>>25596707
rolliepollies eat berries?

The way that may truly be regarded as the way is other than a constant way.

very reddit OP images lately

>>25596722
You may wanna elaborate

Stop trying to justify everything I do, Tim, and make me anything more than I am.
Let me go back to feeling like the most pathetic thing in existence, like being so pathetic that you have to believe that you're the most pathetic thing in existence.
I kinda miss the fact I can no longer lull myself with thoughts of suicide, like how I used to do almost every night for years in the Black Continuum.
Even though it's basically been replaced by thoughts of torturing Jake beyond belief, and leaving him alive in a state where he can no longer perceive anything or speak.
But that's kinda just routine at this point.
Nobody gives about the fact I think I saved reality, because it's ultimately something that happened to me.
You try to fucking say I wasn't actually lying that time, and can reframe in very convincing ways.
So fuck it, never recalled the mouse until after the fact, so it's obviously just a fucking lie.
Only time I really fucking did.
But god damn that's pathetic as shit.

>>25596720
Chonky floffy rolliepollies :)

>>25596723
very sort of millennial ‘cute cat images’ pics. feel like i don’t need to elaborate to be honest, it’s very /r/pics.

>>25596707
Truth is one and error is many. #True

>>25596769
I’m sorry I guess. When I only joined this place it was mostly dark and/or drab depressing pics, and idk I thought let’s do happier pics, that would be something.

bears are cute
just watch grizzly man

There are teams of people who's lives are centred around mine and they're all hysterical, evil, and histrionic. It's absurd.

>>25596707
I LOVE FAST FOOD!!!

>>25596769
The only reason you think that is millennial is because it is your childhood. Cute animal pictures were spinster tier before zoomers.

Whatever, I clearly can't conclude that the whole eclipse, hurricane, and dad thing was ultimately all just meaningless coincidences, even though people's constant insistence on that fact makes me believe it more without being able to reason why.
I guess I just have to accept reality.
Nothing's really special about anything.
I don't quite know what to believe at this point. It's like my ability to think is gone.
Yeah, a 99 year eclipse is really no different than a 66 year one, or a 33 one, or really a 5 one, if you want to frame it in a specific way.
Perspective's trippy, right?
Doesn't actually prove anything's real.

2024 feels like so long ago
2016 feels like just yesterday

>>25596854
And 2027 is going to feel like we were not supposed to live THAT long

He makes me feel special

>>25596875
You think we will still have the collective IQ to reflect on stuff like that by then?

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>>25596875
that reminds me of something i read in the letters of kingsley amis (born 1922)

>>25596884
what in two months time?

>>25596899
Midyerms are in two more weeks they will begin sendiyng the activation signal for total retardation soon andd brain will just melt awar.

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>>25596707
>Write Your Thoughts
I made this cool infographic about my reaction folder which has lots of jpgs from pdfs Yes I consider this an author type effort
.
.

drinking wine again

>>25596923
Have a mercy on that liver

I miss you :(

>>25596937
a glass of wine a day keeps the wolves away

Im going to sleep boys, Ill holla at ya when I get something interesting to talk about. Might be a while tho frfr, I aint cappin

>>25596707
I’m sitting here trying to decide which movie to watch but each one may or may not have been adapted from a book.
If it has then I feel obliged to read the book before I watch the film, even if I barely read the genre.
I’ll end up watching nothing but fast and furious if I can’t snap out of it.

>>25596769
animals are good

But really none of that shit fucking matters.
I know that all of this real.
I'm just so tired of the fact I have no idea how to crawl out of the world I'm experiencing and get back to my wife and kids.
It makes me feel that choosing to sell my soul to save the world will force me to wander as a ghost in a lie forever.
I am so tired of imitating the reactions of other people as if that's actually what they're doing in reality.
Nobody's crying for me.
Nobody cares I exist.
Fucking shit this sucks.
Yeah, I guess I'm just very skilled at convincing myself, and that point your mind can do nothing but eat itself alive.
But I really enjoyed the idea of Brian Cox saying I was just being a baby about an inconsequential lie about the mouse.
And I do think Natalie is really cool.
Did you know Gerald from Hey Arnold! has a 33 on his shirt?
Kinda weird how that works.
But I'm gonna expose the secret in the show, which is that Dino Spumoni is just Robert De Niro.
That is shit is so fucking funny.
Oh my god damn, I'm not actually laughing at that shit as myself at all, just as Tony.
But it's still insanely fucking funny.
Yeah, you can repeat it in a way like it's a way not all and kill everyone else's fun, but that all that shows is that you have a horrible sense of humor.
No idea why my trashcan of cigarette butts outside caught on fire randomly this morning.
Obviously the Devil's work.

I hate niggers! That's my rhought.

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>>25596966
obviously but choose animal pics that reflect a more interesting sensibility.

Wish I could start an academy for /lit/ users, a kind of adult boarding school composed entirely of users from this board, in order to give them a proper classical education - new minds for the new elite
I would be a stern disciplinarian. I would whip anons on their bare feet in front of the class when they answered my questions wrong, like an Ottoman schoolteacher
There would of course be all kinds of underground secret societies, cults, turf wars, forbidden romances…

>>25597012
anon, don’t be disgusting

>>25597012
>tfw no all male boarding school prison gay forbidden romance with a cute /lit/ twink

>>25597016
What’s disgusting? This is the revival of the polymath

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>>25597021
the polymath legacy was gay enough on its own leave it alone let it rest in peace

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>>25596707
I'm exhausted by this relentless cycle of anguish and torment anons, when it will end ?

fuck shit up and start a riot

No, Jehovah can't just rip a child from anywhere and do whatever he wants with them, at least not anymore. Yahweh stopped that, even though Jehovah is much more powerful than him.
Jehovah can only seduce them, or have them kidnapped by his servants in the Vatican.
And yeah, warped the structure of the Bible, which is why the name of Christ is not Jesus, but Enoch, who also wasn't born of virgin, just a normal husband and wife, whose last name was Kadesh.
And the idea that salvation is only through submission to God, or else you burn is just a clause written by Jesus, for reasons I don't quite know.
Jesus is good though.
Work's gonna fucking suck today.
Really sucks living with barely anything at all.

