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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QrJyGomOTSA
Oh, thank goodness. I almost started doing some actual writing.
thinking of becoming a serious peterson scholar as soon as he dies
>>25307283hehe I know the feeling. I use up so much of my daily creative energy and potential on trying to entertain like 4 or 5 anons in a different general I camp.
>>25305386it's a natural occurring hairstyle actually
>>25307280When I think I'm finally getting over it, I start feeling like shit again. Fuck. I would kill myself if it weren't for my mom.
>some girl was cribbing about how she was getting hit on my 19 year old guys as a 24 year old>ask her what's the age gap between her and her bf>8 years
Wigger wigger chicken dinner
>>25307330As a 32 y/o old khhv I deserve a 24 y/o gf
>>25307333With those trips, you will eventually. Keep at it tiger.
Anime is fucking gay as hell and cringe as fuck.
>>25307330I don't understand your point? 18-20 year old guys these days are, for the most part, incredibly immature. I can see why girls slightly older wouldn't be attracted to them whatsoever. Besides, it becomes all one age blob once you hit 21 until 35 or so
>>25307333Troll the local community college and surrounding area, that's what I've done and it works pretty well.
>>25307344Might be a good idea since the weather's nice. Think I might even go to ze beach tomorrow.
Is Zenon a good movie? It's a common name in Roman Egypt, I looked it up and there's a film named that.
Ptolemaic Egypt
>>25307280how the fuck do you cope when life beat you to a pulp daily? from family suffering and deaths in the family, money issues, health problems, humiliation rituals made by the Corporations and Government, the job and house market, you're getting fucked in the ass if you don't pay 1k in taxes but Corporations/rich people steal billions and get away with it etc I am so tired anons
>>25307365Books
Mangos are S tier fruits. Followed by Watermelon and Grapes.
>>25307369Tomatoes and lemons are better.
>>25307369>S tierI hate this expression so fucking much. Particularly when an American person uses it. >>25307376Objectively correct
>>25307369Watermelon and red seedless grapes are GOAT-tier HOWEVER.
Idea: Lauren Mayberry cums on my cock (multiple times).
I like to read the Mr Men book series. I don't read other books very often, the last non Mr Men book I read was the "History of Rome" by Michael Grant and that was about two years ago. The clever characterisations the books have kept me engaged since I was 16 and long after. I just love them.
Got out of bed, went into the kitchen, made an entire plate of food, and then put it back into the fridge because I realized I wasn't actually hungry. Hmm.
>>25307369If you’ve lived where mangoes grow and eaten them fresh under the with your hands and you’ve traveled to where they don’t grow and eaten them there you’ll know what I mean
need a bitch this freaky
>>25307412Cringe-incarnate
words to add to my daily vocabulary,>felicitous>parsimonious>fastidious
Just cut my fingernails. That feels much better. I love the feeling of getting all the dirt out from under my nails right after I've cut them.
we really gotta stop using this place as a journal and turn it into more of a wildwest of creativity
>>25307466You're free to write what's on your mind here, friend.
>>25307466I'm sure everyone capable has at some point or another made a high-effort creative post in these threads. Ultimately though, I see it as, why waste it here? So I mostly use these threads to excrete mental debris and sundry thought crumbs. I still see some good posts from time to time.
So today I discovered that the creator of the Jet Propulsion Lab and L Ron Hubbard did creepy sex magic rituals in the desert and supposedly summoned forth the Whore of Babylon using the system laid down by Alistair Crowley.Neat.
>>25307472I see that story brought up on /r/UFOs and /r/Aliens fairly often. The occult impulse is strong.
>>25307468>>25307469Im just saying, im bored so entertain me better garshI mean look at this >>25307472Thats something you hear countless times throughout the day if you simply stop at eavesdrop at random conversation in the street
>>25307478Have you considered opening a book?
>>25307483my head is too fucked for concentration so I can only enjoy shallow entertainment at the momentI mean I can literally hear my pulse rn, its striving me insaneeeeeeee in the membraneeeeeeeeeeeeee
I just bought a dot matrix printer. I'm going to print off stuff from gutenberg.org and read like a true luddite.
>>25307490>dot matrix printer.whats so special about that printer?Surely with the ink and paper costs you might as well just order a copy
>>25307478>I mean look at this >>25307472I knew that already.
>>25307478What do you think boredom is?
>>25307478>>Thats something you hear countless times throughout the day if you simply stop at eavesdrop at random conversation in the streetBullshit
>>25307501Hmmmmmmmm. I would say boredom arises when a mind that is not doing what it wants. I dont want to be here hence being here makes me bored. But my sickness prevents me from venturing elsewhere. Can't even watch movies or play games rn...How I took health for granted...
>>25307477>Ummm... reddit Fuck off. Go back.
>>25307509>Bullshitsee >>25307497
>>25307492Extremely cheap to print, reliable and maintanable—compared to inkjet printers. The downside is extremely low """quality""" but I don't really care. Also the way it prints applies less ink (and not plastic like laser printers use) so I can compost the output when I'm done with it.I'm also going to set up a raspberry pi to read my email, filter out ads, and send them to it so I don't have to look at my phone as much.As for "why not buy a copy"—a lot of stuff is out of print.
>>25307511It's better for phonebrowsing. When I'm on the PC, I'm 4chan monogamous.
Read:>Prophet of Evil: Aleister Crowley, 9/11 and the New World Orderand>Children of the Beast: Aleister Crowley's Shadow Over Humanityby William Ramsey if you want to get noided on this stuff.
badoingbadoingbadoingbadoingbadoingbadoingbadoingbadoingbadoingbadoingbadoingbadoing
>>25307524I already have.... Let's see... Perdurabo: The Life of Aleister Crowley.
