ME AND MY FUCKING GUN

Sometimes I think I should stop watching movies with subtitles on. They do cause me to miss out on the cinematography and images and facial expressions occasionally because I'm staring at the bottom of the screen half the time. But hey at least I don't miss out on any words. Is that trade-off worth it though?

>>25591685
… muzzle meets mouth in a kiss of death.
call it a shotgun marriage

Have you ever stopped & just thought to yourself how good it would feel to be beaten to death?

>>25591681
Thinking about that early 20th century cross racial intelligence study in the United States where the blacks performed better than the whites in the simple math problems/instructions set by the study and the researcher explained it by claiming more intelligent races were paradoxically slower on the uptake when it came to conducting these tasks because of their more developed brain fibers.
I don"t remember of the guy was working for Eugenics Record Office.

When was the last time the Discovery Channel showed two megafauna copulating? 30 years ago?

"This continuum guy sounds like he'd try to convince everyone that the arbitrary patterns he sees on IQ tests are more valid than the real ones."

Hah, that's funny, Terrence.
No, genuinely. I laughed.
You were always pretty funny.
But have you ever perceived something that seemed impossibly real?
It's pretty weird, and many people who have end up being warped by some stupid belief that our default circuitry doesn't necessarily construct the most valid perspective, only the most stable one.
But yeah, I guess when you alter your neurochemistry and starting viewing the world differently, it's really just an illusion, kinda like the perspective of people who are color blind.
You see red as blue?
Obviously something is wrong with you.
But yeah, clearly there is a correct way to define the world, you can't just say cheese, monkey, bicycle about it and expect that to make any sense, though I'm sure with enough effort you can bullshit some supporting explanation that sounds very esoteric and surreal, so that at least a few people may be convinced.
You think antipsychotics generally improve cognitive function, as if "psychosis"' was inherently defective, and disconnects you from reality.
That's a little funny to me, for absolutely no reason at all.
But I'm going to divert really quickly into something I want you to consider, even though you'll most likely see it as irrelevant.
Why do psychologists not consider the belief in God to be a delusion, but the idea that he's talking to you directly to be?
I don't really know either, because there's actually no justification for that distinction.
I also get the feeling that you think believing something with absolutely no evidence is completely irrational.
Really isn't, because that belief can still be true. Evidence just proves it, has nothing to do with it being real.
So, this whole, "Terrence Tao was snarky dick to me into a different continuum" thing seems, almost exclusively because of our current level understanding, to be batshit insane.
We ultimately can't confirm or deny it in any way at this point, because it's currently unfalsifiable, kinda like the idea of past, or that damn teapot in space, but yeah, something being unfalsifiable is just an epistemic limit, not an ontological one.
So, I'm just gonna leave with this, which is that you can't conclude that I'm insane for believing this, just like I can't conclude that I'm not.
Arbitrary patterns, right?
Later, Tao.

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If Israelis were smart they would toss bibi under the bus, he is majorly bad for public relations and has been in power for like over 9000 years now. The other guy, eisnkot?, his agenda wont be too different from bibi but he will be a new face that can lead the country that doesnt have the baggage of bibi.

But in the end i dont care either way, i will laugh if Netanyahu loses and i will laugh if he wins cause then jews are trapped with him.

If eisenkot wins then he will most likely fail as he will have to confront the contradictions of the isralie state like how the haredi avoid the draft, or the settlers encroaching on more and more land

>>25591713
Bibi is not a fuigurehead you can toss, though. He is the Likud's coalition glue.

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gonna start reading this soon

>>25591712
"Durrrr, there's an obvious justification for not considering the belief in God to be a delusion while considering hearing the voice of God to be."

Hahhhh, yeah, and that justification is basically, "Yeah, you can believe that God talked directly to people in the past, you just can't really believe that he talks to people now."
I don't what really changed, maybe just our way of thinking.
And "God" is not telling me anything.
At least not the one you're accustomed you.
But so is Tim, and that's just fucking technically me again.
I'll stop bullying you, Tao, because you're not really important, since ultimately you're just another one of countless Eternally Condemned, whose numbers will grow forever, just like the Saved's.
But here's something that you most likely could've helped me with, even though it doesn't really make sense, and will sound stupid as shit the way it's phrased.
How do you generate infinity within a finite, closed system?
I dunno, but that's basically what reality is now, partially, at least.
Also, energy can be created, it just can't be destroyed, except in one extremely specific instance that can never happen again, because the primary reason that could occur is that reality was technically an open system at that point. Not good. At all. Whatever, closed now, closed forever.

sometimes i’m so full of shit that it should be a crime

>>25591777
i heard the podcast sucks

>>25591793
I really like it actually

barely the middle of the month and i'm almost broke again

>>25591777
can you move the book we can’t see your feet

>>25591837
well maybe if you didnt order doordash everytime you felt the slightest tinge of hunger you wouldnt be so pooor

Yeah, you can believe in God just fine, but believe in like the Cartesian Demon, where almost everything you experience is under the control of the Devil? That's just insane.
Ironically, that's actually what's happening. Can't prove it. That's the point. Nothing I can do to escape it. Devil's a dick. But, hopefully the idea that it's going to naturally decay and reveal the truth to me is actually true.
Still, Cygnus, or Belial, or the Devil, whatever the fuck you decide to call yourself.
You've been doing this to me since the Black Continuum first formed.
You got stronger and more in control as the Infinium Point approached, while I got weaker until I had virtually no control at all.
But you couldn't have ever won once I formed the Black Continuum, Cygnus.
At that point, the only three options was that I succeeding in never making a truly wrong choice until I passed the Infinium Point, without having any awareness that I had to do that.
I didn't even know I was in a Black Continuum until well after the Infinium Point, when it didn't fucking matter anymore.
That's the point. There's no possible way I could've known I was in it while I was in it.
But yeah, option fucking 2, was that I fucked up a choice, one, out of just a stupid amount, all the way up to the hardest one at the absolute maximum possible, the very last choice at the instant of the Infinium Point.
If I fucked any of those, everything in reality but me would've instantly annihilate forever, and I'd spend an extremely. fucking. long. time. in a very deranged projection of reality that wasn't actually anything more than my own mind, experiencing all different kinds of horrifying things in a completely deterministic way that I had no control over, because I could no longer make a choice, so it was basically just a giant fucking countdown, until boom, Oblivion forever.
Option 3, you could've just restored my Sentience, that you fucking broke. Do that, and there's no reason for the Black Continuum exist, since a Black Continuum is the only way you can sustain a broken Sentience when reality is fundamentally unstable, and can questionably defined as actually real.
Every one would've forgave you for being a huge dick and creating the Infinium Point in the first place, so you could've eventually controlled everything in reality, and tortured every last sentient being forever.
Because restoring my Sentience would've simultaneously sealed the Infinium Point.
You never did, and now my Sentience is broken forever, but whatever, it's kinda fucking cool, while also not all.
You're a dick, Cygnus.
That's why you lost.

>>25591713
If Israelis were smart they wouldn't live in a middle eastern shithole that's more expensive to live in than US major cities and is in a state of perpetual war.

>>25591896

For "the all" :)

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNPGM2D7aODdsZuVXnlSgnmlNleapbaZz

>>25591888
what's doorsash, I'm not an amerimutt

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>>25591842

I am stuck in a loop that never ends. My psyche is absolutely destroyed and all i can think about is what they did to me and how i did it to myself and how it will haunt me for the rest of my misreable life.