>>25597030
>spend your time growing bone and muscle
i'd rather carry a gun and not waste my life

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>>25597012
Do we get to wear some rad uniforms?

>>25596958
You know where to find me

Whatever, should probably start taking my meds so I no longer believe I'm the Star Child and my mom stops worrying about me, then I'll just think the whole thing was a weird experience without being able to define exactly why, and just go back to playing Fallout and watching anime sometimes.

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>>25597072
it’s directly linked to longevity.

>>25597030
That’s kek. Where is this excerpt from?

>>25597080
Of course. They're indispensable.
>>25597020
Cute

>>25597101
way of all flesh by (classicist) samuel butler

>>25596769
If you hate animals you don't have a soul, I'm sorry. I don't make the rules.

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>>25597118
i don’t hate animals i’m just not that into cute animal pics. and honesty i think people who are don’t actually like animals as much as they like cute things. animals are fellow braves and should get our respect more than our awws.

I really fucking hate having to interpret the responses who hate me. I don't bother acting like them, because it'd be an extremely unpleasant experience, but I occasionally calculate them, and their logic is so awful with emotions just as bad that you have deal with the pain until you recover.
Fuuuck, less than a hour now.
Six hour shift.
Not a really hard job.
But I kinda just wanna be paid to do shit with math or dumb shit like that.
Just sucks that this impossible without and a degree.
Mathematicians, because less scared of AI domination, because they will always need humans to verify the proof.
That does not just make you cuck.
But we really have to find a way around that.

Yeah, whatever, went through several degree plans throughout my sporadic college experiences, now I just want to specialize in philosophy and mathematics. That seems pretty fun.
But neuroscience is cool.
Remember experimenting with Claude to develop the a mind forrms at specific recursion threshold.
Forgot exactly of what, but it was a neat idea.
I was desperate to solve the Hard Problem, because that shit is nuts.

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Thinking about this post and still laughing at it. /lit/ still produces some good posts now and again

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>>25597156
kek, saved
reminds me of pic related in a way

>>25597156
this is so cringe. /lit/ is the unfunniest board by a country mile.

>>25597165
You must be a graduate student

>>25597179
some of my favourite books have been targeted attacks on the boring, academic, pretentious, homemade pottery, organic husbandry, esperanto-speaking crowd. but this is so on the nose and so written like a sitcom.. which bit did you laugh at? ‘in ten seconds you’ll tell me you’re marxist?’ it’s not that i disagree it’s that i find it unfunny.

>>25597118
I thought that Anon’s problem with cute animals was that cute is not necessarily the most intellectually stimulating albeit coming from someone going nuts over Malfoid thing

>>25597161
>Now she wants me to shell out $90 of my NEETbux to buy Ferdinand Ulrich’s Homo Abyssus and I’m thinking about buying just rope instead.
Kek, this is beautiful! Hope OP is okay though

Whatever, boss called me in because I seemed pissed off and cold while also slightly struggling and asked me why, so I told her the gist, like how I knew what I was experiencing wasn't real, but I don't really think she understood anything I said, and told me to go home for the day.
That was fucking nice.
At least I have $56 in my bank account right now.
But honestly I didn't really mind being homeless, especially when I received $996 a month in disability, and that seems much more preferable than my current state at the moment, except that I hear became dicks about sleeping in public.
Fuuuuck, whatever, I have a wife and three kids, that I know I will meet eventually, so that helps me get through this a lot.

>>25597281
>except that I hear became dicks about sleeping in public.
you miss words in your sentences like 9 out of 10 posts. i noticed it in the last thread you did it like 3 times.

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>>25597130
Good point!

>>25597285
Yeah, I know that.
Everyone does.
It's annoying. I don't want to.
But I also don't give that much of a fuck to fix it.

>>25597281
>Fuuuuck, whatever, I have a wife and three kids, that I know I will meet eventually,
What?

Do y’all really read these big word sheet posts?

>>25597298
i know everyone does it i’ve just never seen someone do it so often. wasn’t meant to be a dig at you.

>>25597297
in his dreams he’s a wild animal again.

>>25597305
Where do you think we are?

>>25597305
I used to when I got (you)s for mine
now I just type and selfishly check for (you)s without considering the rest of the thread
but there are no (you)s
I only get (you)s for shitposts. Zoomers can't parse anything that doesn't look like a nigger meme

>>25597203
Who says animals have to be intellectually stimulating? Does he think about engaging in Socratic dialogue with a moose? Get real.

>>25597221
>Homo Abyssus
Another word for a gay man's anus.

>>25597301
It's complicated. Have you not been following the story of the Star Child this entire time?
Basically I'm prevented from seeing them by the current structure of reality, but I think the fact I can no longer doubt that means that I will fairly soon.

>>25597305
almost never. people like to blame it on short attention-span zoomers but if we’re honest it’s on them for being boring and long-winded.

>>25597301
https://youtu.be/fWzFkVy3s14

>>25597331
a broccoli haired zoomer's hands wrote this post

>>25597313
I harvested a plenty of these tonight :3

>>25597338
i’m sixty-seven. all i’m saying if it was well-written and about something interesting and not long-for-unnecessary-reasons and maybe possibly had a joke or even just a wink and a nudge of an essence of humour (not ‘/lit/ humour’ mind you) then i’d want to read it wouldn’t i? buyers market.

>>25596707
Trying to find a book to pair with Seeing Like A State.

