>"being outdoors is peaceful">spend my entire day off on a lake>at the end suddenly get hit with massive existenial anxiety of how little time i have left, how insignificant i am, how nobody really cares about me, and how i am wasting my life doing nothing
>>2871919You have to give up. It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything.This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time.
>>2871919Fishin ain't catchin, it's fishinLife ain't dyin, it's livin
>>2871919you absorbed way too much "main character" narrative from the fictions you have consumed through your life, you are the main character in your own life, but the universe isn't going to give you a hero's journey, and that is okay, you just need to process through that.
>>2871953This image sums up my attitude. I've come to terms that because of my disability I'll never accomplish some of my larger goals in life like getting married, having kids, buying a house etc... So I'll take my neet bux and chill. I'm living pretty comfy. I have friends, a family, a church, I'm good.
