'm still just a guy who merely resembles a womanIt's more about being attractive than whether you're cis or trans. If you're a pretty woman who doesn't act like some moid chud then you'll get accepted fairly easily, even by typically unaccepting people.
>>45306403how tf are you still repperbrained then, lock in dog
>>45306438I'm not "repperbrained," I just recognize that I'm nothing like a woman. Sorry I'm not a pre-HRT or 3 months skirt go spinny trans flag in bio MtF who sincerely believes she's a woman.
>>45306451A transwoman isn't a woman; so, you're not really a disingenuous woman but something separate anyway. That means comparing yourself 1:1 with a woman isn't productive at all.We all know now that there are assigned males who prefer feminine pronouns, and are hopefully on estrogen and dressing in a cultural uniform that supports "fem" identity. It's ok to be a fascimile if it's the best you can do to avoid feeling so masculine.
>>45306498>A transwoman isn't a woman; so, you're not really a disingenuous woman but something separate anyway. That means comparing yourself 1:1 with a woman isn't productive at all.Even if we say that is true (which it's not; trans women are women), I am nothing like trans women, either. There are reasons why I am not a part of the trans "community" and why they despise me. >It's ok to be a fascimile if it's the best you can do to avoid feeling so masculine.That just leaves me feeling reverse-dysphoric, it doesn't make me feel less masculine at all. Because I superficially resemble a woman, that makes me acutely aware of how far away I am from them in literally every single other respect. It makes me acutely aware that I am male, and never reaped the "benefits" of being m ale; I only got the negatives. It makes me acutely aware that I'm stuck like this forever, while women (cis or trans) get to self-actualize, normal men get to live normally at worst, I'll always be in Hell for as long as I draw breath.
>>45306622>I am a woman>I am nothing like a woman and feel constant dread about trying to blend in as oneAlmost like,you know,you're something else
>>45306629>I am a womanWho are you quoting? I didn't say that. I am not even a trans woman. I'm just a failed male.
>>45306638...but you want she/her pronouns and take estrogen?
>>45306684Where did I say I wanted she/her pronouns? They just aren't as abrasive to me as he/him or they/them, and it's what I look like, so it's usually what I'm called. >and take estrogen You should be kinder to those with substance abuse problems.
>>45306339You get to suck dick.
>>45307164Anyone can suck dick. You dont need to troon to suck dick.
>>45307164That is true. I think, without hyperbole, the only times I've ever been even fleetingly happy in my adult life were doing that and getting fucked. >>45307184I'd never have been able to do that without looking like a woman, gay guys didn't (and don't) like me. But you are correct for the *average person* who wants to do that (and isn't autoandrophobic).
