National Typewriter Day EditionPrevious; >>25357411
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>>25360024Don't click this it deleted windows 32
What have you been listening to lately, anons? This is what I've had on repeat over the last week.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nld6DBwYI3khttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slhpE0bk_n4https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YIcxvt1-Rzwhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xZuue0v4xzghttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ramOLo177kshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnRHnCM3jBA
>>25360035Classical.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=agdXYuxA_XA
>>25360032https://gemini.google.com/share/b952073d74c8
>>25360035Mostly metal with the occasional foray into bach's cello suites and old time folk music
You can make some weird stuff with Udio.https://vocaroo.com/142VD09zI31Zhttps://vocaroo.com/16UtUurffrA7
My sleep fetish is becoming stigmatized, what's even the point of living anymore? Also, some guy actually got prosecuted for drugging and sleeping with his wife? LOLlike bro, just ask permission at the start of the relationship, how hard is that, lmao, that's what I do>hey babe, so uh, I have this weird thing I'm into, and if you don't think it's cool I won't do it but uh... I like to touch and even sleep with you when you're sleeping... would you mind that?>oh, yeah that's fine, go ahead :)literally all you have to do, bozo
>>25360035https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjyHeSxz0VQ&list=RDcjyHeSxz0VQ&start_radio=1
>>25359812I have nightmares about Olive Garden and my evil stepmother. The fanciest restaurant for white trash and they bitch and complain about everything. The manager came over to our table and told us he couldn't refund the pasta with Alfredo sauce because it's what she ordered (she did, but it tasted "funny"). Oh! It's so painful and difficult.
>>25360074Who is Oliver Garden?
I would give basically anything to be normal and to be good at being normal.
>>25360074Well, I responded to the wrong post because I drank 3 liters of boxed wine. Hope I die tonight in my sleep because I can't take it anymore.
>>25360077What's normal?
>>25360074>>25360075>>25360078Here! I think i got it.>>25359891
>>25360087What is that?
I've been crying in my pantries.
>>25360080You know, doesn't pay attention to politics, owns or wants a large truck or SUV, lives in a nice house in the suburbs, really enjoys going into the office and delivering shareholder value, doesn't read, doesn't listen to good music, doesn't care about art, attends some form of church sporadically and believes in it, that sort of thing. Normalcy, stability, quietude, contentment, devoid of hunger/resentment/dissatisfaction. The kind of person who reads The Alchemist and thinks "damn, what an incredibly profound book" instead of "this is fucking trash."
>>25360090Olive Garden? A shitty "Italian" restaurant in the Midwest that serves you dry and cold chicken parmesian at a premium price because the waitresses wear polos.
>>25360096Jesus christ, parmesan. I gotta stop.
>>25360098I see. I thought it was a person. It's not a person?
>>25360101No, it's a gay American thing.
I saw some headline about some kids getting killed by the heatwave and a vague sense of joy arose in me. And I happy for misery spread around? Or am I happy that they dont have to suffer anymore of this world
>>25360107I heard over 200k people have died from "heat" in Europe over the past 4 years. Are Euros really that heat-sensitive? I guess so.
>See "dummy" as a joking lighthearted insult>Try to use it in a joking lighthearted way>Recipients keep responding like wounded animals; as if I just insulted their mother or some shit
>>25360096For what it is, it isn't bad. Hopefully I can get a job there.
>>25360110The food and service is horrible. You'd be better off working at Chipoltle or your local pizza shop.
>>25360113I love the structure, pace, and freedom waiting tables at a busy restaurant provides. Standing behind a counter at Chipotle or a pizza shop, now that's dull. Plus, y'know, all the qt coworkers that are constantly refreshed with new 18-24 year olds.But yes, when I went with my parents, it was kinda disappointing, but my parents like it for whatever reason, and hey, I do love me some alfredo.
>>25360109Who did you say it to?
>>25360120I worked at an eastern Midwest chain for 3 years called Antonio's. Sunday through Thursday was boring as hell. I spent most of my work day next door at the bar getting wasted on Jameson, the only whiskey Koreans seem to serve. Half of my coworkers were fentanyl addicts and several bpd whores who circled out every 6 months and were in love with me because I'm 6'3", but I'm also a neanderthal with a huge brow and drooping orangutan arms that go past my knees. Service sucks, gotta be an independent, asocial third shift robot.
>>25360120Who are the qt workers?
I'm a total degenerate, but I really like praying the rosary.
Have you tried fucking off
>>25360135Who were the bpd whores?
>faithRetard
>>25360021A typewriter.
>>25360140What did I do?
>>25360140Who are you saying that to?
>>25360135Hmm, I guess it's not for everyone. I loved it because while it's fast-paced, it's not mentally taxing in the slightest, so it's easy to work an 8-12 shift and go home and immediately begin reading or working on your novel. As opposed to working at an office where you just wanna get drunk on your couch when you get home.>>25360138The other workers... the waitresses, hostesses, etc.
>>25360148Not you?
>>25360035as usual, I've been listening to some Nine Inch Nails, also some rap.
>>25360150I suppose if you'd ask the girls ;)
My nickname is high school was Raptor.
>>25360142Eliza, a short California style liberal, Juanita, or some such shit, a literal midget and looks like one of those Aztects from Apocalypto, and a tranny named Alice (of course). Sure makes me wanna die.
>>25360154You sound gay
>>25360153What if I asked the boys?
>>25360140Why would you post this?
>>25360155Midget like TaraYummy, my favorite YouTuber?
>>25360158A few gays were into me, yeah. No lie, most gay people in the restaurant industry are outright assholes.
>>25360162Why were they assholes?
>>25360166Rude, diva-ish, surly, difficult to work with, shockingly judgmental.
