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>>25330764RIP ALICE NOTLEY LEGEND IN THE GAME
Goes under the radar but really believe there’s something genuinely wrong with the people who regularly make new wym threads. Not just the needs must OPs but the regulars. There’s something worth looking into there.
They're playing the long game. They desire the enthronement of the will, not for themselves, but in each individual person and in humanity in aggregate. They want to erode the idea of "the good" as something serious or worth considering or worth thinking about for a rational person, make it impossible to hold without becoming isolated, humiliated, cut off from society, professionally and economically exiled. They don't need to take direct action; rather, they work through layers of intermediaries, operating primarily at the institutional level, funding institutions below them, working on standards-setting bodies, chairing committees, doing work so dry and mundane and normal it cannot look like anything out of the ordinary to anyone who does not want to be labelled a crackpot. That's the point. That's how they do it. You've probably walked past one of them on the street and had your eyes slide right off of him.
>>25330764How about that, huhI like fat chicks todayI like skinny chicks tommorowI'm an made chaste by God hereNext, your skin I pine to borrow"Let me kiss you . . .""No let me f*ck you!""No, now you let me alone!"When the hearts involvedAll's suffice to say"What is one to do?"
fuck shit up and start a riot
I bought $500 worth of books just now. I’m trying to bury myself in the weight of responsibility to free myself from the shackles of it. I want to be able to do the perfect thing, every time.
>>25330774<3 mwah
>>25330764Gary was a real 1
>>25330803just looked it up>Gary Larson is still alivewho knew
>>25330764Hate having an itchy asshole and not being able to scratch it, but scratching an itchy asshole is one of the greatest pleasures. The purest, most intense physical pleasure I ever felt was senior year of highschool when my ass itched so badly it burned, tingled, screamed. Like constantly sitting on sandpaper. I speed-waddled to the bathroom, wrapped my hand in our school's sandpapery toilet paper, and rubbed my finger as hard as I could on the itchiest spot. It felt so good I moaned aloud. Thank God the bathroom was empty
My name is Subaru. Not saying my last name.
Thinking about getting into cooking
I’m in Asia and can spot American women a mile away because they always speak with vocal fry and use the phrases “ohmigawd” and “like” every other word>ohmigawd Becky, can you believe that, like, she is such, like, a bitch? I was like, back off bitch, and then she was like, ohmigawd, so I was like, and then she was like, and it was like…I’d rather listen to nails on a chalkboard
I think the most amusing part of my parents and uncle and aunt (all in their 50s) playing through GTAV for the first time is seeing how they don't take the notion of plot and story in video games seriously at all. To start, they skip all the cutscenes and ignore the dialogue. Fine, initially I took that to be TikTok/smartphone induced ADD, no one can read anymore, whatever.But then they were having issues getting the next mission started so they called me up, and I told them the problem was "oh, to do the M missions, you have to be the Michael character, and for the F, you have to be playing as Franklin" and they go "what? they're are multiple characters? how can you tell which is which?" and I go "...well, Franklin is the black guy and Michael is the white guy" and they reply "there's a black guy?"lol wtf. It might as well be Super Mario with guns to them. It's just a serious of unconnected levels and tasks, go to point A, point-and-shoot at object X, grab thing Z, go back to point B, why? because the map tells you to, that's why. Baffling.
Should I get into different kinds of soap?
Your Thoughts
>>25330920They're kinda placebo unless you need them for your specific skin type.
One, why is the youtube algo recommending a billion videos about the war in ukraine to me if I only watch 1 or 2 videos about it per month at most to be somewhat up to date, second, why are almost all of them jewish?
>>25330774I like them. It's a nice little break from the usual tone here.4chanX filter if you really don't want to see them:/Write\ Your\ Thoughts/i;boards:lit;op:only
>>25330944I think Youtube's done some dirty work to their platform to try and keep up with TikTok's user engagement. I watch one video about dumb bell exercises and now I'm fed all kinds of shit about fitness/health. I used to be able to just hang on Youtube for hours watching whatever, but the way the algo has been working the past year or so has made it super boring to me. The feed just doesn't show me anything I'm interested in anymore. Might not be this way for everyone but from my POV it seems like they really botched it.
I'm not scared of rejection, I'm scared of them saying yes. Going on a date with someone 1-on-1 for hours, alone with just you, them, and conversation? Now that's terrifying.
>>25330920get into whatever man. I'm getting into bonsai and thinking of shaping this one into a spiral
Are cults still a thing?
>>25330764i am a pseudointellectual and a shitty writer and a retard and i am socially inept and shockingly average at everything and i am ugly and boring and retarded and retarded and retarded im going to rope myself
Depression has destroyed my brain. I have no interest in doing my hobbies, such as writing poetry. I can't focus when I'm in front of my computer. This has affected my professional life as an author and editor. I am thinking of taking an SSRI, but some people say it affects creativity. What do you guys think?
>>25330984Scientology Church of Christ in KoreaMormons
>>25330984Cults will always be a thing>>25331004Forgot about Heaven's Gate, but I think they might be Illegal in Japan now. Fau Lin Gong is also classified as a cult as far as the Chinese government is concerned.
>>25330989maybe you should look into it and see how it goes. idk about ssris but most antidepressants should improve your productivity, no? and if it does stunt your creativity usually what i do when im feeling uninspired is take a shit ton of caffeinei also had depression and it's not as severe now but i became really fucking stupid afterwards. Hope things get better for you
>>25331005I'm definitely getting into one then
This anon gets it. >>25331005People have an instinct to belong to a particular group to get a sense of comfort and safety.
>>25331005>>25331004>>25330984Some people in the field of researching cults use the term "high control religious environment" to describe what are essentially cults now. Since many of them are offshoots of more established religions but use being a part of that religious category as protection from being called a cult.
>>25331012Thank you. You're right. I'm gonna take it and see how it goes. I just don't want to disappoint my boss. He's been good to me since the first day I worked for him.
>>25331022you're welcome anon, good luck on your poetry :)
That some aristocrats are better known in memory as their titles than their real names feels sort of dehumanizing. I'd much rather want to be remembered as Louis de Rouvroy than as the prince of Saint-Simon.
Spent another day researching the best course of action instead of just doing something and learning from my mistakesSpengler was right. Thinkers never live. Doers do. Days like these I contemplate a lobotomy
>>25331040I don't know being known for your title makes you kinda immortal and everyone after you kinda looks to you either as an example of what (or what not) to do, your legacy is a constant light or shadow on the title/office that perpetually stays in living memory and its uttered and spoke of every time the current title holder is around.That's pretty cool, its a type of immortality and transcendence of humanity, if you are a materialist or a Classical Roman pagan being remembered in that way is the goal, or at least in the Roman context, better than being forgotten since Ancient Romans were very autistic about names.
