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Anyone else still here over 30? I had a mixed childhood where I was sheltered part of the time and abused the rest of the time. I got away from all of it as an adult and I was eventually pulled right back in by the same kind of people (including the same individuals in some cases). I have also made and lost millions and this point, which is apparently hard for the average pleb to even comprehend. What I've learned from this essentially amounts to the facts that people don't change and that people are inherently corrupt or corruptible. It seems to require a lot of constant effort to rise above whatever impulses, tendencies and systems keep us where we are. It took me years of mindfulness exercises to better myself and when I finally ran into some of the losers I escaped from, they just found a way to drag me down again. I'm currently in the process of building back up for the nth time.

I don't know how adult men are supposed supposed trust in this world. I've never met someone I could fully rely on to remain loyal. Parents, friends, lovers, they all eventually turn when the price is right or when it's convenient, to say nothing of when there's a cost or sacrifice associated with maintaining a relationship.

As an adult male, I seem to not only have no value to others outside of what I can produce, but I also have no value if my status is low and I don't engage with all of these systems that are used by modern normalfags as social proof, like fashion trends and Instagram and knowing the latest ebonics meme, or caring about the current thing.

Am I alone in this experience? I feel like the better I've done, the more those same people who set out to cause me harm in the beginning wanted to tear me down. So many people even just get sadistic pleasure from adding a little kick to your ass on your way down, seemingly purely for the pleasure of doing so, even if the only benefit to them is a momentary rush and the cost to you is large and life altering
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>>536093608
the trick isnto just cut out toxic retards out of your life and not get involved with retards.
just go somewhere else.
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>>536093608
>I have also made and lost millions and this point, which is apparently hard for the average pleb to even comprehend.
You want the regular oldfag to connect with you on a statement like this? AND and an ifunny picture?
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>>536093608
>I feel like the better I've done, the more those same people who set out to cause me harm in the beginning wanted to tear me down
that's called envy.
some people literally don't have it in them so they can't understand it and those that do have it can't fathom a person not having it.
i realized this within the past year.
i'm happy when others are up, yet others always seem to want the successful to fall.
it's odd seeing such stupidity from people that have envy.
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>>536093829
Literally any oldfag who simply followed 3chan advice (buy fidget spinners and autism toys, start a stream grift, buy BTC, buy gold, buy silver, pirate everything and spend it on tendies and investments) would have had to actively try not to make like 100k off any of those things over the years. I don't think everyone did but the amount of people who were posting here about being newly minted after certain economic events made it pretty clear that a lot of oldfags became successful. (Not me so much)

The iFunny banner makes it funnier, like if it had ebaumsworld on it
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>>536094113
>The iFunny banner makes it funnier, like if it had ebaumsworld on it
i know you're having a hard time grasping this, but that kind of humorous sentiment is now cringe instead of funny because it's gay now.
like ultragay.
homosexuality incarnate.
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>>536094113
BUY A BOAT, LIVE ON IT, SAIL WITH IT, SET UP ANCHOR ANYWHERE WHERE THE COPS WON'T BOTHER YOU. SMOKE WEED IN JAMAICA ON A BOAT. REGISTER YOUR BOAT IN THE VIRGIN ISLANDS TO NOT PAY TAXES ON IT.
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>>536093608
You’re not alone anon. One thing I’ve found is that if you give the outward appearance of poverty it can help you better assess people’s true characters. Hobomaxx
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I also don't understand current shame culture. It's like we got the bad ending following cancel culture and instead of backlash against cancelation and taboo, it's now completely normal for people to group-bully others to an extreme degree--getting involved in their lives, slandering them, turning them into lolcows, Chrischan style--for even minor deviations from social norms and mores, even if those norms are themselves antisocial or degenerate. Dating is a non-starter despite 6 figure savings, not ugly or too weird, in good shape, good hygiene etc. I just don't jester publicly the way I'm supposed to and I don't belong to any communities where people meet organically on the basis of shared responsibilities common tasks (work, school) or values (religious communities)
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>>536093744
You need to have money or skills for that, society is gate kept and being among the poors is why you cant get ahead.

An actual example:
I have owned two trucks, a car, and a classic over my life, I am 30.
My "Friends" and "Family" have destroyed three of them. I have not driven a single one of them.
Ive tried to go back to school and switch carrears numerous times but any time I do their fuck fuck games start again.
Im around high-trust people now and paid well, and the most recent sabotage ive faced has destroyed me and caused a terminal cortisol meltdown. Everything i worked for and struggled and starved for means nothing.
Both my trucks are NFG after dumping 60k+ into them. They will lead you up a cliff just to push you off it and point to some minor thing or reason about how its all your fault you let them do it.

"Incase I have to move it"
Became "ive been driving it for four months cause my trucks broke"
And is now "their snapping things off trying to fix it"

>ask him to do pre-purchase inspection.
>refuses and says it doesnt need it!
>does this twice.
>refuses to do any sort of maintenance while im sending money to a literal black hole under the idea my trucks are being fixed and maintained.
Im not Siegeposting when I say that I look forward to being in the guard tower and mowing down the unwashed masses,and keeping them away from the last bastions of civilization,im signaling willingness to serve.
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>>536093608
>Anyone else still here over 30?
yes
>I had a mixed childhood where I was [lots of vaguely worded whining]
> I have also made and lost millions
how did you make them and why did you lose them?
>people don't change and that people are inherently corrupt or corruptible.
well duh
>, I seem to not only have no value to others outside of what I can produce
well duh you're a man
>Am I alone in this experience?
no but you're pretty big on whining about life being what it is
yes people are shit
yes people will hurt your fee fees
yes your value as a man is what you can provide
you shouldn't have "lost those millions" you allegedly had
having money insulates you from 99% of people's bullshit
you should have kept it
anything else you need to learn?
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>>536094232
*ahem* Ong, being chopped is so much more relaxing than being on fleek, lil bro
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>>536093608
>Anyone else still here over 30?
I don't think there's anyone under 30 in this boomer site

Youth these days need to log in with a selfie, a retinal and a butt cheek scan to feel safe
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>>536094490
>whining
This modern 'male fragility'-style narrative is designed to undermine male solidarity. I have valid grievances and I'd like to discuss them with other men in a space where social status and identity are not considered significantly. Why shit up this board with this non-response? There is enough spam here already.
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>>536094289
I actually hobomaxxed for the first 6 months in my Laurentian-ajacant job and the difference in treatment was eye opening.
Im happy with the workers and the real ones and the people who see you as a person.
Then once you start mogging and dressing nice the only difference is when you use your man super powers to lift things all the ladies will talk about it and make remarks and celebrate your ability to pick things up and set them down, or hang pictures on the wall and do simple man things.
Im....im not sure if their mocking me or whats going on.....

But in general its better to not be looked at. Invisibility or a job that grants you the ability to not be looked at is an interesting tool.
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>>536093608
get a blog
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>>536094719
>Why shit up this board with this non-response?
because your post come off as whining with all the specifics conventiently left out
you haven't answered any of the important questions
which leads me to the conclusion you just want to be listened to while you complain like a woman
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>>536094101
I identify it as the foundation of Latinx behavior. The root of the degenerate socialist mind. Socialism is 1:1 the rapist psychology. A rapist desires something and in his mind it's ok to acquire it by force or whatever extortion. Socialism is that, is the non consensual economy model in which some people get things from other people against their will. Like gang rape. Literally no difference.
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>>536094751
Some good points here. Invisimaxxing. But then you aren't competing in the meta anymore and you'll get passed up for that reason alone. Normalfags seem to need arbitrary indicators which interface with their social hierarchy heuristics like an enzyme binds to a substrate, or else they short circuit and assume you're a chimp from a different tribe or something
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>>536094938
Your contribution was "cry about it," if you want to contribute you can, but my initial impression of you is that you are simply another bucket crab
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>>536095170
>contribute
you need to harden up and change the way you let people affect you
give much less of a fuck about their opinion of you
but you already know that
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>>536095044
>But then you aren't competing in the meta anymore and you'll get passed up for that reason alone.