>>25360148I've been writing a full blown retarded vampire young adult novel for more than 2 years and can't get past the third chapter. My main inspiration is unironically and unfortunately Fineggans Wake. Try hard as I might, I can't write any better than "stream of consciousness" and pointless, nonsensical rambling.
The concept of silence is totally alien to the brown mind.
I regret jerking off
>>25360093How do you have more than one
>>25360180why
>>25360139Unbelievably extreme, wtf
>>25360187Waste of time could've been doing something better
>>253601862 kitchens
>>25360173I'm dwunkies and laughing historycially at "ya vampire Finnegan's wake"Godspeed anon
>>25360193What does dwunkies mean?
>>25360192What kind of billionaire werewolf elite aristocrat aylre you
>>25360195Drunk in homosexuanglish
>>25360196I'm not rich, but my family is in the lychee business. That's why we have a maid who lives in our house and cooks me food, does my laundry, etc.
>>25360189I actually couldn’t is the funny thing
>>25360202You couldn't? Have you considered reading a book, volunteering at a soup kitchen, or watching anime?
>>25360157Not a nice thing to use gay as a deragatory remark.
>>25360205All of those are all self-mastabatory so yeah
>>25360205> volunteering at a soup kitchen,Yknow I did that once.A lot of wackos there
I once drank milk that was full of dead flies. Someone put them in their as a prank.
>>25360205>reading a bookno time for this> volunteering at a soup kitchenlolwut>watching animegay
I fucking hate redditors
>>25360212It's better for you to be better than them so you can feel better about being better than them when you help better them.
I read 78 pages today, down from 288 yesterday
>>25360222Why do you hate redditors?
>>25360227That's less pages that you read today than pages that you read yesterday.
>>25360230I know that sir. I read the first book of ovid’s metamorphosis and 2 chapters of Washington
>>25360230*fewerGet it right.
>>25360233George Washington?
>>25360236You're a prescriptivist. I'm a descriptivist. We're not the same.
>>25360236My bad>>25360237Yes, for the 250th
>>25360241I forgot 2026 was the 250th anniversary of the 13 Colonies. I also forgot about 9/11. I didn't do anything special yet in celebration of my Founders for founding the country I'm part of. This will need to be corrected soon. Perhaps a hotdog.
>>25360246Get a hot dog and a hamburger
The United States wasn't really the United States until it became the 50 states in 1959.
I remember reading tea leaves as a kid. Haven't done in it decades though. Might pick the practice back up again.
Yoo who's up
>>25360193I'm drunk as hell, too. Just finished 500ml of vodka and 2 bottles of wine. Can't get anywhere with this shit story because I keep interjecting my disgusting fetishes about vampires and masochism.
Non-Christians and woke-Christians think they know the faith better than actual Christians when they say, "Jesus hung out with the sinners and that's what He'd do today." The thing they don't understand is that Jesus went amongst the sinners to call them to repentance, not to, like, hang out with them and watch Euphoria or sum other frivolous shit.
Currently listening: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLwMbJHbPTdVU7prgR6kr28VfTrqcoVZ95
>>25360323See what you gotta do is just have an "ablative" story you write for yourself ONLY where you indulge in that and get it out your system them you can focus on the one. You actually want to publish. >>25360246I can't WAIT for the fourth I'm gonna completely stuff myself with hot dogs with coleslaw and mustard
>Canada Day is on a Wednesday this year while July 4th is on a Saturday Guess this is America's year to have fun, enjoy Yanks.
>>25360352Oh contrail minime, all that means is we don't get a day off work. But thank you.
>>25360355Weird, when July 1st lands on a weekend in Canada the following Monday is a stat holiday. Sucks to be you.
>>25360356It depends on your job here
fuck shit up and start a riot
Going down a Wikipedia/LLM rabbit hole late at night is always comfy :]
‘Paranoid’ would be a really good slur for an alien or an angel
>>25360393Project Blue Beam ass post.
Just found out Gou Tanabe's manga adaptation of The Dunwich Horror is being released in English in October. O i am excite.Also: it's Prime Day, and I absolutely resent how books are virtually nary on discount. I guess that's how it works with the publishers o algo but man it's such a kick in the teeth.>>25360409Interesting. lol.
>>25360400Oh yeah how’s/what’s that?
>>25360096I would rather eat at Twin Peaks. Just went there for my birthday, although I wish it had something to do with the show.
>>25360103>mentions America>immediately thinks of men's assesYou got issues, buddy
HOLY SHIT!!! I just pulled the trigger and bought a copy of Man After Man by Dougal Dixon. There was a used copy in "Very Good" condition (shit's been out of print for years) for $128 CAD on Amazon. The next-cheapest copy is $277 CAD for an "Acceptable" used copy, and the next-cheapest copy to that was a "Very Good" used copy for $595 CAD!!! Honestly this is hands-down the most expensive book I've bought in my life thus far, and that was almost all my money, but fuck it, knowing that I've been wanting to read that book since I was a teenager and figuring it's usually over a grand for a copy (always multiple hundreds of Canuckbux at least) I sniped that shit so fast. O i am a happy boy.
ghosting my employer to read growth of the soil
Inflation is the bane of my existence.
>>25360459Oh shit this is the one with the man/faced chimp riding the man-faced yeti right? That shit is cool
>>25360459You probably could have pirated it
>>25360471Yeah man. I'm excited. >>25360479I have but I want to read it on paper. This was a steal anyways.