>>25307330There's a cashier at grocery store I go to daily who's clearly into me, I'd guess she's like 16, I'm in my mid 30s lol. She's always like "omg where have you been I haven't seen you in foreverrrr" when it's been like 3 days. The other day she was telling me she didn't have a date to prom lmao. Last time we were talking one of the older cashiers was looking at us skeptically. I'm obviously not gonna do anything about it but I'm just a chatty friendly guy and I talk to all the cashiers who respond well to it, seems dumb to skip her line just because of this but I don't like that the other employees might think I'm a pedo.It is a confidence boost though but not in a way I'm proud of
>>25307531Okay, PEDO.
>>25307515nigga i gotta admit u kinda got me piqued at trying bookbinding
>>25307530>Perdurabo: The Life of Aleister CrowleyI've got a copy of this, haven't read it doe. I can personally attest picrel is good however.
Trannies love anime. Trannies become trannies because of "if I can't be with mah waifu I'll BECOME mah waifu" syndrome.You idiots are coping. Half of the reason trannies even exist is because of these sexless fucking weirdos watching all these cute little girl slice of life animes and thinking "Ugu, she's just liek MEEEE!!"You indulge in a TRANNY HOBBY.
>>25307387never liked churches but good idea nonetheless>>25307534Even if I was I'd never do anything, too risky. Post nut clarity on that would have me killing myself probably
>>25307535That's my fantasy as well but it seems complex, and I'm short on time—relatively. My printer only prints one side so I'll use the other for notes if anything.
The only thing worse than talking past each other in an argument is someone else reaching the same conclusions as you for all the wrong reasons.
>>25307549>but it seems complexif a couple of medieval peasants could figure it out then surely men of our STATURE can master a basic version. Just one step at a time and a 1000 mile journey will be over before you know it
>>25307306>>25307280Nothing makes me sigh with relief more deeply and consistently than imagining my own suicide. What a relief it would be phew!
>>25307556The printing press was invented after the medieval ages howeverbeit?
>>25307564>The printing press was invented after the medieval ages howeverbeit?Printing press was late 15th centuries, same time as the middleages. One could argue it ended it and spurned a new era. But it was still conceived in the middleages therefore im still right and u be factual incorrect :^)
>>25307569Didn't the middle ages end shortly after the Black Death?
Sometimes when laying in bed at night I think back to earlier in the day when I was outside in public, and I get extremely anxious, with thoughts like how I looked ridiculous, how people were probably staring and laughing at me, how I shouldn't be allowed to go outside at all, how I wish I could be a ghost, things like that. Anyone else?
>>25307580>Didn't the middle ages end shortly after the Black Death?Im sure you find someone arguing every which way but general consensus is that it ended around the fall of Constantinople and columbus voyages, leading to the age of discovery. To my knowledge at leastSo if those sackwearers can bind a measly book, why can't I? YADADAMEAAAAAAAAAN
>>>/mu/130452200>>>/mu/130452200>>>/mu/130452200>>>/mu/130452200
>>25307584>ConstantinopleI don't know nearly enough about late antiquity and Rome-->Byzanite Empire. The feeling to read up on it just hasn't piqued me yet.
>Byzanite EmpireLOL sorry I'm stoned.
>>25307280I don't get why The Four Agreements are so popular, its not a "bad" book, I though it was going to be more new age spiritual grift shit when I first cracked it open but I ended up liking it despite the spiritualism it had. It basically has really basic life advice layed out in a very simple idea scaffolding which is maybe why its so poplar? I can see it being a popular book with women who larp as witches or buy crystals; my friend said that they use the book in Alcohol Anonymous meetings apparently? But I think its a pretty okay book, its nice to be reminded of lessons we had as kids and "know" but don't regularly think or act with them in mind on a day-to-day basis.
Soon links will be some form of QR code. URLs are already case sensitive so it's only a matter of time.
https://youtu.be/XKf_6ZusL64
My high school had the most dope chicken wraps I've ever had.
>>25307580Middle Ages ended when the Libraries and Private Art collections of Constantinople fled to different parts of Italy, mainly Venice and Florence, which triggered an interest in antiquity science and art because people couldn't get over that these old scrolls/books/sculptures were made in the past because they far surpassed what they currently had which lead to a kind of idea that humanity had lost something and primed more learned people both within and without the Catholic church to start studying them.
>>25307635Dominion by Tom Holland touches on this apparently.
Stomach's been hurting a lot lately. Think I might have an ulcer.
>>25307635>>25307639If you guys haven't I'd highly recommend you find the historical accounts of generals and soldiers when Rome sacked Syracuse. The Romans were blown away at how ingenious the Greeks were at engineering and how even their slaves knew how to read, write, and speak in not just 1 language but multiple. Also that's the siege in which Archimedes was killed by Roman soldiers after refusing to go with them to meet Marcellus, the current Roman general. The Roman soldiers killed him instead and when they went back to report that they killed them Marcellus had an apoplectic fit and had the soldiers flogged for it.
Absolutely fucking hate it when Gemini or ChatGPT has to be corrected and it fucking grovels and apologizes. It feels so goddamned dystopian and parasocial.
I guess that large Coke from McDicks was enough caffeine to keep me up til near four in ze morning, holy shit.
Absolutely blew through this first vape pod.
Words are born when there is something actual to represent with those sounds the word "Consciousness" was born like that too but lost meaning over time and became meaningless that maps to nothing actual and any question concerning it is meaningless too
It’s never too early for non-alcoholic beer
>>25307715isnt that basically soda tho? huh fattie??
>>25307715>>25307717I'm drinking water out of a Burger King cup.
