I'm an 18yo tranny, addicted to atmospheric metal genres since many years ago, and since some months ago I'm exploring goth music.Last sunday I celebrated my friend's birthday, drank a lot, vented to my friends about many things, primarily my step brother abusing me. It was a pretty girly thing, I liked it(the venting, not the abuse)Throughout this week I realized that my music taste derives from dissociation and it probably makes me depressed(it was pretty obvious but im retarded)I want to get more emotional and listen to more girly music, but I've listened to black metal for years and am repelled by good production.For reference, the cleaner music I enjoy is destroy boys and negative xpplease help
>>130880109you're still using music to fuel your mental illnesses
>>130880109>I'm an 18yo trannyPost bussy and cute peen.
>>130880109ywnbaw
>>130880109Please understand that you will make yourself no favors whatsoever by continuing to see yourself as a tranny. There is nothing you could gain from it whatsoever.If you're looking for music, just listen to Rites of Spring or some shit
>>130880109BurialCrystal castlesEartheater
>>130880149I was going to say giles corey first up. That's why I posted the album cover. But then I realised you said you wanted more "girly" suggestions.
>>130880109Kiss The Bottle JawbreakerWicked Boy Alex GImposter Syndrome Sidney Gish
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nh6liYUAOYQ
black metal is pretty girly with all the screaming and whining
>>130880109If you genuinely think you're a woman, why do you feel like you have to engage in more girly listening habits? Women don't do that, they just listen to what they want.If it's a fetish, keep it a fetish, no need to listen to stuff you don't like for it.
>130880147I'm thankful for not being cis, i like my height and absence of periods, there aren't many differences besides those since i got lucky with family, genetics and where i live>>130880214i dont like dsbm. i love blackgaze and atmoblack, but for some reason dsbm is unlistenable for me>>130880191>>130880162>>130880149thanks>130880273I liked the sensation when I was bonding with my friends. I feel this listening to queercore, but i want to explore more styles of music.Im questioning being a nonbinoid but idk yet. I'm almost 2 years into hrt, people started to gender me female in public, but I like my male clothes and dislike having breasts, at least theyre small. I think I'm gonna really know only when I get facial surgery.
>>130880436Dreadful. I hope you find a way out of this madness.
>>130880436dubs and you %41 before 30
>>130880109Suicide - Suicide
>>130880109dubs and you %41 before 25
>>130880109>I'm an 18yo trannyI've got the perfect band for you!
>>130880436I get that it's a mental illness and not to be reasoned with, but how does playing a constant game of deceit give you any relief from whatever you're dealing with? The prospect of having to hide my voice and height and build forever, and then getting surgery to deal with everything else sounds so fucking stressful, it's like you're setting yourself up for failure.Either way, black metal has a big female audience on tiktok, you'll be just fine as long as you don't stray from atmoshit too much.
>>130880581i dont hide anything unless its for safety, i like my andro voice and being 6 foot tall, my skeleton and proportions are feminine. In /lgbt/ we call the unlucky ones 'hons' and they go through hell everyday. My life was horrible too, during my mid teens, but it's getting better and now I'm at least functional and happy.And i think i worded it wrong. I dont want to listen to feminine music to pass as female or anything(i actively hide the feminine music i listen to). I want to feel the warmth that I felt while bonding with my friends, but with music and without clean production
>>130880842I mean at least you're delusional enough for it to not affect you. But in that case I really don't understand what kind of music you're asking for. Do you have no examples?
>>130880940=~=destroy boys, slutever, dazey and the scouts, gezebelle gaburgably0191 said sidney gish, i listened to it and i liked itanything with that autistic emotional and vulnerable female vibe without pop production i guess
Have you listened to the Angelic Process yet?
>>130881171optional female vocals, i don't know any with male ones but idk gezebelle isnt exactly like this, idk why i included her, shes lvl 3 autist while i want lvl 1 autism>>130881218no
>>130880109The band ya ought to listen to is slowdive, listen to the opening chords to morningrise?
>>130880109You will never find girly music that speaks to you due to the fact that YOU ARE NOT A WOMAN
go straight to Grouper girl
>>130886821lol it's funny cause she's a terf good one
>>130886858uhuh and how many of those black metal musicians are standing by your right to exist
>>130886941im not the tranny, i wasnt being sarcastic, im sorry
>>130886821thanks
>>130886858how so?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G5Rwp7dcZkMhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-TH57EBpDDgIn the US atmospheric black metal, funeral doom metal, industrial, sludge/post-metal, and crust punk are all starting to meld together. There are festivals built around this, like Fire in the Mountains and Prepare the Ground.
>>130887807Do you know what a terf is
>>130886858Fuckin based. Brilliant lass all the way through.
>>130888414yeah I do, I tried to look up Liz being a TERF and didn't see the usual complaints
>>130888860>I tried toAnd failed, it's fine
>>130888890sauce?? google told me she's actually an ally and have financially supported trannies
>>130880436cute!!
>>130890413i wish i was as pretty as her, but thats not me, thats gezebelle gaburgably
>>130886821i really liked her. i listened to the picrel album and loved it>>130886858>>130888631>>130888890i think youre lying, i searched for 20 minutes and havent found anything relating to terfism, but idk i listen to straight up nazis so :P>>130887868im not from the us and already listen to these genres(except crust and funeral doom), but thanks either way.id actually love to attend fire in the mountains, neurosis was my favorite band between 15 and 16yo and really like their new album
>>130890749Sorry man, it's tough out there, dude.
>>130880109https://youtu.be/clRnOtG8Ac4
>>130880148>Please understand that you will make yourself no favors whatsoever by continuing to see yourself as a tranny. There is nothing you could gain from it whatsoever.He's building a resistance to slurs and less at risk of 41%ing
>>130891228>>130891412
how do you feel about Unwound?specifically the last album where they go full atmoshithttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C921gO9C25Yhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R-YRkt4xQSU
>>130894938never listened to, i may give a try someday
>>130880137Still waiting.
>>130896905send me your discord pls
>>130880109Theatre of tragedy are pretty gay, maybe you'll like them
>>130894938>>130895034You start a thread asking for recommendations. Someone posts a recommendation and even post youtube links and this shit>i may give a try somedayHow about today? The links are right there.