>>25330764God fucking damn it I feel like doing music.Now I can't listen to it. Maybe my parents should have forced me to play more instruments against my will, so I hated the idea more.
Fat women should have zero access to sex but you desperate cocksuckers keep giving them attention.
>>25331058If I ever make music it's going to be digitally composed, of course. Because I didn't spend all that time sabotaging any and all attempts to make me play an instrument just to learn one later in life.
>>25330774>People who use 4chan/lit/ often are weird Yes >>25330802Cutie
>>25331044Ich kenne das Gefühl
>>25331061Women should have zero access to sex outside marriage but you desperate cocksuckers keep giving them attention.
>>25331061Why do you keep raging about fat women in these threads? Did a fat chick reject you or something? Are you fat yourself, and projecting your self-hatred?
>>25330764One of you in these threads once said the face I put out to the world is driven by inertia. And it's true, and frankly I don't have much of a problem with it. I do wonder if I missed out on something by living like this.
>>25331094I don't know what you're on about. That's the first time I've ever made that post.
>>25331101I don't think so, that's just how personality works for most people I think.
I WON'T LET YOU FALL APART
>>25330800I bought another $1000 and my bank asked me for verification. I’ve got addiction problems but I bought a book on the subject so it should help.
Am I too far gone if I think the "Honey I am going out with Tyrone this evening, don't wait for me and just play your Nintendo Switch!" Memes are hot?
>>25331191Yeah, stop jacking off
need a wife like this
i feel like my religious upbringing is ultimately inescapable whatever i do.
>>25331211Every upbringing is.
Going on to be sub 5 after being a cute kid is a different sort of pain that ugly-out-of-the-womb incels simply don't get. I was supposed to be on the other side of those blackpill edits
>>25330892tbf most video game plots are fucking dumb and I'd rather PLAY the game instead of listening to some dialogue (outside of MGS)
videogames and jerking off is unironically better and cooler than books and reading
My doctor says i need to quit smoking ziggurats but i dont know what that means
Anything with aesthetic qualities even VAGUELY related to anime is irredeemable dogshit.
taking a large shit and drinking a warm cup of coffee is a highlight of the day for me
>>25331267You would hate to be me then. I only shit every 5-6 days.
>>25331215I went the other route. Cute kid, uglyfied myself in middle school and high school with awful hair and dress, and now I've grown into my baby face and dress well, so I have all the adolescent resentment of an incel and the joie de vivre of a cute kid.
I just wake up tired all the time now and it carries throughout the day but the fatigue has weird dimensions. I'll try to explain. I used to play guitar/piano for a few hours a day and work really hard on my music and people really do think I'm good, but over the years realising I don't have the charisma to be anything other than a supporting member in a band fronted by someone cooler, etc, coupled with the general state of the world and working a shitty job with graveyard shifts for years has killed all my motivation and now I'm rusty as shit and every time I try to get on a roll with it again I just have a couple good days and then sink into depression and apathy for the rest of the week and never get anywhere. Every time I try to record I can't get decent takes and lose interest within like half an hour. Of course the fatigue makes this worse.However, certain things I can push through: I can go on long hikes/runs, or can go out on my bike and sometimes do between 25-50 km in a day and that will keep me going, but then I get home and crash hard, and then the entire next day I'm just trashed. And it also seems like at least every other day I need a nap around lunch/early afternoon that's at least 1-2 hours in length. Through the night I wake up every few hours dehydrated or needing to piss so this is exacerbating the situation. I also haven't smoked weed in a few months and this is neither helping nor hurting the situation, to be honest. I bought a bunch of books to try to distract me from how bored and uninspired I am but it's just hit or miss whether my mind can handle reading at certain times, so I'll binge and read a shitload one day and then just glaze over after like half an hour the next. It's just like any kind of consistency with this depression and fatigue is impossible, and I'm effectively spinning my tires. I miss when I cared and had motivation and hope for the future, but everything is just bland and coffee and food tastes bitter. I haven't liked any new entertainment in years and I haven't had a genuine conversation or connection with a stranger in over 5 years now. I'm pretty sure I'm never going to make another friend or have another relationship ever again.
>>25331289Have you been checked for sleep apnea
Anime can be kino
For me its probably lung, liver, pancreatic cancer, ulcerative colitis. If i had to guess
>>25331297I used to get sleep apnea/paralysis really bad when I was overweight and smoked a lot but after I got in shape it disappeared completely. Trust me, I know what sleep apnea feels like man. I used to half-wake up and feeling like I was suffocating to death or like I was breathing through a straw because it would take me what felt like an interminable amount of time to finally snap out of the sleep paralysis. I guess it's possible that it's just happening in a more mild form these days, but I definitely don't get the sleep paralysis symptoms anymore or the being in a half-dream state feeling like I'm struggling for air. I don't ever wake up out of breath either anymore, so I'm not sure. Can it be just happening in a way that it isn't registering like that or just enough to wake me up? I'm pretty sure doing cardio, quitting smoking and losing a shitload of weight cured this issue for me.
>>25331275get your health checked then
>>25331327It's a side effect of some medication I take. It is what it is.
Why are women generally much more mentally stable and mature than men? I don't ask that from a place of malice; I just constantly see posts on Reddit of women in their early twenties doing much better than I was at that age, even if their circumstances were much worse than mine growing up. Is it more so a sociological issue than it is a biological issue as most people would expect? Personally, I feel like feelings of despair affect men in countries like the US much more easily than they do women, but why is that? Are not men and women facing the same difficulty finding secure employment or affordable housing?
>>25331347some blood pressure medication or iron supplements?
I fucking hate my life. I got a PhD on physics ~7 years ago and I have been stuck doing postdocs since then. I've never had a stable job, I see no future, no stability, no real way out of this fucking system. I cannot mentor young researchers because I do not have a permanent position, and I cannot get a permanent position because somehow I have not demonstrated being able to do research. I have applied for funding countless times by now, and I always get rejected for some other reason unrelated to science (last time they told me I could not get funding because I had not demonstrated good funding management during my career. They asked me to get other funding before considering funding my research)I used to love being in the lab designing experiments, writing papers, following new ideas, and teaching young researchers. Now I fucking loathe working for someone on their stupid ass ego projects instead of pursuing the questions I find interesting.