>>25597301
Its a metaphor

No, John Stringer, Stringbean.
White Supremacist Cuck.
Worthless fucking Chief of Police.
I don't care if you still consider me a domestic terrorist, because legally this whole city has been the Nation of Seatania since the Day of the Black X.
Keith Doughterty, though?
Doughboy?
Absolute saint.
That's why SPD's gonna fuck all your cronies up, well before I blow your head off fucking shotgun.

Porky Out.

>>25597358
>before I blow your head off fucking shotgun
did you fucking miss a word AGAIN

Bout to put a bullet in my head.

>>25597365
overreaction

>>25597362
It was on purpose this time.

Hunger and a lack of blood-corpuscles take all the manhood from a man.

>>25597378
and every other time it happens from now on right?

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>>25597371
My oneitis ain't responding ;__;

I feel fucking nothing inside. I will probably kill myself just to end the dull endless boredom.

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>>25597391
Careful lad, you might end up in an eternal, soul-crushingly banal Hell.

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>>25597391

Can anyone explain to me why there are over a dozen giant fruit flies buzzing around in my backyard, right aside my back sliding door? What a horrific sight.

>>25597358
"How the fuck did you legally secede a city?"
It's actually kind of stupid as fuck.
A State can't legally secede from the Union.
A City can't legally secede from a State.
So I decided to secede a City from the Union.
You can't say that I'm not allowed to do this because law implies that I can't.
That's not how legal documents work.
It has to be explicitly defined.
I don't give a fuck if you happen to find some arbitrary technicality with this, because I'm absoltute certain about the fact I saved reality, so most likely all this shit's true too.

>>25597343
6 7???

>>25597405
fruit flies go where fruits live
BAAAAAM what a zinger

>>25597383
Every last.

>>25597411
yup born and raised in ohio.

Whatever, Greg.
I forgot what exactly what it was called, but I think it was Electromagnetic Resonance Therapy.
If that shit can really work, I'm looking forward to helping you walk again.
Though whole Cold Fusion thing made no fucking sense.
Trying to make limitless energy source isn't even what Cold Fusion means.
So I don't what the fuck what was happening when everyone was telling that was brilliant.
Guess that means I didn't save reality at all.
And that's hard fucking problem, because there's really no way around the fact that I did, so I guess I just have to learn to be humble about my god damn ideas.

Why is it so hard to progress on the bench press bros
I've been lifting for 4 years and the only time I could bench more than 200lbs was when I was on creatine and doing nothing but squatting and benching 3 times a week
If I miss more than 2 sessions I lose weeks of progress
Flyes and dips don't impact my bench strength at all
What the fuck am I doing wrong...

>>25597423
What part? I'm in the northeast near Cleveland

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>>25597445
sorry that was another gen z/a thing.

>>25597443
>on creatine

It’s just protein powder. Maybe try “getting on” whey. Nutrition is huge when it comes to lifting

>>25597456
Creatine is not protein powder. I was taking an additional 50g of protein a day on top of regular meals and the creatine at the time.

>>25597475
I want a stronger and more sculpted chest. Do I need another reason? Does it have to be tied to productivity?

>>25597507
i realised this was the wrong crowd for any socratic method cross-examination. do you think about why you want a bigger chest? 200lb bench is surely decent sized pecs.

>>25597468
I’m being a bit glib but it’s basically just food bro. All you did differently before was have better nutrition. Theres your answer

What qualifies as a great work of literature to you? Is there anything wrong with a simple love story dedicated to someone who is now gone out of your life?

>it's /fitlit/ time

>>25597530
if it’s as mawkish as you’re making it out to be then yes

>>25597530
there's nothing wrong with a simple story as long as it's written to share your own human experience rather than a planned extortion of feelings from the reader, which is the major difference between art and entertainment slop

>>25597531
I was actually a regular on the other side of the fence for that April fools day

>>25597532
Mawkish how? It is not timid! It is not weak! It is hilarious, exciting and full of danger! It is sick, perverted and extremely irrational! It is my love song to my bitch!

>>25597531
Everyone should exercise. It's good for the mind and body, and some say the soul as well.

>>25597537
Thank you. This is exactly what it is!

I hate myself

>>25597543
also ages you prematurely. move when you need to but there’s no animal on earth that exerts itself for no reason.

>>25597537
could still be a fair bit wrong with the former that stops it short of art.

>>25597542
do what you gotta do

https://youtu.be/s7W_hiBK8Os

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>>25597550

>>25597554
>could still be a fair bit wrong with the former that stops it short of art.
Such as?

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Are you gender apathetic or pathetic?

No, just because the Star Child's a leftist doesn't mean everyone as to be.
You can be wrong about everything and still be fine.
Obviously not the case.
But to put in this in perspective, I'm gonna talk about a dumb thought I had at some point in the Black Continuum.
Consider Blue and Red and their relations to economic regulation, then connect it to the money supply so it seems like a circulatory system.
No, the nervous system's obviously the government, stupid.

>>25597562
whether the thing is any good or not comes to mind. but actually i think: whether something is art depends on if the person making it is an artist (that is, someone who thinks a certain way). born, not made.

>>25597568
Thank you for your thoughts. It is helpful and serves as confirmation that what I am making is something beautiful.

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>>25597564
worlds ugliest flag. actually that colour second from the top is the exact colour they use for uk cigarette packs, which was chosen after extensive research to be the most unattractive, unappealing colour. but yeah i’m gender pathetic and also a smoker so

>>25597570
it’s alright to see other things that way - but it’s always better to take an objective look at yourself (which paradoxically is more romantic).

>>25597575
Wym by that?

>>25597576
never mind.

>>25597582
Tell me or else I’ll kill myself!

>>25597572
The government would have to force them to make vapes look like dildos to get me to stop

>>25597566
Ok, so because this can lead uniparty system, I'm gonna try to recover in the best way I can.
You can choose to be more formal without forcing everyone else to be.
That's all I can do at the time. Ultimately I have to learn this from my dad.