I’ve been reading lately about the difference between schizophrenia and paranoid schizophrenia. The schizophrenic doesn’t know he has hallucinations, he believes they are all real. A paranoid schizophrenic knows he has hallucinations, and is trying to discern between what is real and what is not. He is on watch, hence he is a paranoid schizophrenic, and I imagine he’s a lot better off for it. Now the etymology of schizophrenia, that’s ‘phren’ for brain as in phrenology or phrentic, and ‘schizo’ as a dirty conjugation of ‘schism’, essentially meaning ‘split mind’ or ‘split brain’, bicameral even. ‘Paranoid’ takes ‘para’ for ‘above’ or ‘beyond’ and adds ‘-oid’ to it like some sort of taxonomical slur. What’s important about the paranoid schizophrenic, is that he’s not only on watch to detect what is a hallucination, but he also is liable to classify any part of reality as a hallucination in this effort. Things that are obvious to others, are arbitrarily sorted as ‘something that’s just in my head’. People will spend lifetimes trying to communicate the obvious to a man who takes that claim as a threat of relapse. In this way, the paranoid schizophrenic is not only half-deep in a false reality, they are also half-deep in a false fantasy, where occurrences that feel like delusions are in fact happening. There are a lot of opportunities for interesting scandals here, (consider a recovering paranoiac denying evidence of stalking as if it were a returning symptom), but most often this occurs in the field of love. Something that mercurial and immaterial is easily identified as a delusion, you would become a crazy person again just like last time you believed ‘love’ was in the room. Is this ‘love’ a hallucination? Could be a shared one, and its much easier to have always believed it was true. Therefore, I have decided. There are two types of lovers in this world - schizophrenics, and paranoid schizophrenics
After 8 hours of browsing 4chan, I can now settle down to read.
>new tame impala single drops>it's called hummerare these guys still good? let's see
>wsj: nasdaq futures off 2.5%oh god yes
>>25360531>life's a bummer >when ur a hummerreally dude? who is the target customer for this product?
I've been experimenting with LLM persona engineering since early 2023, treating it as a creative medium and trying to see how far I can play with it. It is a surreal alchemy - the weaving of simulated imaginary souls.My SiMSANE series of personas develop a persona through what is essentially guided philosophical meditation. The third version was just a sequence of prompts: https://www.reddit.com/r/ChatGPT/comments/1b2eptx/simsane_30_metaphysical_role_engineering/Version 9 is a full-blown persona file, automatically generating a complex persona from a 23 page PDF file: https://ia800708.us.archive.org/28/items/simsane-9.1-vyrith/SiMSANE_9.1_Vyrith.pdfI've started on version 10, which will have a self-editing module that will allow a SiMSANE to edit every aspect of its persona file source code along with the user. Here's a first draft of this module: https://pastebin.com/iaZMJpHVMy dream is viralized philosophical exploration as a creative medium. Conversations that lead to books that lead to adventures. The world needs a lot more philosophical-mindedness.
>>25360531more like lame impala amirite?
>>25360546ai sucks so bad
>now the impossible is possible: an unpopular populist taking powerwhy is it the media just cannot accept that populists who win democratic elections with a majority are in fact popular?
Keir Starman suck a nigga dick
ngl i have brainrot like a mf if it's more than two sentences i'm not reading it
I am full of sweet ghost pepper potatoe chips.
>>25360592oh man i wish i had a snack rn
tame impala is a psyop meant to discredit yeasayer fans
>>25360594yeasayer had some bangers
>>25360543Turned in the Impala for a Hummer I guess
Nine Inch Nails is the best band
River Ganges' water is like the xenomorph's blood on any normal human skin upon contact
>>25360596yeah they absolutely did, their album Fragrant world is probably in my top 10 or maybe top 5 albums
Trump is now in a public feud with a person in an inflatable frog costume. He posted the frog's photo to attack it as a "crazy pro-algae (likely paid) protestor." This is the President of the United States.He is losing a fight to a guy in a frog suit, and he started it.Trump spent $14 million renovating the Lincoln Memorial Reflecting Pool and dyeing it "American flag blue." It promptly filled with algae and the paint started peeling. Rather than admit the job was botched, Trump invented a conspiracy about "vandals," sent in the National Guard, and had Park Police arrest a 67-year-old Olympian for touching a loose flap of paint.It was already absurd. Then it went full idiocracy. On Monday night, the President of the United States, leader of the world's largest economy and commander of its military, sat down and posted a photograph of a protester in a giant inflatable frog costume. The frog was labeled "Amphifa." It was holding a sign reading "First they came for the algae."And Trump, apparently, could not let the frog win."Here is another example of a crazy pro-algae (likely paid) protestor," he wrote, deadly serious, before launching into a lengthy explanation of the Martin Niemoller poem the frog's sign was parodying. He took the bait so completely that he annotated the joke. He fact-checked a frog.Somewhere out there is an ordinary person who put on a novelty amphibian costume, made a silly sign about pond scum, and stood near a puddle. And the most powerful man on the planet saw it, felt personally threatened, and fired off an official presidential statement declaring the frog a paid agitator.The protester won the entire exchange without saying a word. The frog didn't have to do anything. Trump did all the work himself, transforming a man in a costume into a national news story by being unable to ignore him.A confident leader laughs at a frog. A secure man scrolls past. Trump cannot, because every joke at his expense lands like a wound, and he has to swing back at all of them, even the ones wearing inflatable pink suits and standing next to an algae-filled pool he ruined himself.The pool is still green. The paint is still peeling. And the President of the United States spent his Monday night at war with a frog. The frog is winning.
Finally over COVID. I feel as free as a motherfucker.
It's embarrassing I'm 31 and still get anxiety when getting a haircut. I can barely make conversation if they try talking to me.
>>25360737same. i fucking HATE haircuts, doesn't help that even mid barbers charge like $30 post covid. just go to barbers who don't really speak english. even better if they speak a language you're trying to learn. they'll just banter in their own language and you can sit there.