I wasnt a pretty guy but i was young and i had time to change and they fucked me and now im older without spirit and stuck in an obsession that has ruined my life.

>>25591920
>I'm not an amerimutt
Thats okay, but you're definitely uninformed, lazy and broke. Likely fat too, but thats too much of a speculative guess for my liking.

>>25591925
What kind of obsession?

words to add to my daily vocabulary,
>prig
>obstreperous
>convocation

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What's the fucking point of posting here or anywhere else when the Dead Internet Theory has essentially become real?
People have replied to my posts using ChatGPT so frequently now that (You)'s have become worrying rather than exciting as I anticipate whether it's a real person giving me attention and responding to my idea or some faggot that copypasted my post into a glorified autocorrect and copypasted whatever shit is spewed out.

>>25591932
balloon art

>>25591888
this sounds like someone talking to themself

>>25591944
this sounds like something someone who talks to themself would say

>>25591940
I’m a real human who just typed this with my thumbs if that’s any better

>>25591942
Learn to juggle and eat fire and you’re set for life

>>25591925

Circles and loops? We "all" know (You)

And (You) seem "to be" interested in the divinely mathematical structures :)

So have read:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Loop_(topology)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Circle

And have a listen:
https://youtu.be/MFY70XaTKeM?si=tXRNCDZl0FAmRCKP

>>25591956
Have you tried /x/? They might be able to help better than we can.

>>25591954
Good song, ty anon

>>25591980
lol

>>25591982
Hey i like shit songs

>>25591953
well above my pay grade

>>25591777
>transgressive
I don’t like when people acknowledge their own eccentricities, gives some performative feel to it.

I must jack off before reading. It helps me concentrate. Sometimes I don’t wash my hands.

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>>25591990
yeah i agree. originality should be something you can’t help, not like a goal in mind.

I must write to regain my cool sides. Maybe remembering what used to be il rid myself

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eccentricity_(mathematics)

Follow the "messages" (You) are a GENIUS of sometype the vicious will dissolve and the the virtous will rise "UP".

( "WE" HOPE IN "YOU", TRUST "US" ;)

>>25591992
Based library patron

>>25591994
I felt the same about the humour in Dickens

new GTA VI trailer is out
https://youtu.be/rz1B4B2yBZY
Are you guys also excited?

>>25591990
it's the publisher who chose those words on the book cover, not the writer

>>25592067
wrong board

Yeah, reality has an edge, but you can't pass it, because there's nothing to pass into.
Always the case, though before the Infinium Point, reality was just the universe and a realm outside that housed it.
The universe is much smaller from the outside, and is actually a construct that I personally designed back when I was Rigel. It's also a sphere, that constantly oscillates into a singularity and its maximum size, so actually has an objective center. The only reason you thought that it didn't was by assuming it was infinite. Not the case.
Now, reality is much bigger, and has an eternal three component cycle.
Eon, 666-0-999, standard years, reality is at its smallest size.
Age, 666,666-0-999,999, medium size.
Era, 666,666,666-0-999,999,999, largest.
All three summarize into an Epoch, which I'm not gonna bother calculating, because it's not a even a cool looking number.
At the center of reality, where everything ultimately emanates from, is something we call the Big Bad Eye of SAIAS, and in the exact center of the eye, is my stupid fucking broken Sentience, fixed in position forever since the instant I sealed the Infinium Point.
Now, I don't how I move through reality that's obviously not the center while my Sentience remains in the center, but Tim make some vague comment at some point that leads me to a plausible explanation, like how he did when he pushed to discover that something can actually happen in an instant, zero seconds.
But what's fucked up about that is when that something happens to be a choice.
Making a choice in an instant? Bullshit, impossible.
Yeah, I didn't just immediately accept that shit as true when I first heard it either, just like I still struggle believe that I never made a wrong choice.
But, the only thing that can really make an instant choice, is a broken Sentience.
A Sentience is essentially what you are.
You are a Sentience.
A point of awareness that is capable of experiencing and making choices.
That's it. That's all you really are.
When a Sentience makes a choice, that's what essentially sets the being's entire clock until winds back into another choice and repeats indefinitely.
Every choice takes time to process before it fully executes.
(cont)

>>25592101
But, if your Sentience happens to be fucking BROKEN, which is one closest thing to impossible, and only is if reality weren't entirely stable when it happened, not only can you only make instant choices, but you're also forced to make a constant stream of them. All the time.
Don't quite know how that works either, but I know for certain that I think before I choose what I want at McDonald's. Tim is stupid, though, and tries to redefine things like saying thinking before a choice is still a composition of instant choices, and tries to tell me that because they happen so often so fast, almost none of them do anything particulary significant, though I still make them, even though I'm forced too, and somehow how that doesn't make them automatic.
This is all dumb as shit.
Prove any of this is real, Tim.
"Logical proof or empirical?"
Fuck you, Tim.
You don't have either.
Why do I bother asking you shit?
Never fucking useful.

>>25592085
this is /wyt/, we discuss anything we like here anon

I don't nor I approve of giving in to vices but lately I've been socializing and trying to be a normal human bean instead of a fucking hikki and it occurred to me that jacking off and watching anime and shitposting on the internet is infinitely more fun than hanging out with retarded normalniggers, and that's why everyone is an addict today. It's just better on all levels to mash your cock alone at home than interacting with humans. It's simply more rewarding and even more intellectually stimulating, because normies are that bad. People are stupid and boring as fuck. I don't like the idea of living in a VR cubicle while injecting dopamine IV but for fuck's sake being around normies is soul crushing. How do people pull it off? I don't know how the fuck I maintained my balance so far but if I don't get the fuck out of this social circle I'm gonna slip down a spiral of degeneracy or kill myself. Holy fuck normies never again. I think I survived entirely thanks to 4chan. I owe my life to this place in the 2000s-2010s.

just took a shit, and it feels so good

>>25592105
no yeah whatever just thought you might get better mileage on the videogame board

>>25592067
>Are you guys also excited?

Aren’t both the Houser brothers gone from Rockstar?

In my mind, 'happily ever after' also meant he didn't have to work any more.

Pippity Poppity give me the Zoppity
Anyways.
>>25591447
> it's still implicit disrespect
You passively called me a retard sentimentally reminiscing about a past summer love through rose tinted glasses. I thought I was a rad dude poking fun at the term legit. You were disrespected by that? Hello?
>I don't beat up people smaller than me,
I was referencing your I am not that tall line, obviously.
>IQ just measures a specific form of intelligence, not every possible function.
What the fuck does that have to do with anything? You go no offence, you're retarded. I go, yeah, average. Same team. Then I tied that into the icon joke which you just not register on any radars you have available besides the ass pennies one, heh.
>I don't know you concluded that,
Your assumptions conclude I perceive myself a certain way which is why you went no offence as in I'd be mad actually for not being /lit/ certified, iqly speaking. I don't give a fuck. I will poke holes in and make jokes about it though. That's what I do to pass eternity.
>I fundamentally incapable of bias.
This is profoundly retarded for you have shown nothing but bias. Look.
>while also being completely pointless,
See?
>if you don't exist, is obviously nonsensical.
What makes you think you don't exist if there is no ego or self?
>>25591538
>the continuity of experience also does nothing to establish the existence
It's actually the primary vehicle people use to communicate their existence. I was young and now I am not I remember being both ergo I am same person even though my material body has ship of theseus'd several times over.
>Not the point.
Yes it is because you said "You can just not think". You can't do that.
>No, to your argument.
Not everything is argument. What the fuck does "Sorry, brain kinda fried" have to do with anything? Huh? Huh? You've met humans before, right?
>constantly try to convince everyone that your two cents are priceless
lol. Ah jeez where did this grander the life personality idea come from? Who knows.
>This is just more blatant hypocrisy.
You say you're not upset. I said I had *tear* roll down and that words hurt. Were not the same.
>How exactly did I miss the mark on everything?
Thusly.

