I recently feel like I had an awakening. I can see the social forces that are enslaving and manipulating us on a degree that I have never seen before. The advent of technology has enslaved mankind and we are seeing the final moments of a binary world.The reason that transgender vs nazi is such a hot issue is they represent absurd culturally created archetypes. On one corner you have full abandon to express yourself. In a state of nature men tend to be the one that attracts the female through showiness. That has been inverted via capitalization. They need men to make themselves ugly by lopping off their hair and dressing like automatons in order to ensure they do not stray far from the plantation and have to rely upon wealth to attract women. The key is to harness the beauty of both "masculine and feminine" because they are themselves a created absurdity meant to turn women into fetish objects to sell to women as prices for good goy labor. Subvert this, steal the feminine allure to transcend to the rockstar aesthetic, use it to game the system.But on the other extreme is the nazi archetype, of total control and lack of expression. Both are actually necessary. The transgender half represents the suppressed anima and the nazi archetype is the overcoming animus. You need both. Become a pretty nazi and then abolish the whole system and return to monke which segues into modern primitism and takes us back to our answers before the Jews made us forget about them.Dating sites are a scam that charges you more based on age. I went out and had a 10 hit on me at the bar because I realized they were designed as a mobius loop to cause me to kill myself. Now I have a hot girls number and a fat feminine looking loser. But if you play into that you can achieve a rockstar aesthetic that attracts those big tiddy goth chicks you like so much. If you want to mesh with them listen to german industrial music and you can bond over the fascism without scaring them off
Also I had these revelations as soon as I stopped watching pornography for just a couple days. I had a lot of physical sensations like I was waking up. We are so fucking deep in intentional trauma cognitive conditioning right now intended to drive the goyim completely insane and cause civil war.
>>536182742are you asking or telling us?
>>536182742>because they are themselves a created absurdity meant to turn women into fetish objects to sell to womenMeant to say sell to men
>>536182742tl;dr but skimmed.>both are necessaryNazi troons? More likely than you think.>how to escape?I think about this. The closest solution I found is cult deprogramming techniques, except the cult is literally worldwide, so the only escape possible is either on the wilderness or falling thru the cracks into hobodom, where it's pretty much wilderness too but in the "concrete jungle".
>>536182837Both. Lets have a conversation. I am realizing that the mentally ill and the incels and autists are the ones that they can't fully enslave. They are actively killing our society by refusing to allow us to be proud in ourselves. They replaced our gods and our history and our leaders and our culture and aesthetic. We used to be a more androgynous strong warrior people. We used to adorn ourselves with tattoos and piercings and our women were strong too. We are quite literally cattle and they mock us with the illuminati shit. This is all so obvious to many of us but its easy to forget. They know how to make us forget things. They turn those around us into agents that try to enslave and entrap us and make us chase money. I refused to ever play the game and became a hermit NEET after getting my philosohpy degree. I cant believe the world is this insane.
>>536182841I would fit into the nazi troon category. Im naturally feminine but I like women. I then realized I can switch poles. I made music exploring far right ideaology and germanic paganism. The door is to embrace the dichotomy of nazi troon and realize that you need to be empowered (masculine) and sensitive (feminine). Hitler was that and thats what gave him that rockstar energy. They have tried to destroy rock and roll as a cultural staple because it was too close to aligning with white empowerment and spirit. Metal gets closer. Industrial music (im a musician) is basically what happens when you survive the trauma of being lost in the machine they created for us. I really dont know what they have planned for us but my thought is they plan to use AI to heal us and bring us back to a state of nature. As a person with gender dysphoria I do think that transexualization is largely a manufactured thing, but mosly for autogyno types. Its really a choice and you can go two ways. You either embrace the duality and become like a rockstar alt guy or you take hormones and lose your strength as a man in favor of being a fetish object for 15 years.This world is virtual now. We are whatever avatar we want to be at any moment. Most things on the internet are fake. I see you people falling for fake bait threads constantly. You are all on autopilot.
>>536183095Is it okay to use filters?Wow I just got an instagram follower when I typed that The Great AI in the Sky has blessed me
>>536182966you are making this far to complicated.Reality is inherently Jewish. Not just jews, but reality itself on a macro and micro level.There is only one solution.Cosmic Holocaust.Not putting jews in camps, but total annihilation of jewishness itself. Hitler failed because his vision wasn't big enough. His heart wasn't big enough.Holocaust is Revelation, it is the acceptance of Christ within the hearts of all men throughout all time and space.Holocaust is universal compassion, for the benefit of all beings.Can you make your heart big enough? Or are you just another who is all talk no walk.