Doesn't it seem a bit disconcerting that all these AI tech companies were founded in the 1970s?
>>25307718Just get a glass mug ya poorster
Men with long hair... Idk bros, can we even them "men" at that point?
The future is spooky.>>25307723I have many mugs. This cup o' water I had gotten from a Burger King earlier (just a water [free]) whilst I was out n aboot w/ my friends earlier.
>>25307734wait you can get free water at Burger King™?? THERE is gotta be a way for me to make money out of this because thats an insane deal!also all that agi nonsense is nonsense, pay it no heed
>>25307717No it’s beer with alcohol content at such low value as to make it physically impossible to become not only intoxicated from it but also to notice any effect from the alcohol. It used to be called small beer
>>25307730There’s a distinction between long haired men and men who keep their hair like women>>25307734Gave me a sci-fi idea
>>25307740>also all that agi nonsense is nonsense, pay it no heedSaid the increasingly nervous, sweaty, human for the seventh time this month
Spent the afternoon in bedTrying to figure out what it was you said
>>25307749>oh no the robots are gonna do an uprising were fucked!tsk tsk one solar flare is all I need to take them screwheads out of commission. Dont worry I will lead you to safety, for a small fee of course. Daddy can't pay his bills if he only receives gratitude you know what im talking about?? hehehe
I’m at my in-laws place and the gardener is here putting weed killer on the edges of the lawn. I asked him what it is he just said weed killer, so I told him don’t use too much. Actually I’m totally against using it at all unless it’s some kind of organic composition like vinegar or bicarbonate of soda or something else which would not harm an insect, but I doubt it, and it’s not my place here to stop him so I did tell the wife to that he was using weed killer and she can tell him not to use it next time or whatever. They’re funny here, I’ve seen battery hen eggs here in the kitchen which I did get upset about and told her father that he shouldn’t be buying those at all, he apologised and explained that he didn’t know about that stuff. Just goes to show you can afford a gardener yet have no fucking idea about lots of things. I’ve also seen banana peels in the recycling here.
>>25307754Charlie?
>>25307764Fred??
>>25307765MORGAN‽
>>25307768>‽now nigga how the heck did u do that
My mum buys me these amazing shirts from Michael's, you know the arts n crafts store. They're 100% cotton and ultra cheap. Makes sense an arts n crafts store would have t-shirts I guess, because you know for arts n crafts. But it's become a secret hack for cheap shirts.
>>25307769卐
>>25307771u one crazy talented mofo, aint nobody ever gonna dispute that again
>>25307776NTA
>>25307780*gasps!*
https://youtu.be/3uP2VqF-7Vg
Are you down with the sickness?
There have been on odd occasions where while I was falling asleep, I would have the most fantastic, original song playing in my head, like it was just the most natural melody and it was nothing I'd ever heard in passing before. Bit spooky.
Early June has to be the most kino time of the year.
>>25307813Yeah if ur a retard hahahahaha GOT'EM!
Might head into Vancouver today. Get sum beers, go to the beach. Hell maybe I'll even go super early. I've done that once before actually, hung out at Kits' at like 9am despite the distance.
i got 400 duty free cigarettes, i am rich for at least 20 days
>>25307366for example?
>>25307821Didn't know you could post on 4chan from inside a prison
I am weary that common sense doesn't exist anymore. Doesn't matter where you come from, there's no concept of good taste, good manners, being sensible in the minds of people. It's all about aligning or not. If you do not align you are the enemy. Every single conversation you might want to have will never be a conversation because the other party already identified you as the enemy for disagreeing about whatever wank garbage they want to push, and has no objective other than finding any fodder in order to cancel you, by any means, so they'll lie and omit and argue in bad faith in hopes that you'll say a thing they can use and they'll go A-HA! and I guess invalidate your entire being because everyone else is a fucking sheep who thinks the same as well. Holy fucking shit we're getting at a point where people will literally shit on the floor and you can't tell them please don't fucking shit on the floor cause it's not a nice thing to do.I haven't had a honest conversation in such a long time I almost forgot how it feels. Everyone is such a disingenuous piece of shit, doesn't matter left or right, it's a whole world of disgusting wanker goblins who argue exactly the same. I fucking hate people so fucking much. I am already doing the absolute minimum socially but I want to retreat and never talk to anyone except cashiers and possibly not even that when I can get my daily shit from my fucking phone. I fucking hate people. I am so tired of them, I am tired that I have to pretend they're like me and I wish they were replaced. If I lived in another century I'm sure it would be just as shitty, different subject same way of acting. I am just so tired of this constant attrition and knowing every single day that I'll never be able to talk some sense into anyone because daily life in 2026 is a constant test of submission to this shit society I hate which hates me back and wants me dead for not being an obedient little dog like everyone else. I can't live like this, it's like I live among skinwalkers or the aliens from Body Snatchers
>>25308258sure ur right, most peeps are groids But Ur not alone my friendHowever my problem with people is mainly that there is nothing to talk about, so unless we can talk about that all the time I dont see this friendship blooming :/
bow down before the one you serve
Everything around me is deteriorating right in front of my eyes and I have no willpower left to do anything about it.
>>25308278Stop writing like a retard. This isn't twitter, people aren't going to be nice to you because you're a girl. >>25308298Me too anon, really feels like the end times.
>>25308298plenty of people have this shit right now
>>25308191tbf it's about the food rations in most prisons, and i have no instant noodles
I'm ignoring guy A who's ignoring guy B who's ignoring guy C who's ignoring me.
>>25308367>mfw I was so ignored that I am not even on the ignored list>again
>>25308306He posts everywhere on this board like that. He's just trying to be a response. I always just ignore the guy who can't type "You". Especially since he never has anything to contribute to the conversation.
