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that sheeeeeeeeeeeeit nigga deadmost of the actors I have watched and enjoyed be deadGood thing new media sucks so I can die in peace knowing i be dead too
>>25390126I wonder why they all drop dead
I don't know how to go on. My father committed suicide a few months ago, I was the one who found him afterwards. Since then, I've felt horrible. I've always been prone to depression, and have struggled with suicidal thoughts before, but now it's gotten worse. I think the only reason why I haven't done it yet is because of my mom: my dad told me to take care of her, were anything to happen to him, the night before he did it, and she was devastated. I've had to act strong, pretend that I'm fine, just for her, but I don't know if I'll be able to keep this facade for long. I just don't want her or my sister to suffer.I can't stop thinking of my father, the look he had when he died. The things he did or said before he did it. Fuck, I even feel guilty. He told me he was feeling bad, numerous times. He told that he felt like a burden to the rest of the family, because his health was starting the deteriorate, and he couldn't find a job. He had been drinking more than usual, and spent nearly all day isolated. Why am I so stupid that I couldn't figure it out? He looked so sad too, the last few months. He was always the kind to be happy, making jokes about everything, but now he just looked strange, and didn't talk much, and often isolated himself.I think that deep down I've always known that I would end up going that way too. Somedays I sleep all day, others, I wake up in the middle of the night, shivering, with a feel of emptiness in my chest. Sometimes I can't even sleep at all, and just go through my day like a zombie. Sometimes I zone out and stare at the wall, or the roof, for hours, doing nothing. I barely have any appetite.I've been going to therapy, but I just lie, tell them that I'm getting better. I've also tried calling suicide prevention hotlines, but no one ever responds.
>>25390135Do not kill yourself if you have anyone in your life. It is your duty not to, regardless of how you feel. It spreads like a cancer and if you do it your mother will feel hundreds of times worse than you do and her life will be unbelievably worse. Life is a struggle anyway, we're all built to handle it even if we've forgotten. I'll add you to my prayers, hopefully that will help.
>>25390135oh the woes of the lower class really makes my heart flutter in jubilation
>>25390141Indian?
>>25390135I'm sorry this is happening to you anon
Millions of healthy young people with no history of heart disease are dropping dead everyday from the vax.
There's this place in my city that makes really good sandwiches. I live like 10, 15 minutes away from it. The problem is that the sandwiches are expensive and there's always a line. And also they have odd hours. But the sandwiches are so good.
>>25390144I doubt they possess the ability to self-reflect Also that story is an obvious LARP btw. Unless he posts a picture of his dads mangled corpse+gravestone with timestamp I will never believe it
>>25390152Sandwiches are the king of everyday cuisine and it isn't close
>>25390135>I've been going to therapy, but I just lieWhy the fuck are you lying?That defeats the whole point of going in the first place. The only thing you hide from therapist is crimes and pedo shit. For everything else they are legally bound to secrecy.
roast my terrible writing. This is meant to be the opening of a le epic 90s retrofuturistic cyberpunk book with le manic pixie dreamgirl bullshit in it as well. I started writing it and I hate everything I write. I destroyed my brain sleeping 5 hours a night for 5 years and now it's like I can't write as well as I used to. I don't know if itll ever get better. CHAPTER ONEThe sky has the color of custard, and the air holds its weight. Each breath feels subtly clogged, humidity mixed with the vapor of asphault. He sits on the silver guardrail at the edge of the parking lot, the electric bike leaning against it beside him. Across the sparkling gray desert is the muted glow of cursive in neon, lipstick-red script against the corrugated black facade. The Black Ruby Club. It isn't what it used to be. Tonight, though, it doesn't need to be. The sedan arrives right on time, shining like it was glossed in black oil. His eyes follow it as it turns in to park. Doors open. One man, one woman, walking inside, his stride eclipsing hers. The doors open, letting the music leak out for a few seconds, before it's sealed off again. By then, he is already walking after them. At the wall of black glass he sees his darkened reflection. Hair tousled like half-combed steel wool, sunken sallow cheeks. Were the glass clearer he could see the lines on his forehead. The sunglasses look indulgent, even being one-way shades. They might attract attention, but they serve a purpose. Briefly he considers removing them. Then his hand finds the door, and is pushing his way inside.He nods to the broad man standing just inside. The fishtanks between the seats each glow a different color, laquered fencework between them. Behind the prismatic array, the music pulses, a low beat with echoing vocals. His eyes dart about behind the glasses. He spots them, already seated
A part of me wants to study Astronomy but I have no idea where I'd start
>>25390193Have you tried looking up?
just jerked off to some cool new latina porn videonow I'm gonna rest for a bit and listen to some musicafter that I gonna eat some food then go for a walklife's good
I've seen the argument made that Jews having come to control most conventional modes of power in the world means they're the real "master race," but this simply doesn't follow. The fact of the matter is that, until very recently, Jews have carried out their plans and schemes in a world that was utterly unaware it was being schemed against, against people who didn't know they were supposed to be fighting for their lives.And even more than that, against people who were, in the aftermath of the Holocaust, particularly inclined to be sympathetic towards them and show them goodwill and the benefit of the doubt.Like: let's say that I'm wandering down the street. Some kind stranger has pity on me. He takes me to his house, he cooks me a good meal, he offers me a room to stay with him for the night to rest.Let's say that, after he's done all that, I take one of his own knives and kill him with it. Take him by surprise. I've technically beaten him, but have I proven myself somehow superior to him? No, I got to my superior position through treachery and duplicity, and wicked dealings, and he never at any point had a chance to fight back because he had no idea he needed to.That's the Jews. They're not really impressive at all when you look at their "accomplishments" along these lines.
>>25390122DISAPPEARING !!!
>>25390203Whomst?
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>>25390240"Meh"
despite having friends, and despite being generally introverted, ive been feeling excruciatingly lonely when im alone for more than hour or so lately. whats wrong with me?
>>25390246jerking off is the answer for you
It happened again.Someone took me lightly calling them "dummy" as some sort of grievous insult. Again.Is there a group of people who grew up with a different comprehension of the English language than me? I know I'm not the problem in my understanding of English, but the fact I've encountered multiple people react in the same bizarre manner makes me question who the problem is.
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>>25390122A plastic cup just dropped on my foot in the kitchen now my left foot is swollen