Yes. But in my case here, I either bend the knee and accept foreverservice working by myself doing what I enjoy and am good at, so my hierarchy of needs is met and I get Goodfeel and Goodmoney, so it doesnt apply or matter, whereas the worksite politics game requires paper and I cant play in any meaningful way without getting pieces of paper and education.
The financial incentive for politics vs head down collect the check is made irellivant by me having a low cost lifestyle and savings maxing, and pursuing a second trade or volunteer tax credit job yields better results than continuing down my trade.
Checkmated myself and strangled myself into having no choice but to push the broom, kek.

Side note: I play social games and would need to leave the community to make drastic changes to things you raise.
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>>536094457
It seems to take a special person to drive your vehicle without mistreating it. That or there are just a lot of shitbags in this world. Common decency ain't so common *crack* *pshhhh*
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>>536095296
True, my main critiques here revolve around the final results. And unfortunately others' impression of you affects your life outcome regardless of whether it affects your emotional state or not. We live in a society.
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>>536094490
>having money insulates you from 99% of people's bullshit


This is a huge thing that people dont understand. Poor people are genuinely fucked and will fuck you over, steal from you, sabotage you in any way they can, and if your codependent on them, or lack the resources to leave or get ahead, its gane over, you are checkmated and your life trajectory takes a steep decline, then you dont meet milestones or get ahead and suffer catastrophic life setbacks, then your 30 one day with LITERALLY NOTHING

And you just break inside.
Working doesnt matter. Causing [Suffering] is the only thing that matters.
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>>536094101
>others always seem to want the successful to fall
My mindset shifted greatly once I realized how people operate. It's almost unbelievable how badly people don't want others around them to succeed, even if it means they themselves miss out on benefits. This is why picking your friends/allies wisely is so critical to success in life.
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>>536095421
> others' impression of you affects your life outcome
yes you need to learn to do the song and dance that forwards your goals. We do live in a society.
Once you've made it though, and have money, you can drop the charade and be yourself again, or for the first time ever.
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>>536093608
33, I'm tired of capitalism and whores who can't dress modestly outside so basically all women in this hellscape timeline
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>>536095363
When people can hold a place to live over your head, or just go put all your tools outside on the curb and tell you to deal with it,or accidentally break your things you dont really have the option to say no.

I work out of province, so I come back every few months to catastrophic failures and setbacks, after being told "weigh hey hey its just an ordinary day, and its all yer state of mind" and told these things that arent happening, are happening.


I, having been poor have spent atleast 200k because of this sabotaging behavior. I can go on for hours and list examples, but I just see them as the flood now. You cant ever help or save them. Atleast in 2026 they upload Snapchats of them doing 110 over and then argue about who it was driving the car.
Eventually you suffer enough setbacks you start to get chest pains, give up, and just don the siegemask again, after years or walking the other path.
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>>536095717
why would a gay homosexual faggot worry how whores dress?
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>>536095497
True. It's hard to understand this if you haven't seen it firsthand, too. Growing up bouncing between suburbanites, decent working class folk, and actual permanent underclass poorfags really miscalibrated my social expectations and behaviors in adulthood.
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>>536093608
The time for Germany to act was 2008, that's nearly 20 years ago.
I will now simply vote green and welcome any paki or indian for maximum damage.
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>>536095740
Your posts alternate between coherent and incoherent from my perspective, but I think I see what you're saying. Relying on self-defeating people with toxic poorfag attitudes is almost a death sentence in terms of life trajectory. Get away and don't look back, and never rely on them. Build redundancies.
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>>536093608
You guys just need to talk to people, chances are you have more in common with them than you think.
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>>536093608
Could you quit trying to infoskim please? Death to ZOG btw
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>>536095853
>just pull yourself up by your bootstraps
This is the most inane, spurious sort of reply to the ideas we're discussing. I realize I have things in common with most people in that we're all flawed, but I also quickly realize that my values far surpass those of most people. Most people are not trying to better themselves whatsoever. Most people I know are just the same person they were in middle school, but better at hiding their juvenile hijinks and motivations
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>>536095638
Yes. Absolutely you have to dress for success and not like a fucking bum.


You need to have LivingSpace in the form of an area big enough to use an iron, store and take care of your clothing, and then actually spend time mending and taking care of it, skillets that just dont exist unless you marry a tailor, if you dont have living space, you spend so much time moving things around and rearranging things that simple tasks become mountains that are incapable of being climbed over.

Ive had boomers sabotage and destroy my clothing, someone, probably the feds steal my laundry from the shared apartment laundry (was during an investigation).
People calling themselves your friends just outright abandon everything that wasnt camouflage.
Then someone who is an actual provides information to law enforcement informant gives you mountains of clothing he doesnt want and does cyclic hoarding to the point everything is hoarded off with piles of laundry and all laundry comes through a supply chain bottleneck where now their is times and restrictions places on who, when and how laundry can be done, and laundry day is forced to be on the same two days when "everybody" does laundry.

And then you start dressing nice, wearing nice things and rejecting their handmedowns so they start destroying your shit, or "accidentally" put it on the wrong setting.
Anons, dont fucking invest money into clothes in any capacity until:
1. You live by yourself.
2. You have a secured, locked laundry room.


Even as a teen, it was a fun boomer game to "accidentally" put a cup of bleach into someone's laundry.

Like, for any reason what sofucking ever you would need 250ml of bleach while doing a single load of not white laundry. But then to say with a straight face it was an accident, and that oh so ever small smile in the corner of the mouth...

Im not advocating....for the use of chemical warfare, I am simply holding up clean hands and saying "I did not start this"
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>>536096190
>dress for success
not just dress, but say the things they expect to hear and behave in ways they expect to see
your pride will have to take it up the ass for a while, it's the fate of all younglings
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>>536095853
Anon, that horrible advice.

You don't want anomalies like me who have friends in multiple prescribed terrorist groups, while (not anymore) having redcoats in the family tree and family who have very bad optics dealings with police, while other people you know and rub shoulders with are organized crime who all like you and are tolerant because you tell them a true story about how you showed them respect and were polite to them and didnt harass them at the bar.

Being cool and having friends is a death sentence in big brother. They will just clandestinely fuck with you to the point your not even sure if its them, your friends and family, or people who just enjoyed watching Kenny vs spenny and think its a funny and entertaining thing to do.
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>>536096320
Yes, I understand.

But the amount of sabotage and fuckery you face from normies who are only doing it to get a reaction from you because its funny.


At what point do you draw a sword and strike down the boomer.
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>>536093608
This isn’t your blog faggot
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>>536093608
Beta male post
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>>536093608
Can a NIGGA BORROW treefiddy?

But yeah, doom and gloom. And no, I can't comprehend having millions, let alone losing it. If I had 100k in the bank, I could damn near live off of it for the rest of my life. This is exactly what I mean when I say that people don't "get out". You could have easily retired even by normal standards with half a million dollars. It's why I don't try especially hard and why I will remain where I am.
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>>536096740
>I can't comprehend having millions, let alone losing it.
OP never explained despite being prompted to
leads me to believe there were no millions just figures of speech
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>>536093608
Reading your blog post, I can tell already what your problems stem from.
You are an insufferable, whiny, feminized minded bitch boy.
Probably not White, either. For how sappy and effeminate you sound.
Hope that helps!
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>>536096740
>You could have easily retired even by normal standards with half a million dollars.