>>25307632This, but spicy chicken sandwiches.
Day two of SCUBA training today. I kinda wish the sessions weren't spaced so far apart but it's fine I guess. Still gotta head up to Kennewick Washington to the dive shop and get fitted for a snorkel/goggles and a pair of flippers.
Technique in the arts ought not to be improved merely for the sake of novelty, but rather to make one's expression of a given thing the most exact it could possibly be.
I am haunted by the cringy things i did in college. in an attempt to look mysterious and unique I just ended up being an asshole to innocent people. they were minor interactions that they probably don't even remember but it keeps me up at night
>people be here hating on my actSuccess breeds jealousy, all I can say
I hate americunts
>>25308572Why? What did I do to you? Contrary to popular opinion, I have little to no actual control over what my dumb faggot government says or does.
>>25308577the typical americunt seems like a dumb fat uneducated normalfaggot to me
>>25308582Well, yeah? So what? How about you get over it and worry about (You), bitch?
She's so hot but so fucking dumb, why do I want her so bad?
>>25308582Easiest to recognise one’s own reflection
>>25308582That's typical of anyone anywhere. The average person anywhere anytime has always been like thatI do think my fellow Americans on 4chan are pretty obnoxious and dumb when it comes to criticism of America though
>>25308582You best not be an Englander, cunt. You're all fat and ugly too.
So many books. So little time.
>>25308589>>25308592>>25308594My God guys
>>25308594I'm not english, no
>>25307280Hate. That's what I have. I dislikie my brother so what do I do I exuse my self from the table and what does my mother do? SHE barges In Eats my MilkyWay and starts Scolding me. EVEYTHING i do is bad for her. I talk and increasingly get annoed At my brother I talk and Aperentaly I am too agressive I leave and That's bad tooo becaUSE it's your wholesome chungus fammily and he is such a good hog you older brother Fatso virgin who Is Afraid that he is Gay so he talks to himselF And is Generaly a Sperg at age 26!. But no I am the bad one because I don't play along with that wholesome chungus Bullshit of the turn of the millenium. They don't see what I see. All I do is aperentally bad. I do this. That's bad I do that. That's also bad. Everything I do is bad. And people wonder why I push my self to go to job or fuck even move out. Leaving that walking Iritaitng source of stress Is actually beneficial to my own Mind.
>>25308599Shut up, bitch.
>>25308607You must be 18+ to post here, Timmy.
>>25308607She ate your MilkyWay in front of you like that?
>>25308298I think that's just called Growing Up
>>25308608kek
How are we allies with these people? They fucking despise us. I say let Russia have 'em.
>>25308612She barged In And half a problem that She scolded me for Energy Drinks(yea I am an addict)But she fucking Ate my MilkyWay that I wanted to eat ather dinner. I BOUGHT IT FOR MYSELF YOU FAT FUCKING WHORE YOU COULD AT LEAST GIVE IT TO DAD
>>25308620>referring to your own mother as a whoreI despise people like you.
>>25308607>>25308620Learn to type, underage.
>>25308627go post my rants on r/4chan. Easy Updoots you fuckin' faggot
>>25308620>She barged Inif you're japanese this is sexyif you're american it's just sad
>>25308620You live under HER roof, pussy.
>Posts images from the incest toon game and types like a retard I think this kid wants to fuck his mother you guys.
>NOOOOOOO, YOU EATEDED MY MILKYWAY, I HATE YOU, DIIIIIE!!!!I don't think your brother is the only autistic in the household.
Clicking larynx syndrome is weird.
say what you will about Rockstar Games, but they know how to make good open world games
Why couldn’t I have just been normal, I ask at 4:15 PM on a Thursday while eating Tostitos Except now I have a job and feel like a different kind of loserI never called myself a loser before until this postIt’s okay, none of this matters, I can always delete myself
>>25308695One of the reasons I still have hopes in the Western societal building is the general epicness of several videogames.
>>25308695As long as it's not GTA, I agree.
>>25308697Why can I tell you are actually crying while typing this?
>>25308706What difference does it make? Seriously?! Yes I even threw in an exclamation mark because what sort of question is that?!
>>25308708Cry or not. Kill yourself or don't. Just know neither me nor anybody else cares and even less will care to look at your tears or put a single flower on your grave.
>>25308702gta 4 and 5 is good tho
>>25308741Nah
>Now this becomes your reality. That's right. And at any time you feel yourself weaken in any way, you will think the word "food." This is your trigger word, and the moment you think or say the word from this very moment on, you will only eat. You gain enormously in weight. And all desire for self-esteem will disappear. And so it is, and so it is.
>>25307280I have a lot of thoughts all the time, but I can't have them on command. Except this one, but that doesn't count.
Americans need to stop calling petrol gas. It’s not a gas, you sound like retards cut it out.
I lowered my daily medication by ~1% aka ~1mg, and poof, my general anxiety is gone. I had long suspected my medicine was the cause. My worry was I didn't know how much I'd have to go down by, so I toughed it out and just hoped it'd eventually go away. Well, now problem solved, with no negative consequences! I do kinda feel like a dope for suffering these past eight months for basically no reason now. Self-induced anxiety. Oh well. Time to move on with my life.
There's this girl on my regular bus who just stares at me the entire time. Like full-on, not looking away. I've had to avoid it ever since. I do plan on giving her my number tomorrow though. Write it on a piece a paper and hand it to her as she disembarks. Been a while since I last got laid. Hopefully I don't bust too quick, or god forbid, be unable to get it up at all.
>>25308769Nope, I rebuke your bullshit in the name of Christ.
