Aristocrats of the Soul editionprevious: >>25564662
No other language will ever provide the same degree of pleasure as the English word 'pussycat'. ESLs will never understand.
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Since it doesn't seem like my TV addiction is going to abate any time soon, I'm just gonna lean into it and finally watch The Sopranos, The Wire, and True Detective. Anything else?Also, kind of weird how there aren't any 'arthouse' TV shows.
>>25567682Ok, ESL here. Sell me the word pussycat.Is it just old word + newer word for the same thing glued together, with the added benefit of old word being sexual slang? Or something about the sound, the syllables you need to stress? What is so particularly pleasing about this word, anon? Articulate.
>>25567695Breaking Bad/Better call Saul, West Wing and of course the only show that actually matters. House MD.
>>25567730I've actually seen The West Wing 20+ times! It's my favorite show. But you're right on Breaking Bad/Better Call Saul, thanks. House... we'll see.
>>25567682What about octopussy?
>>25567695Watch shows on the food network; the bougie ones. They usually have great camerawork and cinematography.
I just need to wait through another year till my hair grows a little more.
>>25567695The first season of TD is absolute kino but don’t bother watching the rest.>kind of weird how there aren't any 'arthouse' TV showsTwin Peaks: The Return
>>25567695I kinda liked The Thick of It, it’s actually funny, but somewhat difficult to watch if you are ESL.
>>25567806I forgot about Twin Peaks! Added to my list. Thanks.>>25567826>The Thick of ItHmm, never heard of it before but I do like political shows. I'll give an episode a try. Thanks.
>>25567695Watch Oz. It's not exactly "good" but it's entertaining just for how insane it is
>>25567851Its just sorrow porn.
>>25567679I''ve come to think of people who follow the Russia/Ukraine conflict in three categories>The Zigger/Hohol: Aside from identification they are more or less the same: they support their own side, fervently believe the enemy will lose and that they are winning. Respectable enough.>The Nega-Zigger/Shadow-Hohol: Ziggers and Hohols who for some reason (normally politics) have turned against their respective governments and choose to support (or I guess tacitly support, sometimes) the opposing side. There are fewer of them, and in my experience they bring a higher level of discourse into the table, but at the end they are still Zigohols.>The foreigners: Unlike the previous two, these ones are not directly connected to the war by anything other than their own wills, their stance is usually because of domestic politics or ethical reasons. They are generally the least informed and because of their cultural&political distance from the conflict, the most vulnerable to the avant-garde Dezinformatsiya Agit-prop the east slavs love so much. I'm one of these, obv.
>>25567923If any of you would like to recommend a specific Russian or Ukrainian slur for specifically foreigners I would be happy to substitute 'foreigners' for that.
>>25567923Anyone with a brain who understands the great power games should be paying attention to this and Iran. WW3 is in motion.
>>25567679I wish it was the times of the black death.I wish I could be happy.
>>25567682https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q1LO9Xkc2QE
And what fucking Elephant Man King set the standard for the size of a 'thumbnail' around here anyways? It'd take a fucking Naglfar to project this shit on standard human keratin, I mean what the fuck?!
The US are profiting from these wars as Europe cannot buy Russian oil because of sanctions, and Arab oil because of blocades and blowed-up tubes. Who is left selling oil? The US, who, on top of all, get to sell their stock at high prices because of lacking supply elsewhere. Ursula Van der Leyen is a weak, ridiculous little woman that has no international authority and who plays right into Trumps hands
>>25568004HAHSHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHJAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH
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>>25567849I wouldn’t say the first 2 seasons of Twin Peaks are “arthouse” TV, but the 3rd that came out less than a decade ago is maybe some of the most unhinged television I’ve ever seen, Lynch had full creative control and he did not hold back. RIP to one of the most visionary auteurs of our time.
>>25568004All past experience goes to show that an amalgam of already exhausted ethnic principles cannot yield a rejuvenated combination. It is already a bold assumption—granting a great deal—to suppose that the New World republic possesses sufficient cohesion to make the conquest of surrounding lands a possibility. Such a major success—which would give them a valid claim to compare themselves to a "Semitic Rome"—is scarcely even probable; yet the mere fact that it is possible requires us to take it into account. As for the renewal of human society, or the creation of a superior—or at least different—civilization (which, in the eyes of the masses concerned, amounts to the same thing), these are phenomena brought about only by the presence of a relatively pure and youthful race. That condition does not exist in America. The country’s entire endeavor is limited to exaggerating certain aspects of European culture—and not always the finest ones—copying the rest as best it can, and remaining ignorant of more than a few things (1).(1) An observation by Pickering offers a curious indication of the crudeness of the American Anglo-Saxon genius regarding art. He asserts that most of the folk songs possessed by his compatriots—few as they are—were borrowed from Black slaves, simply for lack of anything better. p. 185.—There is a strong parallel between this fact and the way the Cymri once imitated the spiral designs invented by the Finns.
I ate, and I do feel a bit better.
>>25568053Im eating some strange hot korean restaurant sauce with my fingers and I gotta fucking figure out the secret to this korean food shit
>>25568063>and then typed this post
>>25568063I had some green tea with sweet and a fig. A S S T H E T I C
>>25567695Succession's great. The Wire is one of those rare shows that's just as good as everyone says it is. It's slow, you have to get to the point where Detective Lester Freamon proves he's a good detective for it to pick up, you'll know what I'm talking about when you see it
Tired all the time tired all the time tired all the time!!!
>>25568096tired of bein hired and fired the next day!