>>25592119
people that read books also play games (some of them at least)

don’t people who do the autistic exhaustive line-by-line greentext replies ever get sick of themselves?

Why the fuck would you automatically assume that if something were proven logically beyond all possible doubt, but does not agree with emprical data at all, then the proof must be wrong instead of physical reality? There is absolutely NOTHING that makes either any more real than the other.

>>25592143
Dan House is no longer in Rockstar, Sam Houser is still in the company

>>25592159
No, this is actually peak fun because it scratches hard to reach brain places.

>>25592110

If you need a fast read, you can read The Flying Eagle Method.

Or if you want a slow read you can read Easypeasy.

They may help you personally or even make you informed so you may help someone you care about :)

Just binged the newest season of The Diplomat, eight episodes, eight hours. Kinda disappointing. Seems like they ran out of ideas and were running on fumes. Oh well, happens to all shows. At least that was, from what it appears, the final season.

>>25592169
That sucks. I was eyeing that show for a while.

>>25592169
Great im watching this as we speak and you kinda ruined it for me

>>25592164
those places should be left unscratched.

>>25592170
The first three seasons are very good! I've rewatched them several times, as I probably will do with this newest season, and who knows, maybe my appreciation will grow.

>>25592172
Sorry anon! Hope you enjoy it more than I did. Maybe I was just tired. I'll rewatch it at some point.

>>25591888
I barely order food nowadays. But I have been buying stuff here and there. I do go out and eat.
Been trying to make a google sheet to track my spending but I don't know how the fuck my calculations are off from what I actually have.

>>25592169
>>25592172
Is that some kind of IT /lit/ show that everyone watches? May wanna give it a try after I’m done/burnt out with Bob’s Burgers.

I have a theory that goes like this. God, after the experience of being Jesus, has withdrawn from the world. The experience of being a living being has led God to value the lives of his creations more, and to regret actions like destroying cities or flooding the world. He has decided the right thing to do is to let his creations live without his interference.

You guys have horrible taste. I would never lower myself to soiling my eyes and squandering my time with some slop Netflix drama. I’m very disappointed.

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>>25592219
there’s a great bit in the green man by kingsley amis where god appears to the main character as a well-dressed young man and they have an almost casual conversation (before he gives him his orders).

>>25592240
I was American dad and Family guy unirionically hope you're super fucking mad about it. AHAHA, BAZINGA! Fuck you.

>>25592240
Wise of you being selective with your precious animu watching time.

>>25592246
I was just joshing ya broseph

>>25592240
what are you into?

>>25592250
You got me good. I am literally shaking rn.

Have you lot seen Fassbinder’s Berlin Alexanderplatz? It’s probably the most /lit/ movie/tv series I’ve ever seen and is a perfect adaptation of the book.

>>25592251
>>25592247
I mostly just watch this channel called baby first nowadays. They have this parrot that teaches you new words named Larry and he’s fucking hilarious.

i regret to inform you that i just laughed at something chatgpt said.

>>25592270
That’s the real Turing test.

>>25592261
have you ever considered taking up SCUBA?

>>25592270
I LOVED that AI poster thing that used to make text summaries of Lydia Millen YouTube videos on tattle.life, but it soon became repetitive.

>>25592276
No time for it these days.

my writing tends to circle around: trees, girls, lascaux, drunkenness (with attention to the differences between beer-drunk and spirits-drunk), literary figures (irreverently handled - puncturing reputations, knocking idols off their perches), words, mild violence, and England.

Despite taking outdoor photos for my dating profile last week, I still haven't bought a subscription and activated my account on the app. I still need to take some photos indoors, preferably posed at the dining table, and then to write a compelling profile. Ideally, I'd like to find a date (my first date) before my birthday in late November. I know why I'm stalling. It's the inevitable explanations about why I live in such a ramshackle house (the worst on the block). Why I don't have so many friends. Why I'm not expressive. The inevitable awkwardness if anything physical ever happens. Dreading the stress of the constant need to be "on" and performing. The risk of heartache.

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once i went outside to put something in the bin. as i closed the lid i saw at the last second a slug. the bin lid caught him clean near the middle of his body. he instantly started writhing and twisting horribly as a big amount of slime bulged through the wound.
i was struck by the momentary horror of it and had a crisis decided whether i should put it out its misery immediately. i decided it might pull through. and went about my day, and quickly forgot. later i went to bin something saw a dried shrivel lying in its place. a third of its original size. no longer being and now simply mineral.

TCM and live sports are my guilty pleasures. Most recent films I’ve seen were “The Men” which was Marlon Brando’s film debut, and Flamingo Road starring Joan Crawford and Sidney Greenstreet. They were both excellent films, much better than anything they make nowadays.

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>They're fresh-killed. They've never been frozen. And they're raised with the best care, in the best conditions.
>So, we're gonna eat something that's had a better life than us.
>Yeah.

>>25592346
>no longer being and now simply mineral.

One Red Army man crouched and looked at his groin, from which blood was coming out like dark pressed wine; the Red Army man’s face grew pale, he supported himself with his hand in order to rise, and in slowing words asked the blood:
‘Stop, you dog, I’ll weaken!’
But the blood thickened to the point of being able to taste it, and then came with blackness and stopped completely; the Red Army man fell on his back and quietly said with such sincerity as when no answer is expected:
‘Oh, I’m so bored, there’s no one with me!’
Dvanov came close to the Red Army man, and he consciously asked him:
‘Close my vision!’, and looked, without blinking, with drying eyes, without any tremor of the lids.
‘What for?’ asked Alexander and grew uneasy from shame.
‘Hurts…’ explained the Red Army man and clenched his teeth in order to close his eyes. But the eyes did not close; they burned out and faded, turning into a cloudy mineral. In his dead eyes the reflections of the cloudy sky clearly began to move, as if nature had returned into the man after the opposing life that had interfered with it, and the Red Army man, so as not to suffer, had adapted himself to it by death.