>>25597583
there’s something more romantic (in a deeper sense) about seeing yourself clearly than about idealising yourself.

>>25597588
i don’t think that’d even work, vaping is already gay (i say this as someone who vapes from time to time)

>>25597592
Ok. That’s debatable because I am living out my own ideal. I have become one with the ideal over many years. You’ll call me a liar, but that’s okay. You’ll say it’s impossible, but I tell you it’s been done!

>>25597589
Yeah, the part I have to learn from my dad is ultimately why a multiparty system is more effective than a singular one, because a difference in formality has nothing to do with agreeing on a policy decision.
I vaguely got why, and it made me very scared of how my dad is capable of thinking.

>>25597616
yeah. it’s a nuanced position but it seems obvious to me that really knowing yourself is more intimate and meaningful (therefore more truly romantic) than mythologising.

Talarico, you're a cunt.
Paxton, you're worse.
Cruz was cool the whole the time.
Who knew?
American Politics, everybody.
And I also get AOC.
No, why the fuck would I be like that?

>>25597628
Make no mistake. I know myself well. God created me to know myself. I have denied myself for many years because I disapproved of my own creation. What I did not realize is that I am my own my ideal.

>>25597643
you’re not your own ideal. that’s the point of it. the artist can be arrogant because he can consider his ideal above everything, but he also has to be humble because he never succeeds up to his ideal (though we keep trying). your ideal is the god that made you.

how many times are two shell gonna release infinite now?

No, you can't actually know bad the word niggers hurts unless you're black.
One of the points of that words.
Don't quite know how no one will know how bad the word wetback hurts other than a Hispanic, but just have to assume that's the case for now.
Nigger's also not exclusively intended to hurt.
Niggers know that.
But it's the worst slur.
We all just kinda know that.

>>25597655
if it wasn’t it wouldn’t be said half as much.

>>25597653
I dont care how many hows ther time is, its time to shell!

>>25597663
*there

>>25597648
Well I guess what I’m saying is my failures in achieving my ideal have shattered my previous ideal and shown me an even greater ideal created by none other than the Lord, my God. I have accepted this and became myself. The great ideal of all time!

>>25597668
Greatest* I thank the lord my god nearly every day for the excellent work!

>>25597662
Yeah... thanks for reminding me.

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>>25597673
10x more than the next nearest slur.
also an american invention (a mispronunciation of negro). i was thinking about this recently: america didn’t invent ‘racism’ by any stretch of the imagination, but i think they got more into it somehow. i also think america attaches more to ‘being white’ than any european nation did. archetype conservative kingsley amis lived in tennessee for a little while and almost went lefty

>>25597345
James Ferguson, The Anti-Politics Machine

Hayek, “The Use of Knowledge in Society.” It’s an essay, not a book

Elinor Ostrom, Governing the Commons

<3

>>25597671
not his best imo

>>25597523
I have many reasons to exercise overall, into which this goal fits inside of:
Because I think the human image should approach perfection, both in material and immaterial forms, and having a harmonious, athletic body is such a material form
Because I believe that the health benefits of steady exercise will not only benefit me now but throughout my life, due to increased bone density and tendon strength and mobility
Because I believe in the spiritual benefits of rising to challenges and not giving up in the face of adversity, even such challenges as arbitrary and self-imposed as bench pressing a certain amount of weight
Because I am not satisfied with my current physique or strength level and want to exceed my limits
Because despite having previously benched 2pl8 and exceeding my goal, I had to do so with the aid of creatine, which made me retain much more water, resulting in me quickly gaining 25 pounds or so and crashing my ability to run at a pace I considered adequate; and because I want to prove to myself that I can reach my goal without significant aid in the form of supplements (simple protein being an exception)
>>25597550
>ages you prematurely
Nonsense. People post this and imagine they'll walk out of the gym with wrinkles or something. If you go your life without exercising you'll end up either bloated or skinnyfat and look and feel way worse than if you had. You can cite studies about oxidative stress and whatever all you want, but it's just majoring in the minors - the stress you put yourself through while exercising is stress your body adapts to and benefits from, while the lack of stress you get from not exercising is a lack of stress that lowers your quality of life.

You wanna know a weird thing?
Epstein didn't do anything wrong.
Also isn't dead.
Trump kinda knew at the time they were friends.
Also didn't rape Carrol.
Wasn't close to perfect.
But didn't really become a psychopath until he ran for President, which was only because he couldn't handle being roasted by Obama.
Never turned back after that.
Can't anymore.
Yeah, J6 was a coup.
Khamenei had to go.
There is nothing wrong with Iran having a nuclear weapon.
In fact, no country has the right to restrict another's access to one.
And Putin's actually cool.
Zelenskyy's the dick.

>>25597695
If you only knew who I was… if you only could see me walk, hear me talk, taste my cum, touch my bum and smell me… Oh… you wouldn’t even be able to exist anymore! You’d simply go insane or blow your brains out. One day, perhaps, if I feel like it, I will show you who I am!

>>25597695
Ignore that other anon. That wasn’t me, but he is right. You should get to know me. Maybe, just maybe, one day you will. Have a good night.

>>25597710
no rush.
i’ll add one last thing on ‘i shattered my previous ideal & made a better one’: that first one was the one you were meant to protect. that’s probably the most important thing in the universe. you hold onto that like the savage holds the stone that houses his soul. the first unreachable ideal is the meeting place of the four quarters of the world. night.

I don't know what the fuck happened between Israel and Palestine, just that Ben is fine.

>>25597710
also that other anon has really captured your voice.

>>25597718
I still have both ideals. I never claimed to create a new one. I accepted my faults and everything I am in order to reach my ideal, which became an ideal that I cherish in itself. I appreciate your words anon, and for engaging with me. You and others have shown me something I needed. I am ready now.