Yes, or buy a house and then pay half the living expenses as a renter.
Thus allowing you free room to buy and own more things, but most people cant make it past that first hurdle, or make it to a point their able to squirrel away money "for a Rainey day" or to invest in things.


How many times do you have to try your hardest before you give up.
If you refuse to exploit and abuse people does it make you better, or worse than them.

Do they even deserve that mercy?
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>>536095638
Kys loser

>>536096190
Ok schizo
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>>536096966
>loser
your idea of sex is sitting on a russian bottle lol
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>>536093608
The world is a toilet filled with blood.
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>>536095848
He's mentally-ill in a way that will keep him shackled to his environment and its drama. I'm sure you've picked up on the specific type
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>>536095853
You need to commit suicide

>>536095999
If I understand you correctly, the gist of your complaint is that you don't win even if you win, under current conditions. Your success is in vain due to anoverall culture you wouldn't want to participate in, and the envy that looms over your human connections. Is this correct?
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>>536097057
Poles always think about Russians and sticking things up asses.
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>>536096320
Typical polish asslicker, I could rape your kurwa mother in front of you and you'd be coping and mumbling about muh rules of the game
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>>536097144
No, im not.
I work for 5 months and im back to the same point I was without his deliberate sabotage.

Its deliberate. Saying you'll do X, then refusing and putting it off every week, then one day you sit their with a calculator and tell them their refusal to do this single thing, that you explained twice, the second time with gifts and the making a show of its importantce and how doing it gaurentees the flow of money...they just.....wont.


One thing he did months ago when I was working with him was spend all afternoon cutting MDF (superfine sawdust and glue) next to my toolboxex with them all open, so all my shit gets covered in superfine sawdust, he did this deliberately and just said he was sorry. This is the type of spiteful fucking behavior you deal with every single day because you own tools that have your initials carved into them.

>his dad steals all my finish/painting tools and says it was a mistake and I can just go buy new ones after paying 1/4th the agreed upon price for the job.
You cant ever win in this environment, you either blow your brains out in the kitchen and make them clean it up or go live in a homeless shelter and hope you dont get jabbed with a dirty needle or your shoes stolen.
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>>536095638
>and have money
How much does it take to escape this in your estimation? I don't believe there's some "make it" threshold--the threshold is in your mind (your mindset/mentality)
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>>536097144
I was like that at one point (it's a conditioned response) and I've met people in various places along that spectrum, so I try to sift the signal from the noise in their statements rather than being dismissive, because that's the only approach that is useful for anyone involved
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>>536097482
Bla bla
You're the type to sidle up to someone randomly and start telling these stories, naming your cousins who crashed your vehicles by name, as if I care and as if it matters.
Sorry, bud. You're stuck because you're mentally-ill, and your type remains stuck for generations.
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>>536097592
You need reliable transportation.
Also the reality is we live in a society so muh 1994 Toyota hilux hinders you more than the 2027 Globohomotruck that selfreports every badthink to law enforcement because muh status symbol.
I could Uncle-Tedsplain it to you, but to have these things you also need to be reliant on the systems and make enough credits to pay for X Y Z just to be able to drive and not risk fines when you get caught, while also, depending on how many credits per month you make, have to, or not have to deal with crime, or uninsured drivers ramming into you and fleeing.


If you, like me, go from thinking you have two trucks and being taken seriously for the first time in your life, to being ridiculed and mocked and having wasted tons of money, it can be Frameshattering and lead to a cortisol implosion.


Another factual reality is that if you have a house with a mortgage, you pay less than renters but lose a bit of mobility, if your a tradie this can be a big issue with finding and keeping work, or having to work out of town for long periods of time and your shit goes missing or wife leaves.
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>>536093608
We're men among the ruins. It's confirmed that every successive generations is going to get progressively more retarded unless something drastic changes. We're the last of a kind to likely ever exist, which is a scary thought.
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>>536097333
Yes, these ideas can be inferred from what I said, but my point isn't limited to them. Life has always been about more than just accumulating resources and slaking lust for me--meaning I skew toward one end of a spectrum with regard to that--which it just isn't for most, and those buttons can be used to get most people to do anything, including abandoning any values they allegedly held. I think I'm just grappling with human nature in these posts, but there isn't much discussion like this online anymore--it seems to have been relegated to private group chats. The Internet is awful now. Even reddit used to have a male dating advice board which was full of traditional (now "Chud") views on women and sex/gender dynamics.
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>>536098020
Dude, from your posts, it sounds like you need to get away from your Indian family and get your head out of your ass. Stop using substances also if applicable
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>>536097482
>months ago when I was working with him was spend all afternoon cutting MDF (superfine sawdust and glue) next to my toolboxex with them all open, so all my shit gets covered in superfine sawdust, he did this deliberately

So, now we can see where your own effeminate mindedness stems from.
Your dad.
Now that you know this, what will you do to purge the toxic feminine nature from yourself?
Anything? Or probably just gossip about it and hope for some miracle.
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>>536093608
They mutilated my cock when I was a baby. Then it got worse. Mother was an alcoholic, father was a hoarder. My parents were dead by 19, and I ended up homeless. Then my aunt stole money from my inheritance and then also died.

Worked at a Kmart as a seasonal cashier. Rented an apartment with friends. 10 years later was a computer programmer. In a research paper and two patents. Quit to go back to school (no bachelor's, no promotion). Now I work part-time security and will probably end up homeless because of a friend's betrayal.

Sick of HR whores overlooking all the work I've done because I don't have a meme degree.
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>>536093608
> I seem to not only have no value to others outside of what I can produce, but I also have no value if my status is low and I don't engage with all of these systems that are used by modern normalfags as social proof

I was reflecting on my past recently, on which people were the best. Turns out all the best people were loner sociopathic men I've hung out with, all of them without exception criminals (like me).

My conclusion is that I will prioritize such people in the future, and devalue other kinds (squares, women, nerds, etc). /pol/ collectively is also a sociopathic loner male, even though he was slowly killed by hostile elements.
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>>536093608
Don't worry anon
We will build cathedrals out of the bones of our enemies
Violence levels are projected to reach astronomical levels in the future
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>>536098134
Indian as in chug/metis, maybe. He's not a jeet
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>>536098274
How was he supposed to learn? Having bad parents is a huge handicap in life. There used to be more male spaces on the Internet to discuss this kind of thing.
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>>536098134
I have, I went no contact with everyone and now have to go back and put all my things in storage and attend to their failures.

People actively hate and fuck you over anytime you take steps to better yourself in any way shape or form, hopefully after saving up and buying a house I can afford to have things and not have them fucked with, or have to deal with the expectation I solve everyone's problems every two weeks and the second I dont im retaliated against and run the risk of my things being tampered with or destroyed.
The reoccurring theme in all my stories is that because I lack a stable living situation, people hold power and things over me and I have to accept it, or am fucked with.
I will never have things of my own, or the ability to escape and lead a better life because of the setbacks I have faced, and behavior I continue to face from normies and my family.
At what point do you stop shouldering the pillars of society, and instead pull them down.
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>>536098066
Any idea what to do, then?
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>>536098325
You ever think about just cheating (there's an ad up on this board selling Indian student services--they go to school for you, allegedly) or buying a diploma mill degree? Sometimes you have to think laterally.
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>>536098496
>dont help him do stupid illogical thing his dad wants us to do.
>he retaliated by sabotaging and deliberately dirtying my tools.