>>25568063It’s all bout the gochujang paste or gochugaru powder. I use the paste to make spicy ramen and use the powder to make kimchi. The latter is a pretty laborious process however, takes a lot of trial and error and copious amounts of salt
>>25568112I have some Gochujang. Does it really ever go bad? I've kept Gochujang past the stated expiration date out of fear to use it, but come on, there's no expiration date on Korean ferment paste, is there?There's also that shrimp-ferment or fish flavor additional to the regular gochujang, what is that? I also can't find a savory kimchi except for at a certain korean hotpot chain near us. I suspect I will take to fermenting fish
I read Gogol's "The Nose" today. Entertaining; even LOL'd at times. Great writer. I just wish his stories weren't so focused on satirizing nineteenth-century Russian society. Turgenev is superior.
>>25567679Oh man I remembered Prions existed hahaha. Oh boy. I'm scared now. FUCK.
>>25567935Most people don't engage with it productively. But instead get bogged d0own in the informational slog of it all.
I'm gay
>>25568154Hi gay I'm dad. Your mother has uh, been worried about you.
>>25568125Not really, as long as you keep the paste in the fridge.I use squid brand fish sauce specifically when making mooli (white radish) kimchi rather than the usual Chinese cabbage one, it’s Thai rather than Korean but it does the job.>I suspect I will take to fermenting fishGood luck to ya, I can imagine that will make your fridge absolutely reek.
>>25568153Unfortunately.
>>25568158Actually my parents have simply stopped asking whether I'm seeing anyone. I think they're afraid of what I might say.My whole extended family is Mormon so it's especially awkward.
>>25567679Awful, simply awful year.
>>25568164>squid brand fish saucethank you very muchYeah I don't think I actually have the courage to do the second fridge and any real ferment, will probably happy to be taking out the $7.99 portion which I like from the only local korean restaurant which luckily is near my work (not a bad volume for price for utility to me, considering you really don't need much kimchi in a meal) I will have to perform espionage to find out what's in that 'korean spicy bbq' sauce tho
>>25568182I'm going to ask you a question, man-to-man, and I don't mean this as an accusation or request for confession, because I too have lived under the permanent crushing feeling of being a person isolated from his family due presently and more importantly during development for their instinctual consideration of my natural self as a hellish family-destroying pervert. The question is - and this is a big one and remember as I ask you this, the ego that accepts who I am myself lays collateral in the neutrality with which I ask this question - the question is - are you concerned for any reason that you are the gay your parents warned you about?
>>25568194I'm not sure what you're asking
>>25568202Are you like a nasty self-hating gay who naturally hides from conservative family if he, oh I don't know, likes to be called a bitch by large black men? Like, as not only a lifestyle choice and dating habit but as a total degredation of your human soul? Do you, in the dark recesses on your or anyone's asshole, feel dirty? Do you corroborate your family's conservative paranoia, and feel it in the prostate silently screaming and pulsing for the release it first felt after a lifetime of denial down to the spiritual cellular level? Or are you like my gay eye doctor, who was shaven down to the bone and was a germaphobe, married with the wedding ring, who gave 'see, I'm clean'? Or are you both?
>>25568204Guarantee your gay eye doctor is a nasty freak in private
>>25568211That's what I'm asking!!!Me and my wife are fucking freaks too! Jesus Christ it's like she wants me to hang her, and she responds flirtatiously to the idea! Who why don't the freaks of all flesh just quit pretending and quit persecuting eachother in becoming all forms of radical sexist left to sublimate their biological dual-identity into not properly explaining to the new progeny what the motherfucking fuck sex is and how to be happy staying horny doing the shit that makes you cum!!!!!!!
A while ago I stumbled on a youtube channel by this Romanian woman who sings renditions of ancient Christian liturgical music. One day she posted a video of her singing a hymn to the Theotokos in a 1920s jazz style, which was gorgeous. I listened to it on repeat for 3 days and then she deleted it. To this day I regret not downloading the video. I even emailed her asking to post it again but she ignored me.
>>25568211Also ANSWER THE QUESTION
>>25568230>>25568234I am not the guy you initially asked the question, bro chill. But yes I am a visibly perverted bisexual slut and I don't care what anyone has to say about that
>>25568204I don't know what kind of thing you are trying to get me to say here. I am not either of those things. Most of what I feel is not really sexual in the ordinary sense. I feel a strong yearning for another in whom I can rest within or be gathered up by or dissolve into, and am driven by a romantic ideal, and see the summit of what I desire as a rest and comfort with another that hereto I have not found. These feelings are much stronger for men than they are for women and in fact I have not met a woman who made me feel this way even if I consider it possible-- I would say my sexuality is oriented more towards the right person (whether male or female) than strictly oriented towards one dex, even if the characteristics to which I am attracted are mostly found in a specific and small group of guys. I am not an atheist.
>>25568245>I feel a strong yearning for another in whom I can rest within or be gathered up by or dissolve intoThis is sexual in a very basic sense
>>25568244Why chill? Are you squeamish? Are you fucking not prepared, in the privacy and silence of our anonymous forum on whatever device anywhere (which you so apparently are unwilling to put down), to talk about whatever glans or clit rotation and by what number of human digits or ranges of genitalia from here to cartoon do you precisely already perform on yourself to achieve your personal quantam orgasm the likes of which Wilhelm Reich never imagined as he sput the planet Earth a new series of sexual rings directly through his penis from his carceral isolated confinement for sexual crimes?
Whenever I'm alone with youYou make me feel like I'm whole again
>>25568154It’s ok. God made you that way and loves you. I knew God was ok with my homosexuality when back in high school there was this kid who kept calling me faggot. He was kind of good looking tho and one time I sat right across from him and he was wearing very loose athletic shorts and I could see right up his leg into his boxer briefs. I saw his very nice package. I figure if God cared he wouldn’t have given me such a great opportunity for karmic payback. God wanted me to see him naked - he presented me the opportunity. Being objectified by a gay kid was his punishment. The bitter truth is the crimes committed by straights against gays are 1000x greater than the reverse. All the isolation, rejection, ridicule perpetuated by straights rules them collectively guilty. You have to claim your own will to power and chart your own course in life.