>>25331372Methadone.
>>25331367Men are just maladaptive mentally. My thought was just looking at the rates of gambling addiction for men versus women. If men do not have a specific goal in mind, or some sort of tribulation to focus on they rot, decay and probably destroy themselves slowly.
>>25331289>>25331297It is a journey, just try to get a little better every day. The rise is not linear so youll have these periods of feeling like shit but that will pass and youll keep getting better.
You like thing? Here’s why you shouldn’t like thing. Thing is [slang term you never heard before which completely changes the way you look at thing].
>>25331367Because women are inherently more nurtured and celebrated in almost every case than your average man. They get a lot more positive attention due to a lot of factors that I don't feel like explaining right now, and I'm not even bitter or angry about. It's just how our society and biology works. Of course there are always exceptions to this, but they only prove the rule. Men receive far less compliments and need to establish their worth in other ways, and even then it is not a gaurentee of being celebrated or accepted, and just because hypergamy and feminism have changed the landscape, it hasn't been long enough to counteract what has been established over thousands of years of civilization. Women carry and give birth to children and life anon, they are always going to be coveted and have more inherent value to the vast majority of the population, to secure the future of the species and society as a whole. This surplus of attention and nurturing manifests itself in a generally more mature, happy individual who doesn't sulk around questioning the nature of reality and the hopelessness of their situation, capiche?
>>25331373I get it. I've dropped out of college twice because I didn't see any real opportunity, if that makes you feel any better.Truth be told the only people I ever saw get a job out of university were engineers and they are almost unequivocally the most insufferable, arrogant pieces of shit imaginable and every time I ask 99% of them what they actually do and use from what they learned there they flail around and can't form any kind of coherent response to their current role, until I basically infer that what they become is glorified data entry clerks or supervisors at production facilities.The whole world is a fucking joke and almost no one ever gets to do work of any real value, but at least you managed to finish something other than a bachelor's. That's more than can be said of most.
>>25331367Unironically society treating men like shit accounts for the supermajority of it. We evolved to be somewhat expendable and had some privileges over women to balance it out that have been made illegal: IE you can't exclude women from anything anymore, you can't have hobby or friend groups with just men. Men are, in western society, expected to eat shit and say thank you and then die alone anyway. No one cares when men suffer.
>>25331381Yeah maybe, but it's been going on for about 5-6 years now even though I've been sober and kept the weight off since then. I just don't know, I keep trying to tell myself that but I'm really starting to think I might just be sick and the doctors are taking too long to do the right fucking tests so at least I have some closure/clarity on it. I'm going again soon because something just feels off, I never used to be this tired and sad, even when I drank my fucking face off. Starting to think the damage was done and I might have quit too late. I'm not going to sink back into the mire or old habits but I'm really starting to worry that something is fucked with my health like cancer or some shit.
>>25331415Also worth explicitly mentioning: There's no freedom anymore. Everything is cucked by rancid old women and their paranoid fixation on safety and the female-driven online hivemind. The only refuge left for most men to live as they'd like without fear of arbitrary persecution for "being weird" or whatever is living alone and being a shut in or going off into the woods (again, usually alone). If online ID becomes ubiquitous saying "faggot" on 4chan will assuredly result in some 95 IQ PCOS dyke in a cop uniform coming to your front door and threatening you, and we'll be left with nearly nothing.
>>25331428I really wish I wasn't starting to become genuinely afraid that this might happen soon. The world is so fucking trashed.
>>25331397thanks a lot dude. I just want to do something meaningful with my life
How is your novel coming along?
>>25331420Well, i hope its not cancer anon -either way its no good worrying about it until you know for sure. Myself im going to take a walk, theres a river near by me and the ducks and geese are friendly. Good luck with the doc
My first reviewer really liked my first full novel. Aside from giving it the ol' five stars, the literature teacher reviewer also wrote a damn essay extolling the piece, comparing it to everyone from Thomas Mann to Poe, and encouraging students (above 16) to read it. Feelsgoodman.
>>25331430Get involved in your local Republican politics then, if youre American. And me too.
>>25331435see>>25331442
>>25331433No prob, you're definitely not a failure, the world is just corrupt and stacked against most of us. I know how hard getting through all those courses and the labs really is even getting into the last half of a bachelor's. I did really well in the first year calc courses and did some physics because I was always pretty academic too, and I still really regret on some level not sticking with mathematics and being a retard who branched off into the humanities and music because I thought I was going to be a successful artist (I am really good at piano and guitar but again you have to be super fucking lucky and even more talented than me to actually make it). But yeah anyway, I crack my old calculus textbook sometimes out of some kind of boredom and intellectual delusion and I get fucking filtered by multivariable calc without resources/classroom structure and office hours to help keep me focused and motivated. Not to mention I don't feel like finding any supplementary material for linear algebra, etc. God I wish I'd made better decisions but as you said none of it is really a guarantee that you'll get to do anything meaninful or fulfilling. College is such a fucking scam, I honestly appreciate getting to vent about it while acknowledging I also just made stupid and delusional decisions in my own case.
>>25331435I haven't touched it recently, but I discussed some of it the other day with another writer and got new ideas so I guess that's progress.
>>25331443>support the GOP to prevent the authoritarian police state!based glowie
>>25331443lol voting and political engagement, good one. none of that class on either side of the aisle or alignment is working towards doing anything other than fucking us over in the direction you described anon, they are all trying to cuck us for the benefit of their ruling class.people are too afraid and complacent to ever organise another party with sufficient power and influence to overturn the current status quo or turn the tide. we're fucked. the boldest statement I can make is refusing to participate in any of it.
>>25331452>Sit on your ass and jack off harder, improving the world is impossible
>>25331455Do you have any evidence for this or is it all just quasischizophrenic justification for your own apathy. The more I've learned about how politics works in the US the more it seems there's basically no one at the wheel. Yeah billionaires fund totalitarian shit on both sides but they aren't fucking magic. Go participate in democracy and fix things.
>>25331438Thanks, yeah I'll probably just go for a bike ride later or some shit. I'm just trying not to think about it as much as possible. Enjoy the walk
>>25331456>black & white fallacyReminder: the revolution will not be televised
>>25331459How about the downward spiral this society has been in since 9/11 and then the coup de grace of COVID? Have you been outside lately, do you not see the prices of everything and how almost everyone is broke and single and exhausted?Yeah I'm not going all autismo on some shitty 4chan thread with some data spreadsheets over my morning coffee to clarify to you what most of us can see and infer with our very fucking eyes. For the record my apathy has only really manifested itself over the last few months. I worked my ass off for twenty years only to see our society slide further and further into an anti-intellectual oblivion and mindless consumption in favor of only a few. I'm tired of lying to myself that I can change shit.