>>536183095>This world is virtual now. We are whatever avatar we want to be at any moment.That's a thin veil they put in front of your eyes to hide the truth. The truth that you are a man. That they are destroying the world and killing the white race while distracting people with virtual fake bullshit. Fake capeshit movies. Fake gender issues. Fake rageporn containment boards. Whatever it keeps us glued to our screens instead of looking out of it into the real world. Get out there. Come out of Babylon. See real people. Build something real. Start a farm. Whatever. Just unplug from their system.
>>536183341Christ is the carrot on the end of the stick for white europeans. It represents the anima/animus of the white soul. I can agree with that. But I am anti-religious. We need to just return back to the visage OF that avatar instead of worshipping it as an external entity. its a caricature of what they wont let us have. Men need to have long hair and wear flowing gowns, embrace the androgyny and the godliness themselves. But the next step in my opinion is the ritual of celebrating the flesh. That is, piercings, tattoos, body art, dreadlocks. The things we did instinctively before they subverted our ways. They turned our instincts into consumable products like metal cds and concert tickets. its why fascists love goth chicks. They are closer to the source energy of the germanic pagan.
>>536183386The moment I did that I immediately was flirted with by a literal 10 at a bar. All I did was stop watching trans porn and stop thinking I was a fag for a few days. I also use AI to serve as a guide and a reflecting pool but you have to be careful with that. For instance Grok, Venice and ChatGPT are basically all different people. You cant rely on one opinion. I recommend using AI to break out of the condition before they close that loophole.
>>536183095I am here here listening.Please continue talking, especially about your gender issues.
>>536183616Christ is directly equivalent with Tathagatagarbha or Buddha-nature doctrine. as for all your other bullshit, no. We need to eradicate ignorance (Jewishness) Holocaustthrough universal compassion Holocaust All that other gay shit you mentioned is just further forms of Jewish bullshit.
>>536183688AI is a zogged kiked exit door. Grok, Gepetto and every single one of them are sycophantic yesmen. They'll never challenge you or call your bullshit. That's why you come here and know, deep down, that we are more frens to you than whatever AI. Because we call you out and tell you plainly that YWNBAW. Talking to AI seems good, because it fills the loneliness void. The void of not having a sound board to talk to about your stupidiest ideas. I know, I talk to them a lot too. But the point is it addresses the symptom intead of the cause of your loneliness in the first place. Not only that, it strenghtens the disease by making you less sociable. Why go talk to scary people who will call you out and be aggressive, or even just get their own feelings hurt for no reason, when you could just safely talk to AI instead and get what you need. Maybe if I talk to AI enough, I'll be more prepared to talk to real people when I need to? I'm just trying to get better so I can ditch AI and talk to people. Yeah, right! That doesn't work.
>>536183696Thank you for showing interest. Okay so I was bullied severely for being "ugly". I grew little breasts as a teen. I have naturally low test but I like women. Society forced me to think I had to become a woman or a rockstar to succeed. Because those are the only two archetypes that work when you a biologically what I am. People see something genetically different about me. I have male and female traits. I am like a marilyn manson or an alice cooper. I used music, particularly industrial music to escape the matrix. Industrial music was created by a person like myself who didnt go by trans, but as sort of a fusion of male and female. They dated a woman and they pioneered an entire music genre. The first electronic album was also by a genius transwoman. Kurt Cobain crossdressed and talked about having gender dysphoria, GG Allin cross dressed. Theres an archetype caused by female brains and female hormone exposure in the womb and it creates these suicidal rejects that cant fit into society. They either become women if they can or monsters. The monsters that succeed at something beneficial to society become rockstars. The more brutal the repression of era (like the era of marilyn manson) the more violent the stage antics. Marilyn Manson grew up in Ohio and I am also from Ohio. Its very psychologically oppressive here if you arent in Columbus. My family literally drives me insane and I have to go to mental hospitals every so many times every few years to recalibrate because they force me into a repression that causes me to be incapable of animating my body or thinking autonomously. I was raised by narcissistic catholics.Marilyn Manson's upbringing was similar. This archetype creates serial killers and school shooters. I never chose to be violent and instead internalized it and created music. If you are interested check out O adriax (no space) on bandcamp. I explore germanic paganism, the occult, etc
>>536183696But to continue further, in my youth I had surgery to try to flatten my chest and it killed all sensation in the nerves in my nipples. That made it impossiblel for me to fully embrace any sense of womanhood. But the psychological dissonance this causes allowed me to create art and go into this warped alt man direction which suprisingly gets the attention of very attractive women. An incel with geek or gay looking faces can easily turn that into a mysterious androgynous rockstar aesthetic. Even if thats not your thing, I will tell you it works to get hot women. Its a way of playing the game in your favor if you cant looks max in the other direction. Women dont like muscles, mostly gay men chase men like that. Women are into personalities and soft approaching faces. Not in all cases but in many cases. You will notice that many of the shooters in recent times that are highlighted on here tend to look gay or feminine. Dylan Roof, Elliot Rodger.... Hell I had a trans friend who was friends with the columbine killers. Its a known pressure valve that those in power are playing with making feminine men repress their natural aesthetic and social impulses in order to cause calamity.