>>25568253I just wandered into this conversation and you're acting like I'm everyone in the thread
>>25568245Ah ah okay.Sorry to get all gross on you, then. You've given me the answer to my question here, you've said 'no I'm not a pervert at all'. I myself was the pervert in all this.
>>25568249I meant that I experience it as separate from naked desire or arousal. >>25568259I don't believe that. Having a desire doesn't mean that desire is good.
>>25568264I'm throwing shit at the wall and I don't know who you are because we're all anonymous so you in some way you did respond to my accusation because you felt accused in an identity that does not exist here
Reading all this homo talk already put me in a bad mood, but I have to admit, the TV show discourse is even worse.
>>25568289Oh I’m sorry to bother you with my homo story. What would you like to discuss cutie?
>>25568234Are you that anon who attacks asking to answer and then goes into meltdown when people answer not what you wanted them to? :) I’ll bite though: I do belong in somewhat conservative and religious family. My mother has asked if I’m gay once trying to figure out why I’m still single in my thirties. I’m not gay, I’m merely raised with very little personal space where parents who would control my sexuality. I like playing with the idea of same-sex relationship, I’ve even used to watch gay porn at some point, though it doesn’t work on me the same way straight does. I don’t feel self-loathing because I’m not gay to begin with. I like it like a little secret hobby to pull out sometimes, but my life isn’t lacking without gay relationship in it.
>>25568326> I like it like a little secret hobby to pull out sometimesThis needs elaboration. It’s not that I’m into that genuinely, I just like to feel myself special.
>>25568273> I'm throwing shit at the wall
Say something
>>25568326Oh I thought you were saying you're gay.No I don't think I'm that anon.
Nothing
What does being loved feel like?t. 35 khv
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My soul feels burnt.
>>25568387Plead my cause, O Lord, with them that strive with me: fight against them that fight against me.t. Psalm 35 KJB
I'm going to hang myself at 7 PM eastern standard time.
>>25568401As an attention-honing object I have now hit my destination
>>25568401>>25568403Do not post bullshit like that, even as a joke
>>25568387I don’t think I’ve ever loved anyone. I don’t think I can even discern love when I feel it. My crushes never last.
I don’t think you took my words seriously when I said I was severely damaged.
Please tell if you want me to shut up and never address you again.
>>25568154I'm sorry to hear that hope you can get over it and live a normal life.
I may just be insane but its almost like there are some people who can just naturally tell that you've been jerking off recently.
>>25568472I did today, and the porn I watched while doing so was not pretty.
>>25568425I don't think you realize how much I've been protecting you from myself
>>25568401>>25568403>>25568425>>25568452>>25568472What's the end goal?
I mean after the accident, well you understand things didn't go quite as planned.
>>25568493Why are you trying to bring us there?
>>25568494>>25568496Why are you trying to get there? This shouldn't be happening in the first place
>>25568506Well, I am not omnipotent. My arrival here, was an accident. We don't get to pick our first choices, you see.
>Lethal injection used to kill a convicted murderer who tortured her victim >Gosh, it didn't work! What do we do now!?>Put her in the ER on life support while we figure out what to do about this situation!You could... I dunno... take her off of life support? Take her out into a field and shoot her in the back of the head?>NOOOOOO, WE CAN'T DO THAT!!! THAT WOULD BE INHUMANE AND CRUEL!!!!You were already trying to kill her>WE CAN'T, REEEEE!!!! HUMAN RIIIIGHTS!!!I wish common sense was common.
I’m 25, balding, never had a gf, no job, and no prospects in life. It’s over.
>>25567679Trolling AI by pretending I'm directing the King in Yellow play and the supernatural elements are intruding is more and less fun than I thought it would be.
>>25568521lmfao I know. I generally tune out when bureaucracy and the public get themselves into some stupid argument about how do we eliminate 2026's Rasputina or whether a woman was simply a family annihilator or a crazy family annihilator.
>>25568527It is really funny what formats of text AI does not understand. Not much for surrealism either, I find.
>>25568508I understand, I just think your time would be better spent on other things and people. Not YOUR choice, is it? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7hx4gdlfamoPost a song
>>25568532I can't get back to my people, okay? I am stuck here on this rock. I want to go home but even if I did the people there wouldn't recognize me, you understand? When I do get to back, they don't understand my language. All they can do is handle me. And while I do speak their language, one which was once native to me, to do so now is an act of translation and though my body might be there, my soul simply cannot exist in that environment, and is gone? Do you understand?
Print screen, scroll lock. Pause - Break. Insert home, page up. Delete, End. Page down. Control Alt Space. Alt Function Control. Insert Delete. Enter.
>>25568524I'm 34, have a full head of hair, a wife, a job, and a wide variety of prospects in many aspects of life. At 25? I was a depressed unemployed retard living with my huge tiddy BPD ex begging for death every single day.It can always get better.
>>25568558>I know what will help I'll braglol
>>25568537It is what it is, you have to do what you have to do. It's a shame but whatever. It's not a reasonable world. Whatever. I'm going to ignore my problems from now on. Mad world.
>>25568564I am tired of ignoring my problems and I have far too long become a vacant being protecting you from them. I am coming out.
Narcissistic injury, again.
>>25568560I mean, if you think big tiddy bpd gfs are an improvement you're as stupid as you are bald, which I assume is moderately. You cannot imagine how horrific it is living with someone who will lecture you 6 hours at a time until you agree with whatever she has to say, then dislikes you for agreeing with her at all. It's like living in thr DMV.
>>25568578Yeah yeah, the fact that you can't tell makes it funnier. Oh noo big tiddy sexo such horror I have to listen to womaaaaaaaaaaaaan. True. How did you survive, king?