I'm so smart.
>>25331443This is so fucking bigoted. I have anxiety so I can’t do things other than post anonymously.
>>25331462They’re all televised these days bro
>>25331442Nice, memento mori dude
>>25331555same here with the anxiety but don't worry about it, he's just a retard with no self-awareness and without the clarity/intellect to wrap his head around the situation we're all in
>>25331443>thinking the party that casts itself as the defenders of family values and traditional morality will protect you from internet censorshipGod trumptards are so fucking retarded
>>25331570Woah is it 1990 again?
>>>Republicunts spend five years and five months being generalized fucking retards, ensuring they won't get reelected >Get a letter in the mail from my local Republican representatives B'AWWWWWing in a letter BEGGING me to vote red in the midterm because they fear "the anti-christian radical Left" is poised to cease power again>Please, please PLEASE Mr. Independent, vote for us!! We's heccin' SCARED dawg!>Erika Kirk's "organization" sends me a letter begging for money because "muh dead husband"LMAO, fuck these people. You get what you fucking DESERVE.
>>25331591If they wanted me to vote red they should have cut any and all ties with Pissrael.
My friend Jim died 60 years ago on this day.
the world is a vampire
>Watch new WWII documentary narrated by Tom Hanks>Glosses over Manchuria/China fronts>Hops briefly to Eastern front>Focuses on Western Europe and the US island hopping campaigns as per usual I'm fucking sick and tired of this shit.
>>25331640Set to dray-ee-ayy-ee-ain?
>>25331644I find it funny in retrospect that I had a vague idea at best of Operation Barbarossa‘s existence until I was in my early 20‘s. I‘m pretty sure it‘s been deliberately excluded from high school courses unless maybe they reintroduced it within the past 15 years or so because of the inevitable consequence from teaching the entire youth of America that Hitler‘s primary foreign policy was in overzealous anti-USSR crusading and that he wanted the western powers to help or at least stay neutral in the process.
>>25331689The Russian front is one of the only fronts alongside the Western front and Africa that anyone ever covers.I'm getting sick of people saying "WWII began in Poland in 1939 when it actually began in 1937 in China.
>>25331698Westaboo historians typically treat the second sino-japanese war as a totally separate war that became entangled with WWII.Probably because most WW2 historians are Americans and Americans fucking despise China.
>>25331703TBF Asians completely ignore the western theater. I read Lee Kuan Yew’s memoirs and he only mentions the Japanese defeating the British and losing to the Americans.
>>25331711Makes sense I guess.
>>25330803kek
(Recomended Listening while reading) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O46KvOHTB18LIsten to me you born again boyo. I have stood on the hill as TJKirk rose as the New Atheist Sun that brought the discoussion on social topics to Youtube and saw his star fall in the bannana like shape. I laughed with the skeptics at SJWs and laughed at them As Managers of Applebees and Gamergate desended into a corssroads. I stood in the shadow of Bloodsports that ros as quickly as it destroed itself in the storm of Corn and Pregnant Trouts, I saw Breadtube standing on barricade agains oppresion as they behind it festered in their own self assured perversion. And already I can see the New Right drowning in the sea of it's own Hypocrysy. Listen to me Anon! The Infighting the Splits the rise and fall of new and it's subsequent rot. The fate will be repeted the Merry go round will spin again. This is The FATE OF YOUR TREND THIS IS THE FUTURE OF ALL OF YOU
I can’t stop listening to Duckworth by Kendrick Lamar and I don’t even really like rap much anymore and always found that dude’s voice annoying. It just tells a great story and the instrumental is constantly changing. Context helps too, it’s the final song on that album.
>>25331640Dead Space 2 trailer from a million years ago had that song and it’s still one of the best trailers for anything ever, but EA poured like 10 gorillion dollars into the marketing for that game so yeah.
>>25331238Man now that sounded cool.
>>25331805Tfw I understand all of these referencesI'm old
>>25331644I can't stand documentaries on WWII anymore in general but I would turn anything off the minute I realised it was narrated by Tom Hanks
Instrumental V-Drum Solo
>>25331851>but I would turn anything off the minute I realised it was narrated by Tom HanksWhy?
Gentlemen I give you, unfathomable sadness.
>>25331856Because it's annoying that just because he was in some shitty Spielberg overrated war movie 30 years ago he thinks he should narrate a bunch of stupid shit like that. And I find his voice and delivery annoying because I'm not a kid anymore and Tom Hanks movies are for children
>>25331858Western society peaked in the 90s, in terms of comfiness
>>25331862Boo hoo bitch nigga
This girl who just stares and smiles at me on the bus has made it untenable for me to ride my usual route, because every time I see her without asking her for her number, I look more and more like a wimp, or even uninterested, so I have to avoid her until I'm ready, because I am simply not ready to do that yet.
>>25331858Kids are getting raped in both of them
>>25331873I suppose you would know, PEDO.
>>25331871Maybe she's retarded? Didn't think of that huh? Just because some random bitch smiles at you doesn't mean she wants your cock you idiot.
How is it that Lewis joined the Church of England but it was Catholic Tolkien that summoned the spirit of Anglo-Saxon mytho-history? Lewis, in my mind, achieved all the most obnoxious aspects of the Catholicism I grew up in and Tolkien wrote a work that tugs at the soul of atheists. Weird. Or wyrd, as the case may be.
>>25331881oh shi-- so it's safe to ride again?
>>25331884Just because a woman is nice or friendly to you doesn't mean she wants you to breed her anon. I don't understand how you motherfuckers reach adulthood without grasping this simple fact.
>>25331891She literally just stares at me, eye-to-eye, the entire ride, anon.
>>25331893yeah if she's still doing that the entire time in silence and you still haven't had a real conversation with her over multiple occasions she's just fucking nuts anon. you're weird too
>>25331893Then she's literally just a fucking mental case.
>>25331856Fuck Tom Hanks
Recommending. Don't recall /lit/ bringing this up much, and especially on contrast to something like William's Stoner.It's a hidden science fiction gem. Like Asimov's robot series but a more lively poignant plot. Also reminded me of that Spielberg[/Kubrick] movie AI
>>25331917Uh-oh, melty!