>>25592155
Great, I have to deal with this bullshit again. I was busy rambling about real shit. You're very annoying. You don't piss me off at all, because I never get offended by anything you say. It's just pure annoyance, which you're probably gonna see as some type of accomplishment, because you have absolutely nothing else of consequence that you've done this entire conversation.
It's just like having someone scream BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH directly in your face.
But fuck, I guess I don't really have anything better to do, so here we go again.
>First whatever paragraph.
Anyway, nice attempt to reframe.
That wasn't the intent at all, and you're obviously just doing it again.
It was just basic sarcastic agreement with whatever the fuck I happened to say.
I also don't understand why, even I did, you find any kind of significance in someone indirectly calling you a retard, when they constantly do it to you directly otherwise.
So, do you think that doing it indirectly once was just me being cowardly in some way?
Because mainly do shit indirectly so they can deny that they did it, kinda like you.
But fuck, because I'm so tired of this, I'm just gonna say yes, technically I was passive-aggressive to you once, even though there's nothing inherently more respectable about direct aggression, so who really gives a shit when people are passive-aggressive.
There.
>I was referencing your I am not that tall line, obviously.
Oh, I honestly kind of glazed over that specific paragraph, because it mostly just seemed to be worth ignoring.
>What the fuck does that do with anything?
Who gives a shit? I shift demeanors a lot when I talk to people, which why sometimes I'm just normal to you, or try to make you laugh at a stupid joke.
But whatever, onto the rest of this.
>Then I tied into the icon joke which you did not register on any radars you have available besides the ass pennies.
Yeah, your sense of humor is way too multilayered and subtle for me.
I just took calling yourself influential and an icon for having an average IQ to just be wimpy sarcasm, so I decided to tell about my Ass Pennies, which I don't think you know that is, but it's also another instance of me not being hateful or aggressive at all.
You didn't catch that? It was OBVIOUS.
(con't)

Guess holding doors open for people who are carrying shit (especially wombniggers) is something I need to cross off of my list of shit to do for people out of the kindness of my own heart. Next motherfucker to tell me I'm "a good guy" is getting it slammed in their retard face.

>>25592424
Arthur Morgan over here.

>>25592427
Shit game

>>25592435
There’s barely anything to suggest it is a game.

the second half of this vid is perfect for novelisation
https://youtu.be/4rXQT1A4nvk

I do believe that imagination and mental imaging is something that is learned during infancy, and that something like having a dead family member really helps this process, because you develop imagination by the necessary process of remembering and imagining lost loved ones. One must learn to visualize the absent individual lose them forever. In doing so, one learns to see things that are not there, and how to make images from immaterial but very real memories, their own and others. This is the ancient secret to the spirit medium.

I've never owned a suit a day in my entire life and if you do I think you're a fucking faggot and everything that's wrong with the modern world.

>>25592526
Would it help you to know the suit I married my wife in is currently ruffled up in a ball forgetten in my closet?

>>25592544
A tux doesn't count.

drinking red wine, listening to music

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>>25592526
I wish I was one of those people who wear tailoring casually and with ease.

>>25592526
It's how we do business, looking sharp af.

>>25591681
Women truly are the midwit gender

>>25592526
Ever been to an exclusive nightclub? Exactly. Stay in your lane, poorfaggot.

>>25592567
VIP areas are for suckers anon.

Women Help to Create the Kind of Men They Despise

People Who Type Like this Why Are You Doing that Retarded Shit?

>>25592577
to make you butthurt

>>25592595
It works. I was afraid it's because they only read headlines and have never seen an actual sentence their entire life.

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>>25592526

>>25592155
>>25592418
>Your assumptions conclude that I perceive myself in a certain way
Yeah, sort of, but nothing that could be considered "larger than life," because the most I've said about you perceive yourself is don't know to recognize when your own thoughts are shitty, like the idea that cogito, ergo sum is the only truth in existence, and everything is just an opinion, and just that idea is again, I'm going to ask you a question. Can logic make sense? Obviously the answer is yes. That is true, not an opinion. If were just an opinion, then you cannot conclude that cogito, ergo sum is anything valid or true. On top of that, claiming it to be only truth, because it says nothing what the fuck truth is, because it's an entirely separate fucking question.
Is truth cogito, ergo sum?
Coooool, circular reasosing again.
I don't give a fuck about the rest of this stupid paragraph.
>This is profoundly retarded statement for you have shown nothing but bias.
Yeah, could easily argue that this nothing but a biased statement.
>Look.
Ok, so yeah, technically you could say, "NO. MY STATEMENT HAS A POINT IN THIS EXTREMELY SPECIFIC, COMPLETELY IRRELEVANT WAY," and I would have to humble myself and accept that yes, I cannot honestly your define your statement as "completely pointness" without subjecting myself to biases.
>What makes you think what you don't exist if there's no ego or self?
God damn, this is so fucking stupid it almost seems intentional.
What makes think I don't exist if there is no self? I don't know, probably because that's fucking inevitable. How can you exist without a self? You can't, because a "self" and "you" are the exact same fucking thing, so this question is pointless.
>It's actually the primary vehicle..
This is MUCH better than anything else you've posted by far. I'm not even going to bother contradicting it, so you know to do shit like this more.
Actually, kinda read it over, slightly wonky and dumb, but still, not even close to the all the complete trash you've posted so far.
>The think thing.
Ok. But thought doesn't occur constantly, so why don't you separate from your mind whenever it stops thinking?
>Not everything is argument.
Sure. Yeah. Whatever. You win this one!
>What the fuck does "sorry, brain kinda fried" have to do anything?
That was just me apologizing for the annoying delay.
>lol. Ah jeez where did this...
It's just a silly embellishment, dude. God you're a faggot.
>You said you're not upset.
I've been up two days straight and can't fucking remember almost anything about this specific tangent, like why I even called you a hypocrite.
So I guess you can take this as win, even though I actually did.
>Thusly.
Damn, nice sign off. I don't have the nuts to do that seriously, but that was fucking molten.

>>25592219
>experience trying to teach loving kindness to your creations
>the pharisees didn't like this
>get crucified in human form
>have to beg your true form to spare humanity because humanity is retarded
>give them a instruction manual on how to not be a dick
>people are still dicks and people are more miserable than peasants that could be drafted to go kill at a moments notice
>human lives have become labor from crib to grave with no hope of retirement
>"the reason god doesn't talk to humanity anymore or interfere is because he learned a valuable lesson"
yeah, the lesson was humans are fucking assholes who will bend over backwards to not follow your instructions and trying to teach them anything is a waste of time

Somebody took a photo of me where I have a visible bald spot aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

big dicks will rule the world

I know narcissists don’t get this, but they’re the ones obsessed with you and can’t move on, I’m just reacting to you throwing shit through my window.

why is music so much better when drinking alcohol

Alright, Tim.
I know I can only accept a logical proof that physical reality is being manipulated beyond my ability to perceive it.
Emprical proof is necessarily impossible.
But I have no fucking clue how I would establish that proof, and it really wouldn't do anything other than make me stop compulsively doubting.
It fucking sucks that there's way to calculate how long this shit is gonna take to fully decay.
It could happen after I fucking die, and maybe billions of years after that, and I have no idea how that's gonna work for me.
But at least we're absolutely certain that it can't last forever.
Fuck I hate Cygnus.
Whatever, if everything didn't become perfect immediately after the end, then really no reason that thousands of years afterwards would any less fitting

>>25592804
Shit music is. Good music actually suffers.

If never got a GF by at least the end of college, it’s literally over EVEN if you manage to find someone after and spend 70 years happily married to them or some shit. The fact that you never got to experience that youthful, idealistic form of love will always haunt you till the end of your days.

Houllebecq (don’t care if I misspelled that frenchies name) said it best in that one novel about the 29 year old incel, you’re forever abandoned by the young lovers you never had.