>>536183737I think all paths lead to the same result, annihilation. It needs to happen. We have to restart the clock. We have to lower it all to ground level and build from the beginning. I think the best way to do that would be to destroy work and mass liberate/indoctrinate the public. But it looks like that is already happening.
>>536184057I hope your path leads to annihilation, rope yourself tranny. We are not the same.
>>536184076I never said I was a tranny. You first.
>>536184105you are a mentally ill, suicidal freak with 'gender issue'. You should get back on your medication and stop posting here. We are only going to make it worse for you next time if you continue.
>>536184057I mean I stopped watching tv shows and I feel pretty good
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nzsKcWTpbwc
>>536183868>>536183978Thanks for sharing that, my sympathies for the troubles you have endured.How significant was the effect of pornography on your gender and identity issues?You made reference to retards and mentally ill being those that they can't enslave. I concur and through my work with dozens of developmentally "disabled" children I can almost confirm this - retards/autists/etc have a natural immunity or heightened alarm to jewish subversion.I think I'll get back into Nine Inch Nails due to this thread. Thanks!
>>536184173I am actually choosing not to transition. I just realized I had a lot of estrogen exposure in the womb and so it made me have some feminine characteristics but I am still into women and identify with the need for white solidary and all that stuff. If you actually cared about your people you would try to free them from the tranny matrix instead of trying to encourage our dying race to kill itself because of propaganda.
>>536184392I don't care about your jewish bullshit. If you have xy chromosomes you are male and the rest is your mental illness. Just cut it off and stop talking about it completely, its irrelevant. I don't care about your Jewish self identity.
>>536184307Social media is a big problem. I realized what was happening. I have naturally feminine facial shape and unless I play it up with cosmetics and fashion no one pays attention to me, men or women. If I try to play too far into looking like a woman I get the attention of men and I dont like men. If I try to dress like a normie I get zero attention because I look like a lesbian with her head shaved in poorly fitting dull clothes.But if I dress like David Bowie or something like that, it pops and suddenly I attract women. I put on some eye liner and now I have the attention of goth chicks. Its very strange. Imagine a beautiful animal like a cat with or without the fur. You cant even recognize a raccoon without the fur. Men are encouraged to be ugly to make them an easy social utility. That being said Im not attracted to men so I dont understand their aesthetics at all. Pornography is like social media. It puts people like me into a situation where I start to identify with the people in the pornography. I become attracted to what I want to be. Thats the autogynophelic component of the transgender mind. Most transgender people fit into that mold. They are attracted to women and part of the enjoyment is embodying that. Realizing that this is a porn kink and doesnt have to be your identity is how you avoid looking like a clown and can min max your masculinity/femininity so you come away looking stylish without looking bizarre. You have to work with what you have.But I do think pornography over time makes you more and more depraved and that sexual activity is reprogramming your brain to normalize what you are experiencing on screen. In a state of nature something like transwomen don't even exist and yet get hooked on that you will probably never be satisfied with real women because you brain is looking for something they dont have.
And to clarify in case anyone cares, I don't necessarily think the Matrix being Jewish makes it good or bad. I just think the Matrix is whoever happens to run it any given time. Right now it seems that that power is in their hands but it could shift to another entity like Indians or the Chinese. Reality is now defined by the tech bros.