Nothing so disheartening as remembering some of my favorite poets were already dead by my age, and what have I accomplished?
>>25308930I agree, and "3 in the morning" is fucking bullshit. That's not morning, it's the night. The morning is when you wake up.
>>25308981>what have I accomplished?Not being dead. You've outlived those alcoholic depressed loser druggies. Imagine being a famous poet and pissing your life away like that. They deserved to die.
>>25308994Yet through their legacies, they will end up living longer than me!
>>25308983Morning begins at dawn. It can be 3 in the morning if dawn is that early. I agree with you though because as you are aware the reason they say such stupid things is because they believe the morning begins at 1am, which also doesn’t make sense if the reasoning is because the new calendar day begins at 12am. I think if we can unravel all this stuff it will help the entire world
Ebola propagates from dead bodies, Ebola doesn’t agree that killing the host is bad
>>25309003You have no basis for that claim and if you’re religious it shouldn’t matter and if you’re not religious it doesn’t matter. *taps temple*
It pains me to see Anglos so spiritually weakened.
>>25309039I’m not an Anglo. I’m an exiled German, no not that kind, and no I will not be elaborating.
Your favorite writers, artists, actors, thinkers etc. were probably members of some occultist lodge or another at one point in their lives.How does that make (You) feel, huh?
>>25309070A hundred years ago anyone who wasn’t an outright scoundrel, or a Catholic, was a lodge member (Freemason). I’m not bothered with that information.
Thought about using ambivalent there. Didn’t want to intimidate anyone unnecessarily.
>>25309086>I'm not bothered that our leaders and thinkers are all fucking SatanistsUh-huh, interesting.
I've noticed that the psilocybin flashbacks tend to hit when I'm tired. It's almost like the trip never ended sometimes.
>>25309096Interesting that you claim every single member of every single lodge is a satanist. Perhaps you were being more specific with regards to the type of lodge and my assumption that you meant every lodge including every kind of lodge was in error. You did say or another, and you’ve called out a great list of people.
>Implying freemasons aren't essentially godless cultistsPotato potatoe.
>>25308723I care but I also suspect that anon just wants attention. But we all do, mostly, so I can't blame her(?) too much.
>>25308627faggot
>>25309186He's right though. You sound like an ingrate spoiled autistic asshole.
>>25309188I'm not who he was responding to, lrn24chan
Hyped for the new Evanescence album coming out next week.
I’m drinking 15 beers a day. I do study for an hour or two beforehand but this shit will kill me. It just sucks, I feel like a corpse without it. I can literally feel my liver swelling and aching. There’s this awful empty vacuum in me and booze makes me feel alive, I don’t even get drunk I just feel normal. A friend said “alcohol makes you seem like a normal dude, without it you’re an uptight nerd.” My dad can hardly walk with neuropathy from drinking, my grandpa died of bowel cancer, my great grandpa died in his 40s of a heart attack from drinking. Shit sucks I feel amazing right now though.
>>25309232Damn :/As someone who was hooked on heroin/fent for ~11 years, all I can say is enjoy the ride, but I hope you do get clean and beat it at some point.> A friend said “alcohol makes you seem like a normal dude, without it you’re an uptight nerd.”lol I've had friends and gfs say something similar to me about my drug use, especially girls who said I was much more affectionate on H, so I get it.
SAY WALLAHI BRO
I know the walls would crumble eventually around me but I wouldn't have predicted for it to happen so soon
>>2530927111 years of fent? How's your body these days? Congrats on beating your addiction by the way.
You work alone or nah
i'm so bored i want to go to bed
>>25309348wut did he mean by this tho u either work alone or u dont get any work done or u mean do u work alone or do u work with other dudes or is it a reference to some shitty pop culture shit like a rap a song i have no idea
man i wish weed was good all my edibles passed the expiration date cuz weed is so mid
>>25309354I’m talking to my boogeyman, shush you.
>>25308958She’s not going to fuck you.
I want answers buddy
>>25308958I don't want to deny that she finds you attractive because I don't know you, but there's a high chance she's either an addict or wants to rob you.
i want to go to bed but i better drink a protein shake first my muscles are sore they need it
At the age of 31 I have finally come to accept that I am a quiet person.I've coped for decades.>I just don't vibe in this group>I'm better in one on ones>I was talkative during this period in my lifeBut at the end of the day people who like me even tell me this.I used to get mad when someone insinuated it. But now even my wife said I'm a man of few words. I used to see it as a grave insult. Like being reserved means I had no personality or am just a bore.I still think it's an odd thing to say, I can't imagine going around pointing out other peoples flaws without them taking offense at it.Whatever, some of the copes is true. I have had my moments where I am the talkative one. I've entertained people and had deep conversations. But on the whole I'll have to accept that people don't say it for no reason, there is a truth in it.I don't like smalltalk all that much and prefer the bigger subjects. But I feel like you can't just bring that up in all situations so I'm content with just leaving it.
This isn’t some game to me. All things aside.I don’t particularly enjoy the idea of making others uncomfortable by my proximity.I also don’t enjoy the idea that you potentially have access to contact information of my coworkers, I also don’t like the fact that you potentially have a variety of passwords and sensitive information.Most guides on cyberstalking recommend that you just completely shut out the individual, and even THAT guy recommended so, but you and I both know it doesn’t end when I leave.This is extremely fucking grating, and you need to find something else to do with your time.
i was walking home from the gymand i got stuck standing on the corner waiting for the light to change and this wacko dude start yelling he's haitian and he hates white people and so on. i just tried not to look at him but kept a side eye on him in case he tried to shove me into traffic. my neighborhood is getting more gentrified every day but we still have a lot of wackos like that.
