>Be me>No jerb, get more depressed day by day>Obsessed with coding atm and notice how I get more anxious every day about doing outside>When I ride my bike I feel it is good, it's hard to do it more thoHow do I break the cycle?I am thinking about JUST starting bike packing (probably towards frens 700km away from me). I have never done it more than 1 night tho, because I always got impatient and was scared of wild camping.But i am in germany. Wild camping is not allowed but I mean it'd only cost me max 50 bucks or something if someone actually called the popo.How do I JUST go and do it? I have everything, in theory. Second problem is: I always pack way too much and I sweat a lot, which is uncomfortable. What do?Should I get my laptop with me to be able to still code? I might be able to be mad about the 2kg extra and not coding at all in the end
You can do what ever you want, mate. Freedom is ultimately the thrill we are seeking by being /out/.You should use your access to a computer to your benefit and organize stays with online friends throughout your journey, or even do some computer tasks for the elderly for a bed and breakfast, just tell them you are a young man trying to make it in the world and you are eager to roll up your sleeves, oldies love that but they need to be able to trust your goodness first.Good luck and have fun!
>>2866181I have fantasies about things like this constantly but never go through with them. I want to tell you to just be more brave than me, but I dont want to ruin your life.
>>2866191>I want to tell you to just be more brave than me, but I dont want to ruin your life.Yes, THEORETICALLY, I know that. But even when I read this:>>2866189>or even do some computer tasks for the elderly for a bed and breakfast, just tell them you are a young man trying to make it in the world and you are eager to roll up your sleeves, oldies love that but they need to be able to trust your goodness first.I get scared af.I am really scared about talking to people by now. Last time I stayed at a camping spot or even in an airbnb is almost 10 years ago.I think the where-to-stay problematic is scaring me the most. Second is about not being able to chill out, but i know i can do that. Just gotta find a lake or suttin.So I either have to deal with my fears of booking an airbnb or deal with my fears of doing highly illegal wild camping where the military could rape me anytime
>>2866194Tho weather gon b gud