>>25331905>>25331916hence the avoidance. till I'm ready, of course
>>25331929the fact that she's never going to fuck you anyway notwithstanding, you really don't want a legitimately crazy woman anon, jesus christ
>>25331882Doltishness preceded him.Whereas JRR had more imagination precede him.Had nothing to do with their settled church. But you could look into the latter's Rosicrucianism.
>>25331933I appreciate the reverse/competitive psychology attempt, anon. And true. Been a while though. Might as well have some fun.
>>25331923>that Spielberg[/Kubrick] movie AIwatched that movie once when i was 8 or 9 at a girl in my class’s house (our mums were friends). very sad. him being bullied by the pool. overhearing his ‘foster’ parents talking about him. when he’s going into that junkyard with old robot parts on the back of a truck. i still think about it. probably a core memory for me. we went up in her room and she showed me this toy she had that drew fibonacci spirals.
>>25331938true crazy pussy is reaaally good. been awhile for me too, best of luck either way anon, we're all rooting for you to grow a pair either way
>Crazy pussyNever again. "Fun" doesn't even come into the fucking equation. You kids are fucking insane.
>>25331964I suspect some of the people who say that are larping virgins/edaters
>>25331964>>25331972I just want him to learn the hard way because he's such a fucking idiot. I tried to warn him, but yeah, never again.
>>25331972>You are a virgin!Okay, dumbass. Enjoy learning the hard way!
>>25331972FAFO, LMAO. See you in six months when you're requesting recommendations for books on the philosophy of suicide you fucking idiot.
>>25331367>I just constantly see posts on Reddit of women in their early twenties doing much better than I was at that age, even if their circumstances were much worse than mine growing up.It's kinda funny, my sister and I both went through the same "hellhouse" growing up, but by age 20 she basically became totally functional and normal, while I was just a total fucking weirdo who absorbed all the consequences of that environment for better or worse.I think with women it's just different. Either all this mental trauma shit bounces off them like rain, or they become permanently brain-broken and turn into Valerie Solanas-lites or just become junkies. If a women somehow ever departs from normality, usually she just permanently breaks like a toy snapping in half. I actually think that almost happened to my sister. Like she was having every day screaming matches with my father at the top of her lungs. If it kept going, she'd probably be living in a trap house right now as opposed to dating an electrician and playing Nintendo Switch 2 games while getting a graphic design degree half-paid by Starbucks. Women are just like that, basically.
>>25331979I'm agreeing with you retard, I'm saying the people idolizing "crazy pussy" are larpers who don't know how insane women ruin your life.
>>25331367>I just constantly see posts on RedditWhy aren't we banning these people?
>>25331923>It's a hidden science fiction gem>written by a Nobel winnercome on
>DOOD, wacko pussy is soooo good!Most men who say shit like this end up taking their own lives btw.
Also if you ever meet a women who has a vibe you can't easily stereotype, just know you've met the female equivalent of a Kafka or a Borges.
>>25331996KEK
>>25331996>the female equivalent of a Kafka or a BorgesYou rang?
>>25332006Take it back to your containment thread, feminist.
>>25332016So upset over a jpg... uh-oh! Don't let this one scare you too
I don't understand why women post on 4chan at all.
>>25331981rip jim we hardly knew ye
>>25332020 same reason anyone else does
>>25332026Nah.
>>25331992are you really that mad that I've gotten some before? or that i survived to tell the tale?
I wish we could start over.
>>25332032I just think you're a fucking idiot. I don't care about your beetlelike little existence at all.
>>25332035I wish you'd shut the fuck up about it.
>>25332030
>>25332035Why don't you just try messaging him, you stupid fucking bitch?
>>25332036hey I still said never again and I tried to warn the guy whose plunging headlong into it that it's not really worth it but ah well, I don't really come here for coherent, sincere dialogue anyway, do I?
>>25332035>fucked for a yearI think it’s beyond that point
>>25331972i have no dog in this race but if you want the best return on investment as far as larping goes /wym/ is always your best bet. would pay to remember that.
>>25332043Ever think about killing yourself?
it’s a bit shitty but you might have to power play your friends. not in a bad way, if the situations requires you to be a friend then no questions asked you need to do that. but as far as being able to be yourself, you have to play your hand.
Somebody needs to physically brutalize this female (male) who keeps posting "I miss you" in every single thread.
You're not even allowed to feed ducks bread anymore. You live in a fucking dystopia.
>>25332044Then what would you suggest?
>>25332058
>>25332066Retard
I'm 27 and faced with the reality that unless I start working mega hard, like 50+ hours a week, my dreams will never come true.Oddly, I had a flashback today to my childhood when I first discovered what "work" was. At the time I got like... the old American-Protestant version of it, where life is just this fundamentally unenjoyable, unfun, black-and-white movie, and being an American or a Brit 100+ years ago meant staring this reality in the face and going, "Yeah, sure." It was like the last 1/3 of the movie Eraserhead every day. It was like having black coffee and a cigarette for breakfast. It was like a fist gripped incredibly tightly, because "Life just has to be this way". But everyone loves fun, right? So the 20th century rolls on, and the fist loosens... and loosens.... and loosens. And we get rock 'n' roll, and contraception, and you don't have to go to church anymore. I assume most people here have anglo ancestors. But I think every one of us struggles to understand the *real* old Anglo mentality, the one that drove people every day. The one that put the US and UK at the top of the world. It's the mindset of like, "Oh, I guess I'll eat burnt bread every day, because that's just the correct thing to do." In the old Anglo world, life was just sorta bitter for everyone all the time.
>phoneposter is a moronPoetry.
>>25332020Borderline personality disorder and autism mostly>>25332026Lol fucking idiot >>25332035Me too sweetheart, I think about you every day. This morning I was thinking about how adorable your ankles and calves are. The day before that it was your hair and how beautiful it looked in the sunlight. Every atom of you is stuck in my heart forever.
>>25332050nah, you sound mad tho bro
>>25332077Well, you should consider it.
>>2533207127 is the last warning shot you get. Get your affairs in order for middle age and beyond.
>>25332079i think you should take a good hard look in a mirror yourself scro
>>25332080It doesn't matter what age you are. But factually, statistically, people basically never get their shit together past age 30. It just doesn't really happen.
I like to watch cuck porn but imagine myself as the bull.
The anglo world really has never been the same since repression culture died. I better see none of you guys repping your ethnicity on X if you masturbate.
Fortunately I’m not actually a Nazi, and I don’t believe in racial stereotypes.
Chemical dependency is such a bittersweet alternative to exercising personal strength.
>>25332102So is pattern recognition just bad where it comes to race but it's cool and good everywhere else?