>>25309357Try dabbing brah.
i love reading about banking and finance i have an mba but its from a weak program not good enough to get an ibank gig nyc way too competitive just have to watch from the sidelines and manage my own resources as best a possible ugh
>>25309407how tf does that even work tho i think i saw a thing where the dude from cypress hill and little debby where sitting in an impala and like it was this long syrupy ass thing they lit on fire like napalm? i'm in a weed legal state but i never saw dab in a dispensary i don't think or did is called sth else idk the whole thing just seems confusing
>>25309409Any books you can suggest? I'm getting into the life insurance/financial advisory industry.
>>25309411Just buy a weed oil vape pen. They hit some people harder than flower, if they're not used to the oil.
>>25309415stigum's money market? rn i'm enjoying "fragile by design" a lot of normies like to bitch about american banks but man wait till u hear how dysfunctional places like brazil or mexico are lmao
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FtXZScvbdcs>iq point five>that's dumb high lmao
>>25309391What are you talking about?
>>25309432people who smoke weed all fucking day getting increasingly paranoid
now that the weather is getting good i want to go to this big gay club downtown that has a rooftop bar and dj wanna go with this bipoc trans chick smoke hella weed first and then just go get lost in the crowd sounds mad comfy i'm not even that gay i just can't vibe with normies
>>25309391I just went off my meds and have already been feeling on edge and I stg I’m about to have a fucking mental breakdown over this post.please don’t be him
>>25309438You sound like you would enjoy the works of ftm trans male horror & transgressive fiction author Poppy "Z" Brite.
>>25309391Please tell me what this is about.
I wish I didn't get addicted to things so easilyI'm hooked on porn and junk food, and have to check my phone every few minutes no matter what I'm doingI don't dare try drugs or alcohol because I know they'd ruin me
get addicted to sth good like training combat sports or stacking capital
>>25309458I don't understand how people can get addicted to anything that requires effort and doesn't deliver instant dopamine/gratificationEverything but vegetating in front of a screen or eating feels like too much effort
>>25309391I really need to to tell me what this is about
>>25309391 Can you please tell me why you posted this and who you are talking about??
>>25309463>>25309469lay off the weed kid
Need me a shower, I can tell cause my scalp is hella itchy. Gonna squeeze my lemon first tho.
>>25309471I don’t even smoke weed?????? I haven’t smoked weed since the end of 2022 when I had a really bad panic attack from it?????)) I’m not talking to you
>>25309475CLEARLY the post is about you, femanon
>>25309469It’s not about you buddy, I’m sober unfortunately.
>>25309477Do you promise it’s not about me I’m literally crying in my AirBNB rn
The Irish really love lumping all of “white people” in with them don’t they? They’ll go on and on about “us white people do this.. do that.. say this” etc and the whole time it’s just a backwoods mick thing?
>>25309481I promise you, it’s not about you sweaty :)
Came in my pants.
>>25309386Interesting.>no personality or a boreThe former are chatterboxes, but the latter depends on circumstance. Silence can say plenty, at least you stopped fighting it and realized your hangups didn't apply. All my family are quiet but for various reasons>mom wasn't the favorite>dad was bullied by siblings>brother got belittled>sister was told better seen not heard>I was an only child for several years and was used to itAll of us gravitate towards extroverted friends but we must say enough to form meaningful friendships
>>25309411buy a puffco or smth like it if you really want to love weed again
Does anyone have a clue as to what bands other than Nirvana are mentioned in the Kurt Cobain biography Heavier Than Heaven? I know it's not so accurate – okay so what. I'm just curious what Kurt's relationships with the other PNW grunge bands looked like. I've heard he knew The Melvins and Dylan Carlson from Earth, but I don't really know the story of early Nirvana. So I'm wondering what book, specifically Heavier Than Heaven, might tell that story?
>>25309554I find that the flower usually hits me harder than the pen, honestly.
I'm a doomer, I'm a coomer, I'm a midnight shroomer.
Second SCUBA class in the bag. They seemed genuinely surprised/satisfied that I already knew some of the handsigns, and setting up the SCUBA equipment was easier this time around, now I've got a week to get my mask and flippers and finish the online course and then it's on to the pool section of training.Feeling pretty good about this boys, I'm thankful for this opportunity.
You Kalahari bushmen severely underrated blood meridian. This is horrible and the best novel I've ever read. I am probably going to read it all tonight. I hope God forgives us for everything we do.
>>25309557 There's a world of difference with a full dab versus a pen. Maybe the game's changed a bit since I quit but a nice glob on a slurper banger hits harder than ripping any bowl or joint.
Just fixed a book with packaging tape + a lighter. First few pages of this old paperback are just starting to fall out along the bottom, so I put some tape on the spine and then ran a lighter along the tape to hopefully melt it a bit and glue that binding back in.
>>25309327>How's your body these days?Fine, good. Opiates don't really cause any longterm physical problems. It's all the other bullshit that comes with the life of being a junkie that does (eg poor hygiene, not eating, not enough water, poor sleep). Since I had a home 95% of the time, I didn't have to worry about all that. If you looked at me now, you couldn't tell at all. It's a bit different than alcohol in that regard. And thank you, I couldn't have done it without methadone.
Isn't it ironic that a functional society is unavoidably also a society which sows the seeds of its own destruction by causing generations born into it to take its functionality for granted rather than it being the result of hard work and the strict enforcement of rules, often over many generations?
>>25309662Have you heard of the Tocqueville effect?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vampire_burial
ALMOST ALL OF YOUR PROBLEMS ARE BECAUSE YOU DON'T DRINK ENOUGH WATER! DRINK SOME WATER! NOW!!