Uhh, for clarification anytime you say no, they automatically go full fuck with your shit mode. Im not sure how much more I can be clear:

"Anytime I have said no in my life I have been retaliated against or faced consequences or had my things destroyed"

If its not clear.
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>>536098337
This has some truth to it in my opinion, but there are vastly different types of "criminals". There's the poorfag sell your grandma's pills pr rob a liquor store type of criminal, then there are the politicians/LEOs/business venture types. You're lucky if you meet someone who was in the crucible already and has a good enough head to assimilate what they learned and know. I think it boils down to self-awareness, which is, to me, as much as process as it is a state of mind
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>>536094101
>>536095616
I've noticed this too. When I succeed I like to say "look at this thing I made!" and consider it normal behavior. A reasonable celebration.

Other people, who are envious, see this as gloating. They think you're making fun of them.
Worse, it allows you to see things in a different light. It turns out all those conversations you had where they were excitedly telling you something weren't sincere. They were maliciously mocking you, you just didn't understand.

I recently discovered someone like this, pointed it out to others, and this guy's hate is unreal. Telling weird lies and everything.

You need to cut some people out of your life.
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>>536098586
Lol no, if it were in his nature he would've already been cheating. He's a goodgoy
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>>536098337
>>536098337
This is another huge thing.


I dont want to be around normies anymore. Im perfectly happy if all my friends are Nationalists because then we can pool our resources and labor towards an idea or goal, versus sliting your brothers throats for funny stories to tell.

Money....really doesnt mean anything, and if thats the only reason "not too", then what value did your money have.

What a waste of time, kek.
Life radicalized me, and continues too.
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>>536098702
You have to walk and accept whatever conditions you can make for yourself. You have no choice if you want to change your situation. That or prep for it I'm secret and then go.
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>>536098586
I'm going to an online university that's basically cheating with how easy it is. Other people very obviously use AI to write all their assignments and still pass. Test answers are available online, etc. I'm still NOT cheating, but sometimes wonder why, because we all know there's literally hundreds of millions of Indians, Chinese, and Africans who ARE cheating.
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>>536098845
Kek, this Romanian is correct.
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>>536098845
It's not so binary, most people just do whatever they can get away with. I'm a natural rule follower, very fairness- and justice-oriented, and I've learned that you just have to play the meta or accept that you're handicapped.
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>>536098777
Oh, all different kinds of crimes, from petty theft to violent robberies to political corruption in the ukraine. The type of crime doesn't matter that much in my opinion, the divide between lawful and unlawful people is so vast they're practically different species. The only caveat is that the criminals have to be unrepentant to actually be counted as criminals and not squares in a bind.

After sifting through all those interaction, I realized I don't really want to associate with non-criminal people in the future. A big part of why the internet died now is that it shifted away from the outlaw mentality and towards lawfulness, snitching, conformity.
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>>536098777

The reason I brought this up is that it might be a partial answer to the loneliness we are headed into now that the internet sucks and society is what it is.
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>>536098848
As someone who has existed on the periphery of some old school nationalist movements, I'm confident that 90% of any early members are in it not for genuine ideological reasons, but because it offers them a sort of parallel society they can belong to, because they failed in mainstream society. It's literally just a friend simulator, and when that falls apart, they become disloyal, because they were never loyal to begin with. It's just another control mechanism. Lasting organizations are built on incentives, not just ideas.
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>>536098020
How does an old hilux hinder you
I have millions of dollars now but still drive my old 90s tacoma
Nobody cares
Maybe this is a white privilege thing, are you a pajeet
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>>536098866
>prep for it in secret.

Yes. It is very hard to plan for having the ability to drive places to accomplish and get education when your truck deliberately gets blown up, but I do understand.

The normalization and how common this is among poor people, then having to work with high trust high competency university educated professionals and how they treat and interact with people and their problem solving methodology towards it is a huge fucking day and night eye opener too.

Seeing famalies who dont treat eachother this way, and move in one direction while people have a skill or job that contributes to the overall group is a huge eye opener too, ontop of seeing the....false vernier of the boomer parties and reuinion and their """firm handshake trust""" societies...
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>>536099137
>The only caveat is that the criminals have to be unrepentant to actually be counted as criminals and not squares in a bind.
having a code like this is the antithesis of a criminal mindset. Lots of criminally minded people are in official positions and/or will leverage them against you when expedient. Criminals love making false reports, and they often have experience with what works and what doesn't.
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>>536099260
You need flashy car or flashy thing.
Oddly enough the 1972 mustang beats everything.

It was an example about how you need to drive NiceTruck to be taken seriously, buddy I had refused to do a pre purchase inspection and swore up and down everything was okay and he had a byy looks at it, and it was all good.

Both of the trucks are fucked and wont pass an inspection by anyone that isnt "his byy". They just smile and says all you have to do is spend more money.

They will giggle and tell you to sell it every few months too, then say it costs so much to fix.
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>>536099313
Every excuse you make (they sound valid) is just another reason to GTFO your situation and build what you can, alone.
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>>536098496
>Going to the internet to talk about it
Lmao. Again. More female brained garbage. The internet is for shitposting. Not much more than that.
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>>536098848
I grew up in Canada and was into the alt-right, getting together to train, going to protests to scrap with antifa etc. But in the end I don't see much of a point to doing this in Canada, considering the character of the population (normies, snitches, cattle). Your own people will ALWAYS fight you tooth and nail if you are an extremist, and applaud you b3ing out away forever by white cops and a white judge, because their character is the opposite of revolutionary or extreme. They are like this guy >>536095638
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>>536098325
just kys already
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>>536099426
>Lots of criminally minded people are in official positions.

Yes. Or have them because they choose not to be bad people. Its real. Lots of white collar people are previous drug dealers. They sold drugs to get ahead instead of playing a rigged game and are willing to shed blood to advance their goals.
Thats all it "is".

>Criminals love making false reports, and they often have experience with what works and what doesn't.


Yes. A huge eye opener was finding out the most pious and first to point the finger were the biggest fucking criminals and pulled off a Lufthansa hiest then grew weed while being religious wingnuts about anyone who smokes weed.

Just, seeing how fucking hard they persecuted others while being shitty people who pretend to be good while starving their kids one day and overfeeding them the next and the classic boomer trick of beating you if you dont eat "whats on your plate"
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>>536099592
Strongly disagree and you're going too hard on the "I only drink my whiskey straight and eat my steak raw like a real man" pseudo-masculinity psyop. See also >>536094113

>>536096740
I lived on ramen noodles throughout most of my success, which is one of the reasons I achieved even that. People who have never achieved always have these opinions. It's like when a guy is working on something and his wife is standing there giving advice, chirping like a little bird. Talk is cheap.
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>>536099824
>Talk is cheap.
Platitude. Dime a dozen sucker. All the millionaires I know are 60+ and still working.
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>>536099426
I'm saying that in the end, the niggas who speak about their crimes without regret and openly say that crime is acceptable, are the good kind that I found to be a relief from the rest of society.

Yeah there are opportunists who do crimes but never talk about them, or pretend to be lawful, or cooperate with the law. That's a different group, from my perspective they may as well be lawful in terms of how little they relate to me.
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>>536099635
I chose the path of bending the knee and going to work for the feds, kek.

Its not that I support most of it, but just to have friends that want to run around in circles, or have bbq's, thats a better future, and access to more high trust individuals over being a normie, and working a high trust high paying actually having upward mobility in life job (at taxpayer expense!)

The crushing reality is that you can have nothing, walk away from your friends and family because of how they treat you, and just go back to the life you had before you spent years actively working towards, and making positive changes.

Ive had everything ive worked for ripped from me since leaving the movement, normies are far worse than even the brothers who betray you, for atleast they give warnings and the pre planned "i am cooperating with law enforcement" signals.

>so you cant blame them.

But the good news putting a single autistic person to work building things, and it takes about two/three years for the value of that work to be "Greater than" the total money spent on Antibadthing, thumbs down you s0ilent green fucks.
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>>536093608
Sooner or later, if God wills it, you'll learn & realize that none of that ever mattered and much of it served solely as vain distraction from your relationship with Yahweh.

