I live in a small valley in the alps, i will keep checking people's windows at night because it makes me feel so dreamy and alive. Much like when you used to go on a school trip early in the morning and you felt really weird, like when it rained the day before. I need to. I need that freedom of wandering without judgment as children do but without the fear you had when you were looking for dangers in the night. Every house it's like a little closed world. Aren't cats lonely to sleep alone? I stopped to stand near a cat because it felt depressing. This reminds me of yellow lights.