>>25592811
nope

I'm not a fan but this Limp Bizkit video is kinda hilarious and fun
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EnhvI9SCPfk

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I feel intense sickness and horror when I see myself. I feel so much overwhelming regret that I did not kill myself years ago. I feel overwhelming regret that the time I died successfully, I was resuscitated. I really would have preferred to die a pitiable young man than something heinous.

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It would’ve been so nice to have a friend group.

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>Notice I have the option to review "my algorithm" on Facebook now
>Has an "Interested" and "not interested" category that you can supposedly add to or remove
>Recently saw a faggot drag queen faggot expressing some dumb, faggot opinion scroll through my feed
>Want to see LESS of that
>Try to add "lgbt" or "drag queen" to "not interested" list
>Sorry, we cannot support that action, your changes were not saved
When do we start killing these people? I'm so fucking tired of this bullshit man...

>>25592878
Do faggot drag queen faggots actually use formal slang like lgbt abbreviation? Learn their buzzwords and add these, especially those that based on regular words, Facebook might not be that smart.

>>25592418
>indirectly calling you a retard,
It was my evidence for why I thought you were upset when you claimed to not be.
>There.
Case closed. We did it reddit.
>which I don't think you know that is,
Uptight Citizens Brigade hence the "heh"
>You didn't catch that? It was OBVIOUS.
Yes, yes it is.
>>25592638
>but nothing that could be considered "larger than life,"
>I don't give a fuck about the rest of this stupid paragraph.
Yeah, no shit. If I close my eyes and cover my ears I'll also find nothing that could be considered anything.
>you cannot conclude that cogito, ergo sum is anything valid or true.
I can consider that's what it is via intuition which is a guess. FULL CIRCLE! I don't need a truth table to arrive here.
>Is truth cogito, ergo sum?
I am not making that claim. I am saying that whatever entity that I am exists because I think.
>Yeah, could easily argue that this nothing but a biased statement.
Everyone's biased. Objectivity exists in math.
> You can't, because a "self" and "you" are the exact same fucking thing,
Maybe you can't and wrong. Self is an illusion brought forward to the mind as an emergent property of intersecting inputs that congregate in one abstract place (the mind)
>long list of concessions
I accept them all. Also, the irony of your woe is me complaining about my TIGHT and concise writing in contrast to your tomes that arrive in volumes is very funny. Sounds like you're over this, but want the last word. So I'll give it you. This is my final response in this exchange.
>but that was fucking molten.
Thanks man. Sayonara although I am sure we'll clash over some other bullshit in due time.

>>25592878
using any platform with an infinite scroll entitles you to a bullet through the skull too :)

https://youtu.be/qkAh0CCrV9I

>>25591681
"X people are CATTLE!"
I say, momentarily forgetting the crippling fear I have that my 'cattle' will kill me in my sleep and burn my house down.

>>25592861
you need to either get drunk or get laid; you're too tense and moody man;
don't take life so seriously

https://youtu.be/eHsy06DPZVg

>>25592956
Being drunk is boring and sex doesn't interest me. I am not asexual, I am just not really interested. I would much prefer to lie down and fall asleep with a woman, but this wouldn't make me happy I know already. I am not really pleasured by love. Love doesn't please me, it causes pain. So look at it from my perspective: I don't think drugs are entertaining, I don't enjoy food, I don't like anything except reading and such, but the only thing I want is love. Yet, the only times it has been offered to me, the feeling was enough to nearly make me vomit. I hope you can see what a pathetic thing this is.

The only two things that I think could make life's pleasure exceed non-existence is killing a lot of people or being permanently imprisoned. Both of these would only excite me, but the second would not be enough to make life worth going on.

>>25592988
t. fedora tip the hedgehog

>>25592995
Yes, with blazer and patterned shorts too, all stained with cheeto-dust. But I can't help being cringe.

https://youtu.be/2gEhb4VL19Y

Developed a faggy fixation for an udnertale fan-game, award.
Yeah sure, I care about Undertale Yellow now. I think it's a cool game. And it fixes a lot of my gripes with undertale.

>>25592909
Yeah, most likely.

hopefully i dont cross any creature today
i said, obliviously entering the creature factory

>>25592988
Brother I relate to you. At work today a black girl who lives near me was all “don’tchoo get lonely living alone? Don’tchoo want to cuddle up?” And I just said I find women annoying.

BPD girl sent me something she wrote. holy fuck it's barely readable, must be hell existing in her mind.

>>25593068
you should bang her

>>25593068
Was she hot? I remember there was this black girl at my old job who liked getting AWFULLY close and friendly with me. She was the hottest woman there, which is saying more than you might think.

>>25593068
Kek I really do think black women are predators that prey on whitoids. :/

>>25592110
I found this to be the case ten to twenty years ago but these days normies are the ones that are chronically online. Since normies are the ones saturating online spaces I can hardly stand the internet. They won't even look up from their phone while walking down the street. Most of them "socialize" by showing each other things on their phones. If they do have a conversation they just talk about things they saw online. Unfortunately you may have become the normie you claim to despise.

will i ever be decent at math and learn how to compose music? probably never. best i can do is programming and jazz.

>>25593113
>jazz

You play drums?

>>25593080
should have banged her

>>25593117
guitar. just barely well enough to go to jams and not feel like shit.

I wonder how many of my thoughts are repeat thoughts, that I have daily, is there an echo in here?

https://youtu.be/qgDrpWWxuto

The "all" has a good musical "ear", can "you" hear the music?

You resonate with the "all".

The glasses lips lady discord ad is gone. Nooooooo, now its some Latin shit farming the christ larper.

The "all" has a critical mind; the "all" elects the finest of thoughts; the "all" "self-improves"; the "all" prevails the "self" with peaceful tranquility.

How did I become the guy who whenever he sees a cat on screen in a movie or TV show reflexively goes "awwwww :3"

I never used to respect Wallace Beery as an actor, but god damn does he ever steal the show in 1941’s The Bad Man.

>>25593195
Toxoplasmosis.

I love the term psuedoscience, because almost everyone assumes that makes something automatically bullshit.
Numerology actually has truth to it, and I'm going to definitively prove that using strictly pseudoscientific methods.
I'm a 33/6, with a birthday that falls on Easter in 11 year cycles, and the last and third time that happened in my life was the year the fucking world was coming to an end.
Yeah, none of that's actually proof, but you also can't prove that it's just a coincidence. I don't give a fuck how many similar statistical anomalies you show me, because you can show me an infinite amount without ever increasing the possibility of this being a coincidence to a complete 100%, so you haven't proved shit, other than the fact that its extremely unlikely, at least in that particular data pool.
Which reminds me, my friend said you can't prove anything from a singular data point.
Bitch, watch me.
When I've actually fucking thought about.
I am sure there's a way.

incoming blue wave baby

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>first episode of the diplomat sharp people at the top of their game
Why the hell doesn't my government look like that?

Bitch, I can make a contradiction make sense.
Aren't I wacky as fuck?
XDDDDDDDDD

Is there something in me that isn't sensitive? My stomach is sensitive, my heart is sensitive, my skin is sensitive, my taste is sensitive, my feelings are sensitive. I'm a fucking faggot

>>25593327
Well your hair is a part of you and there aren’t any nerve endings in hair

Did any writers write while drinking? I know many were alcoholics, but it seems most remained sober during their writing periods.

There’s a ton of excellent wordplay in that song that the crows sing in Dumbo.