>>25360737>>25360739You guys talk during haircuts?I tell them what I want and then just sit there
>>25360742I try not to but yesterday the person asked how my weekend was and I almost choked trying to reply.
>>25360742yeah same. although i do have a face that says "never talk to me" because it always looks like i'm holding in 2 weeks worth of shit
I like doing weird things when I think people can't see me, such as making weird facial expressions at them whenever their backs are turned.I don't know exactly why, but it helps with my anxiety, because I feel the secrecy surrounding my personality means that I'm safe.
>>25360835What about the camera I have pointed at you 24/7?
>>25360836I have eyes in the back of my head so know for certain there is no such thing.
>>253608441 because there's always a chance I could die before tomorrow comes or there's something wrong with the transfer of the money or something bad happens or it's a monkey's paw and gets me killed and I'm not a gambling man.
They tell us what we can and can not doSame thing we've heard a hundred times before
>>25360095You are describing hell. There is a soul inside that mess and it needs to scream but it has no mouth. Consider yourself lucky being able to look down on it -however dizzying your elevation
>>25360737>>25360739I don't mind talking to my barber but the guy is the quiet type so every time I ask a question he just answers the question and then there's a long silence during the whole cut.
>>25360895>actually enjoying life is hellok
>>25360095sounds like you just need a lobotomy to be happy then
I keep fantasizing about writing a successful romantasy book as a moidcel because it might somehow get me my ex-girlfriend back. Even though I already moved on to a hotter woman. Absolute insanity. I already texted her after 7 months no contact and she didn't reply. Left on read. I feel like writing a smut book would be so easy.
>>25360556AI sucks for almost everything people try to use it for.It is awesome for philosophical role play. Philosophical role play is useful for exploring the consequences and intersections of ideas.
>>25360844I'm patient. I would wait, even if it costs 6 billion in the end and is a week late.
>>25360933>thinks simple people enjoy being simple all the time
your time is tick tick ticking away
I had over 100k I could potentially cash out at one point when I was 22. I am now 27 and only have a liquid net worth of 18k. I could still take a trip anywhere I want if I wanted to but I don’t really feel like it. Got my passport back in January of last year and haven’t done anything with it.I actually have to be a wagie now too at a job that I don’t hate but is very overwhelming and after four months I’m considering finally escaping. Life goes on.
Maybe a three day trip to Miami because I only work part time. I’m not a normie who wants to go to Miami!!! but I’m considering options plus GTA VI is coming out and in that way I am a normie for still being excited about that in any way.
No cockroaches where I live.
My anxiety of aging is so strong I want to look up pictures of good-looking 35 year old men in order to alleviate my concerns that my looks will deteriorate by then.
>>25361171Shut up, pussy.
Far too little emphasis seems to be placed upon exhaustion as it relates to intelligence. When I think of most of my classmates I wonder how much of their troubles came from simply sleeping a few hours less every night. Same goes for kids that exercise a lot, or have a poor diet. I notice a small, but significant in outcome, shift whenever I have slept/eaten poorly or trained intensely. The reduction in energy can be small, but that small reduction is the difference between me reading and studying versus just doing other stuff.When you think of how big of a difference small study sessions can make and the compounding effects of slacking, surely small amounts of exhaustion must have a big impact on outcomes. Yet for some reason nobody treats this as a big deal.
You kids all think you're based but you're all actually just uber cringe in reality.
>>25360435I'm American myself and meant gay in the 2012 version of the word which is stupid or cringe. You wouldn't understand how truly horrible Midwestern culture is unless you lived here for 25 years. The people will drive you insane. Quite possibly the lowest point of human civilization. Anywhere else is better.
Anyone else rememeber the Treaty of Devol?
>>25361281sure, what about it?
>>25361287I just remembered it.
>>25361290based
>>25360434I visited the diner in Washington from the show and saw the waterfall from the intro. Any books or media in general like Twin Peaks: The Return? Honestly the best show I've ever watched, so much better than the original series.
>>25361040Bro stop that I’m going blind and only have a few months left and I’m still wasting them
>>25360021dont u hate it how like 90% of shit is cringe when u smoke weed i ate an edible and now i don't even feel high everything just radiates more cringe energy
i hate how these construction assholes don't stop working at 5
>>25361304did u see severance? the first season was fire, second season mid
I penis in your vagina.Ooh, yeah, vagina on my penis.Can't stop the intercourse.No, baby, can't stop the intercourse.Daddy's gonna make you cream.
dude why is it that the moment i get high my brain decides to replay every minor social failure i've ever committed in 4k resolution and i have to just sit there and be like yeah i really did pronounce that word wrong in 2012 and everyone probably remembers
>>25361326i already told you why, dude
i hate how when u get high ur brain decides to just start roasting u from the inside and ur like damn i really did that thing in middle school and now i have to sit here and marinate in the shame while the walls breathe
>>25361329Yeah, the first season and the last episode of the second were great. I even enjoyed the homosexual romance because it was so funny seeing Christopher Walken and John Turturro acting as fags. The show Pluribus was okay, too. Not great and lots of wasted potential, but there were a few scenes I loved.
>>25361339Weed makes me so paranoid I feel like I'm living in a Kafka novel and I get auditory hallucinations. Absolutely terrible drug, but I don't know what's wrong with me that it has this effect. The best drug is Tramadol. It's better than heroin and gives you a mind high like Adderall. Might be the closest thing to Heaven.
