I'm too weak willed for life
>>536130174woops meant to post this on r9k, and now I can't delete it.
>>536130187It's okay, we can talk here anyway.
>>536130174What do you mean with "weak willed"? No comfort or reasons to live for anymore?
>>536130174Breathe in.Breathe out.Did you succeed?Congratulations, you're full of shit.Please reevaluate.
>>536130174i need an ear hair trimmer grooming tool
>>536130187>r9kthe worst kind of crossboarder
>>536130257Life is exhausting, and I've lost almost all my sources of joy. There isn't any point in all this work if can't enjoy life from it. I go to do work I hate and come back home to rot repeat for 70 years till I die.
im pretty sure mirrors edge has either old world order mind techniques ingrained within it or divine intervention which has claimed the lives of multiple developers shortly afterwards and or enacted divine justice on all those related to the roots.
>>536130380this board is like 30% r9gay at this point
Look up Wim Hof bro, just do that Nordic freeze mediation Wil Hof does and become Nordic Zen
>>536130187r9k is pedophile coded
>>536130382Have you tried consuming 6000 IU of vitamin D? It's a good start.Barring that, eat animal fats and get some fucking sun.Barring that, stop engaging in self harm and do both anyways. You're fucking malnourished.
>>536130174Same here. I was just talking about that actually
this sound alone multiple breakthroughts its a refinement lasting near 2 generations
https://youtu.be/f8DIJ8QxWOk?si=fvJtxo4YBVOnnHyI
THIS IS ONLY SOMETHING THAT COULD EXIST EVERYWHERE ELSE AT ONCE IT DANCES AROUND US WE CAN NOT CAPTURE IT THIS IS DEJA VU IN SENSES BEFORE US A REPLICATION SKINNING
>>536130174I just want a wife who isn't a whore, kids and a house. In this faggot country it's literally impossible
>>536130921Why aren't you rich?
>>536130174You actually can delete it
>>536130187You're going to hear the things you actually need to hear on /pol/
>>536130187based
https://youtu.be/QmY7Xwq-I2I?si=iMxPTUotzgS7AmmH I WOULD LIFT AND GROUND MY TEETH IMAGINING THIS SOUND ALONE
https://youtu.be/K4C1TEqLXdw?si=gtuxI1bbpgTPqJjT
Learn to hate
>>536130174We all are. We aren't born strong and sometimes after growing strong something entirely out of our control causes us to lose strength. We can gain it again. In my case, for years I tuned out a lot of life other than the essentials. It let my mind rest and focus on the fundamentals. Gradually that rest (much like sleep) turned into newfound strength and will.
>>536130174My will has been exhausted.The lockdowns (2020) combined with discovering /pol/ as well as other alternative outlets and learning the truth has crippled me.Always was an outcast but when I finished high school and went down the self-improvement road I had a plan and hope for the future. I spent 2 days in college before the lockdowns began and both men and women swarmed to me.Weight loss, strenuous exercise, grunt jobs, martial arts, cold showers and austerity beyond normal, all self-imposed for years combined with surrogate and academic education on all practical subjects was my path to becoming what can only be referred to as Nietzsche's Overman.But my will has been exhausted. The veil has been lifted. Reached the conclusion that I am a tax-cattle serf in a prison nation where everything human and masculine is either illegal or prohibitely expensive. I can't hunt, I can't own firearms, I can't drive a motorcycle at full speed. Can't be a man. My only options are to drink, smoke, do drugs and gamble. If you keep up on global events you can see everything and everyone has gradually become gayer and more retarded and insane. Consequently I have become more alienated and ostracized.I'm fine with being alone. Fine with nobody remembering or caring about any important conversation. I'm fine with life being cruel and unfair. I'm fine with at 24 never having had a social circle, a woman, real friendship, or any other milestone. I said it'd get better. It's fine. Life doesn't guarantee "Happiness".
>>536130174Same I have panic attacks.
>>536132413You mentioned learning a lot of skills but have you applied yourself to investing? In many ways it's just another form of learning.
it's not your faultindustrial society is to blameand your parents, who failed to demonstrate and justify their decision to make you come into existence
>>536132413This.We live in a lie. This is no life. The world is crumbling right in front of us. Everyone hates eachother and it doesn't matter how many things you achieve, you will always understand that this society is rotten to the core. The only "people" that live this life as if nothing is wrong are either retarded or normies.We must change the world once again, folks. The most important thing right now is fighting for our cause. You will never be happy in this, if you don't do anything your kind will perish and the world you've always dreamed about will never become true. Turn your sadness into fucking rage. Death before dishonor. Always.Sorry for the brief and low effort reply, I haven't slept a single hour this night and I'm tired as fuck.
>>536130174Life is optional
>>536130174If your will is not strong enough for your life can your will be strong enough to end it?
>>536135375been thinking about this. if i an hero, mom, sister and grandma would be sad about it, dont wanna make them cry
>>536130174I'm too weak willed to kms but I'm ordering a rope
>>536130174Veetillä vaan kyssit mielessä, huutista sille t. Ykäsonni
>>536134653not at allit is always imposed>inb4 why dont you just kys yourself then?because a) it is harder to do it properly than it looks, in every sense; b) people are cursed by beliefs such as in christianity where you have the constant threat of Hell and eternal damnation and c) the responsibility to not leave other condemned souls behind in this rotten planet
>>536135667How fucking pathetic are you? If your fucking dead you wont fucking exist any longer so what the fuck does it matter if they cry? You wont make them do anything if you an hero because you wont fucking exist. So fucking do something real for once and make them cry while youre alive to enjoy their fucking tears. Or even better if youre only staying alive so that they dont cry then may e you should make it your duty to make them smile, since you're keeping your worthless ass on this earth at least do something to repay the people who are keeping you alive and dont even know it. You're already only living for them so do it all the fucking way and do it right you fucking feckless fuck.Do this make them truly smile, so that can see it... that will give you strength one way or the other.
>>536130531Started taking vitamin B12 have way more energy and feel way less shitty. I have shitty blood cells lived most my life weak, tired, and depressed.
>>536130174you're just having a moment, it'll phase out them come back again, that's really the trick to it, this state of mind you're in is temporary, awareness of it is the key but it's also healthy to savor it, learn from it, you're lacking something and no one else can truly know- you may barely know yourself, can be a simple smile from a cashier, an exploration into some esoteric knowledge, or maybe you just need to take some laxatives and have a massive shit, try some things out and it'll happen but also try to apply a bit of self awareness to the experience when it happens, we call it growth.
>>536130174I'm tired of everything and everybody