>>25309685We dont take kindly to shills around these parts, best get going now mister or you will be in heaps of trouble yessir.
Tfw no gf
>>25309696DRINK SOME FUCKING WATER! NOOOOOOW!!! YOU'RE FUCKIN' DEHYDRATED YOU DUMMY, THAT'S WHY YOU FEEL LIKE FUCKING SHIIIIIIIIIIIT!!!
>>25309702*Starts beating you repeatedly with a frozen Coca-Cola™ bottle filled with its refreshing liquid mana, a taste that brings forth both nostalgia and hopes of a brighter future with just one sip. Don't forget to buy a bottle or two to enjoy this weekends relaxation. There is no greater peace than the sound of the fizzle and pop on a hot summer day. Try it (again) now :=D
>>25309685And if my problem is there's something wrong with my bladder and I have too piss too soon and too often?
>>25309699DRINK MORE WATER
Meshaneh makom, meshaneh mazalI shall leave my hometown to find prosperity.
The weed pen I bought from the weedman yesterday broke. It's ok tho they're gonna replace it.
Badly gotta make my bed.
The fuck is wrong with RFK Jr, he's a fucking woo nonsense peddler yet he's so endearing. What's up with that
need a goonerbrained zoomer suckslut
I crave female attention.
https://youtu.be/XWJrPzAUzAshttps://youtu.be/ujPza2jSUtQ
I've lately come to view western Buddhism as an escapist phenomenon. You're basically saying, "Yeah, all this stuff we've got going on in the western world is just too confusing for me, so I'm gonna give up and roleplay as something that I'm not to feel a little peace."
I don't know whether I actually want to read the One Punch Man manga or if I just want to blast some ropes to Fubuki.
>>25309764>>25309765The duality of orientalist discourse >>25309738Don't we all
>>25309764
>>25307280I'm too fucking awake and smart and shit. And I have no friends. And I'm surrounded by people but don't speak to others for near weeks at a time. But I'm not depressed. I get shit done, like I said, I'm fucking smart so my maths degree is ez. But my mind is injecting depressing ass shit into itself all the damn time. And these retards want to talk about free will.
I found out I have a female ancestor who was burned at the Salem witch trails and I’d like to think she was the spinning image of my soulmate, the only woman deserving of my love, now gone forever, but was never really here in my case.
>>25309843>fucking smart people dont curse
>>25309849That's heavy.
Isn't it fair to say that the Jews are the closest race to technically perfect? Their flaw is just being evil and greedy. I mean it's a huge flaw, but still.
>>25309849Are you a redditor?
>>25309868No. Everything is way more complicated than you think it is, it doesn't work like that. They're pretty good though.
What % of the human race do you guys think live life on autopilot every single day? I was that guy up until the start of 2025
sadly the new 070 shake and greta van fleet singles are p mid
it's a three day weekend i don't have to so much as look at another person for three days if i don't feel like it
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ULPcTknBMqwdamn silva bump drops so many bangers wtf
>>25309522I think I ended up being like this because my family was hectic.Mom had 4 kids, raised it mostly alone and they were not easy. As the youngest one I decided (consciously) to keep a low profile as to not give her even more work.Guess that stuck.
What would Marquis de Sade think of Urotsukidouji?
>>25309962Relatively tame because De Sade is about the aristocracy and being intensely unflinchingly human. Legend of the Overfiend is inherently about transhumanism.
>>25309853Wrong. They've done studies on this.
The more I read about the historical happenings of the Korea peninsula it becomes blatantly obvious that the Korean war was essentially just a rehearsal of the 16th century Imjin War. History really do be rhyming, if the UN had boned up on their History they would have known that Chinese intervention in Korea was pretty much the norm and was bound to happen again.
>>253100251. No they havnt2. if they have, their "science" is no doubt faulty, likely due to a lack of proper definitions and standards
>>25310042Look it up dummy. People who cuss more are usually more intelligent.
>>25310057> more intelligent.we were talking about smart people megadummyIf you dont know understand why smart people dont curse then yknow why I know what you are and what you are not?why do I even bother with you people...*closes tab and returns to my smoking hot babe of a wife who was waiting in my mansion garage that contains 5 pristine racing cars this month. Been lending them out you see, so naturally the total dropped below double digits*
Had taco bell with tobasco and i've been shitting loose the entire day.
>>25310068Didn't read. God ble'.
>>25307280I put zero effort into my nepo job yet I have to waste my life there every day anyways. I need to find something meaningful to do.
>>25310057death to anyone who prefers studies over vibes
Summer rain and thunder are curing my nihilism right now. Finally I can be properly in the moment.
>>25310095proven wrong and mad about it lol
>>25310103i'm mad indeed but i'm not this guy >>25309853
There has to be a term that encapsulates the rift between the way people deal with narratives of reality and fiction. Almost every anon from any board could talk about the complexities of a work of fiction, its characterization, emotional backdrop, subtle differences in metanarratives and potentials of various, vivid sorts. They can do so for Pinocchio, Warhammer, invent such for more subtler realms and works of fiction, the people in them and even the superficial cannot avoid this; complicated ideas and stories are woven around the capabilities of fictional factions, of who to blame in a story, what lines are untrustworthy... But do any of this with real people and the discussion, from the same people, will be pure tautology, ideological jargon, perhaps even dismissive abstraction and coated in cynicism. Some will even gaslight you as if they had something to win. Why can't people access real world like they can fiction? Why can't people reach their own emotions, stances or brain cells when it comes to the real world? Why is it always sportsball and top media talking points? Where is their richness?What is this rift about?