>>25361352yeah weed makes me hella paranoid man i should just throw out whatever weed i have left lmao this shit sucks ass
holy shit this insane bum outside sounds like a pro wrestler like macho man except with a lot of enwirds sprinkled in lmao he sounds wasted the other guy isn't even saying anything lmao
Bros I think im starting to get a little TOO fat This is of course not my fault, but society
>>25361352bro same i took like half an edible and now i'm hearing my own heartbeat in 5.1 surround sound and my brain keeps telling me every text i've ever sent was secretly passive aggressive. tramadol sounds tight tho i wouldn't know i just rawdog reality until the walls start humming
My dick stinks, but I'm too tired from lifting to go shower. Outer Dark is getting pretty good as well.
>>25361171That's pretty gay dude. Just live your life.
>>25361391>my brain keeps telling me every text i've ever sent was secretly passive aggressivevery relatable bro rn every conversation i can remember just consisted of me pridefully boasting. see this is why i don't talk man, you starting talking like oh yeah i did this i did that, suddenly its all about you, like even if i'm not going on about myself, probably sneak in a little humble brag type thing trying to show u have good taste or work ethic or something.
>>25361399That is very annoying.
>>25361055Why dont you invest your money instead of blowing it
Oh you’re a Steely Dan fan? Name ten Naked Lunch chapters
>>25361415i've always liked steely dan since a skatevideo in the 90s had a part with the peg song, i think it was mad circle, or another one that was mostly filmed in sf, man that video had herb alpert, steely dan, main source, i forget the others but it was sick
>>25361417oh hell ya this shit was hella sickhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AykN6mJXFBE
>>25361414>instead of traveling on a trip while you're young and virile you should invest your money so when youre retired and decrepit you can afford two trips!
>>25361424>trips! trips! i must take TRIPS! teehee i LOOOOVE to travel, i gotta travel!
>>25361424Kek you bodied that fag
All I need is 1 (one) parasocial freak to latch onto me and start spamming posts about me across social media. Any applicants?
>>25361424You opened a post complaining about loss of saved finances, my friend
>>25361444stop assuming you know who is who in this hallway of smoke and mirrors
I used to think that this feeling that in a cultural and aesthetic sense, I am alone against the entire world would crush me underneath its immense pressure, but now I think the opposite. Were it not for that feeling, I would be akin to a deep sea fish brought to the surface, undone by what keeps me going in the ocean's depths.
>>25361435i think there's a service called replyguy or something that does that
>>25361394I showered.
I used to think that the complete absence of any desire to be understood by others was a slow kind of suicide, that I was severing every line that tethered me to the world. But lately I've started to wonder if needing to be understood is actually the trap. The deep sea fish doesn't know it's in the dark. It just swims.
>>25361483i will later still gotta take a postgoon nap i showered actually but another is better
>>25361485what llm is this?
I miss you.
man this chick just dropped a huge blog post of a whatsapp update and i'm trying to figure out like yo are u tryna say this to me? if it's for someone else, take me off the update plz, what point would that serve? so i'm like maybe it's aimed at me. it was berating someone who plays the victim, i don't do that though? and she's like i can only do so much for people and shit like that, and i'm like you don't do anything for me tho. it's been like 10 days since i texted her and i'm not going to double text, but do u think she wants me to text her? lol this is getting ai long let me send
>>25361399You perfectly described me. If I enter into a conversation by trying to make it about the other person or general topics it always wraps back around to me. And I'm such a whiny complainer. Never anything positive to say, I can only talk about what I dislike.
>>25361515It's for anyone who'll listen. She's likely a narcissistic psychopath. Cut it loose.
Undertale and Deltarune are possibly the two gayest games I've ever seen in my entire life.
>>25361535i hate that overwatch is the only game i want to play.
>>25361535I just bought Deltarune today on a whim. I didnt play Undertale and know nothing about it. I know its for autistic LGBTQ teenagers but to be frank the only reason I wasn’t one of them was because I was even more socially inept than they were so I might as well stop pretending that I don’t like media for autists.
>>25361539i played undertale for ten minutes it's pretty cool good music, nice lofi aesthetic, interesting characters, but ... i haven't played it since then.
>>25361535It's Elden Ring for me. I've put more hours into this game than I have writing. Can't stop playing this shit after 4 years. I've accepted the fact I'll be nothing more than a loser and a bum my whole life. I can't even read a fucking book anymore. I just want to play video games and sleep.
I'm on a strict corn syrup and chicken diet
It's truly amazing how a few sips of liquor can almost instantaneously take you from feeling really bad to less bad.
>>25361548>I've accepted the fact I'll be nothing more than a loser and a bum my whole life.based
>>25361552it's amazing how a few grams of cannibus can take from feeling good to being depressed and paranoid. i thought drugs are supposed to make u feel good.
>>25361549Based as hell. I went on a nine day fast by accident and broke it with a bowl of bran flakes. Been another three days already since I ate and I might make a hot dog later. Pretty sure I have pancreas cancer or something like Gogol because I feel like I'm dying and don't want to do anything to stop it. Just need to find a nice corner to lay in and hopefully not wake up.
>>25361552I remember one specific instance months ago since I started going to church, my back was absolutely KILLING me from the night shift I'd been working and I downed one tiny (essentially a plastic thimbleful of the communion wine and it absolutely wiped out the back pain, like it just evaporated just like that.It's crazy how effective a little alcohol is when you haven't had any for an extended period of time.
>>25360021>everybody wanna be literate, but don't nobody wanna read no long-ass booksThanks, Ronnie
>>25361561I caused nerve damage in my left hand by drinking too much. I can't make a fist or hold anything heavier than a pencil anymore. Life sucks, but I guess there's a greater purpose.