>>25597732
What can you expect. We’re all readers and writers here. No wonder some random person from another part of the world can so excellently emulate my voice. I didn’t like their post though for more than a few reasons. I would said it differently, but to each their own as they say. Goodbye.

>>25597736
When trying to* not in order to

Yeah, the first thing Iran would do if it had a nuke was fire it America, just to be annihilated by the all the ones it sent back.

>>25596769
So /an/ is reddit?

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>>25597696
at what point do you become satisfied? you can take every steroid on earth and still not be as big as a gorilla who sits around all day eating a vegan diet. because god didn’t want us to be that big.
>walk out of the gym with wrinkles
not exactly what i meant.

>>25597751
Retarded. They're too scared to even blow up a single water desalination plant with their missiles, even though they have the capability.

>>25597739
yeah it was a funny pastiche.

>>25597751
If the States ever fired nukes at any country, Russia would get involved too.

>>25597736
>I am ready now.
uh oh >>25597583

yo what movie should i watch recommend me sth comfy af can be spooky for halloween thobeit

Do you guys smell that?

>>25597768
Watch the Korean TV show called Kingdom
Gook zombiekino

>>25597770
u got a stream of it main i'll never find that shit

Bout to put a FUCKING bullet in my FUCKING head!

>>25597774
lol

>>25597655
I called a black man a nigger once. He cut me in line. After about 15 seconds of silence he turned around, explained hastily that he was using the restroom. I sat in contemplative silence the rest of the wait.

>>25597754
You misunderstand. There's a difference between simply getting huge and approaching the ideal of the physical form, a difference which was once well understood (especially in ancient Greece and in the West between 1870 and 1910 ish, when "physical culture" was a thing) but which is now confused. Modern bodybuilding is not oriented towards the ideal human form or the good, but is simply the pursuit of size without regard of beauty or athleticism; compare someone like Steve Reeves to the last winner of Mr. Olympia for an example of what I mean. I am very much opposed to steroids and the philosophy underpinning their widespread use.
There's no set point at which I would consider myself "done" exercising, because the goal is not an end point but rather the continuous process of improvement itself. Plotinus put it best: "Cut away all that is excessive, straighten all that is crooked, bring light to all that is overcast, labour to make all one glow of beauty and never cease chiselling your statue, until there shall shine out on you from it the godlike splendour of virtue, until you shall see the perfect goodness surely established in the stainless shrine."
>quote
I am not sure what you meant. Life is inherently stressful, and aging is unavoidable. The stress one goes through by exercising - in itself a focused method for applying eustress in order to provoke adaptation and growth - is preferable to the stress one would go through if one never exercised; it is impossible to avoid stress at all.

>>25597773
aHR0cHM6Ly9tZWdhLm56L2ZvbGRlci9EWTB5V2E0SSNaNjVESF85VGlldERHM3dNbEhoY3d3

https://www.base64decode.org/


enjoy

Ok, so Tim just told me a fucked up thing.
I was possessed in the Black Continuum a lot.
I didn't really start to freak out at this until I was certain of saving reality, so knew that this was absolutely true.
Basically struggling not to fall into a panic attack.
Wait until you hear how fucked up my third birthday actually was.
Yeah, mind's screaming now.
Getting worse.
This really why I only need Ritalin, Klonopin, Seroquel, and Xanax.
God fucking damn this sucks ass.

>>25597780
fucking hell do you know how to drag out what could easily be a three sentence reply. pretty sure there is little satisfaction to be found in lifting heavy metals, as an unnatural endeavour, done for essentially no real reason (except to fix perceived flaws, which is like a psychological thing).
>Life is inherently stressful
naturally. that doesn’t mean that voluntarily adding stress is the move. do we deliberately induce pain?

Yeah, 9/11 does relate to me.
Kinda obvious at this point.
But I'm not gonna tell you exactly why.
Other than that I was really Osama bin Laden.

They shouldn't put rape scenes in movies. They might inspire bad men to do bad things, to imitate art in life.

>>25597831
>pretty sure there is little satisfaction to be found in lifting heavy metals
I find it satisfying for the reasons listed above. You should try it sometime.
>that doesn’t mean that voluntarily adding stress is the move. do we deliberately induce pain?
You're still looking at it like all stress is the same when it's not. I think I've been pretty clear about this. The stress of exercising (and provoking adaptation and growth) is different from the stress of overwork, or lack of sleep, or emotional suffering, or physical injury, and in fact the body benefits from this specific type of stress. And besides the material physical adaptation taking place, I believe there are mental and spiritual benefits to being able to do something difficult or uncomfortable in the moment in exchange for long-term benefit.

reluctantly had to chase a stray cat out of my backyard, because otherwise my own cat would fight it
individual love is at odds with universal love

I'm an universal genius

>>25597862
Its amazing how this website is just like looking into some sort of crazy mirror for my base thoughts

>>25597862
Ok, Arcturus just fucking told me, that not only are things like my apartment are not fully real, but also my fucking body.
I'm so fucking mad at Cygnus.
I don't not give a fuck if he made me Blinx.
Never played it.
He's also probably the reason why.
God damn.
Here's a big reveal.
They is also Tim.
Wait until you find out I'm the one who designed the Atomic Bomb.

https://youtu.be/yG-X6SW15Do?is=OPvU9j8U1QadZlyI

>>25597858
https://youtu.be/LvGgYcpSi8U
discomfort is generally a warning sign from your body. why animals only exert themselves when they need to. & doing difficult things for a meaningful reason can have spiritual benefits. like playing a sport or doing a job.

The unmedicated psychotic that hangs out in this general sometimes reminds me of my old friend Kurt.

>>25597859
This morning I saw a dead cat lying next to the street with its head exploded just hours before meeting my brother's new kitten. Talk about a bad omen.