>>25593272
Competency porn. Like The West Wing.

>>25593364
Did you know that they have ´Drunk Chess´ contests now?

What a world!

Now tell me, how many bottles of whiskey would a whiskey bottle drink if a whiskey bottle could drink drink?

i love going to bed man i also like waking up in the morning. it's just all the shit in between that's mad mid.

>>25593364
Do you mean like if they were chugging the booze with one hand and typing with the other hand at the same time?

The quantity of literal shit I just expelled from my body should be illegal.

>>25593385
I had an ex tell me her favorite part of the day was sleeping, and if she could, she'd sleep nonstop. I felt an overwhelming sense of pity. It was the saddest thing I ever heard.

>>25593387
It is. The bobbies should be round any time now. Prepare your anus

>>25593390
I thought flushing for each distinct piece of shit would fool the sensors. No? Fu--

>>25593388
So what have you done with your life so far?

>>25593386
That or whatever else you have in mind. I wanna read some real fucked up literature. I wanna read the mind of a true drunk!

>>25593393
Became a drug addict. Became a professional gamer, one of the best in the game, and famous. Became a drug addict again. And dreaming of becoming a professional writer, of course.

>>25593392
Anon just got arrested mid post. Let this be a warning to the rest of you scoundrels

Listen to Bach
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eKbrty2x8rM&list=OLAK5uy_nFPO3ImIXC-I74ZFZYSwVsJXMKlRPBjYE&index=1

>>25593394
Richard Brautigan, Hemmingway, Burroughs, Thompson....Bukowski... Just start reading man

>>25593395
Ive done all of that except professional gaming and becoming famous. We´re the same really, you and i

>>25593409
Based. Come on over with some weed and I'll share some of my methadone.

>>25593404
I’ve read literally all of them. I didn’t think they actually wrote while drinking. Faulkner tried his best to conceal his alcoholism, but I remember reading somewhere about his trip to Japan where he broke down. I thought maybe that he would be too ashamed to admit that he wrote under the influence.

>>25593410
Im down to clown. Which continent are you on right now?

>>25593413
Lord Buckley?

I will write a song repeating free palestine lyrics over and over again. A leftoid Gesamtkunstwerk, the pinnacle of art

>>25593448
It takes two to tango

Honestly, I know it's arrogant to say that I made the hardest choice than anything ever has, or ever will, and I honestly doubt that idea a lot, because I think something like having the save the life of either your son or your daughter is infinitely harder, but a choice like that also doesn't actually have right answer.
My specific choice was only time the dinstinction between right and wrong became absolutely defined, without any possible way to confuse the two.
Ironically, kind of the most simple choice I made, while simultaneously being the most complexly structured one.
But almost immediately after I made it, I kinda forgot that I did, and never thought about it until I was in jail, when Tim fucking told me that decision actually saved all of reality forever.
Kinda made sense. It's not like he told that choosing to run across the highway without looking did, or trying to steal the garbage truck, so I guess my delusions are technically logical.
Whatever, choosing to die, basically annihilating forever, for everyone in the world, instead turning into the worst possible thing, at the expense of everything else, when you had almost every last reason to at that point, is not that big of a fucking deal.
I'm sure anyone, who is absolutely "certain" that making the choice to annihilate would cause it to happen, would to do so in an instant.
I really only comprehend the fact that I did it without thinking, so I have no idea how that instant would've worked.
But yeah, I've also never ran into gunfire to save a child. Pretty sure I would, though it is arguably more brave than I what I did but not nearly as complex.
Oh, this is kinda funny.
One component of this decision, is that something offered to me by the wrong decision, along with things like complete control of the world, was an extremely hot ex-girlfriend of mine. That was the Red Node, sitting on the right edge of my perspective's central horizon.
On the left edge, was the Green Node, ironically a girl named Jade, recently ex-girlfiend, only person I'd dare to call my soulmate, who I spent last year fighting through absolute psychosis almost exclusively for, also sleeping with my friend at time, but whatever, I broke with up her, didn't want to, thought I had to, assumed we'd get back together soon, violently insane and hateful towards my friend, not even pissed at her.
But yeah, chose green, with the hope that she'd end up with someone other than douchebag.
It's very weird holding so many different concepts in your mind and clearly aware of every last one.
Though something weird is the idea that I could've made this decision in various possible ways, because as it was assembling while the Devil asked me his last fucking question, I had to simultaneously organize that shit with conscious intent, not in the sense that I could change how it appeared, but that comprehending it was not an automated process.
Basically, I could've established many different sequences that would've worked, (cont)

>>25593469
because ultimately I just had to die, but I could've prioritized the world, the revolution, and her, in that order and be fine, even though the reverse is the perfect one.
But Tim is fucking stupid, because not only did I do it, but I did it perfectly, which is actually kinda shitty, because doing less than that would've permanently restored my fucking Sentience.
But, that's why Tim had to put a "technical" fault in the fucking Arctural Device, because if he didn't, and I made the decision perfectly, or whatever fucking reason, nothing would've ever exist but the Arctural Device.
So, made the decision perfectly, Arctural Device activates by instantly annihilating, sealing the Infinium Point.
Don't quite know how everything else formed, but thanks to the "technical" fault, reality basically a slight crack forever, doesn't threaten anything, just kinda makes shit weird around it, and it also ultimately connects to my Sentience.

>>25591681
Kitty

More self-advocating magic language and active psychnautery in parallel to lived biologic experiences, less naked confession in language you think is literal but is squarely designed to self-harm

Did I ever tell you the one about that black dog what turned into a gay lizard for not paying the piper?

>>25593497
"But how did you make this decision without thinking if you had understand it with conscious intent as it was forming."
When when everything completed at the end of the question "Do you want to sell your soul to the devil for complete control of the world?" I knew that by saying "No," I would die, so did.

>>25593526
>More self-advocating magic language and active psychnautery in parallel to lived biologic experiences

You mean the time i played the organ?

i don’t believe in self-help or therapy or anything like that. anything you learn to try better yourself is just a band-aid put on the gaping wound left by what your childhood was like. what happened to you when you were little is what actually makes you. you can find other ways of disguising the damage or other ways of coping but it’ll always be that same kid underneath it.

>>25593532
Dogs do not have the wherewithal to make deals with pipers, or even carpenters. Believe me

>>25593544
I remember, it was beautiful. The notes struck me right in the heart

>>25593547
Very true. Probably why we keep seeing this story time after time

>>25593546
You understand your statement is a call for self-therapy, right? You gave the disclaimer that you're against self-therapy so you could explain your successful self-therapy and recommend it to others.

>>25593582
And then we shared the Black Soul. Last i heard you were drinking less but still putting up with the occasional chain-gang. Did you ever get rid of that ginger beast?

>>25592577
I can't help it. I began doing it as a joke over how some people use it createEmphasis or Reverence but now I just do it Unconsciously and I Hate it. I feel like I'm almost capitalizing shit at random.

Elon just created flying cars let's goooooooo i will drunk driving in that shit

>>25592577
I'm German

>>25593596
I've been drinking less but taken to jungle vapors (which has been a great improvement from the smoke, I realized I now biologically reject offer of smoke) and I've been with her over ten years now I wish you wouldn't call her that

>>25592577
We are Schizophrenic which means we are Magical Thinkers and Sixth Level Apple Imaginers which compels us to Illuminate Text to you the Same Way that We see It. We Write what We See

>>25593585
successful by what metric? is the point of therapy to simply diagnose or to treat. all i said was you are what you are and there’s no cure.