Good luck.
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>>536099975
Sounds like all of the millionaires you know are just normal people then, because what you're describing is the modern American middle class. Any man who makss it to 60 should have at least that much if he follows the most generic, standard suburbanite life path and make few catastrophic mistakes. Pretty much any accountant, plumber is going to be a millionaire by retirement age if they just don't fuck it up too hard.
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>>536099824
You sound like a fucking ditzy female.
Or one of those troons who think this is what a real women acts like so they go overboard acting like a toxic broad.
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>>536099652
No nigger, God gives me life everyday and I'm going to continue being a problem
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>>536100073

Yeah kys
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>>536100074

Christcucks are cancer
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>>536100141
>that whole post
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>>536100013
People openly admitting guilt are just future inmates, or will eventually be dead in the street, or will live forever in squalid conditions, surrounded by drama. Paraphrasing some quote whose author I've forgotten, probably from some movie,
>he would've been made as an informant in 30 seconds on the phone
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>>536100013
>when the guy who turns down leadership in the active club gets to hang out with Olympians and athletes and hockey players.
>and sees on the news people who hangout with nationalists and do sports being labeled bad thing.

I wonder if they will tear down my work, or understand what "we do it for the children" means and why I do certain things, kek.
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>>536100240
Thank God that there will be no more non-Christians ever again.
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>>536100322
He's actually right.

If i worked at Walmart I would be vastly better off versus bootstrapping for 17 years.
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>>536100322
1 million dollars barely buys you a house in the ghetto of the top 10 American cities. I understand that you may, like me, think in terms of alternative living, but let's not pretend that the shrinking middle class hasn't been reduced go exactly what I described.
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>>536100457
People who own boats and airplanes are not mid-class, you wackjob.

MIDDLE *clap* CLASS *clap* INFLATION
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>>536100346
How would your bitchass know, did you see that in a movie or are you speaking from your general ambient cowardice/caution?

>>536100379
Seems to be quite a few kicking around
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>>536100402
So you're in your mid-30s? You SHOULD go work at wallys you faggot, you can rise up by snitching out your coworkers to the managers! The future is bright for you
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>>536100144
You aren't even attempting to respond with anything of substance. Might as well be a bot.
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>>536100533
Third world countries usually have huge wealth disparity like this. Don't worry, though, because we can always try voting for the other reality TV star next time.
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>>536100546
Nice try, Slobochan
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>>536100865
He's a boomer fag but he's kind of right.
What is your thread for? What are you trying to ascertain with it? Why did you open with a fucking meandering wall of text, did your ovaries make you do it?

>am i alone in this guize?!
>can anyone else relate?!
Real female hours
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>>536101040
Yeah yeah I'm sure you've got a very mysterious and dangerous background and stories to tell, whiny faggot
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>>536093608
You're supposed to isolate yourself, do not trust others in this judaic world. The vast majority of people are status seeking mood regulating cattle people
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>>536101245
First intelligent post in this abomination of a thread
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>>536101158
Are you really going to be surprised if you get betrayed or shot in the gut?
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>>536095305
Maslow was a jew
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>>536093608
>people are inherently corrupt or corruptible
Yes.

That has been the problem since the fall.
If you refuse the solution, the suffering will continue for eternity.
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>>536093608
>Anyone else still here over 30?
Yes

>I had a mixed childhood where I was sheltered part of the time and abused the rest of the time.
Same

>I don't know how adult men are supposed supposed trust in this world. I've never met someone I could fully rely on to remain loyal. Parents, friends, lovers, they all eventually turn when the price is right or when it's convenient, to say nothing of when there's a cost or sacrifice associated with maintaining a relationship
Same

>I feel like the better I've done, the more those same people who set out to cause me harm in the beginning wanted to tear me down
Same. People are scum

>So many people even just get sadistic pleasure from adding a little kick to your ass on your way down, seemingly purely for the pleasure of doing so, even if the only benefit to them is a momentary rush and the cost to you is large and life altering
This is something I still can't understand but it's 100% real. Even if you don't bother anybody people seem to prey on you for no reason at all. And I can recall stuff like that from when I was a kid, I don't buy that faggot notion that "kids are all innocent", the amount of people who were already psychos in my elementary school is unbelievable

I'm becoming a monster, I arrived to a point I see nobody else as human, at least in this country. Due to my excessive christian upbringing I'm (still) unable to go full psycho and harm people but my empathy towards others became almost non existent
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>>536101111
>>536101158
Aggro detected. Perhaps you fall into one of the categories I was talking about--some kind of petty criminal who thinks he's in the same category as the local oligarchs.
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>>536101439
Yep, since it hasn't happened to me in jail or on the street despite my way of talking and behaving
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>>536101635
Oh wow, you're so perceptive, how did you manage to deduce that I don't like you
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>>536101620
>christcuck brigade appears to additionally shit up the thread
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>>536101747
Sorry.
I didn't realize that a Serb was already on the job.
Clearly this is your specialty.
Please continue.
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>>536093608
>>536098337
In life, Man starts with no intrinsic value. He generates it from
>Work
>Provision
>Protection
In contrast, Woman starts with high intrinsic value, and an exponential decay function.
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>>536101708
Dislike and aggro are two different things, beep boop
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>>536101919
Why don't you post your neurotic whining on reddit, it would go down a storm with them, you'll fit right in
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>>536101799
Kek
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>>536101632
>Even if you don't bother anybody people seem to prey on you for no reason at all
Probably because we evolved to live in tribes of 30-200 and kill or farm to survive. Having seen a lot of nature documentaries, I'm pretty sure we are just chimps with language
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If you have a strong inner voice, inhibitions, trust issues, maybe hard time enjoying thing and setting goals even if you have no cognitive problems. Then yeah you are just fucked and it's going to get harder.

Inb4 "get out of your apartment and then you meet people and form new neural connections in your brains" ok why would I do that? It almost worked in my 20s but I immediately relapse back to old ways when inevitably my efforts dry up. Why do anything if you can just maintain homeostasis? I worked many jobs, learned new skills, spent time with many women, and I have NOTHING to show for it. So why?
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>>536101632
The problem with school is that you are forced to attend and if the home environment is bad or mixed too then there's just no escape. In adulthood you can escape or isolate quite a lot, but your whole base is built on abuse experiments and cope. Everything is just a lie except for bad experiments, they are very real and defining.
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>>536102170
the best part is that everyone from all age brackets knows that modern life is a shitty pantomime of the life that was promised.
just go get a nice haircut periodically from your barber, and everyone in the shop will unwittingly tell you how terminally fucked their mundane lives are
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>>536102170
>meet new people!
It takes me about 3 minutes to see right through them, the vast majority are like the same 50 types of automaton that I've already seen and interacted with before.
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>>536102068
>we are just chimps with language
Absolutely
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>>536094490
>people are shit and bad
>more news at 11 hurr durr
0 solutions given to the topic, your ego lacks wisdom. Just sweeping generalizations of “lol did you forget to lock your door” bullshit that the police of this very country protect for the even larger thieves.
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>>536102263
>but your whole base is built on abuse experiments and cope. Everything is just a lie except for bad experiments, they are very real and defining
Pretty much. Well, that's the base of trauma, it affects how you interact or view your environment
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>>536102288
But they are basic regular people (cattle), so their next sentence will always be about how "it's okay, and gotta make the best or it, and happy wife, happy life haha amirite!"
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>>536102263
I like you!
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>>536093608
>Being a man in 2026
Character overbuilt
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>>536093608
Hey man.

I'm 31 and seen some shit similar to what you describe. Done well financially, haven't lost it all yet like you describe. So we share some things in common.