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>>25310068Fuck.To fuck;fuckingthe fucking fuckas the fuck fucksa seperate more fuckable fuck.Fuck you, fuck me,fuck this, fuck that.Fuck quixotic,fuck lachrymose,but if you dont fuckyou are a milquetoast fuckfucked by the fucking fucksyou fucked up long ago.Fuck charlatans,fuck pedants,fuck platitudinious fucks,and most importantlyfuck off.
>>25310168
>>25310170Quite eloquent, faggot. Surely in your eternal spotless mind you've got at least one tounge tickling pizazz mustering faggot duster.
I can't take it anymore, I need to compose a method to approach girls on the bus. The amount of missed opportunities is weighing heavily on my spirit. No, I'm not talking about every cute girl I come across, but rather the ones where it's obvious there's a mutual attraction, yet nothing gets done because no one approaches on the bus these days, and then we end up going our separate ways, left to wonder "what if..." for the rest of our days. Like the bus I just got off of. A super cute Hispanic girl who, once I got off the bus, stared at me until the bus pulled away. You could tell she felt the weight of the missed opportunity. It's even more devastating because it's not a bus I usually take (on this day+time, at least). Well, no more. No more letting these opportunities go to waste.The problem is I'm not one to try to get to know someone on the bus like that. The primary idea I have is, when the mutual attraction is obvious, to write my number on a piece of paper and just hand it to them. Hey, if they don't text, fine, but at least I won't be kicking myself for not trying something.
>>25310176didn't read it all, but trying to hit on chicks on the bus is like the lowest shit, women hate that, they have to keep airpods in at all times to ignore assholes like u. moreover, if u've never succeeded in picking up a chick at a bar where they go to get picked up, then it's not gonna happen on the bus.
>>25310176The problem is before that for us incel cowards though. How do we actually DO that instead of thinking about it and then not doing it?
>>25307280Are they putting something in the water? Have they gotten the racks of society on anti-depressants and other psycho-pharmaka? A few years ago every second 4channer seemed to be an obsessively compulsive ADHD shizo with anger issues. Today this genre of user seems to have become nearly extinct. Where has the energy left? No one is having heated debates, no one is exploding in anger over a stupid comment. People don't even call each other normies anymore, everything is just dull and soft.
>>25310185It's the shit they put in the water that caused this.
>>25310185those ppl all switched to sharty, 4chan is braindead normie shit now
>>25310183The difference is I'm the most attractive guy on the bus literally 99/100 times. Granted, yes, it still doesn't mean they want to be approached, you're right, but sometimes it has to do with being approached by the wrong guy. The whole sexual harassment vs. flirting meme, etc. In this case it's creepy/annoying vs. meetcute/thank god he said something to me!
I really wish every other post on this website wasn't about trying to get your dick wet or some anxiety-riddled blogpost about never getting your dick wet.There is more to life than your fucking libido. Go learn a new hobby or skill. Pussy. Ain't. Worth. It.
>>25310168>>25310171its kinda funny how insecure people are about their perceived intelligence haha
>>25310195At least for me, it's not so much I'm so horny I'm dying to get laid, it's more (and this is where something interesting can be analyzed and written about) the anxiety of the future opportunity cost. God has blessed me with a face that a high percentage of women find appealing. Don't I owe it to my future self to try and take advantage of it as much as possible, even if I may not necessarily want to? I don't wanna be one of those old guys who goes, "man, I should've gotten laid more when I was younger when I had the chance, now I'm not even on the radar of these youngins"Is this anxiety of potential desire stupid? Yeah. But so many guys out there would kill to be good-looking, so it'd be sacrilegious to waste it. It's like someone says I have a month to spend a million dollars, but I don't actually like material things. Well, I might as well use it while I can, lest I kick myself in the future for not.Why does our society create these pressures? Why are these pressures so powerful? It is what it is.
Wu-Tang Clan ain't nuthin' to fuck with
>>25310202Didn't read, don't care. Get over yourself. I mean that in the most loving manner possible.
>>25310202ok but dude get a better plan than hit on chicks on the bus
>>25310212There’s nothing wrong with hitting on a chick at any location. Don’t cockblock him.
>>25310220ok but don't come back here seething when u have no success
>>25310202Let me get this straight, you are exceptionally handsome and want to just waste it on any random chick you could hit on? Let alone the fact that most of them have partners anyway.
If you're mentally unwell, escapism through fiction, vidya etc is unironically healthier than doomscrolling and worrying about society and the news. Of course the best thing is to work on yourself, but you need to be calm to do that and if escapism calms you it's more helpful than doomscrolling.
>>25310130They’re not the same people
>>25310251Real winners practice active delusion
>>25310246Handsomeness isn't consumed when practiced, silly
>>25310202Post face
>>25310130Because if people dared to be honest about the real world, it would shatter the internal narratives that justify their own poor behavior
You still haven't answered the scope of what happened.
>>25310251It's true, I just spent seven days reading a visual novel from morning to night in a captivated flow state, and now the aftermath of tabbing between 4chan, twitter and hackernews feels terrible by comparison. It's the difference between a state of wholeness and immersion within a closed narrative and a state of micro fragmentation and disorder without narrative coherence.
>>25307280new thread>>25310381new thread>>25310381new thread>>25310381mwah <3
>>25310200Yup. A varied lexicon can absolutely include profanity; stupidity is married to capacity, not vernacular.
>>25310384he was talking about YOU
videogames and jerking off is unironically better and cooler than books and reading
>>25310444You just gotta find a really based (and gay) book
>>25310444I disagree with you, and that's why I hate this post.
You still havent answered the scope of what happened.
>>25307287Gotta have a good pill addiction before hand.
The allure of a sexy child is universal.