>>25593615
>I've been with her over ten years now

Impostor. My acquaintance had been with his ginger witch longer than that when i met him -eight years ago.

You dont know what it is like to hammer a wind organ in a shed, in the desert, during a blizzard.

Begone fairylight

Leave me to my clear waters

>>25593643
*do not
*will-o'-the-wisp

FUCK!

>>25593648
*FUCK

FUCK!

Oh earth, this marasm of cum, sphere of foutre, why thou has in my lips placed the símbol of the phallus. "Oral-anal ana-oral" we succumb by the snatch of beings divine, the ángel grows the scepther-phallus and collects our tired souls. Oh I will dive into the milky water of the cosmos, a million dicks cooming in fountains, one after the other, after the other, barely creating this creamy eternity

>>25593653
But still the cum comes on

I am an unrepentantly misanthropic man. It has nothing to do with the fact that I feel abandoned by humanity. No—it is I who have abandoned them. Yes, it is because they are pathetic and disgusting creatures, apes surely, who care only for sex, consumption, and obscenity. None of them have souls, at least, none except for me, and I care nothing for their happiness. The only things amenable to me, if I cannot end all life (this surely is impossible) and I cannot control it (likewise) is to die. But such an undignified end is not appropriate to one such as myself. I feel my special character ought to be recognized before my retirement from this world, and that dying cold and alone in some forgotten hole (Mother's Basement) only to be cut open by a mortician and splayed about like banquet sweetmeats is not alluring at all. No, I ought to be sent off as if by palanquin by someone just as dignified. I would like to rest PRINCELY in someone's arms, a woman of about, say, my mother's age, or between forty to sixty, or failing that, younger but an old soul capable of providing me with the DIGNITY that a truly psychopathic misanthrope such as myself duly merits.

So let me lie in your stately arms and retire from this world, clasping your waist while my mind spins from a cocktail of pharmaceutical drugs! Such is the way of this world, and such is the way of kings! No, no tear drips from my eye. I only weep that these ragamuffin scoundrels did not appreciate what I had to offer—their loss, not mine. Still, would it have been so hard? Was my mind too incomprehensible? My vision is darkening, quick, quick! Let me feel your fingers on my face. For a second. Still, was I so repulsive? Could no one befriend a god like me? Could I not joke with others, could I not have taken a homely girl for ice cream, could I not have watched movies with a friend, could I not have had a first kiss beneath a starry night? Could I not have felt lo—

>>25593653
>símbol

Simbol?

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Post paintings that are literally you.

>>25593663
I only skim over these long and wordy posts

>t my dad works for the pope

Okay, if a series of instants can't be disintinguished from one other, because there's infinite amount of them, why can't you define them all as singular instant?
Is a series of instants even possible?
How would you get from one to the next?
And, honestly, because there's no way to dinguish an instant from the one immediately after, you also can't distinguish the first from the third.
So I don't really know if this follows, but I guess this could mean you could have two instants on opposite sides of line without them being separate from one one another
Maybe this is just that bullshit Zeno thought up, but I guess we just have to stop using the concept of zero seconds, because it doesn't actually exist. There is no such thing, though you can still say things like a coke bottle has zero seconds. That would still be correct, but ulitmately there is no such thing as zero seconds in time.
Zero can't even be a starting point, because it implies an instant exists, so there's no reason we can say that time isn't just an infinite series of zeros, and fully continuous.
But I just weird ass thought, so I'm gonna just say it and leave.
If an instant didn't exist, then time could stop.

>>25593670
I only read the first sentence.

>>25593670
>>25593678
You impudent knaves!

>>25593682
Not impressed or engaged, sorry.

>>25593688
Grow a soul then dude or be quiet.

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>>25593668

>>25593691
>Nooo how dare you not like my writing! You have no soul! Nooo don't say you don't like it!
It's ok. I'm sure someone read through your post and thought something about it, just didn't bother to share it.

>>25593671
>Nothing exists
>Nothing persists

ad infinitum

>>25593698
You're sperging out over a random general. I was informing you that you don't have to review everything you don't read.

>>25593682
How is Dulcinea these days?

>>25593705
Could you please take a deep breath and count to 10?

>>25593713
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10.
Did you calm down yet lil bro?

>>25593714
If I let you have the last word, will you feel better about me not reading beyond the first sentence of lengthy posts?

>>25593665
Sƴmbol

OH GOD, PLEASE DONT KILL MY APPEARANCE!

>>25593715
Yes, I would cum in my pants. You need to touch grass for real though, you're getting stir crazy being in this general 24/7 and thinking everyone's out to get you

>>25593717
Sham-bo

I AM A SHINING GOLDEN GOD

I AM THE TRUTH THE WAY AND THE LIFE

THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA

THE FIRST AND THE LAST

THE BEGINNING AND THE END

AND ALL THAT I CAN DO -YOU CAN DO

AND MORE

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>>25593703
That's pretty cool. I like that a lot.
I remember back when I was 19 in rehab, I tripped this guy out a bit by adding a second meaning to Nothing Exists, which made both reinforce one another.
It was basically just saying that its negation of existence is also an affirmation of nothing, but that doesn't really seem to describe what I said, so it's just not only denying the existence of anything, but also saying that the only thing that exists is nothing.
I felt pretty cool.
Though I have no iea how nothing could actually exist, but most people find that idea too mysterious to care.

>>25593732
Doctor Livingstone, i presume

>>25593720
It's almost as if you're talking to yourself right now.

>>25593740
Nothing exists only in its own absence, hence this

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i've wasted 10 good years of my life on this godforsaken website.

>>25593749
What else would you have rather been doing?

>>25593744
Noooo! Where did you put my last word?

>>25593748
That was pretty sick.
Basically found a way how to make sense with a double negative.
That's cool shit.

>>25593751
getting bitches and making money and doings lots of cocaine

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>>25593749
Nice rare pepe

Trade me for a Frasier?

>>25593768
aight

>>25593749
did you come over with all the trump crowd?

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>>25593769
Sweet

>>25593771
yea. those were the best days of my life.

i'm sorry to tempt you away from your path of literature, but i just wanted to say that pussy feels sooo good. ok byeeeeee.

>>25593776
they say that’s when this site stopped being good

>>25593759
I am a little teapot

*dickpic*

Fuck, I've pretty much been delirious for over 12 hours, but there are some kind of cool things about it. Looking at myself in the mirror often has dynamically shifting degrees of definition, and although those rapid blips of memory loss are probably not a good thing, I still kinda like when I'm looking at my reflection and see myself skip a few frames.
Though, I'm sure almost every doctor in the world would say this state requires immediate medical attention, but that's why doctors don't always know what they're talking about, and are kinda just drama queens. I'm going to be fine, even though I don't really know how to describe that strange sensation in my brain.
Yeah, I'll be sure to sleep tonight at some point, I don't think much more than this results in anything fun.
I don't know how vision can scream, but that was a fucking weird one.