>>25332103Stop making me horny then
I'm estranged from family and friends both. It is the result of a series of experiments I started conducting in 2022.It is feasible to explain the gist of it on an anonymous board, but I'd rather not give any rationale to it. I will stick to the facts.In 2021, in the midst of college, the woman I had been with for many years and whom I cherished decided to break up. She will, from that life-changing decision, figure out a path for herself and eventually become a physical therapist: summer of 2021 is the last time I saw her.As a side note, I was popular at that time and had a good entourage. I didn't suffer socially from that loss. During the summer of 2022, I became obsessed with the idea of predestination. I would wake up and study hard, only to get back home and find myself thinking about more and more esoteric things. The sudden realization that she would've left eventually, no matter what, was maddening. I was seeing another woman, but I still thought about her. Or rather, the 'why' - why did this story happen at all?It was ultimately pointless, photos were deleted, traces of me and traces of her lost to time. I was fine with it being pointless, but I didn't understand how (I) was roped in that relationship in the first place.It didn't make sense, I was never like that.While I don't think humans are the center of the universe, there has to be a script.So I tried it. I tried to figure out what was a scripted event. It had to exist, right?
>>25332102I never thought that you were, or that you did.
More foid drama, huh. You guys never learn.
Haha I love getting raped.
>>25332137Tf is jim
>>25332108The first experiment was the following: In an attempt to put myself in what I called a 'social danger zone' (which - I thought -would derail the script). I distanced myself from my family members. The only beings who I was told could love unconditionally. After graduating, I went abroad. And went silent.My family remained the same, they simply didn't talk to me anymore. I would have expected that keeping a no-contact profile for months would have changed the script. That it would have provoked, perhaps, the anger of my parents, or a sigh of disappointment. Nothing. My actions didn't influence their script at all: it's like I had never existed in the first place.I kept it for years, and believe me when I say it: it had no impact. They messaged me a few times a year, for birthdays notably, and that's it.It didn't, however, prove that the script did not exist. It only proved that my existence was not tied to theirs. And it was also reciprocated: the path I was on must have not been tied to their existence either.I went back a few times to visit them, but I couldn't handle staying more than a few days. It's like I had never left at all.My parents and brothers would 'love' their absent son and brother unconditionally. Out of principle, perhaps? I don't know. The script was unfathomably consistent. I didn't get it, was this a product of their mind, or was it what they were told to do?They would talk to me and pretend that our existences were tied. We didn't talk for years, but everything was fine. Blood runs thick? Or rather, the script ran like parchment.
>>25332139this guy >>25331634
The amount of violent & sadistic media coming out of both korea and japan have ever so slowly led me to the conclusion that their populations, declining as they are, and accordingly their cultures, simply don't deserve to survive. My emphatic apologies to the women who continue to suffer under their oppressive, backwater social systems. I pray that you're able to exit these countries and join (still, regretfully) the Western world-diaspora, protecting your genes and minds until the males are erased. These are societies who don't take care of you. They are barbaric and small-minded to the core - on par with the shitskin Muhammad followers and viperous Africans. It's 2026, the world wars are long over, they recovered, and had their fucking chance. The art and music will arise somewhere else, at another time in the following eras. Believe me, I love all skin colors, but only a crash of profound magnitude is going to keep "imperialist genes" from turning you (and us; they're trying it here) into slaves.
>>25332108>>25332163I would write more about all of this, but I am very tired and will soon head to sleep. Might continue later on, I mildly enjoy putting these thoughts to text. I was bored and never told anyone.
I wish I had someone else to cook for.
>>25332169t. israelian tranny.
I deleted my account like a month ago. Maybe I’ll make a new one.
I don't like Trump or trannies. I don't get how this is a hot take.
>>25331981Who was Jim?
>left wing spaces are too suffocatingly sanctimonious>right wing spaces are too fucking retardedWhat's a woke man in a chud world to do...
I was just at the library, as an 8.5/10 attractiveness man, enjoying myself, reading a book, imagine all the cute girls around were into me, when a 9/10 and more masculine man came in and sat down next to me. I internally seethed, read for another half hour, and then left. What a jerk. There aren't supposed to be other good-looking guys at the library, that's my spot, go away!
>>25332314He recognized you as a fellow HVM and wanted to be friends. Envy is for 6/10s and below.
Pynchon's Shadow Ticket takes a weird turn around page 200, I'm not even sure what's happening, what the is being described, or what the characters are talking about.
>>25332336can almost guarantee you this mfer is 6 at best.
I can't wait for Pynch's next book already!
>>25332102Then you're severely mentally ill.
>>25332385I suppose you could say that.
>Noir crime investigations dive into a world of deep moral ambiguity, systemic corruption, and alienated protagonists. These stories treat investigations more like moral quests than puzzle boxes, where detectives battle their own inner demons while uncovering societal rot.>Morally gray detective: The protagonist operates outside traditional heroism.>Femme Fatale: A mysterious woman who complicates the investigation.>Systemic corruption: The police or local government are often as dangerous as the criminals.>Bleak aesthetics: Neon-lit city streets, rain-soaked pavement, and heavy shadows>The Hook: The detective accepts a seemingly simple job, usually involving a missing person or infidelity.>Underworld Interrogation: The detective leans on informants, bartenders, and mobsters for street-level intel.>The Web Widens: Simple murders connect to high-level political or corporate conspiracies.>The Betrayal: The detective is lied to, framed, or double-crossed by clients or allies.>The Reckoning: The protagonist faces a moral test, resisting bribes or threats to hold onto their personal code
Marijuana is medicine.
You took my ability to be a schizophrenic shitposter away from me.
>>25332431You gonna tell me what the fuck this means or not.
>>25332412Does Blanc Crime exist?
>>25332431Spock!?
>>25332431Today marks exactly 60 years since June 10, 1966. It is completely natural that a loss of this magnitude still weighs on your heart. Remembering Jim six decades later is a beautiful testament to the bond you shared.
>>25332431Sorry to hear it >>25332350I'd be an 8 if I wasn't fat. I'm 6'1.5">>25332179If you're a american girl, I'm an aging homeowner with a big appetite and an empty bed.>>25332169Tons of women love horrible sadistic shit, what the hell are you talking about? What do you think True Crime is about?
>>25332436https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_Biondo
I can't think of a single good reason why someone should write a suicide note. It changes nothing, it shifts the blame on others regardless if intentionally or not, makes everyone feel worse even further and all it does is show how much of attention whore someone was even in death.