I've definitely noticed what you're talking about, its a completely real phenomenon that I think stems from the structure of our modern society. We're competative by nature, and people get hurt when you're doing better than them in ways they personally care about. Whether thats financially, romantically, physically, whatever, everybody has their thing.

Once upon a time there was enough solidarity among people that we'd help each other when needed. Setting people up on dates who wanted to find someone, or helping someone get a decebt job was commonplace activities almost everbody did. We definitely dont have that anymore, now its, a "fuck you i got mine" mentality among the majority. Theres a million different things to blame or point at for this, but I still think the main one is social media. The whole thing is based on advertising successes and weaponizing failures. Somehow thats become more important than any other success metric in the world to many people. Which truly brings out the worst kind of competitive behavior and toxic shit.

As far as how this effects personal relationships, the only advice ive found is keep good books on where you stand with everyone. That atleast let's you see shit coming. People will have your back if you have a more meaningful contribution in their lives than any given alternative. Is it dogshit that human connection needs to be tracked with cold calculated mathematics? Yeah, absolutely.

As an anecdotal bit of evidence for this, my dad struggled with depression after a lifetime of bad shit. His way of dealing with it was to bitch and moan and try to garner pity at every possible opportunity. Do you think the friends and family he spent his life around were there for him? Maybe at first, but negativity makes people distance themselves.
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>>536102333
>>536102502
Basically you can gain relative status by either improving yourself or by destroying for others and the cattle are inept at the former. They are constantly scanning for where they are relative to others in the hierarchy so if they can put you down they get sadistic gratification because it asserts them as above you. Autists process information through the prefrontal cortex which means we have to analyze socialization logically whereas cattle people are hardwired to expend their mental energy on their limbic system, they fluidly navigate these gay little dominance games and get pissed when you don't care to either validate them or show submission. I've had people trying to be my friend and when I don't reciprocate they become very vindictive which betrays their intentions in the first place. Staying the fuck away from people and enjoying true freedom which means being sovereign is where it's at
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>>536100865
And you might as well be a troon. Which is what you probably are.
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>>536101111
Checked and LOL'd
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>>536102572
>everyone is cattle except for me
What is your net worth?
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>>536101864
Its not exponential decay. Her value increases in motherhood. Then increases again in cronehood or being a loving grandmother, continuing her caretakerhood role.
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>>536094457
>You need to have money or skills for that
no you dont lol, all you need is connections.
go meet other ballers and hustle some opportunities.
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>>536093608
Not your personal tumblr blog
You gay ass womanly faggot
Holy fucking shit, get your testosterone levels checked. Serious and unironically

>>536103409
If you wore the mask or vaxxed you are cattle
I know you wore the mask for 2 years like 99% of this entire race and civilisation did
If you wore the mask you are a part of the cattle herd masses, livestock of government state and corporations
I dont even consider urbanite cattle like (You) human
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>>536103021
Much of what you're saying here boils down to one simple truth: all human relationships are fundamentally transactional. Even now, having been through The Shit and back, it's still hard for me to accept.
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>>536103409 (You)
>>536103589
I never masked
I never vaxxed
I never swabbed
I never tested
I never scanned a qr code
I never sanitised
I never had a vaxpass
I dont live in a city or urban settlement
And i never even CAUGHT COPEVID
I am superior to you. I am stronger, fitter, smarter and better than (You)
You are a genetic trash dysgenic slave cattle NPC
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>>536103564
I've been telling anons to buy BTC and gold since 2013 and you can find my posts on this in every 4chan archive. I checked out of the slave system literally decades ago. Obviously I did not get the vaccine. I'm sitting on a beach in Mexico sipping a margarita right now desu.
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>>536103409
Oh have I upset the cattle?
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>>536103564
This is a good metric
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>>536103729
I just think you are probably some chav with a law degree and a blanket on the wall of your cinderblock apartment talking endless shit like 2/3 of serb here. Probably Albanian
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>>536103861
This is very upsetting, I am now b8ed and demoralized
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>>536103686
> Jehovah's Witness anti Blood-transfusion level zealotry
> plus contarianism

Being a contrarian is your identity.
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>>536103953
Kek
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>>536104012
Sounds like being principled is his identity
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>>536093608
>as an adult male
Lemme guess, you're below 6ft tall?
You've never lived as a man, and you will never be a man.
Consider trannymaxxing. It will save you
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>>536103420
This, sadly
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>>536104144
Completely incomprehensible. As a fellow roidtranny, the next logical evolution to enjoying needles and enhancement and messing with hormones, is to become a junkie and mess with drugs. I just don't understand how becoming a girl enters the equation. Like, the point of blasting roids is that you suspect something better lies on the other side of a metamorphosis (it does). But then why transform into a girl after that? How is that a good choice? There's like meth and opiates and shit, how could you decide to go the girl path instead??
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>>536093829

You stupid motherfucker we have been telling you to buy golden silver for years and if you had just fucking listen to any of us back in 2008 you would not be a little bitch right now. The first time I ever even fucking heard about bitcoin was on this website so every single retard here had the opportunity to get Elon Musk levels rich and was just too stupid not to.
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>>536104625
It's like being a whore. Once you cross that threshold of trading sex for money, everything else is just negotiating the price. Similarly, once you inject to change your body, the line between male and female hormones seems to get pretty subtle. There's a reason for the bodybuilder to trans pipeline.
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>>536104704
Lol this
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>>536104756
>>536104704
Dude, I remember remember when this place used to debate economics and people would post content Murray Rothbard, Milton Friedman etc. These newfags are absolute shitbirds, so tired of these fags
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>>536104833

/lit/ has pretty solid discussion every now and then but a lot of them just seem to defend their personal author hero
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>>536104722
No, once you start injecting compounds, the line between male and female is made much clearer because you're going in one direction, doing what you can to amplify the masculine.
The bodybuilder-tranny pipeline puzzles me to this day, these guys go all the way in one direction and then inexplicably snap all the way in the other.

Then again, a lot of niggas are just gay or insane.
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>>536104990
You're mistaken, the act of lifting without gear is masculine because it's a comprehensive sort of therapy. Roiding is no longer comprehensive, it is input output. Thus the decision point becomes what's in the syringe. Bodybuilder to trans is common, like autism to trans; there's an underlying reason
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>>536105105
>Roiding is no longer comprehensive, it is input output
What does this mean?

I don't understand the autist->trans pipeline either. Autists are order-obsessed and easily-overwhelmed, whereas trannies represent chaos and sensory overload. So why are the artists drawn ti becoming trannies?
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>>536105305
autists drawn to becoming trannies*
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>>536105305
...its complicated anon, I dont want to talk about it.

You either die a based heroic chudjack, or die being a tranny powerbottom, autism is a zero sum game
>with no survivors.
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>>536105305
Spergs basically systematize things. I think a sufficiently advanced sperg has a really comprehensive framework for everything, even if it's wrong. This is a tendency regardless of their beliefs. So what happens is something kicks the calibration of the foundation of their systematic worldview and the whole thing rotates a notch or two and realigns around whatever they want to justify just like anyone else. As long as there's a comprehensive narrative to justify what they already want to do, they take advantage of it and often truly believe it. Like how roasties "secretly" don't isn't to work but can't admit that in polite society so they suddenly have fibromyalgia and shit--it's an advanced version of that. Unprincipled sperms.