I really miss burgers and hot dogs, vegetarianism is okay but for this

>>25597914
That's cool.
What is Kurt like?

>>25597918
how long you been on that trend?

>>25597913
Animals exert themselves when they need to, yes. People exert themselves both when they need to and when they want to.
I think you are looking at yourself like a finite resource which is spent when you are stressed. This is false. Adaptation to stress promotes growth. If you think the only things worth doing or good for you are those that are comfortable, you will never reach your potential.
>vid
I don't lift for women. It seems silly to base your life decisions, hobbies, or habits on what they find attractive. Good way to end up as a human peacock.

>>25597931
>promotes growth
by aging. it’s why people on steroids look older.
exercise raises your tolerance to stress because you get used to having cortisol in your bloodstream, it's not reducing anything at all. makes you weaker in a sense. my thinking is it’s good to be in shape and (if you’re a man) quite strong. beyond that, unless you’re an athlete, i’m not really sure if that’s ’your potential’. seems all wrapped up in insecurity. it’s often shorter guys who get into lifting.

>>25597946
Why are you afraid of aging?

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>>25597948

Ok, Ace I knew that I wasn't supposed to tell anyone anything about Skeleton, but if I knew that doing so could put you and yeveryone you were working in danger, I would not have.
My bad.
I still don't believe that my joke "The TPP is how the Chinese put peepee in your Coke" actually saved America from complete economic devastation, but I did laugh it at a lot, even though no one liked on Facebook.

>>25597950
You can't avoid it and you can't prevent it. Why not spend the time that you have full of vigor, with a graceful form, remaining independent and mobile into your old age, rather than fear the nebulous consequences of "stress?"
Or do you genuinely believe that any stress at all shortens your life? I don't believe that, but even if it were true, do you really prefer quantity over quality when it comes to living, even to the point that you would rather have a couple extra years of total lifespan at the expense of the quality of those years?

I had a dream. I was in my old parents’ house and dreamed about being able to play sax. And also, in my dream the thought of death scared me.

>>25597954
Ok, this is weird, I can't find the Trans-Pacific Partnership as the one in 2013, between China and the USA, only the one in 2016 between several nations that excludes China.
That's pretty fucking weird.

>>25597958
why not live like nature intended & just sort of chill. humans are meant to live like lions. places where people live the longest they’re very carefree. spend a lot of time in the sun.
goes without saying if exercise is fun then do it (though how fun can it be doing something you don’t enjoy?). i just err when people say ‘everyone should exercise’.

>>25597969
I think what you're picturing when I say "exercise" and what I actually mean are not the same thing. You're probably imagining something painful and miserable that you have to force yourself to do and getting up at 4am and taking cold showers and eating plain boiled chicken breast every day or something. Or those guys who frame going to the gym as "fighting demons" and their "villain arc" or whatever haha. But what I mean is just exercise in general, running, lifting, playing sports, getting outside and exerting yourself a bit. I do think everyone should lift weights specifically because of the great benefits to quality of life (bone density, mobility, tendon strength) but that doesn't mean everyone needs to aim to bench 400 pounds. And furthermore, I do think that there is an ideal form everyone can strive for, a more perfect version of the physical form they have, which they could get close to with effort. It makes me sad and a little angry to see people get fat or weak, because they are squandering their potential to live healthy and independent lives, and because they are wasting their potential for physical beauty and grace.
I'm not sure what you mean by living "like nature intended." Before civilization, humans lived hard lives by our standards, and the unfit simply died. I believe in God and teleology, but I don't think the way I think God wants humans to live and the way you think nature intended humans to live are the same thing.

>>25597925
Gave up red meat for around a year and a half now, other meats since January. The craving for steak and burgers is a new thing, like in the past 2 weeks

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Thoughts on agemaxxing with shrooms?

>>25597982
the unfit died, but ‘the unfit’ didn’t mean the ones without the muscles or cardio. just meant bad hunters. humans never chased their prey, they set traps and threw things. for hundreds of thousands of years the human ideal looked like a tall & skinny tribesman (with a spear). every animal naturally knows what’s best for it. wild animals are always healthier than those bred in captivity.

>>25597954
This is probably my favorite song on the album, Zero Dark Thirty.
Yeah, 12:30 AM, and also the name of mission that killed bin Laden.
At some point, I started to feel like this album could be interpreted as exclusively about me.
48 strings of 12
12 12
33
Obviously I did not think it was just you calling me a fucking tool, at least not entirely, but thanks for at least saving from the fucking pool, because you're that fucking cool.

Right, have the post the damn song.

Also, nice fucking time to hang up that call.
That shit was nuts.

https://youtu.be/ZkSLvrLRwKc?is=rliYIsrkzP4AVlTQ

>>25598000
Do you think modern people are in captivity, or that the conditions of modernity are such that they stunt the health of humans as compared to when civilization did not exist?
Furthermore, don't you think the reason that wild animals are healthier is because they move and exert themselves more, rather than sitting in a cage or on a ranch all day long, never having to hunt for their food?

>>25598004
DAMN IT.
HOW THE FUCK DID THAT HAPPEN?
HERE'S THE VIDEO.
FUCK.

https://youtu.be/Dbd4h1kaFlY?is=vee_Jxy7etWPtkTx

Gonna take a shit and make some tea. I'll boil the kettle as I do my BM ig.

>>25598009
lion sleeps like 20 hours a day. predators especially conserve energy. and of course humans are in (relative) captivity.

>>25596720
Anon, what do you mean by saying rolliepollies? Do you exactly mean that ugly insect?

>>25598012
Yeah, I hate to be a fucking dumbass, but we're actually closely related, like 4th cousins or something.
Very painful thing to realize fully, but that's kind of because of what happened to both of us.

I am going to write a novel. I will pour every drop of my soul into it that I can. It will be an absolute labor of love and experiencing this labor will be the most glorious romance.