>>25568578nta but as a married man myself I would not describe my marriage that way and it's not fair to marriage itself or its potential applicants to characterize normal marriage in that way. Plus you made it too easy for him to ditch and go trans
WILL YOU QUIT IT WITH THE FUCKING POLICE SIRENS! JESUS CHRIST! *throws shoe* *mreeooow!*
The Sopranos fans don't appreciate me on /tv/ and I have done more legwork for their supposed 'theories' than anyone. 'No no no, it's mysterious because they were fucking with us!' sure sure but let me show you a certain reading. A certain fucking obvious one none of you after twenty or some fuck years ever noticed, you fake students of tv.
I live in fear my online sins will be revealed. Let me be a warning to other anons: behave well on the internet.
>>25568590We have to get past this. Nothing you have done is really that bad.
>>25568590Shadman, huh. Never heard of him.
>>25568581Brother, my wife is wonderful, the embodiment of everything that's good in humanity, and someone else entirely. That's the terrible ex I had at 25. I love my wife and work as hard as I can every single day to be a better person worthy of the blessings she brings to my life.>>25568580Booty is booty. It's not hard to get laid. It is hard to watch every single episode of Dr. Phil on pain of death in a house with a crazy person.
>>25568593alright then
>>25568593>not hard to get laid.This whole incel thing is very confusing then. I can't tell if you're actually retarded or merely pretending. Very good.
So those of you have been keeping up on my experiments, my development of paranoid schizophrenia has been a complete success. I now see the world in illuminated symbols and text and have in fact maintained the drug formula that makes my glasses and long hair strike as shadow people constantly. It's pretty great. Things are much more lively and I am beginning to see things much more clear. Hallucination is a fair price for a life otherwise lived without awareness at all.
>>25568567I don't know what happens behind the scenes. It's all very Kafkaesque. I don't know what you mean by coming out. You have to be reasonable. I assume you're not what of my enemies and that's just some other guy, I don't know how you're protecting me when it's clear this involves multiple people and I'm being fucked with by them. I don't know. It's a crazy world. Whatever. Everything is stupid these days. You know how absurd this is. Whatever
If a man bun is detected, an opinion is discarded. Simple as.
>>25568599Do you have $100, a shirt with a collar that's clean, the ability to hold a conversation, and a hobby? If so, a fat bitch will gladly let you clap them cheeks in exchange for a small amount of aloof praise and a free dinner. This has been true for 10,000 years.
>>25568606I have been holding the heat for too long and yet found no living person who can handle the heat. The radiation has made my skin translucent and all can see my glowing heart. I have reached kaleidoscopic release of all mortal functions in total realization of apparent lived reality in a state matching the pattern of wisdom the Japanese have recognized in death. I am now immortal and defeat people in a word, and wield those words with the very same confidence whose absence has heretofore kept me mute. And that is that, as it will continue to be, in a massive advance through the frequency in which this world finally listens.
>>25568611Yes I am sure that's helpful. Thank you. You have solved it.
wrote the biggest piece of dogshit ever and *that* was the work that got accepted into a journalnigga
>>25568616Have you tried it before?
>>25568615Well, gee whizz, I think you might be power tripping! But yeah. The glow can be blinding. That was a funny post. I think you just need to start smoking the jazz cabbage my friend. Chill out. But I like the Japs. Underrated even though they're highly rated. What else?!
>>25568636I don't have the problem. I am advocating for my fellow chud. Also, your perspective is entertaining in that you refuse to perceive any other one.
someone please bring me food, my parents went out of town for the weekend and didn't buy any groceries so now i'm starving. HELP
>>25568643If you dont have that problem, he isnt your fellow, and almost all these problems can be remedied in Amsterdam, Tijuana, or Thailand.
Why did you laugh and repeat the question when I asked you what you wanted?
>>25568653Usually because they feel like they've already made the answer obvious.>What do you want out of this relationship?>Haha, what do I want out of this relationship?see?
>>25568652I mean, I am sure local talent works just as well, but the point here is you thought you were making the things get better point by bragging which is funny.
This thread is taking forever to get past 300 posts
FUCKING BORING
STARING AT MY CEILING IN THE DARK
SUCH IS THE LIFE OF A GREENLAND SHARK
UNLIMITED GENOCIDE ON THE INDUSTRALIZED WORLD!!!!!!
Corydon is literally me
>>25568680Why did you think that? Perhaps I was calibrating whether I should be helpful or insulting when presented with a doorknob, then settled on apathetic when I realized this shit would last all night.
>>25567679Society is a shipwreck from which each man has to swim for his life. I spent 70 dollars on two biographies one on Cormac McCarthy and one on David Archuleta (he cute). Hi brow and low brow. What are you all reading today?
>>25567679Is it just people who think themselves critics on 4chan or is it a common trait among critics in general to be the most over sensitive fragile egoed bitches to ever walk the earth?To even hint at any disagreement with their subjective opinion reliably sends them into a over emotional fit where they drop all pretense and instead just resort to insults, ill wishes, and if they can attempts at sabotage and "cancellation" they are capable of. Like full on making sock puppet accounts to spend hours manually review bombing shit because someone disagreed with them on a stylistic choice or verb tense in a sentence. Motherfuckers are literally mentally ill and must not have anything going on in their life to be this much of a hater over something so small.
I havent read a book in years but now i want to write one, not sure if its an advantage or not.
>>25567695Midnight Mass was pretty good. I also enjoyed Boardwalk Empire. That said it's been quite a few years since I really watched tv, so I am super out of the loop.