>>25330892What the other anon said is correct. The plots are pointless and stop you playing the game, but everyone's accepted this and wonder why games are shit.If at any moment the game stops to show you something, it's not a game. It's an interactive movie. The amount of time you spend pushing buttons and interacting with the game defines it. If I want character development and all that crap I'll watch a film. If I want to game I expect to be in control 99% of the time.I still play old doom with mods for this reason. No cutscenes, no "look how deep this is!" nonsense, it's just "here's a gun, there's the enemy, kill them". THAT is what a game is.
>>25330892Both of my parents played Grand Theft Auto 3.
I don't want to start a big argument in this thread so I won't say what I'm thinking about but there are many different types of retardation in the world. People are retarded in different directions all the time. Some people are overall more retarded than others. This is particularly common in those with certain tendencies in their retardation. But we're all a little retarded in our own way and frequently we are retarded in ways we just can't see. This is very difficult to keep in mind at all times. But it's good to do so as often as you can. I fail at this all the time
>>25332478A significant portion of traffic is always retarded but one time I caught myself being the retarded one. If everyone is retarded just 1% of the time then 1% of traffic is retarded and those retarded moments stand out. I interact with way more than a hundred cars during heavy traffic so it's far less than 1% that causes most issues.
>>25332456>makes everyone feel worse even furtherthat's a valid goal
>>25332478I admire the White House Peace Vigil protest. Nuclear war is very bad, and should be avoided. War in general is bad, and should be avoided. Obviously. But we need constant reminders because we're retarded.
>>25332509Covering monuments like the white house in trash doesn't accomplish anything or remind anyone of anything. At most it associates anti-war sentiment with trashy subversive retards.
>>25332520I can see that. I guess I'm more pointing toward the idea, but idk, it reminded me. At the end of the day what they're saying is right and we would do well to remember it. I respect them for that
>>25332536Yes, Ukraine should have just given the ethnically Russian areas to Russia and nobody should have backed their pointless war. Iran is sovereign so it should probably just build as many nukes as they want. Taiwan probably belongs to China. But what do you do when all these competitors have established an upper hand and decide to use that to dominate you? Would the world really be a better place if international communism had been allowed to accomplish their stated goals of world conquest? Or if Charlemagne didn't stop the Muslims or the Reconquista never happened? We must retake Constantinople.
I met a girl and she is jealous of my affinity for schopenhauer...
>tfw no gf>also, tfw no bf
Someone I respect called me loyal today. I'm not sure what I did ror what went wrong in their past to mention it.
didn't work on my cash grab roblox game today
>>25332456I plan on one because the method I will use could be mistakenly attributed to an accident otherwise.
I'M 90 YEARS OLD AND USING 4CHAN
>>25332643STFU
>>25330764A Dutch artist drew this illustration of an Indonesian slave more than three hundred years ago to garnish accounts of his travels. And frankly I just wonder if her arms were actually that large or if he just exaggerated them for effect or by accident.
>>25332657Relative to the illustrations style, proportions, etc. Also I'm not the only one who interprets her arms as muscular instead, right. Artists of that period drew plump women, but not like that.
Everyone Is Suffering
Nigger Wednesday
>>25332447>I'm 6'1.5"the .5 inch is revealing. but this is a borderline average height.
Everything is such a scam now. My mom bought these budget frozen burritos from the store and they're so tiny.
AgeFavorite colorI’m thinking of a number between 1-9
>>25332675>obvious data mining wumao
>>25332675*colour Spell it right.
>>25332654Caps definitely check out. An inordinate amount of boomers or people from the silent generation type in all caps. Every time my uncle would text me before I blocked his annoying ass he'd send every message in all caps. It's just kind of weird and off-putting, like they think they have to yell or that everyone younger than them needs everything in big bold letters like the top line of an optometrists Snellen chart. Or maybe it's more likely that they need everything that way because they're fucking old. I don't really care, y'all gotta go either way.
>>25332638They're probably just trying to manipulate you into doing more shit for them or to lull you into a false sense of security to exploit your subservience. Or maybe I'm just bitter and have lost all faith in humanity. I dono. I hope they were being sincere but in my experience when people directly vocalise things rather than showing their gratitude or appreciation through subtler actions it's usually a bad sign. I'm pretty cynical though.
>>2533267533Purple7
Haven't jerked it in 5 days.
You’ll never level with me, so what’s the point.
next novel title>criticize me when i'm deadyou can't use it.i already registered it.
>>25332713all yours mate
Been talking to this extremely cute 19 year old girl. Thing is she lives in another province. Maybe though, who knows. She seems really into me doe.
>>25332706I will, I promise.
>>25332706I like playing by myself because I'm always going AFK and multitasking.
>>25332720What's the over/under on how long until "she" asks you to send "her" money?
>>25332740Don't curse it bro.
I'm thinking the 1994 film Stargate was onto something. The idea an ancient alien landed here thousands of years ago and has been building civilization towards some goal, is one way to interpret history.
>>25332750>>>/r/ufos
if i dont start reading at least two hundred pages a day within the month, i WILL end myself
>>25332750No it's dumb. Stone age civilizations just had lost ways to work with stone like chemical softening.
>>25332758Might as well if you're a NEET.
>be scrawny small guy>lift hard for years>go from being skinnyfat to being a slightly muscular twink>mfw no face
>>25332758I set my goal at 1 chapter a day and I haven’t missed a day since I started in march. I still feel empty though. Reading is ultimately just entertainment if there’s no action.
I've been doing bodyweight exercises with my sister EVERY SINGLE DAY! I'm teaching her all the various exercises that I learned in weightlifting class from high school.
>>25332769Yeah, it's all genetics and your natural build and frame. Alternatively, steroids.
>>25332774do you guys bang afterwards also?
It’s 3 am and I am wide awake. I’ll be dead tired when I have to wake up for work in 4 hours though.
>>25332797Same, dude.
>>25332788No. We eat popsicles after.
I'd jump off a building if I didn't want to live o much.
I should have become a Catholic priest. I wonder if I still can.
Life in the mid-'00s was so kino.
It's 4 am and im desperately tired but my chest feels off and I'm afraid if I go to bed now it might trigger an episode with my chronic heart problems since lying down really agrivates things. But then again, not getting sleep also agrivated things so there's no escape All I can do is hope its a bit of indigestion that will go away. I dont want to go back to the hospital bros
>>25330764Apparently when I was a toddler my mother would get so desperate with me she'd slap me and I would reply 'Didn't hurt me' so she'd slap me harder.Then of course sometimes she'd just lock herself in her bedroom and I would have to sing twinkle twinkle little star for her to come out."I wonder why I stopped being so stubborn." I say, stubbornly refusing to follow advice, even good advice, my parents give me because that would mean 'letting them win'.
