>be me>dreamed of being a musician since I was a little boy>tried out all the meme genres but nothing stuck>Lofi rock, vaporwave, the list goes on>Being a retarded young tranny, decide to move to the big city and get into crippling debt for a useless degree in audio engineering>keep making my shitty meme music that no one likes but at least I have a cool crew of friends with a similar taste. We throw parties to show off our shitty happy hardcore tracks and have a lot of fun>somehow luck out and my ex gf's best friend wants to Collab with me. He's signed to Diplo's label and lives in LA. never really liked him and felt like he was better than me but I'll take my chance>somehow achieve everything I've ever dreamed of. Move to LA, sign a 360 3 album deal with Atlantic records, go on a worldwide tour>Ghost my bpd boyfriend and my old scene fuck those people>feelsgoodman.jpg>Pressure starts to get to me, I took two years longer than expected for our sophomore album and I don't know if I can put out anymore.>sweating_pepe.jpeg>starting to doubt my talents. Dylan is doing all the heavy lifting on the production, and the logistics of our contracts and tours. Realize I'm just some token tranny to give some quirk chingus to his existing production>I still don't even know how to automate a lane in Logic>Dylan is getting increasingly exasperated with my month long depression benders and when I delete entire sections of a song to replace it with a new part that he has to arrange again>I fucked up>get with some YouTuber tranny and live rent free with her in colorado, and pretend this all never happened.>I was never talented, I was never meant to succeed, I was meant to be a NEET and freeload of others.has anyone else had any similar experiences realizing they aren't cut out for success?
>>130889627no you just suck
>>130890654im not reading all that! kys looney troon
>>130890687nyjs thats like an abbreviation for retarded people who can only read in letters
>>130890654yeah but I still am more successful than you'll ever be