I have been feeling this strong desire to abandon certain decorum and morals. Both rich and poor people don’t have this self-imposed burden to act responsible, to not be scammers or crooks. It's only the middle class that shackle themselves with this idea.Take crypto scammers as a nutshell. It's the most obvious scam ever, but rich people keep doing it despite knowing the harm it will create, and poor people keep buying into it because they aren’t responsible enough to realize it's a horrible idea to buy into it. Who’s left holding the bag? Your average taxpayer. Kalshi is the exact same type of thing, wealth extraction from the irresponsible. And there seems to be very little appetite in fixing the problem at the source. It makes you want to delegate this type of failure back to policy makers because if you allow this type of scam, no matter how moral a society is, someone will always take up the mantle. Unless you are willing to self-sacrifice there isn't much the average Joe can do about it.That's the key right there, how much are you willing to self-sacrifice? The obligations I feel are to people who I have interacted with and shown me an iota of respect.Therefor, I feel it's my responsibility to give back everyone an iota of respect as I should act in a way that is both fair to myself, and initiates the type of relationship I would like to have. Taking this to its conclusion, simple acts like voting, putting back your shopping cart, throwing away trash, are real easy ways to give that baseline of respect back to the world. However, for anything that acts hostile, like companies, governments, greedy people, you might as well act like a self-interested person, else you are just a loser in a race to the bottom. Fuck em, they failed the basic respect test, take whats yours.
I swear to God I'm gonna start carrying around a pair of cheap wireless earbuds so whenever I come across some inconsiderate douchebag listening to music or watching TV aloud on the bus or at the library, I can walk up and hand them to them.
>>25568717Superfluous much?
>>25568728It's not. While it might help with brainstorming something relatively original, it's pretty bad for the nitty gritty craft of actually writing the dang thing to not be steeped in literature. Meanwhile if you are well read up you will have tons of examples of functional sentence structure, plot structure, common grammar conventions, audience expectations, and much more fresh in your mind.
>>25568737What i figured too. I cant write but i have what i think is a novel story. I should read again before i attempt to write anything.
>>25568721Wtf even is a Socratic dialogue?
>>25568590As long as its not illegal or exploitative, it will be ok. Just really embarrassing.>>25568621Stuff I slave over rarely is as good as something shitty I timed right.>>25568647I had a shit-for-brains housemate once that claimed I was killing him by not feeding him free food. Mind you he was at least 250 pound of lard. >>25568653Probably depends on the context, but it might have been nothing more than a bid for time? Like a better way to fill time than "UHHHHHHHHH">>25568727People in general have been forgetting how to hold an opinion that differs from their own. Its one of the first things I look for in someone I want to be friends with, because otherwise its just a matter of time before you disagree on something and they have a conniption over it because you didn't fall in line.
>>25568590You HAVE seen my one eyed monster, haven´t you?
>>25568748Im a big guy. Ask me a riddle
>>25568738I feel like the challenge of writing is less having a good idea and more communicating any idea well. I absolutely hate idea guys because they think the idea is half the battle when its really the starting line.>>25568387You feel light and motivated, and secure. There's a deep satisfaction in it. Not that I would feel like less of a person without it, but it sure helps. >>25568083I got a bag of plums for free from a community garden a couple weeks ago and they made my month. I'm going to try and grow a bunch from the seeds and plant them in a greenbelt out back like johnny plum seed or somethin>>25567695Had a friend argue once that TV was fundamentally more low-brow than movies due to the medium. Maybe something to do with the longevity and cost? Or how long something of low production can hold your interest? It is kind of weird how there arent shows with just people talking and cheap sets trying to capture an idea besides a very very select few.
>>25568766Well its less of an idea and more of an autofiction of my own life. But i am in no rush, was thinking about reading knausgård to get a feel since i think he has the vibes i want to molest. The idea that the battle has just begun im aware of, my literrary skills are nonexistent so i will steal what i can steal and write what i assume is legible. Learning the litterary definition of catharsis is what made me want to write anything. My goals arent publishing desu, i want to laugh at my own misfortune.
damn just finished off the most insane goon week
Regardless of how repugnant I find most women, their noses are often their most alluring feature
>>25568737>While it might help with brainstorming something relatively original,bullshit people who don't read just come up with cliches
>>25568660>>25568748I’m not looking for your conjecture.
I think I could beat either of these two broads in this ufc main event
oh shti is there a ufc today? my work buddy usually texts me and tells me to watch when there's a ufc
i think i'm gonna throw out this stats textbook i read whenever i take a shit
>>25568824It was a card filled with nobodies. Figueirdo was the only name I recognized. Decent fights up until this piss break main event women’s match. Mostly all KOs
Did you even read my letter?
>>25568830*Figueiredo* or however the hell it’s spelled
>>25568832i didn't get it got lost in the mail i guess
GENUINELY is there any alcoholic drink out there that doesn't taste like total ass
>>25568832I am a genius, concourse i did
>>25568833go figure
>>25568836Have you tried the Jap stuff?
>>25568842wdym? so far I have only tried some sake (tasted like paint) and some asahi super dry (tastes like shit like all other beer I tried)
>>25568836Lots of fruity girly drinks taste good. You have to be careful not to get addicted to them and become a girl drink drunk, but that’s probably pretty unlikely to actually happen.
Mom usually tries to help me stay optimistic about things, but it never actually helps, and I ended up rudely snapping at her tonight by saying I didn't want to hear it.I could tell that really hurt her, and now I feel bad.Hmm.Probably for the best if she learned to accept the fact I'm just fucked up instead of trying to fix me.
i mostly moved out but i'm chilling in my old place cuz it's all empty and dusty with random trash on the floor feels like some kind of bohemian drugee scene
>>25568855Its not for the best, you are supposed to be optimistic when talking with loved ones. They are tied to you by blood, there is no implicit deal that you remain in the same weightclass as time passes, that is for friends not family. The ones you should be honest with are friends, push them away before you become a drag, family you are allowed to lie to because of the blood you share. Time will be a test for all your relationships, let the last ones you dissapoint be the ones that are still there.
that velvet underground banana album real does go hard af when u really listen to that mf plus just imagine that dropped in like 1967
>mfw I meet a cute girl and she invites me for a drink later with her and some of her friends and she says to invite some of my friends but I haven't had any friends in years
>>25568847Kirin Ichiban and their whisky -namely Nikka>Mt Fuji tastes like forget about it
>>25568861That velvet undergr-- oh, you mean the andy warhol banana album? ye ye
>>25568853Pervert
>>25568855Youre lucky, my mom stays bleak all the time -just in case
>>25568856Cool -kino even
>>25568872Pay a bum to be your wing man
>>25568591>>25568748>illegalNo, not illegal. Should be.>exploitativeYes, certainly. What I've done would be extremely difficult to trace back to me but I don't think impossible. A future AI system pointed in the right direction could do it. I've spent hundreds of hours trying to undo what I can but couldn't with some of what I've done, whether that's due to incompetence or because I got lucky and the records don't exist anymore I don't know. It's hard to be more specific without revealing what I've done.