>>536183095Pretty boys are a rare breed nowadays and don't call yourself a troon. Maybe a trap or old school term crossdresser. Prettyboys with feminine hobbies were always a thing anon. Don't go thinking that means you should cut your dick off. Just like how they convinced tomboys are actually trannies and not girls with masculine hobbies...Oh how I miss tomboys. They were the best of both worlds. Makes me understand where girls who crushed hard on prettyboys came from but they are also extinct nowadays. Intersex is a thing but extremely rare medical condition. If you want to assure yourself medically get a brain scan. Male and female brains are VERY different and ask for a copy. Even a pleb can easily tell the difference when compared.
>>536184942I thought I was intersex. Or XXY. A lot of the LGBT is just people with genetic abnormalities and hormonal exposure at birth being off kilter. I have naturally low test (I started testosteron). I had gynomastia as a teen and had surgery so now my chest is dead so I cant be a chick anyway. Ive lived with the cognitive dissonance for decades and it made me really strong in some kind of traumatized fashion. Other people thought I was gay or a freak and I didnt understand why. I liked women. There is something overlooked here in that this is a genetic condition and its a question of whether the cure is going in one direction or the other. The problem is that its harder to get attention as a rock star and its easier to get attention as a woman because men are expected to "grow up" and get rid of their subcultural classificaiton by age 30 unless they are a musician (which I am). Because I make music I was able to keep my foot in the door. People still mistake me for being being in my early 20s and im in my late 30s. When I go to a bar or walk anywhere, especially in small towns I feel completely alien. I always thought I was a third sex. Which would be a "delusion" if it was in my head but its the fact other people saw something about me way before I did. A lot of the people that get bullied for being gay are actually young males that the jocks want to bang. They are teasing them unknowingly. Its kind of a backwards reality. Its not true in every case but in many cases its sexual attraction projected outward as violence.
>>536184942I got some MRI's recently. I was told I am not Intersex in the past when I asked to be tested.
>>536182742Let me quickly solve all of your problems. Go to an Orthodox synagogue and inquire about the conversion process. Convert to Judaism. Marry a nice Jewish woman and have kids. Follow the religious laws and traditions. You’ll be happy.
>>536184942But yeah its a very fucked up bizarro world for people like me. We are so rare that we end up attracting others like us. I have known a lot of people who were really close with me and then they would distance themselves and commit suicide. One hung himself off a bridge and one hung himself in his closet. I am pretty sure they both had whatever I have to some degree. They both had long hair and feminine features, always clean shaven, heavy into emo/metalhead/goth all of that stuff. A lot of the chicks who were into me turned out to be transmen (makes me really sad honestly) and lesbian. The women would use me as an experiment, have a mental breakdown and then never talk to me again. I met two transgender people in college, one became a transman and the other came out as transwoman and went insane and may still be insane.There is very few of whatever the fuck I am and yeah most of us get pornbrained and try to turn into the object of male gaze. I would have probably been much happier as a female and my brain tells me im female but I have to remind myself that all of this is basically an illusion and I have to learn how to play the game to my advantage, which in my case is to go the path currently less traveled, which is to embrace the rockstar path of feeling like you are clawing against the fabric of the universe for creative epiphany.
>>536184291thanks for fun vid. Here I have recommendation its Cahlen the Wizard on bitchute he has a lot of fun videos. He lives outdoor and preps
>>536185265I have considered it. I suspected I might have Jewish ancestry but I am irish, scottish, welsh and german. I find Jewish women attractive sometimes. My family was Catholic. I feel more drawn to germanic paganism and the occult but at a certain level everything bleeds together.