>>25332955I think I might've had ODD.
I went out for a walk one summer day,And found a dreadful visage on my way.Many young and lovely women passed,Whom I could only dream to hold at last.A scorching light then made me sweat and tire,From an unreachable foe I could not strike.
>>25331991It is more science fiction than The Hand Maiden's Tale, and that "speculative fiction" is always lumped in there with other dystopians like 1984 and somehow scifi. Ishiguro's story is about a robotic AI. How this isn't known as science fiction is a mystery.
>>2533267553BlueAt this very moment? Not likely.
Last year I bought my nephew Dantes Divine Comedy in the original and he hasn't learned Italian yet. I'm so annoyed
wish there was something real wish there was something true
>>25332281Shed these expectations and make wherever you are the space of reason and civility.
Liking my post on my birthday and then blocking me two hours later was diabolical.
It’s summer soon. I’m going to make 1T this summer then retire.
At the age of 32 I tried coffee for the first time and realized what being normal felt like. The reason I always did so horribly in school during any class that required effort was because I needed to be drinking this to feel calm and focused all my life. I have no caffeine jitters at all, I fact coffee works as a sleep aid for me too. Its just this miracle do-all drink for me. I've read more books than ever this year. I wish it wasn't too late for me to actually do something with this.
>>25333156>At the age of 32 I tried coffee32 years without trying coffee? This has to be larp.
>>25333164I just didn't try it before
>>25333156do cocaine next so you can annoy this piss out of everyone with your false confidence and belief that everything you say is super relevant while frothing at the mouth
>>25333176Coke is illegal otherwise I would try it
>>25333156Sounds like you have legitimate ADHD.
>>25333179well aren't you just a goody little two shoes
What is there even to do is this jew money loving world?
>>25333164I tried some as a kid and hated it. Went without for years and years. Got a damn job that wanted me up stupid early and had to listen to morning rally. Kept nodding off and the boss said. "Get some coffee!" I was 34 then. Been kinda hooked ever since.
>Anon cannot acquire illegal things on his own without getting caught I'm surrounded by fucking retards.
>>25333201>jewjewjewjewjewThe operative word is "money". EVERYONE worships money the way they used to worship god. Even the godly worship it more.The Timothy quote, either a mistranslation or not, that "the love of money is the root of all evil" is wrong. As wrong as the quippy "the lack of money is the root of all evil".No, man who hates money or has no money comes to evil just the same. The truth is MONEY IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL. It would not be any different had no jew to ever touch the stuff. In fact remove it and the power that Israel has would fade like all other nations. Lawyers would dry up and flake away like dying vampires and all would good again. >What is there even to do...Go see Masters of the Universe I guess. Or use your imagination
>>25333156>>25333179>>25333218He is definitely going to spiral more and more as he progresses through his 30s. I can just tell: he is far too impressionable. Sad.
>>25333218That's quite a thing to base your pride and identity on
>>25333221It's more the underlying and implied blind trust in authority that's disconcerting and revealing moreso than his unwillingness to break the law/engage in anything deemed illegal.
>>25333201fuck a rabbis wife when he's working in the bank.
>>25333221>t.can't procure fun things on his own I have fucking Aspergers and I've gotten illegal drugs dozens and dozens of times all on my own.It's not "pride", you're just incompetent.
The darkness is closing inI dont know is it because the storm is coming or am i just done for, but the anxiety is through the roof againI cant be in my room, im always in my room and i feel terrible here and i cant go outside cause i fucking hate this fucking city and people and cars in thereI think im just gonna take my meds and go to sleep.
Watching Law & Order, and I love how the subtitles spells the black character's name as "Chayne" lmao (pronounced Shane)
>>25333322somewhere there’s a pair of grippy socks with your name on it
>>25333322Being torn between the claustrophobia of your room/apartment and the fear of our demoralizing, mindless public really is the worst anxiety. Or maybe it's being crushed between those two opposing walls-or an oscillation between these extremes. Perhaps both simultaneously, somehow. Either way I'm disintegrating too anon, I feel you.
have a strong urge to jerk off
>>25333328I seriously doubt it>>25333332I simply dont have anywhere to go where im at peace. I was doing ok in the past being always at home but thats gone since now im too much at home and i feel bad. In my bed specificaly, im in my bed 20 hours a day for months now, if not years. If i step out im immediately blasted by the noise of the cars and screaming kids and normies. Theres no where to go where its peace. I guess ill just wait out the best that i can this "time" that i have on this piece of shit planet and realm and go back home to another world where i belong. Cause i've seen it and talked to beings there in my dreams
90F+ on the weekend and Monday x_x
>>25333229You have aspergers? Don't worry, we believe you.
>>25333354Yeah I don't know what to tell you. I don't sit in bed as much as you but sitting on my ass reading or watching stupid youtube slop while avoiding my hobbies/things that interest me isn't really much better. The only thing I can really stand is if I get up early enough on a weekday I'll go hike some of the trails in the area alone or go on a bikeride so I don't have to engage with normies, because I agree with you, they are fucking insufferable. But yeah barring going on mindless drives/bikerides/hikes that are pretty boring (even with listening to music/youtube sometimes), I don't have much of a way of dealing with it either. It's all just getting so fucking old. Normies and their dogs and children just ruin everything, I just want peace and quiet too, because I've given up on finding anyone that I actually enjoy talking to.
>>25333371yeah 100% my experience tooim happy for you that you are able to get out into the nature, unfortunately meds have made me fat so its harder to move and im pretty broke too. Wish i could go into the nature, that's one of the few things that still make me happy. I guess i'll try to go to the (artificial) lake tommorow morning. I'll bring my camera too so i can take some cool pics. I guess the meds are kicking in so i feel better now.>because I've given up on finding anyone that I actually enjoy talking to.me too, man....me too
>>25330764Somebody make a new WYT thread please
>>25330781Why'd you copy my post?
I made pizza for lunch. I actually do like pizza.
>>25333368
>>25333365read this and thought you were hooking up with a 90 year old lady this weekend
>>25333378Here you go>>25333425>>25333425>>25333425
I knew a kid in elementary school who cut his penis with a pocket knife and used the blood as lubricant to masturbate. He showed me in the bathroom once.
>>25333427Thank you <3 I love u
>>25333437No problem, thank you :D