I actually like having fun, I just don't find what they do fun
>>25568896Good idea. What's your cashapp? Zing!
>>25568834>>25568837Can both of you trolls fuck off?
>>25568832Where did you post it?
>>25568914Nigger
>>25568919No.
I should join the military so when the government finally takes over I'll be well-fed
>>25568925/hm
>>25568937with food or lead. the details are not important.
>>25568937the government finally takes over? where tf u live where the government isn't in charge?
>>25568943Zing!
Very bad times are coming and it's my fault, but I'm paralyzed by inertia, fear, regret, crushed under the immense weight of guilt. I grieve for my life, wasted for no reason as if to spite my own self. My organs are failing and my teeth are rotting, why won't I see a doctor? I don't want to die. My hair is tangled like a homeless person's, I am the image of neglect. My family hates me, I am abandoned to despair. There is nothing, absolutely nothing
>>25568937it's basically just a job with more LARPing t. was in the army for 8 years
>>25568953>There is nothing, absolutely nothing BOO!
Gonna take a shower in a bit here.
>>25568961aiight
>>25568962Gonna get high and jackoff first doe.
>>25568964man i gooned all day now i'm debating go in for another sesh after i eat
>>25568946a small shed in the Otjozondjupa region of Namibia. The wi-fi connection is bad but I'm getting by.
My entire life, every second, every sigh and every smile has led me to this post
>>25567679I am the architect of my own realityhttps://dru1dsden.neocities.org/
drinking crown apple atm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-FT9j-Uqwg
what the fuck is that beeping holy shit some shit across the street is beeping for hours
>>25568493To enjoy company while it lasts
>>25568925I didn’t post it publicly. This person >>25568938 is not me.
>>25568521I heard back in time there used to be a law for when someone gets sentenced to death through hanging - if the rope gets torn apart during the execution so that convict survives, they don’t hang them second time.
>>25569049just sounds like a way for privileged people to get out of it
>>25569036https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6YcDFOu6qWw
>>25568493https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=faMvRGSKbnY
Two big doses of phenobarbital and Tennessee couldn't even kill a 50 y/o 140lbs woman with COPD. Your fent is weak.
>>25568861I wanted to like them when I was younger and thought that it would give me extra cool points
>>25569067I AM THE TRUTH THE WAY AND THE LIFETHE ALPHA AND THE OMEGATHE FIRST AND THE LASTTHE BEGINNING AND THE END AND ALL THAT I CAN DO -YOU CAN DOAND MORE
>>25569089I can't create an entire Universe ex nihilo.
>>25569094>there is the rub
I will NEVER say "please" or "thank you" to a clanker.
>>25569107the .. rub?
Just got a flashback to all those Sasha Grey philosophy threads that used to get posted on this board daily. I don't usually remember stuff like that but I saw her in a TV show and it all came back, especially because I've never actually seen any of her porn, so those threads are more what I associated her face with.
>>25569123For in that sleep of death, what dreams may come,When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,Must give us pause. There's the respectThat makes Calamity of so long life:For who would bear the Whips and Scorns of time
Haven't been on a date in over two years ;___;
>>25569127She does anal in like every video and anal really weirds me out.
>>25569130Never been on a date, never wanted to be on one, always been more of a fine-with-porn dude even before I started jerking in to “that” kind.
>>25569144>“that” kindanon...?!
>>25569146Not THAT that kind. But not something I would be proud to talk about at Thanksgiving dinner.
>>25569144If you mean what I think you mean, you are worthless garbage and should go out and buy a rope and put it to good use.
>>25569149Fine, I’ll say it. It’s Blacked. I love Blacked.
Paris
>>25569150Oh then that's nbd, I thought you meant some illegal shit.
Last time I watched porn it was morbidly fat guy with younger girl. People in comments said that she looks like a trafficking victim so I moved onto another, similar video. Somehow I never learned how to get aroused off normal people, they all are covered with germs, ew.
Gonna sm0nk sum weed & listen to my audiobook.
>>25569167Epic dude
She came home one day to did the person she expected to kill her in fact hiding in wait to kill her—and succeeded in doing so. She was cut down and obliterated via shotgun on her front lawn. This is the fate of the girl whose plea I callously dismissed. I only found out today she was murder-suicided by her ex boyfriend. It doesn’t feel real. As I was typing this, an opossum crawled out from the bush and scared me, by the way. It made me smile
>>25569167> my audiobook.Do you mean your audiobook as in YOUR audiobook? Please don’t wank as you do so
big dicks will rule the world
Okay, so that’s why they casted Elordi
>>25569224No. Del Taco's adaptation is so totally different from the novel I'm pretty sure he didn't use the book at all for reference. All the creature talks about is how hideous and blackpilled he is and how no one will ever love him. The movie version Elizabeth instantly falls in love with the creature. So whenever he talks about how no one will accept him it just doesn't work.
I’m so sick of this whole “I’m protecting you from me” bullshit. I’m not a fucking child.
>>25568400God could make him laid but God doesnt want to
>>25569244Okay, now I’m protecting myself from you.