By what i said about roids I just meant that you've already reduced the entire equation to goal (more muscle) solution (hormone T). You are no longer grinding in the iron temple, you are just taking your vitamins. Literally all you need is a justification to take hormone E instead at that point
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>>536094381
Look at what they are doing to LTG
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>>536105523
>>536105478
Autocorrect ruined my post, but hopefully it's still intelligible to you
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>>536104704
Reread this post multiple times and kekked every time
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>>536105523
It's true that roids CAN largely remove the process from bodybuilding. If you actually like lifting, you will still participate in it body and soul, but if you want to just coast through it and look a certain way, roids do make that possible. This even creates a sort of existential crisis for some bodybuilders once they realize it's basically all about the compounds, then diet, then training lol
After all, steroids are mostly not designed for athletes at all - you can be wasting from AIDS and HGH will regrow your tissues, or be in a coma and Anadrol will prevent you from losing muscular ure, or be an extreme burn victim and oxandrolone will cause your body to heal at 3x the normal rate. Steroids work without the gym too.

Perhaps the split lies in those who genuinely need some size and strength vs. those who are 100% doing it for looks (the latter may well troon out and do estrogen for a different kind of look)
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>>536105943
You nailed it. It's basically what you see in the mirror vs what you see plus what you get in addition to that. People in the former category only have to be nudged to putting something else in the needle. It's simple grooming, that's why trans people get accused of it, because it's the truth
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>>536105943
Bodybuilders are closer to trannies than autists.

If you actually knew more than one of them, its.....its bad. Your comment about them only needing a nudge to put in other hormones is real, kek.

Their the most fickle people ever, literally worse than women. Tell them they look fat or dont complement them and watch it ruin their day and they go ask literally everyone around them for validation.
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>>536104990
>The bodybuilder-tranny pipeline puzzles me to this day, these guys go all the way in one direction and then inexplicably snap all the way in the other.
Ask them how many hours of their life they have spent staring at other guys muscles when thry try telling you their not gay.

If you do this on a jobsite with other people, you break them just by having people laugh at them for once in their life.
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>>536106758
Wonder what correlations exist between teanssexuality and the intersection between bodybuilding and autism
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>>536107446
Slaanesh worship.
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>>536107716
Jej
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>>536107916
>actually gets it.

>watch story about what happens when slanesh corrupts you.
>literally looksmaxing and homomaxing and doing everything super fucking fabulously.


I was being serious.
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>>536108112
Once you get away from the external factors holding you back, you can (will) do well. Just do it. What are you waiting for? I think I know you a little--I have been posting here for years and I have seen you post some of these things before. Just ascend bro
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>>536093608
You should turn into a transformer if being a man is to hard for you.
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>>536108227
Its a never ending cycle.

Every time you are about to get where you need, the knife in the back happens from your friends and family.

I have ascended and transcended, however in doing so I reincarnated on a higher plane of expectations without the [Physical things] to be taken seriously.
Chutzpahmaxxing.


But all accusations of being a schizo aside, im nothing like this in real life, kek. This is the last refuge of open thought based communication.
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>>536108415
You are making excuses
>Every time you
>you
"Every time I..."
You are halfway there
Stop stalling idiot
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>>536093608
you are not alone
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>>536094260
Maintenance is horrific and parking is a bitch
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>>536108513
Im actually "already there"

Like, I have the job security and my hierarchy of needs met.
Its just having to work X more months because of the most recent deliberate sabotage from someone you've known and trusted for a very long time.
>after going no contact with all your family and loser friends.
All I have to do is what [redacted] mocked me for doing and refusing to do anything else. Just go to work everyday.


The chaospill in this is that all these efforts were to open a construction company, and that all actions and (Trucks) would be used as assets towards that.

The deliberate and calculated sabotage isnt just an "i woke up and got mad tee hee", this is a treason that requires me to miss a month of work, take time off and address, these arent normal behaviors that you do to someone you consider "a friend", let alone to do them and have someone work towards x,y,z with the intention of going into business or buying macheines for trades with...
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I am like you guys.

I too am surprised that some jealous untermensch hasn't killed me yet for being Ubermensch. Stay strong guys and try to stay sane.
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>>536108837
No, you need to develop a regular routine and stop focusing on the past so much. You make way too many excuses and it enjoys me because I can see you have what you need to succeed. Stop bitching about your family and move out bro, and find a mood stabilizer like trazadone or diazepam
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>>536108990
>enjoys me
annoys me*
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>>536102288
>>536102263
Fuck
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So what do I do?
Somewhat unrelated but, I want to get into motorsports electronics or composites.
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>>536110451
Random list. For composites, set up local LLM and ask a lot of questions. Startup cost is around $4k. If you're poor, maybe $600.
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I don't know how to care anymore. I lost the ability.
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>>536110558
>set up local LLM
Hmm, I'll have to try that. Thanks.
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>>536093608
just don't interact with them, especially when they ask for help
true compassion means refusing to enable bad behaviour
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>>536110669
2016 meme, 2016 concept
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>>536094289
I can't imagine not hobo maxing. There's almost no benefit to showing your wealth to the people around you ever. The only real benefit is if you have some serious need for external validation and enjoy making people jealous. Even then it's just a giant hit on your back saying 'come fuck me over'

I remember the last girlfriend I had found out I had no mortgage and it immediately turned into a 'why aren't we buying travelling spending, leveraging,line of credit blah blah blah' Relationship over right there. People just can't appreciate freedom, they need consumerism to make it worth anything and then end up slaves forever.
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>>536112558
>I remember the last girlfriend I had found out I had no mortgage and it immediately turned into a 'why aren't we buying travelling spending, leveraging,line
Lol I'd be like
>honey, imagine how many women just go missing on their way home
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>>536105525
???????
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>>536093608
you care too about much what others think of you
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>>536113654
Yeah because people change their behavior based on their feefees
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>>536093608
I've been very blessed in life, I haven't ever really been betrayed by anyone I cared much about. I had good parents growing up. My father taught me a lot. I met a really good girl when I was 8 years old and we've been together ever since, 45 now. She gave me three great sons, and she's always been kind and supportive. I've had a couple of businesses and they have done well for me. I've had a really good life.

Truth is though it was all mostly just luck/God's blessings. I've worked very hard, but most everything good in my life came from things outside my control. I walk around everyday thanking God for my blessings, but I don't understand why some people seem to get nothing in life while others get everything.
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>>536093608
The important thing is to recognize yourself as the victim of circumstances beyond your control, understand that nothing you can do can change anything for the better, give up, and be angry all the time and never stop being angry.
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>>536113151
>>536112558
Kek this is based and true.
I underplay my hand hard as fuck and refuse to talk about money to women other than broad statements like "I can support a stay at home wife and family"
Im not vacationcucking and swiping muh credit card for a femoid.


I apologize for my weakness brothers. Others have noticed my downtrodden state irl and remoralized me and passed comments praising my contributions being missed, and pointing out I have purpose.

>we do it for the children.

I will clear more brush as repentance.
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>>536093608
>Anyone else still here over 30?
>Therapy session
You can get over yourself any time
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35 and 50k to my name
retirement is probably a bullet
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>>536112558
>People just can't appreciate freedom.
You understand. Thats all it is. The freedom to not have an ax over your head, and the peace that comes with not having to slit peoples throats or secondjobmaxx or scumbagmaxx or level up your lieing amd deceit skill just to make "muh payments"

Normies who make "muh payments" always brag and say how much they pay, but oh how they hate and seethe that you own nothing except your own tools and two trucks and have the intention of moving forward aggressively with force....they are....the first to draw knives and stab you in the back.
Imagine the peace that comes with not having to create lies, or make people think you are poor so you can make "muh payments".


>be Leasecuck.
>break something.
>ultra specific things you have to do to fix it.
>you have to bring it to X dealership instead of having a mechanic fix it.
>blah,blah,blah.
>sign a paper for another car and make payments on your old one.
>eventually reach a point where mathematically you are fucked unless you start throwing your children, friends, or spouse under the bus and extracting payments from them and creating "muh house" lie to justify why sacrifices have to be made.
>or all your shit gets thrown out.


