Do you guys ever fantasize about hitting top speed and just wrapping your car around a tree, freeing yourself from it all?
No, I fantasize about strapping people I hate to a pole, and then gunning the car and slamming into them as they watch in horror their final moments alive before being crushed against the car and the pole. then id step out the car, put on some aviators, and slowly just walk away knowing them being dead made the world a slightly better place.
>>29097285fippie bippie, i used to be like OP though
>>29097281My favorite episode of Miami Vice ends with a race car driver committing sudoku by driving his race car head first into a wall.
>>29097281No. Why would I do that?Anon you're not trapped in anything. You can do whatever you want. If there is something you feel needs to change then change it. You're not a victim of circumstance, you are an active participant in it. Grow some nads, get angry and take back control of your life.
>>29097311Its too late man, nothing will come of continuing, ill just be an old decrepit senile fuck with a broken body on top of being wasted potential
>>29097317>well what about the pastLet it go man, that's spilled milk. Forget about what could have been and focus on what can be.I can tell you're in your own head too much. Go outside and feel something, do something with your time instead of just thinking, create achievable goals to work towards. Life can be good again, I promise.
>>29097311i need money to do that and everything cost money
>>29097328Money is just other people's labor.
>>29097334i dont got slaves nigga
>>29097281Yeah, I have wild suicidal ideation, the car one is common, but so are tons of other fantasies. I could never bring myself to do it because my company would fall apart without me and I love my wife, but the thoughts are wildly cathartic and easy to get lost in. I've accepted that I have busted brain chemistry, and that the only reason I don't like being alive is because I don't want to be alone with my thoughts, so I try to keep myself occupied.
>>29097285This except all the women who have rejected me in my life
>>29097361LMAO! this shit always makes zero sense and I've had buddies that did themselves in. If you're alive, then live. If youre not alive (terminal, hospice, etc.) then any true American would ideally use their last moments on earth to solve intractable problems that are otherwise not solvable if one expects to leave the situation alive.Get help man. Probably more people care about you than you think.
>>29097281At least once a week. And it's super easy to do since I ride a motorcycle everywhere
>>29097593>this shit always makes zero senseIt isn't going to make sense to you, you clearly don't think the way I do and have had wildly different life experiences than I have>and I've had buddies that did themselves in.If that's actually true, then you learned nothing from it. Or you're a psychopath, dealer's choice >any true American would ideally use their last moments on earth to solve intractable problems that are otherwise not solvable if one expects to leave the situation alive.This is the most retarded thing I think I've ever seen posted on any 4chan board, and I was around for the peanus weanus guy. You're still in your twenties, aren't you?>Probably more people care about you than you think.That's what I said in my post. I have too much relying on me, and too many people I care about to go through with it. I can triumph over my own thoughts, it doesn't mean that they automatically stop. Some people are unhappy and can't get over it, I'm unhappy and can.
I used to in high school cuz I felt oppressed by society and my family - and I was, but now I am less connected to that and I worry more about damaging my car by driving off the road, losing traction, or getting in an accident. I do fantasize about slamming into people who drive ultra slowly or slamming on the brakes for people who tailgate me. I hope it gets better OP.
>>29097398This except all women.
>>29097281I did it when I was 17, but i walked away from the crash.Or maybe I died and this is hell.
>>29097361I relate but I haven't been able to get anything off the ground yet. I keep getting twisted in the thoughts of either "I'm simply incapable of having a good enough idea/creating a company/building something that others value" or "I am simply too unlucky, and have not experienced the opportunity necessary to be successful". In reality, I am already successful for someone who works for others, but I feel that I will hate myself a decade from now if this is all that I do with my life. What does your company do, and how did you bring it about?
>>29097281Not really, no. I fantasize about more sexual encounters with bossy MILF's
>>29097311naive
I took a drive out of anger and regret the other night that I shouldnt have. I ended up getting tail happy at 150mph around a bend on the interstate and snapped me out of it. If I didnt have good reflexes and luck then I would've been cooked.
>>29097281no but i have wondered what the aftermath would look like if i were to suddenly yank the steering wheel of my 60 year old car so it could larp as a literal tree hugger at 130 mph
>>29097281I just can't (una)live with the fact that i might survive that as a vegetable and helpless to getting a second chance.
>>29097296The racer dad that killed a woman? That was great. What a great show.
>>29097788Yeah it was. Great show.
>>29097398>>29097683These except specifically my mom.
>>29097593sometimes living is painful and bad
>>29097746happened to me a couple of years ago. I was driving at insane speeds on a twisty road because I was pissed. afterwards I thought it was a stupid thing to do because I could have killed myself or someone else.
are speed humps and bumps antisemitic?
>>29097760there's a known suicide spot near where I live, where a long straight road with little traffic ends in a T-junction and at the opposite side there is a vertical rock wall. many people have successfully committed suicide by driving into the wall at a high speed. that said, suicide is generally a bad idea and other less permanent solutions are better.