No one has ever been attracted to me. Not even gay dudes.
If I don't have sex in the next three weeks I WILL kill myself
>>25569264cringe
>>25569250Stop being so irritatingly snarky and insincere
>>25568985I like that the GitS Manga has a character who is just a dude, suffering a world where he is basically obsolete. Literally me, literally.
>>25569264Wtf with this 2Yk trope like “I haven’t had sex for N time”? Sex is not a necessity, people live for years without sex. Gen Z don’t fuck, and so can you.
>>25568985Looks more like ChatGPT is the architect of your reality
>>25569285>Sex is not a necessityIt is
>>25569285Honestly, I was a late bloomer, and I always thought when I finally had sex, I would start having sex on the regular. And for a bit, it actually did happen this way. But then life happened and now I'm on the longest streak of my adult, post-virgin life.
>>25569278When I try to be genuine the thread dies or alternatively anons start attacking me.
I wish I had a demeanor of a big city dweller.
152/223 pages into my book.
You ever hear about some of those families in those wife swap shows, where one just gives the kids fast food or processed slop, and the other actually cooks?I can't remember any specific episodes of this, but usually, the unhealthy kids really enjoy a properly cooked meal. It's like opening a whole new horizon in their mind. Awakening long atrophied desires for real food, and giving them a glimpse down the path of real culinary arts that they've been sorely missing for their whole lives.Anyway, I just started reading the Complete Fiction of H.P. Lovecraft, and that's what it felt like.The sentences are lengthy and filled with numerous long words, some of which I had never even heard of. But in spite of that, I kept up and am really enjoying my time reading. I sparsely have to go back to re-read a section, only when my mind wanders somewhere else. I even got into the whole "just one more chapter" spiral near the end of my time.I'm just now starting to get back into reading after cutting off a rusted weight on my leg in the form of "That one terrible book that your mom was insistent that you'd love, and has been pushing you toward for years."I picked up a few old popular books like Lord of the Rings, and a Sherlock Holmes collection. I read a chapter of the latter before getting my hands on the Lovecraft book, and it felt like more of the same.Maybe it's just the older style of taking oneself seriously that I crave. They don't pull any punches, and if you can't piece together the meaning, then that's on you.
>watch tv>feel tired>lay down and close eyes>feel awake again>rinse and repeatnow this is cringe
>>25569317I’m reading Mary Shelly rn as you could probably tell from many portions itt. While I’m still interested in the plot I don’t quite enjoy her lack of any detail. “I labored heavily to convey the animation to a dead matter, and then I labored a little more”. Maybe that was alright to inspire the imagination in average victorian, but to me it feels like an intro one would skip to go ahead with actual story.
Rise n shine
Bitch invited me somewhere and it took two hours to get there just for her to not give me a sign or life. Guess I'll just spend my day with my thoughts. I hate women so much it's unreal
They made Gears of War gay. They took $100 dollars of MY money and they... made Gears of War GAY!!
I just need to wait for another year.
>>25569378That's like when I invited a girl 40 minutes out to have coffee and I didn't even fuck her 'cuz I was too tired. She even gave me a ride home.
banged a call girl last night, feels good.png
>>25569467Nice. Cost? How did you meet her? And how attractive was she?
>>25569473>And how attractive was she?pretty good, about 7/10 in my estimation>How did you meet herthrough online escort website, I called her at least 10 times already I think>Costabout 70 usd in my country currency I think
Ya remind me of my ex-classmate who wanted to find himself some “trusty friend” to hire a prostitute together so that they could split costs.
>>25569476Damn that's pretty cheap. Glad it works out for you.
My good friend's brother recently trooned out. A grown man with a neckbeard is now wearng knee high boots, crop tops, women's underwear, and expecting to be called a woman. He got emotionally blackmailed to go on a family holiday with his family to some progressive European shithole, and got told off by a waitress for referring to this monster as his brother. I have genuinely never felt so bad for the man in my whole time knowing him.
>>25569285Sexual frustration is real, though. I hadn't had sex for nearly 5 months until recently. I was masturbating non-stop and tried (and failed) picking up girls everytime I went out drinking. Then I fucked this girl I started seeing a few times and now I feel in control again and feel as if I don't need sex for while.
>>25568577love to see it
Every time I run out of my medication I end up going like a week before going to the pharmacy to pick up my new script.Good morning by the way.
>>25567695The Sex-Files
>>25569538Good morning, anony! How you doin’? :)
>>25568401>doesnt give a dateclever
Lindsey Lohan cant swim a stroke, but she sure knows every dive in town.
>>25569285Sure you can, but is life only about surviving?
>>25569569Also not looking stupid while in the process of said surviving.Idk, I was raised to lead an assexual life, and I’m grateful to modern culture for a space where I’m not that much of a freak.
Remember when society went autistic over MBTI testing. Whatever happened to that?
>>25569288the whining and cries of those who can do no bettercrabs in a bucket
>>25569553I'm feeling pretty good considering I did not sleep. Finished The Haunting of Hill House around four-thirty in the morning, which makes me glad. The prime time to read that book really is in the deepest, darkest part of the night, as it turns out. I read it in the dark with my new book light, in fact. The book is NOTHING like the film, BTW. The 1999 film I mean.
It’s crazy how something objectively evil happened to me and people get to live their life like it didn’t happen while I have to self-gaslight about how I did it to myself.
Miasma, esoterica, howthefucka know so many words.
Thinking about a Dickens/Wallace winter. Thoughts?
Gucci flip flops, make it kick rocks
This is everything I've read so far this year. I'm not counting the three manga towards my reading goal (15) though so I'm more like 13/15 rather than 16/15.