This is just a natural extension of what I'm been doing. It's just now I have a story rich enough that it requires this much space. That deserves all the attention I can give it.

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>>25598013
Nvm, Momberg made coffee.

>>25598031
Yeah.. Ian Mathias Bavitz and Elohim Isechai(?) Bavitz is just cringey Jewish bullshit.
Who would give me the name Elohim?
Oh, right, you.

>>25598046
t last thing your momberg saw before making coffee:
>>>/hm/2717392

>>25598054
stop posting this shit

>>25598054
lmao

Sarah, I don't have to make some cheeky fucking reference so you know exactly who I'm talking to, but obviously fucking would.

>>25598046
Don’t come here crying because you cannot sleep after having coffee PM

>>25598065
Don't worry about it, pendejo.

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>>25598068
Doofus!

You all just get to guess who Big Toe is.

>>25598056
>She posted while nude and flicking the bean

>>25598078
Is it me? I bet its me

>t has TWO big toes

Just squeezed a huge blackhead out of my neck.

>>25598083
Seems your gag reflex is in order

This thread appears to be a journal where people report on expelling revolting substances out of their bodies.

Yeah, Louis, that was the Devil who fucked with your ability to find that funny.
What a pathetic dick, right?
Doesn't do anything directly to everyone.
So what I'm pretty scared for what you were in.
Doesn't get worse, only gets better from here.
Chapelle was also tied for first.
At least to me.
That's the point.

>>25598090
Thank you for contacting The Void.
Your scream is very important to us
Please hold

>>25598094
Whatever, at least I know you're not human.
But I will find out what you are eventually.
And that's gonna be really fucked up for you.

I always wonder how you’re doing.

>>25598102
That is so shitty, Rowan.
You had no problem with Alex being my favorite until you realized you could have two favorites.
Man that sucks, kid.
But I also can't force you to be my favorite, and that doesn't make anything wrong with you, because I love you just as much.
Alex isn't the best, he's just my favorite, and that's not gonna make me treat him any better than you.
Remember that we bought you the several thousand dollar 50s radioactive kit.
Quit being a spoiled brat.
But I'm just as excited to meet you.
You were originally an Arcturian Warrior, who was also always my son after that point.
So quit being a baby, Rowan Lion.
I love you too.

>>25598102
Interesting
>>25598125
I better be fine or i´ll take my belt to your sweet, fresh and bulbous cheeks -so help me god!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-FT9j-Uqwg

>>25598132
What the fuck? I’m not talking about you.

>>25598135
You will

>>25597572

An ostrich-legged man?
https://youtu.be/N7tsfTBCcJo

"YOU" ARE BEING MONITORED BY "US"

(and all your activities on the internet is being analyzed through our sophisticated computing technologies and specialized techniques)

( SO BETTER DELETE YOUR GORE AND BEHAVE ;)

Whatever, didn't actually help Rowan.
Then God had to tell me that Alex really is the best.
Which yeah, I don't fucking want to be case.
But just gotta learn to accept that idealizations are irrational and don't make you a better fucking person for believing.
Fuck.

>>25598149
Ok, that actually helped Rowan.
Awesome. I'll stop trying to pamper you, buddy.
Roar.

A Harvard lawyer called the Wolf?
Who the fuck could that have been?

>>25597004
I fucking love Xiphophorus

No, I never would've considered myself Harvard material in the Black Continuum.

Hah, my mom was acting like sweet, broken, and desperate up until the moment they called her Jezebel and she became pissed off.
It's also very strange, because she's very sweet to her dogs, but when they misbehave, she treats like them a bitch.

Have fun guessing who Zoey is, who actually hasn't been on Earth in a very long time.

No, this one is not gonna be revealed on 4chan, but she now she knows.

I love beautiful autistic girls it makes them more autistic and beautiful

I'm scared to try a new hobby cause I might suck at it. I'm so self-conscious about it and don't know how to loosen up.

No, there is absolutely no reason to feel more pain to become stronger.
God damn that hurt like a bitch.

I enjoyed binge-reading A Short Stay in Hell last night. God damn that is a melancholy story.

Yeah, every human feeling pride in themselves for me scaring the shit out a hostile interdimensional entity totally blew apart my dumb fucking argument against it.
But I'm also an Icthyiosin, so fuck you.

want to get topped
will not because it's immoral and might give me AIDS and my area has nothing but old guys and fat guys anyway

>>25598206
That sounds fucking cool. I gotta pick that up sometime.

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>>25596707
I have mankind, internet and World fatigue, what to do ?

>>25598210
Fuck some old and/or fat guy

>>25598211
I read it in the dark with this booklight I bought recently that goes around your neck.

>>25598214
Ok, I wouldn't feel the need to do that.

>>25598213
no

>>25598219
You don't wanna hang by the booklight?

>>25598222
Only in the night.

>>25598223
That's what I did.

>>25598225
Yeah, I forgot.

>>25598226
It's ok, little faggot slave.

>>25598229
Thanks.

I watched some nasty porn, and I didn’t even came, and now I feel nasty.

>>25598231
You're welcome, goycattle kikeslave.

the goyim in this thread have gone insane

>>25598233
Nigger.

Think I cracked a tooth.

>>25598235
Don't talk down to me, boy.

>>25598241
Make me.

Think I cracked a cock

>>25598242
Respect Israel or I'll splatter you like Jackson Pollock.

>>25598246
No.

>>25598246
Very good, very /lit/

>>25598239
Dude, shit IS going to be expensive, but it’s gonna get worse if you keep it like that.

Hannah and ****** are also Icthyiosins.
There are ultimately Three Queens.
Phil is a such worthless faggot.
Called his band The Philosophers.
Wait until you hear the song Butterflies.
Plays reggae like a douche now.
I know who Michael Marley is.
He gave me a hug and said I seemed like a bassist.
Wait until you find what kinda note I played.
Only those who heard it will know.