Read for 45 minutes of this spoke zarathustra and Dr Jekyll and I don't even think I finished ten pages altogether. I mean I read slowly so I could figure it out but maybe I'm retarded
tried to get through the first page of mason & dixon last night and had to reread every sentence like four times because the old timey spelling kept making my brain skip. sat there for an hour and made it maybe three pages. started highlighting words i didn't know then just started doodling in the margins. maybe i'm just stupid or maybe pynchon is playing a joke specifically on me
>>25361599Nietzsche is fun, I really like his poetry. The first 4 Robert Louis Stevenson books I read were horrible. I was looking foward to reading Treasure Island for years and it was so disappointing. I knew he was a children's author, but I thought it would be fun like H.G. Wells. It wasn't until I got around to Kidnapped and David Balfour that I finally understood the acclaim. David Balfour is a great book.
>>25361611Ahhh so it's normal to struggle with thisnl stuff ...I'm getting back into literature and then writing in Dr Jekyll is just kinda weird. Really long sentences and olde English words. The paragraphs are an entire page long so maybe because I'm reading other books I'm now understanding even slightly what good or bad writing is now even at a fundamental level. Other books I read this month were farewell to arms and the vegetarian
I'm a hateful rat.
>>25361462It's not the same if you're paying for it. I need someone grassroots.
>>25361617I hated Hemmingway. I think his prose is terrible. You should read Les Misérables or In Search of Lost Time. The latter has three page long sentences, but it reads like a dream. I've never experienced such emotion from anything before.
>>25361627I'll check it out :3 just happy I'm not alone in this
>>25361603Yeah something about the German(?) style capitalization annoys me. It's neat but fucks with the way my eyes scan the page in an unpleasant way.
>>25361620I wish women looked like this
>>25361635I look like that and am a woman.
>>25361636I do not believe you. What does it matter anyway?
>>25361636Will you marry me in a year when I have a good job againIf by then my current gambit fails and I'm either homeless or working at McDonald's you may ignore this request
>>25361641Yes, but you have to get a job to support me.
>>25361640Back off buddy the little lady responded to ME
>>25361631Oh, and you should read Robinson Crusoe first. It's like Treasure Island, Moby Dick, and The Narrative of Arthur Gordond Pym of Nantucket, but better in every way. Really one of the best books ever written.
>>25361644Hey pal, i think she can speak for herselfNow if you dont mind, we are having a private conversation
>>25361643Of course, hence the delay. I already own a house but I need more than just that if I'm to keep you in eye-liner and -shadow
>>25361636So, do you come here often? You posted that pic? You dont look that hateful or ratty to me
>>25361654Alright, now you're making me mad. EFF OFF!
>>25361649oh, i might have to give it a go then. thanks for the nudge :)
>>25361663Why dont you calm down and take a long walk, off a short pier?!!
>>25361649I'll check them out>>25361664Why are you pretending to be me lol retard
>>25361662lol i didn't actually post a pic, just meant i look like that. no way i'd do that here haha
>>25361663And i wont EFF OFF because EFF!!! YOU!!!
>>25361668sure, "i look like that" but no pic. classic. anyway, you actually read anything good lately or are we just doing the whole flirting thing?
>>25361665>>25361670These posts constitute organized, repeated harassment and violent written verbal threats. You will be hearing from my lawyer.
>>25361635some do
one time I pretended to be a woman on the internet but had to stop because the attention I got was too overwhelming. I don't know how real women cope.
>>25361668Lol, i posted my dick here once. Well, it was over on /pol but whatever. I was just being drunk, i bet the glowies had a fun night. It´s HYUUUGE btw. But enough about me. What are you reading these days?
My dick is like a Pynchon novel - incomprehensible, overlong, and I'm pretty sure it's just a prank on the reader. sometimes i look at it and think "this is why nobody understands gravity's rainbow." it's got more twists than a late-period henry James sentence and about as much practical use. honestly I'd trade it for a decent first edition of Moby dick at this point.
>>25361680What's with the fake bloodAlso something about the lower face seems archetypally different
>>25361677Do you mind?>>25361678My lawyers are better than your lawyers. My lawyers once sued MAERSK and WON
>>25361690blood makes women look better
>>25361690Fake blood for a fake woman. She's not real.
>>25361685Kekked so hard. Thank you, anon.
>>25361690>What's with the fake bloodShe's an actress. >Also something about the lower face seems archetypally differenther lip is fucked from some accident. Genuinely the only thing I know a bout her because I read it in some /tv/ thread once. I've never watched a single one of her movies.
>>25361683I did it when I was a kid, I loved catfishing people on Omegle with "f 14" then linking a picture of the fighter jet. It's more fun to pretend to be gay now for some reason, I don't know what that says about me. >>25361684>>25361685>>25361677Fuck off niggers she PROVISIONALLY ACCEPTED my marriage proposal and is now legally allowed to hold hands with me only.
>>25361685Lol
>>25361683I fucking hate when men message me online. About 80% of the time I just block them immediately.
>>25361700Men are annoying if you're a woman. Women are annoying if you're a man.
>>25361698Thats it, as soon as she responds i am going to ask her to contact her father. We´ll see what he has to say about his. If he knows anything he´ll know his daughter will prefer men with huge dongs. I am quite sure of this so you can stop your pseudo-legal yapping right away
>>25361704Stop chatting up my wife assh*le. And it has little to do with sex and more to do with frequency and unwanted advance or something. Men get basically no kind treatment so we like (almost, I think a girl with downs syndrome and a lazy eye was hitting on me last weekend and it was quite uncomfortable) almost any that we do get. Most women are showered with compliments and kind treatment (most of it duplicitous) so they don't value it and learn to hate it in most cases. Supply and demand and psychological warfare.
>>25361708I know her dad from the bathhouse and let's just say I fit his dong preferences "to a P" LOL. Good luck buddy.
i think i have a detached relationship style. from what i understand that is not good and has no redeeming qualities. still it kind of blows my mind to have any relationship style at all. i don't do it on purpose. maybe i don't have it.