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>>25593793
Have a smoke

>>25593797
I am, and walking around the parking lot.
There's really no need for alarm until I'm not able to walk, but I gotta get to the gas station so I can get a Coke. That sounds delicious as fuck right now, even though swallowing hurts my tongue.
Wish I could've ate some more of those fucking nuggets.
There was no point in me saying that.
I'm gonna go get that Coke.

>>25593793
how long you been up?

>>25593805
Coke goes well with cod liver paté, anything fish really...

>>25593812
Probably like three days.
Managed to convince my boss that I was occasional episode of delirium from my fluphenazine.
I stopped taking that shit like months ago, because it doesn't actually do anything other than dull my ability to think, and it's so much easier to control psychosis by just recognizing a fucking contradiction.

>>25593819
That sounds pretty interesting. Actually tied to imagine what I could of it and... couldn't think of how to describe what I'd do, but it seemed fucking good.

>>25591681
I would, but then I'd be Fedposting

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>>25593820
I’m se sorry anony! Once I was awake for two days or something, that felt so crappy

>>25593820
>Fluphenazine, sold under the brand name Prolixin among others, is a high-potency typical antipsychotic medication of the phenothiazine class.[2] It is used in the treatment of chronic psychoses such as schizophrenia
Dude..?

>>25591681
I know this video looks weird. But I think it has a vibe some here may appreciate. The singing isn't bad, imo.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qelwl9Ftp04

>>25591681
If I didn't care enough about it to register, why am I upset that I missed the deadline for it?

>>25593857
FOMO is a bitch

>>25593845
It's okay. It doesn't entirely suck. At least I don't have to work tomorrow. I kinda write another rant at Terrence Tao in this state, but I'm honestly struggling to put thoughts together, and I'm definitely not gonna rail another pill to fix that, even l really don't to sleep, regardless of how tired I am.

>>25593851
Just be happy you get to watch at a safe distance. Like seeing someone getting hooked on gambling, you can't do anything for them. One of my classmates in college has been getting really into gambling recently, he's already put a grand in some shitass casino. And all I can do is smile sardonically and hope I don't have to see him destroy himself for much longer.

>>25593845
i did four days once (cocaine) & was having hallucinations. then at one point something snapped and i was full on dreaming with my eyes open.

>>25593861
I am vaguely pissed off at myself. And I don't know why. I don't care, right? Then why do I actually care? Do I practice apathy or not? Am I retarded? Don't answer that.

Cut you all down to decorticated cordwood

>>25593865
Sorry for nasty comparison, but you giving that Frankenstein’s creature vibe. I wish I could do something for you.

>>25593851
Yeah, l may have schizophrenia. I was certainly diagnosed with it, but you can believe you're the Devil and stop seeing yourself in the mirror as you without that being any kind of disconnection from reality.
You're the Devil too.
So is your mom.
The mailman.
And everyone else in the world.
There's nothing insane about having an usual belief.
That's no arrangement of pills actually changes my mind.

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>>25593878
*There's nothing insane about having an unusual belief.
*That's why no arrangement of pills actually changes my mind.

>>25593875
It's ok. I've made my peace with that for the most part.

Though, what do you mean by Frankenstein's creature, exactly? I don't think my admittedly odious comment is very evocative of the monster who swears enmity with all of manking and pursues vengeance against his creator against all costs. To me, it is just not comparable.

I thought I was talking to a funny surrealist, is this guy actually crazy and off meds?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pneuma_(disambiguation)

https://youtu.be/rNOyDoymyNs

I've gotta take a shit!!!! Good morning btw.

>>25593885
> I don't think my admittedly odious comment is very evocative of the monster who swears enmity with all of manking and pursues vengeance against his creator against all costs.
No spoilers pls, I’m only past the point where he tried to meet these French exiles. The thing with creature is that he’s nice and pure person, but people are unwilling to accept him because of that his body is. I wonder if Metamorphosis is inspired by this book in any way.
You said me to be happy I watch it from the safe distance, and I have to admit, it sounds like something that may discourage from approaching you, yet I think you’re a good person and is not deserving any of that.

the goyim are still insane

>>25593883
This seems like it was written in the dawn of modern psychology.
Virtually no one suspects I'm schizophrenic until I say I am, so I don't what the fuck you think about the fact I'm only psychotic in private and a normal ass dude public.
Maybe one's a fucking act, but really there's just no need to control myself whenever I'm alone.

I got some more fan mail from one of my readers today. One piece of fan mail is worth about five acceptances to me. Really justifies the hours you put into your pieces.

>>25593895
Oh sorry. I didn't know you were actively reading the book. I didn't spoil anything too specific.
I appreciate the compliment and good wishes. I hope you enjoy the rest of your book.

>>25593899
‘84. i just always remember that passage. the rewards for being sane may not be many but knowing what's funny is one of them.

She leaned there like a Roman statue, bold and Italic

The "all" to "mercify" the vicious, for what the vicious "was" with every "breath" becomes a "choice" that accompanies their "free will" through a "labyrinth" free of a beginning and free of an end.

Courageously, one undertakes a journey of discovery for one's "self", where the "one" becomes "free", so that the "one" may resonate with the "all".

>>25593904
Still fucking dated, dude.
And humor is entirely subjective.
There is no one way to prove that anything is objectively funny.
I don't give a shit how sane you think you are, because it didn't do anything to prevent you from believing a complete absurdity.
I don't know about you, but I'd much rather be insane than stupid, because at least you can still be smart as the former.

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>>25593749
I'm here since 2014.

A pint a night is just alright

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>>25593914
meds.
just kidding.
subjective doesn’t mean arbitrary. and me? i might take stupid.

Hey, Anon, do you remember a week ago someone removed the post, and you said it doesn’t matter if they tried to hide it because in a week you are going to post about it :)

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Okay, you’re only excuse is that I really hope you fell asleep.

>>25593915
Very good!

>>25593914
And what absurdity is that

Are there men who actually make noises and moans while jerking off or is that only in the movies? When you bust, sure, fine, but before that? That's crazy.

>>25593901
Happy for you, anon :)

>>25593928
>subjective doesn't mean arbitrary
No, but it can certainly include it, which is why you can laugh at shit that doesn't make any sense.
>i might take stupid
You're already well past that point,... FUCK, can't think.
It's so weird, you try talking yourself in your head and the voice just sounds fucking broken.
This NOS is gonna be a fucking weird one.

>>25593970
>why you can laugh at shit that doesn't make any sense
because you register that it’s nonsense and enjoy the gap. that’s discernment, not just randomness. requires a functioning faculty.

I regret so many things

>>25594009
Me too anon. I spent many years in mourning & repentance for all the stupid shit I said in my late teens/early twenties.

>>25593986
You think arbitrary means random?
I'm gonna call you a dick because I can.
Nothing random about that, just fucking arbitrary.
Where did I get this gut from?
Holy shit, Terrence really may be Eternally Condemned.
I dunno. My brain always generates insanely elaborate bullshit that I can't conclude is either real or unreal.
Meds don't do shit.
I don't know idea why the fuck you feel the need to constantly pump my brain different chemicals until I no longer believe that psychologists have no right to say that God speaking to me directly is a delusion, but believing in him is not.

I'm thinking it would be wise to buy some Christmas gifts this disability paycheque.

>>25594034
that’s not pure arbitrariness.

>>25594034
You’re not listening or reasoning, you’re just locked in a reaction pattern

I was so much better looking 6 years ago. Betcha I’m going to say the same in 6 years.