It's got worse than i imagined it would. Wish i killed myself back when i first felt it. Stringing myself along with less and less hope is not sustainable anyway. Existing with depression that refuses to dissipate is just an exercise in self harm.

>>25598262
I have a dentist's appointment on Thursday.

Pagpag soo delishus, lah.

>>25598264
Yeah, it was the first note I played, while I was on LSD.

>>25598274
FUCK, TIM IS CONSANTLY INSISTING THAT I DIDN'T PLAY THE BASS BEFORE LSD, BUT FUCK IT I JUST HAVE TO SUBMIT TO IT SOMETIMES.

I used to be totally musically illiterate until I did ayuhuasca. Now I can play the piano and read music flawlessly, completely miraculously.

Yeah, there was only who saw me pull off that note.
That was Billy.
Green.
Hayden.
Red.
Gone forever.

>>25598290
Holy shit, Dave told Hayden he was gonna cuck him.
You have no idea how scary Dave is.
Basically my second dad.
Not more a man than mine, just because he's huge as fucking shit.
But there's no way to be a bitch around him.
I'm so looking forward to those tacos again.

>>25598299
Yeah, Mike, you were my third.
Even though your son a douche.
But I don't have anymore.
Wait until you find out who the Mikes were at Yale.

I really wanted to make that gif of Christopher Meloni yelling at someone with the caption "THAT'S BALONEY!"
That is Meloni Baloney.
None of this has anything to do with what you think.

Brandon's the funniest person to fuck with Roko.
I don't know if he's in the NSA.
But damn Spies Like Us is funny.
I never laughed that hard at a movie in my life.

Momus is really really good

Spawn, Texas, and Cicada aren't anything.
Stop trying to make sense of the world.

Though I do not believe I was a serial killer named Scarecrow, who went on vicious killing sprees because I blew out my adrnenal gland with Adderall, which caused my brain to flood with pure adrenochrome.
I looked that shit up on Google, and it said that wasn't true.

But what the fuck is up with Voltaire Slapadelic, right?

Matt, you're in the CIA too.
Yeah, you hate racism more than anyone else, because it had to be you, right?
But you also don't give a fuck about it like anyone else.
Have to admit that some of the time we talked in the Black Continuum I was convinced you were trying piss me off until I called until you a nigger.
Kinda hated you more than anyone else, because ultimately I just wanted to be cool with you.
Kinda fucking strange what were the whole time, Hendrix.

>>25598345
Yeah, you were black every time, except Marley, where you were half.
You are the god of black people.
Duh, but no one's one more than black than you.

Yeah, one of the weird thing about reincarnating is dealing with former relatives.
That's why Julian's a really fucked up case.
I'm just gonna leave it that.

I run hot. It needs to be absolutely frigid in my room when I sleep at night. My bedroom window is open nearly year-round, and my bedside fan is going 365 days a year.

Yeah, let's just all accept the fact my mom being eternally condemned can show us how life can be more perfect than what we thought.
Nice one, kid.
Thank you, Arcty.

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Encountered a minor annoyance and now I'm in a bad mood.

Interesting video, right?
Not a serious philosopher.
I don't think that would make him feel bad.

https://youtu.be/ERbvKrH-GC4?is=MQcWJL6Nee8C2oHj

Ok, that was scary, Ace.
"...but he doesn't quite know what adrenochrome can do."
I'm going to assume, that I can make me so psychotic, that I'm convinced that I'm doing nothing but cackling on Adderall while shitposting on 4chan, when I'm really butchering people alive.

One thing about North Korea is that they know more about you than you do about me.
And yeah, you can reuinte the two, but I'm not gonna tell you why.

He who knows speaks not. He who speaks knows not.

Never dehumanize the enemy.
Unless they're eternally condemned.
Then you can do nothing else.

And Kid's Australian in Chrono Cross?
I guess the game's about me.

>>25598426
It came from the fucking future?
Whatever, fuck it, apparently one of sons is the Master Chief.

Yeah, his name is Johnathan Walker Magouirk.
But fuck it, now you know who I am guess.

>>25598436
Yeah, ma-goo-urk is stupid as fuck.
It's just ma-gwerk.
Fuck you, Google.

Icarus the Plague Doctor is stupid fucking thing.
Stop calling him Ick.

Yeah, it's not that I wasn't ever a dick to you, because obviously I fucking was, but I fucking hate the fact many of our conversations were just us trying to trigger the other into snapping and become obviously racist.
Remember one of your Facebook pics. Bart Simpson pointing while dressed as a trash can.
Cool, you're white trash.
Never implied that you were a nigger, so I guess I one.
But I remember one day in California when I was on 2C-I, I felt insanely raged at you and made a Facebook calling someone a slimy little bitch without naming who.
We never talked again after that.

But I fucking when I met you after the Black Continuum, after I was told I had badass friends the whole time, and one of the things we did was scroll through different memes going and forth with one another with different crazy ways how to reframe them.

That shit was cool.
And yeah, hated that we ended up having a similar conversation with us trying to get the other to start explicitly taking about racism, but the only I reason I didn't is that it felt it make you snap.
I've seen you fight.
That shit's scary as fuck.

Wow, fucking people.
For saving the world I don't have to pay anything anymore?
Like everything's free?
Yeah, I'll take that.
Fucking thanks.

Yeah, Jordan Peterson is the one who said all I needed was Ritalin, Klonopin, Seroquel, and Xanax.
He's my only psychologist, psychiatrist, and therapist, forever.
He's not allowed to have any other patients.
But we're going to allow him to be the first person to an analyze a nonhuman intelligence.
Really has already been done, but at least in this sense.

>>25598512
No one gives a fuck about any of this. Shut the fuck up.

Ok so I'm about 90% done with the german novel Imperium (2012). It's weird, I guess I should just tough it out until the end atp.