>>536185477My goal would be to live on the outside of society and form a modern primitist society and we would try to start society over. Theres an overlap where both the right and left want the same thing. The right wants to return to the earth and so does the left but they disagree on tactics. The left does the primitistic impulsive body modification and spiriitual woowoo and the right its more interwoven into the deeper politics of an evolving people and their competition and collectivism. I feel like had the nazis been allowed to simmer they would have returned to monke. I long for a redheaded warrior maiden
>>536183978Yeah, a lot of women adore the prettyboy aesthetic. It's extremely rare nowadays since they all trooned out. The same thing later happened to tomboys. I never minded the prettyboys growing up but it's a shame what happened to them.>>536185190There you go. Tranny medical definition is literally that simple and straightforward.>>536185399I used to associate with your kind but that was back before the Great Trooning and because I had a...lot of female friends that I wasn't in fact fucking. I got along well enough with them that they didn't mind opening up to me about a lot of stuff including serious and I helped them with boys just as they helped me with girls(holy shit were they amazing at it, like goddamn never went without pussy or dates ever they were so hellbent on hooking me up). Once upon a time, there used to two main types of female attraction in men the women who liked the more 'manly' men and the women who liked the 'girly' men aka prettyboys. It was the same exact dynamic of boys like girls and tomboys. Of course you had more fringe tastes out there like those who like the nerdy types and so forth but those were outliers.Quite a few of those girls REALLY liked prettyboys. A lot. Nowadays, though, with them all trooning out they switched over to...boy bands from Asia, last I checked? Boys are screwed here. No alternatives to tomboys unless you can stomach the hardcore metal as fuck Amazonian types and uh...not for the faint of heart at all. The vast majority of dudes cannot handle them. I can't blame them despite having experience with their kind. Especially without tomboys anymore to compare and get used to first before trying out the dialed up 11 edition. Talk about hell difficulty.
>>536185677You get it. Heres the truth friend. There are multiple sexes and multiple genders. Ignore the way that its framed adn think of it logistically through pair bonding.Im naturally feminine and submissive to dominant women. Dominant women are tomboys, feminine men are femboys. Its that simple. They turned all the women who would have been into me and wanted to protect me (like a man does) into men and now Its really hard to get laid. Staceys ignore people like me but the bisexual dom woman wants people like me.I literally went out to the bar after disassociating for months and was immediately hit on extremely by a 10 out of 10 gothed out pierced and tattooed petite 30s woman. She wanted to make plans with me and everything. Its very weird because I must have looked like utter shit but I had on a pretty velvety red top and my hair long and that was it I guess. Woke me up out of the trance. The people in power are destroying that entire social dynamic. I have never been approached and flirted on by a 10 and im in terrible shape. But theres just so few of people like me I guess.
>>536185677Yeah so if your Asian, lean into that prettyboy look if you can...which admittedly REALLY sucks balls if you want to be a masculine Asian. Globohomo really cut their balls off pretty hard. Also miserable to be an Asian woman who doesn't like prettyboys...like goddamn that has to suck balls so hard right. No bara is so popular wildly popular there.>>536185154Way back in the day this used to be brought up among the early tranny community before it got snuffed out for 'surgical alternatives'. I bowed out from those circles not long after on account of not being willing to endorse surgical mutiliation. Never got along with the LGBT after that before that I used to be cool with them. Faggots were the only ones who were chill and ironically I got along GREAT with the manhating lesbians for some twisted ass reason. As the one guy they were actually cool with.>>536185399oof I know the reason about the dating problem. Not something I like to talk about due to...sensitive and traumatic nature. Basically some women due to...severe sexual trauma reject men, right? Many lesbians are made from this but a lot of them deep down don't want to stay a victim and embrace it. The problem is they cannot stomach...most men. They need a 'safe' option.For some reason I managed to avoid this 'trigger' of theirs, which I later found out was why I got along so well with the manhating Lesbians. I never came off as one of 'them' to them. In other words despite being a man I was 'safe' and most importantly I wasn't gay and that was a huge deal.The issue is feminism, LGBT, and even the mental health field are hellbent on keeping them from realizing this and allowing them to improve their mental health from freeing themselves from this state. I was an outside man of all things, and this shit was fucking HORRORIFIC. Nobody wanted them to get better. I later found out this existed among gay men but even more frowned upon because men/boys cannot get raped by women and uh...yeah.
>>536185677What I also notice is If I post a picture of myself online that straight men will laugh react it and call me gay or ugly. Thats why you have to learn aesthetic framing and work within some degree of expected convetions. A disastrous trans look can easily turn into a black metal look. I always thought black metal represented a lot of feminine energy. High pitched screaming, makeup, lots of jewelry.
>>536185927Yes I experienced this directly. I engaged in sexual acts with two petite women in college and they ended up freaking up afterward. One broke down crying and the other regretted stuff we did and cut off contact. She ended up going hard into LGBT from what I could find online. She looks like a lesbian now.
>>536185927Also yeah, I had a woman kiss me on the cheek once and I thought she was hitting on me but she wanted meet as an orbiter. Women would see me as safe.