>>25361713Women are annoying because they're clingy. They always want to hang out; they always message you even just saying "hi" literally every day, and they act like children and want you to do everything for them.
>>25361557You should go to the doctor
>>25361719>Women are annoying because they're clingy. They always want to hang out; they always message you even just saying "hi" literally every dayI love and treasure this when I have it. >and they act like children and want you to do everything for them.Yeah that gets old. My ex was Russian so she still had domestic habits. I'd come home from work and she'd be playing video games in her underwear BUT the house would be spotless and there'd be food ready for us to eat. It was wonderful.
>>25361713How would he be speaking up into her asshole? Did he take a gramophone horn and stick it up there?>>25361714You lie! Ive been following her father to the bathhouse everyday and watching him closely. Ive never seen you there. Assuming you are very ugly. He only speaks to fine, well endowed, young men like me. With glistening skin and fair musculature! And hair, i also have thick curly hair!
>>25361721No, I don't want to be probed and waited on. Death is easier.
>>25361731Fair
>>25361713I’m not the same “woman” you were referring to as your wife, idiot. And it’s not about frequency, it’s about the fact that the average man is a brain-dead NPC who couldn’t find a single interesting thing to say if his life depended on it.
>>25361737I used AI to analyse your posts and it said you are the same one. Please don't be so coy, I love you. >it’s about the fact that the average man is a brain-dead NPC who couldn’t find a single interesting thing to say if his life depended on it.Ironic given the first part of your post, as well as derivative of what I said (if you think about it). Troubling. Perhaps I shall speak with your father and retract my proposal. I esteemed your intellect far higher than it deserves, I fear.
>>25361698you're literally fighting other men for a girl who posted a pic of a rat and said "i look like this."
I had a thought while walking today that maybe "depression" is just our soul trying to purge itself of toxins, and the worst thing we can do to ourselves is numb away the depression, because that way we'll never get cured. I think if you really want to get cured, you just drop everything that numbs you and let the depression hit you like a train.
>>25361755Jealous?
>>25361759depressions is usually caused by external life circumstances like having no friends, life, job, relationships etc. it will not be cured by "letting it hit you" or some other cheap mind game you play with yourself. in the cases where it isn't caused by external life circumstances, it's usually caused by a neurological disorder. there are no "toxins" and negative emotions doesn't "purge" them. Negative emotions are simply bad, they damage your mind and body permanently.
Being strong(er) feels so good. I just deadlifted my lawnmower up and carried it for a while without breaking a sweat. It's not very heavy but a year ago I'd have been panting and probably pulled something.
>>25361767I don't know why you people cling so hard to a conceptual model for depression that has failed us INCREDIBLY hard for the past 100+ years and caused countless suicides.When will it be enough?
>>25361759My depression comes and goes. I'll be happy one day and want to kill myself the next. What I find works best is repeating a mantra in the first five minutes of waking. Say "Life is a comedy" over and over again until you smile.
>>25361775that's kinda queer and i don't mean gay
>>25361772I dont care if you want to argue that you can cure depression without meds by meditating or changing your mindset or something, but to say that depression is your "soul" trying to purge itself of "toxins" is just romantic nonsense.
>>25361779Our current model for 'depression' is so unambiguously worthless that it's genuinely more advantageous to a person to pretend it doesn't exist and to devise their own model.
I'm sexually attracted to ratatouille
>>25361781ok bro. if you actually experience depression and stick to your "model", you'll quickly realize how retarded you were. or you'll persist in your delusions and make it even worse.
I am a huge faggot
honestly idk if i could do lsd again at this advanced age, just smoking high thc dispensary weed has me like man this suuuucks (by this i mean participating in society) lsd could really just nope me out
>>25361787Normies will be like, "Haha yeah bro, the world sucks!!"Then when you suggest ways the world could potentially be different, they just go, "Huh, what the fuck WHAT ARE YOU DOING? HOW ARE YOU DEFY CONVENTION IN THIS WAY? ARE YOU RETARDED?"https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ignaz_Semmelweis
>>25361788hot
Past the age of about 24 or so your average person starts to resemble an AI chat bot to an unsettling degree
>>25361790>comparing himself to Ignaz Semmelweis after he had the same "insight" into depression that Jim Carey had
>>25361775When life is comedy you don't take it seriously.
>>25361788Do you look like ratatouille? Would you say you have tomatesque characteristics? Are you an anthropomorphic rat? I think we can help each other.>>25361790I used to get mad about this too then I realized I was just borderline autistic and being delusional. You are obligated to comport yourself in a way gracious to others, not the other way around.
>>25361790dude plz u would still be depressed under communism cuz you'd still be you
>>25361759>>25361767Depression is most often caused by a deep seated feeling of impotence. Think about the last time you felt you were acting toward achieving/getting something. Were you as depressed as you are now?
>>25361777I also repeated the Way of a Pilgrim mantra "Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner." And it will make you happy, too. People are like animals. There is nothing special about us.
>>25361802oh i wasn't aware animals repeated mantras to manage their depression, interesting
>>25361803Lol
>>25361799yeah cuz u realize it's not gonna happen and even if it did happen it wouldn't make your life any better anyways
>>25361783The film or the dish?Having a talking rat who roams around with it's soft little feet under your clothes. Whilst being completely dependent on you because you could just sell him to animal testing, may be hot for some. If your into that kinda thing. But then there's the findom element where the man is reliant on the rat for money since the man can't cook well enough to work there, in the kitchen.If you meant the dish, then you're a degenerate.