Itd be nice and relaxing to not have your friends act as capos to extract wealth from you because they lose everything if they dont make payments.

>ask for more than we can give.
>terminal death spiral that leads to you owning nothing and having a life explosion in 6mos because all your methods of transportation are broken.
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>>536115412

i genuinely hope you die of ass cancer
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>>536093608
>As an adult male, I seem to not only have no value to others outside of what I can produce, but I also have no value if my status is low and I don't engage with all of these systems that are used by modern normalfags as social proof, like fashion trends and Instagram and knowing the latest ebonics meme, or caring about the current thing.
ur 30? u sound like a 18yo incel. skill issue.
i never gave into any systems.
i wasn’t given any handouts. i paid my parents rent.
i put all my effort from 18-24 into a skill, & now i am practically financially free.
i don’t give af how i’m ‘valued’ by goys who will be in samsara for another millennium lmao, bc i don’t value them.
their only intrinsic worth is that given to them by god, and yet they don’t even realize it. if they did, would they be grateful instead of whining?
they have no intrinsic worth to themselves & project it on le society.
i don’t need anyone to trust me. if someone doesn’t, or try to crabs in a bucket me, they’re cut off & it’s their loss.
trust is an extreme luxury, & feeling entitled to it is woman coded. like respect, trust is earned.
u don’t ’meet people u can trust’. trust is lost or gained every interaction.
>>536115412
bc people like us are close to god.
i’d be willing to bet op doesn’t even comprehend creator, let alone have a personal relationship.
evidence of this is found in his lack of love, his lack of forgiveness toward those who are ‘sadistic’, bc he doesn’t understand that they are completely unaware of their actions.
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>>536116747
>practically financially free
>practically
Dude makes $19/hour at Target
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>>536116747
>i’d be willing to bet op doesn’t even comprehend creator, let alone have a personal relationship.
evidence of this is found in his lack of love, his lack of forgiveness toward those who are ‘sadistic’, bc he doesn’t understand that they are completely unaware of their actions.


You got that from Diablo 4 anon.

t. Watched the cutscene where tyreal crashes out about being told why he doesnt hear voices anymore.
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>being a man is so hard wahhhhhh

Boy moment
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I wish I knew to what extent these threads were bots/shills vs actual anons.
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>>536093608
My friends backstabbed me out of an apartment straight out of high school. Then introduced me to all their criminal stupid fucking family. If I was just homeschooled and didn't have to interact with any of these motherfuckers I'd be a very rich man. Now I sit around every single fucking second of every day thinking about how I should have killed all this motherfuckers.
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>>536093608
I was interested
“Pleb”
No sale
You need to suffer until you understand the value of other people
Hopefully you can suffer enough to earn a soul
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>>536118611
Americans are all horrifically inbred British Island mutts and spics. You deserve to fucking die. Those words in the history books weren't meant for you.
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>>536093608
>>536093829
Right, if you made millions, you weren't ever actually truly suffering at one point.
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>>536098325
yeah, it sucks they mutilated our cocks bro.
such a fucking wierd ritual
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>>536093608
Uh oh! You just said that someone in the world doesn’t like you. In fact, far worse- you said a GROUP of peos don’t like YOU.

That makes you very bad. You’re a pedophile, you’re a rapist. A group of people dislike you so these must be the reasons
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for me personally i just embrace the suck
i actually enjoy it in a wierd way as it makes me stronger and more resilient
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>>536094457
I couldn’t even get there bro. The second I got a job, my boomer parents actually vandalized my house, my car, hurt my pets, and started stalking me every day, all witht he expressly admitted purpose of trying to get me fired. Apparently, “I don’t deserve a job”.

So boomers hate you if you have a job but also if you don’t. Everything you do is pedophilia because an old boomer somewhere dislikes you.
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>>536094381
Yeah I am at a complete loss for words for what to say about it or how to define it. I’ve experienced exactly what you’re describing. It’s literally “gang stalking”, but I can actually get locked up in a mental hospital if I dare call it that, so I don’t publicly use that word to describe it. But it is, for a fact, “gang” stalking.
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its illegal to move on
its illegal to get over it
its illegal to take charge
its illegal to do something
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>>536119089
Worse anon.

They tell you that violence is never okay, and if you raise your hands and defend yourself you get beat harder, by an adult.
The second time you cry out in fear for help, they do whats called a "Fear of god beating" and you dont talk about it again until your in your 30s.


One day, kids were throwing rocks at me and I just put my head down and walked away, because I knew the consequences of standing up for myself hurt more than a rock to the back of the head.
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>>536118980
This is a real thing lmao.

I come from a small town and boomers gossiping at a table are literally the witches in Hercules with the red strings fucking with peoples lives for fun and amusement.


I was the chicken who was fattened to be slammed against a wall for the sins of my father.

Boomers will go to church every Sunday and then abuse you and think its okay because of "who your parents are"

>learn about jewish chicken ritual.
>call grandmother "The Jew Lady"
>explain this reasoning to people as an adult.
>nobody gets it.


Even 20y ago I was woke. Their really wasn't any hope for me after all....fuck.
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>>536108112
>watching AI slop Lore Videos
Anon I...
Arch Warhammer, Janovich, Pancreasnowork, Oculus Imperia, 40k theories, etc there are so many good lore video creators why are you watching shitty AI ones?
You really have fallen to chaos.
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>>536095044
I’ve found that no matter how much someone initially likes me, once they find out I have no instagram life (I only have a few sad photos) they completely 180 and drop me.
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>>536095044
lol bitch i am the met&
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>>536118913
Careful anon, power corrupts.
Dont find out your in control of the light switch in your brain.
You might find out your superpower is the slight of hand perk and proficiency in arms, or that being able to visually memorize the contents of 40+ seacans and locations of 100-3000 individual items and recite it, on command is actually the end result of trauma, not something that makes you "better".
One day you might not want to help the normies and instead wipe the slate clean. Choose the [Better World] option.
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>>536119206
I actually took like 15 criminal charges from my parents because I never ever didn’t fight back against bullies. Ao my boomer parents kept framing me to the cops each time
>no actually HE’S the bully and he’s bullying that whole group of kids!!
It resulted in me being totally safe from harm at school, but constantly thrown into the nogpen, where ironically I did quite well.

I legit humiliated my fagdad at the mall one day, I punched him in the face and mall cops SPRINTED over and surrounded me, and “asked me to leave”. The fagdad was basically calling ke an incel and mocking me so I broke his jaw right in the middle of his insult
>heheh, hey ince-ACK!!!
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>>536119446
>he doesnt know our shitposts literally dictate life in the normiesphere.


Im not even going to list off my memetic accomplishments. You stand before the Ascended Sigma, I am merely....suffering from a lack of material goods issue....and it hurts my ability to mog.
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>>536119089
If you go on quora and look on ANY post of someone criticizing their boomer parents, such as:
>my parents sold me for sex
>ny parents blinded me
>my parents did x or y despicable thing
HORDES, and I mean HORDES of ancient boomer PFPs come rushing out dogpiling the poster. They all call them “mentally ill who needs to be locked up right away, also you deserved to be tormented by your parents”

Always the exact same shit every post
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>>536119550
Based.

My dad's racist. The last time I saw him I went full mask off and called him a fucking nigger and asked him if he wanted to get his head smashed in with a stiletto framing hammer.
Then kept telling him not to fucking look at me and called him a nigger all night.
Then months later snuck Into his house clandestinely with my brother and confiscated his whisky when he was drinking. He just laughed at us and pulled out 50$ and told us to go get your dear old dad another bottle.


Hard to hate him sometimes, but holy fuck.



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