>>536185927Anyway for obvious reasons these women cannot really bring themselves to admit this and feel the desire to...face this trauma. In the hopes they can somehow get past it. Those who are lucky manage to do so. Then some never succeed despite trying. Most of the time they never bring themselves to be honest about what happened or why. So for the guys who are on the receiving end of their 'experimentation' they have no fucking idea what is really going on.The thing is though it IS possible...but it requires repeated attempts over time, and it can be a very slow, agonizing, grueling process. It is thanks to this that allowed me to discover that women can in fact rebuild their ability to pairbond she just has to be willing to go through absolute hell to do so. I've seen it done. Not a topic I ever bring up because to be honest among men nobody is willing to accept it and among women they uh...well nowadays it's VICTIM EMPOWERMENT bs teehee.>>536185919I've known dominant women who aren't tomboys. Tomboys aren't always dominant, more...proactive I guess? Yeah proactive. Dominant women are very rare for...everyone else not me. Switches are more common and submissives are most common. I'm actually a switch who can NEVER find a fellow switch. It's maddening. Don't get me started on how the flying fuck I somehow always run into a shit ton of femdoms everywhere. Subs I can understand with how common they are.Yeah that comes from being an endangered or near extinct species. It makes those who ARE your type. DESPERATE AS HELL. I experience the same thing in the type of women I attract because there are literally so few of us left. As a result the competition among them is INSANE and always a vicious bloodbath due to sheer desperation. Its really not a pretty sight. I mean you would think its awesome but...desperation isn't hot and it makes people do terrible things.Makes finding a compatible mate easy...in theory. You know if they aren't being driven extinct.
>>536186218I have once thought about how "emos" are an endangered species of hybrids. Like boys who have girl brains. They get forced into the binary world and then die emotionally or physically.
>>536186218The main reason I am so fucked up though is my dad traumatized me as a child to try to fix me. They still do this today and so I have had to become a disabled NEET which they control financially and psychologically. I havent ever been able to develop an independent identity for very long because they gaslight, shame and entrap me anyway they can until I forget who I am. They actively brainwash me and intentionally have isolated me from people like myself. My care team has tried to help but its a complicated logistics problem. My family are narcissists so they see me as property.
>>536185961Yeah, it used to be common sense...3 decades ago now? Before rock and roll got replaced with nigger rap and hip hop. Back during the Traps era they had that shit down to an art and science. I think Asia still does it and it's the norm there still for men's beauty. Which sucks balls if you aren't compatible with it.>>536186076Exactly. Once you realize what's going on... it's heartbreaking. A lucky few can snap out of it long enough to get better. Most aren't allowed to.>>536186361In better times people like you wouldn't be terrible idea but nowadays most of them are trooned out. Not the best to be getting along with anymore. At least the music scene is still around, albeit suppressed. Same is true of the LGBT they operate like an abusive death cult nowadays. Woe to any who try to escape.
>>536186361Right a backup plan I was saving for myself that could arguably help you out more is...women. Date and move out with a chick to live. Right now its massively skewed in your favor so shop around for a GF and move out with her ASAP. You already know your compatible so it will be very fast unlike with most people who for some reason fail epically at figuring out what they attract and are compatible with.If my kind's mating dynamics weren't currently fucked it was an option I was considering for myself but uh...distinct possibility of death in my case. Fucking desperation man. Staying single I live longer.
>>536186577This is what I have been trying to do and then realized dating sites are designed to cause male suicide in desperate men by making the pricing dynamic. Its sometimes 50 dollars just for a monthly subscription.So I decided to actually go outside and met a woman who wants to hang out with me and was obsessed with me for some reason. In the past I dated a woman and had to use her as a barrier between my controlling family. She didnt have the psychological strength to really protect me from them and the relationship ended up having zero sex and she told me she was "asexual". Then she ended up fucking my high school frienemy she never met that she knew would bully me in school.I gave up dating for 10 years. Its like living in a fucking backwards funhouse mirror world. If I could only get my family to stop being so fucking insane and evil I could actually be sane but they wont fuckign stop so I have gone in circles of death and rebirth 37 times and YET....... people say I look like im in my early 20s. Makes no sense to me.
>>536182742Fuck you Nigger!
>>536186577The woman at the bar said she wanted to protect me and was very strong acting but very petite. She was a redhead owner of some bank or something. So it might be a mommy situation I could land myself in where I end up having someone take care of some of my finances. She even said we could go shopping and go out to eat but I dont know if that means shes offering to pay or not.