You should be required to get a Bachelor's in Psychology in order to then study any other social science. Political science, economics, sociology, they should all be graduate only. It doesnt even make sense for you to study a particular aspect of human behaviour if you dont even know the basics of how humans think. The fact that it's standard practice not to is the tell that all social science except psychology is actually just a vehicle for ideology, and resistance to incorporating psychology into it is a defence mechanism against reality interfering with the ideological project you are attempting to push via an academic facade.
>>25569302Then just fuck off? You know my original post wasn’t intended for you anyway, there was no need for you to respond at all.
The same way Democrats turned people into perfect lumpenprole foot soldiers for globalism, the GOP turned all conservatives into lumpenprole cattle for tech companies and Israel. That is the real outcome of “populism.” Everyone is now just some different flavor of shill for the declining political establishment of the West, all in the name of opposing it.
>>25569706It's the result of the Soviet long game, the deadswitch that would ruin the West long after the CCCP were gone!
>>25569706Great trick by the system. There could be a connection here to how the left organized protests against the WTO and globalization in the late 90s had its energy channeled into defending the globalist order in the name of "anti-racism" (which was also another way to neutralize more radical racial politics by deluding radicals into believing they can reform capitalism simply by placing a few token figures at the top of the hierarchy), and to the far right, which for years constituted a vocally antisemitic and anti-Zionist contingent online but is now increasingly being manipulated into defending Israel based on the premise of "Western civilization against terrorists/Muslims/etc" neocon arguments or the "lesser evil" vs Muslims (even though the far right or so-called "alt-right" previously singled out Jews as the architects of Muslim immigration).
>>25569729>terrorists/MuslimsThat's a tautology.
>>25569631I’m so sorry to hear, anon. When I happen to pull all-nighter or even nearly all-nighter it feels ~iCkY~.I have We have always lived in the castle on my list. Idk if I would read the horror at night, Ring once scared the living crap out of me, I went to bed with lights on.
I get fucked in the ass literally by my Grindr hookups and figuratively by my employer
>>25569745>When I happen to pull all-nighter or even nearly all-nighter it feels ~iCkY~Yah dude, today's gonna be really lazy if I'm going to manage to stay up to fix my sleep schedule right away.Immediately next I think I'm going to read John Kiriakou's book however.
Remember: Autumn is the last half of August through the first half of October.
I need to be put down like the fat fucking Jew I am.
>>25569743Exhibit A
>I threw the door forcibly open, as children accus-I can’t be worried about uncontrollable mofo roaming around. Life goes on, man!
Fuck this bitch. When we first started seeing each other she was obsessed with me, saying she was in love with me and obsessed with me. Now she can barely be bothered to reply to my texts, and when asking if I'd be able to see her this week she simply said she wouldn't be free. It wouldn't bother me so much if it wasn't for the fact that no other woman has any interest in me whatsoever romantically and sexually.
>>25569872Would you prefer her to pay more attention to you or fuck off completely?
>>25569884That's a good question. I think she just makes me emotionally confused. On one hand, I don't want to get too emotionally attached because we were quite intense at the start of our relationship, and I don't want to get hurt; on the other hand I don't want to feel like my advances are being actively rejected by her. I've already had to swallow my pride on multiple occassions in order to reach out to her, and I feel as if this is a complete 180 to how she was with me at the begining. She made me feel very seen and validated; and I made her feel the same -- we really did have a deep connection. Now it's like she's sick of me and over the emotional bond we shared.
"Proscribe" is an odd word. It sounds like it'd be a positive thing when it's the complete opposite.
>>25569890Maybe you just frightened her with your intensity? Idk, maybe she wasn’t looking for anything remotely serious.
>>25569896She was equally as intense; and although yeah our relationship was casual, I did apologise for my intensity but she would claim it's okay. I can't really explain the nuances of our relationship, it's something I've never experienced before. We are both equally as intense but equally as capable of being cold and distant. Truth be told I think she's just got attention from elsewhere. She has no shortage of male orbittors. Ithink I will just have to be strong within myself and get over her, and leave it as the whirlwind romance I'm certain it was only ever meant to be.
>>25569902That’s fair. Hope it turns for the best for you!
>>25569791Absolutely not. The leaves aren't even changing here yet.
>>25569911Cheers, man. Appreciate it.
failed something major and subsequently had my dream career route permanently close off to me. it's been about 2 weeks since then and I have not really recovered. been drinking near daily and struggling to concentrate or do anything other than go to work and come home like a robot.
I hate meeting people on anonymous boards. Not just talking casually about silly shit, but meeting meeting. All of this half-spoken stuff always end up in one huge misunderstanding mess.
Is there a sadder sight than the still active disciple of some fallen academic empire, like unironic Freudians, Marxists, or Chomskyan linguists (wonder what's the commonality between those three), still fighting like that one japanese soldier who was left behind on some out of the way island in the pacific for almost two decades after the war ended?
>>25570056look on my works ye mighty and despair!
>October November DecemberI love the holidays :)
>>25570056it reminds me of these guys on /biz/ acting like they're gonna get rich on bitcoin not gonna happen man u missed it was a once in a lifetimer
someone make a new thread
penis chocolateNOT a chocolate penis
>>25570140imagism attempt? failed
I miss you.
been drinking since 11am
You can sit here and practice 'political correctness' all you want but if you want better societal control and a return to the common orgasm you'd be better off slitting throats on some ziggurat somewhere
If we could keep it here, forever, at the end of threads, I think we would be okay.
FINE guess I'll make theNEW>>25570408>>25570408>>25570408NEWkitty wagner in profile edition
'If you will it, it is no dream' Theodor Hertzl. And let me tell you, my dear readers, they have willed it, and we are certainly no longer dreaming.
I have no friends. And when I do talk to people I'm usually reminded why it's best for people like me to be alone. However sometimes there are interesting and smart people but those already have friend groups that are impossible to join.
Lots of 4chan /lit/ charts, as well as some bonus material: https://gofile.io/d/dUi2R2tE