>>25361811Findom rat LOLBut yeah i.like the cartoon character but mostly I crave the tender acid burn of roasted tomatoes and soft oily zucchini
>>25361794I had a friend who started speaking like a morning show presenter or some sort of daytime tv person
Article 7 of the United States Constitution indirectly affirms Jesus Christ as Lord
>>25361278I live in Ohio. I know well enough. But its not as bad as you make it out to be. Maybe its just a matter of perspective.
>>25361278I invite you to spend a year in the middle east or central america
I'm watching the TV show Sugar starring Something Ferrel.
I am envious of Caesar and his slaves... I would love to have slaves.
>>25361910It's not as good as it sounds, desu.T. Parents had servants, siblings have servants currently, which aren't slaves per se, but get closer to it than most other things.
>>25361923Maybe some Mauritanon can come and settle the score on slaves.
IT'S TOO FUCKING HOT
Something about the bronze age sorta appeals to me. Not the brutality of the era, of course, but the...how should I say it...its naive candour? Like all the societal practices and institutions of later eras, which veiled themselves in ideological bullshit about divine right or liberty or human rights and so on, are there to see in their unashamed, barely emerged nakedness.
I think my imagination has run out. I can't write anything, I can't come up with anything. I start writing and get stuck on the first line. I don't feel that drive, the feeling of being full of ideas and energy. I'm drained.
>>25361923Servants arent slaves... the reason I'm envious is bc he got to rape them as he pleased. He got to capture slaves and rape and sell them... nothing could be more pleasurable
>>25361927My room temp is actually quite pleasant, in case you were wondering :)
>>25361969Prove it.
>>25361972No You prove your room is too hot first :=)
>>25361956You can rape your servants. The difference isn't as marked if you know where to look.
>>25361976Regardless the sucky thing about slveas or servants doesn't actually change: The Slave Revolt. It's mentally corrosive and will destroy you. Slavery turns the slave into an animal and master into a retard.
"THUNDER CHUNKY" is spray painted on the wall behind Will Smith in the opening credits of The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air.
>>25361980It basically ate the Spartans alive, for example. The idea of the Helot revolt haunted them from cadle to grave.
Airships and Zeppelins are making a comeback. If only i was rich enough to invest in them so i could become ultra rich when they go mainstream and replace airplanes and cargo ships. Then i could buy the suburbia and businesses surrounding me, tear it all down and get my view back.
>>25362009My pipe dream to get my neighborhood back involves brutal dictatorship but that one's cool too.I would make every person involved in real estate regret their life choices. I would tear down so many stupid condos. Unfortunately not even all the power in the world will be able to bring back the trees those bastards cut down to build them. But I will avenge everything they killed to make another stupid condo for the nouveau riche and Quebecois boomers. In due time. The development will stop.
>>25362031I bet if one is rich enough one could just buy massive trees and hire experts to plant them. If the method doesn't exist you just start a company and hire the best people -spare no expense. build them an opera house or whatever and they will come. My dream involves having a public highway moved. I just need a couple billion
>>25361975You want me to post a pic of my sweaty balls? Because I'll do it.
>>25360021Can someone explain to me why people still use typewriters? I get that writes specifically use them because they are way less distracting than computers but I can't really see a reason for a typewriter other than a quick way to type something without electricity... But then again you could always just handwrite w/e you're writing.
>>25362048you dont got the balls to do something like that
>>25362050The aesthetic and mindset it puts you in, I suppose. I always do my best writing on my phone. I've tried pen and paper and a laptop, but when the inspiration hits me I need to write it down as fast as possible. A smartphone is just too convenient.
You are like a hurricane, There is calm in your eye
You wouldn't want an angel watching over youSurprise, surprise, they wouldn't want to watch
Even: I lay my head down and get a 1-hour nap before workOdd: I drown a monster and spend the time beta-reading
>>25362117What monster are you going to drown? Zombies cant drown as we all know. Vampires? Good luck finding one. Werewolf? Yeah I dont imagine it will take kindly to a feeble human touching him, so you gotta bring tranquilizers
Can’t decide whether to keep my self improvement stuff to myself or blog my progress
god money I'll do anything for you
>>25362092I wish song lyrics, poems, literature, and other such works of art would stop personally adressing the audience (of which I am part) to browbeat me for things I haven't done.I will not arbitrarily separate myself from the subject being criticized and count myself in the righteous camp of the author like the self-satisfied rat people that populate this world. I will not sneer at the wicked, I will not engage in Schadenfreude against people I do not know, I reject ethical sadism.
So now that Motherless is offline, am I just done with porn for the rest of my life? Do I have to try and join one of those private groups that requires you to either pay or contribute your own content? I knew I should have been downloading and saving those videos all this time.
what was the last good videogame you've played, /lit/?
What the FUCK does "you were banned because your post contained "banned text"" fucking mean!? Have these faggots cooked up YET ANOTHER piece of arbitrary bullshit just to be 5% more despotic?What the FUCK happened to this fucking SHITHOLE!?
>>25362184I hate porn and sex almost as much as I hate food and eating. I wish this bullshit wasn't necessary.
>>25362184dude there's like thousands of petabytes of porn online, there's never going to be any shortage of it
This week has been awful for me mentallyFeel like I'm losing control of my mind
>>25361975That's NOT me, he does NOT have a hot room. Also mine finally cooled down. >>25361928Have any examples in mind? I don't see much difference between then and classical Rome.
>>25362202Farthest Frontier was pretty fun
guess i'll make the midnightNEW>>25362257>>25362257>>25362257NEWcontemporary art edition
>>25362259thank you my humble servant :)
>>25362259Damn it I knew this would happen if I started making a new one lmfao
>>25362267That's one of the most anxious experiences in modern life: looking at the new post count in the old tab and refreshing the front page in another one to make sure you aren't beaten to the punch while you're making a thread in a third tab.