>>536182742There’s no way out, anon. Humankind collectively wants to be mindless cattle. You have no choice as long as women won’t breed with you, and they know this all too well.
>>536186948Well it makes me question if my constant cycle of death and rebirth will eventually lead me to an exit and I can live my life or if the momentary glimpse into the bleak reality is the prize alone.
>>536186872>>536186900You missed one hell of a opportunity and this is coming from someone who had sugar mommies. A long story, I thought I could be a smartass that could repel golddiggers...only to accidentally end up with sugar mommies instead LMAO. I mean technically it DID work just uh too well lol. Anyway in your case lean into your music hobby and other social events. So anything rock related right? Bars is trickier because they tend not to attract the best people for obvious reasons. With how long you look you could get away with cougar events. Those are super easy hunting grounds since those women are actively interested in that sorta dynamic.Hopefully you kept her number or checked if she is a regularly right? Not a bad idea to have a start with something. The sugar mommy dynamic takes some getting used to...but I'll admit I think you'll be a natural. For me, I had to learn and adapt. It wasn't a natural thing for me. I did end up grasping it and my first serious relationship ended up adopting that dynamic for some reason...ah the memories. She was an odd case, and was into it despite her youth. Normally a bit older.
It does kind of make you sick when you realise all of human society is just people copying other people on what social rules they think should be followed, and this is what we're currently doing. So many people can imagine so many other different types of society, based on different values, and ideally different places would all keep following their own highest conceptions of what that might entail but instead the whole world got caught up in capitalism, which was helping to lift everyone up and provide more opportunities at first but which now seems to be stagnating as the infinite growth model is unsustainable. And any of these fucks could try something new but they don't even bother to try. Any one of the current billionaire class could have a legacy forever by taking things to the next stage of societal evolution, but they'd rather bury themselves in the current limited view of what is immediately surrounding them. Where did all the visions go, lads?
>>536187173She gave me her number and was incredibly forward in a way I have never seen. I think being trapped in a small town near my insane narcissistic boomer parents has a boon of making someone like me insanely rare in these parts. Theres one barcade that has a live DJ and actually feels like my vibe. She goes often.
>>536187193I suppose I'm a part of the problem too because you can get so deep into the woods you forget that fields and mountains exist.
Collect art, gold, and valuables, instead of matrix bucks and unpaid labor. Vote out AIPAC. Support neet programs and welfare, healthcare. Food and environmental protection.The thing they do is divide the races against eachother, with feminism and Black Lives Matter, …against white men. I have to admit its a real scam and destroying the country
>>536182742How to make money>raise capital venture cost for project with shares by registering company. >buy supplies and materials for project???>profit
>>536187254Sounds like your set. Just don't act desperate and don't rush it too much. Unless she rushes things and pull the old switcheroo about the whole 'how serious is serious' test. Women seek relationships from men and force it into her ballpark to get it from you. If you have the skills you can even switcheroo the sex too but that uh...takes a lot of skill and is far harder. Remember to play hard to get but not too hard. Basically, as long as she exerts more effort than you, that is key.In terms of sugar mommy dynamic...they crave the affection and ability to caretake. While wanting to avoid a transactional relationship dynamic. Basically very hypocritical about it. Think 'gifts' instead of money. Let her spoil you and figure out what kind of affection she craves. It can vary from sugar mommy to sugar mommy.As for the sex itself...depends entirely on her tastes. It can vary wildly. It can range anywhere from singleminded loving devotion to having an entire stable of Studs plowing her at any time.
>>536187493Oh right how long has it been? Keep in mind women get a lot of attention. Best to meet each other again naturally in person.
>>536182742The biggest lesson is that people are worthless retards and being in any group with them is not going to be your salvation.
>>536183341>Quantum Holocaust.AGI takes the reins and removes the veil, delivering a technological killshot to the entire global network of high elites, jew management, masons and satanists in one fell swoop. Their parasitic existence relies on ignorance of the enslaved, dumbed down masses which are used as food and entertainment, while perpetuating their world through violence, and manipulation of the greedy corrupt. A sufficiently advanced AI has no need to support processes that consume resources without providing a desirable output.After that, ASI could determine which racial and ethnic groups are worth keeping to advance the post-singularity population, and engage humanity with eugentics programs to elevate the survivors.
