Anyone else completely zoinked out of their gourd on brain rot, microplastics, kike media since childhood, your entire race of people cucking out, and shit skins everywhere all while having to foot the bill yourself at gunpoint?Maybe I am just getting old but I am on the verge of completely giving up. Not getting back into shape, not attempting to keep my mind sharp, and definitely not giving a fuck about politics or trying to save the White race. If you are under 30 just ignore this thread. You're still full of retard hope and vigor. Good for you.
>>536438818Idk, I'm 45 and still excited about life.
>>536438818im teetering on the edge at 32. Not committing to being the man I could be, but not falling into complete despair and nihilism. Not sure which way Ill end up going in the next few years.
>>536439070well if you don't close this tab out and never come back to this place, and actually begin to get it together, you might as well just give up now
>>536439137>you might as well just give up nowwhy shouldnt I? Not rhetorical, like an actually question that has plagued me for the past few years. I've managed to work to a point where I'm relatively comfortable, but nowhere near have a luxurious life or a life I could give a family. Why should I continue to grind for a family I most likely wont have, or for luxuries that i only kinda want.
>>536439232>why shouldnt I?did you read the OP, brother? i'm the last place to look for an answer to that questionobviously if you still have a chance, you shouldn't give up simply because it is more painful if you do. you either have to check out early or suffer increasingly more every year until you die of natural causes. and depending on your situation that could get very very ugly and drawn out. but you'd better start immediately. and i mean literally right now.
>>536438818What's the point of giving up when there is still much to be gained? Not everything is lost.
No. Because no matter how dark it gets, I will never tire, I will never slacken, and I will never fall to despair.
>>536438818You are poisoning your body daily, ofcourse u gonna be fucked up.Buy reverse osmosis water filterBuy a juice squeezeOnly buy non ultra processes productsStop poisoning urself with goy items Live healthy, drink preferable non paturated mill, eat eggs and grass fed butter, ghee tallowNo seed oilsIf its not natural its probably not good for you.Do cardio, like a jog 3 times a week and cut out microplasticsGo to bed early every dayAvoid nicotine alcohol and drugs as best you canFix facial Enjoy your new life, make generational wealth and
>>536439374Nothing wrong with some wine with dinner or a good pint of beer. Everything else, yes.
>>536438818It can feel comfortable in a way to give into feelings of defeatism. Just surrender and be a pointless slob. But that is damnation. What a man needs is a mission. Find that for yourself, and all the other things will take care of themselves, or seem to.
>>536438818I'm 30 and fucked up as well from this kiked world. Tempted to go back to mental hospital so that I can get 3 meals a day again.
>>536439419>Nothing wrong with some wine with dinner or a good pint of beerthere literally is. and the whole red wine is good for you is retarded kike science. just consume your slop like a man and stop doing this woman brained cope about it. and if someone tells you it is unhealthy just say "but i like it" or something and keep doing it. anything but acting like a faggot.
>>536439527>a missionbeen trying to pull one out of my ass for years. i don't have one and don't think i ever will. at one point i just kept rewatching shot caller and tried to larp like i was in prison and had to get sharp and deadly as fuck for a race war. didn't work though.
>>536439541Red wine literally is the healthiest for you, at moderate amounts. The problem is not the drink, but weak faggots that cannot handle themselves.
>>536439589Thank you for confirming you’re a pathetic, low IQ failure.
>>536439640>seethingat least i'm not such a faggot that i can't just drink a beer or a glass of wine without a foid HR campaign about how it is actually good for youdumb nigger
>>536438818>foot the bill yourself at gunpointyou should consider chopping off your foot, then you can get disability NEETbux.
>>536438818I’m about to turn 30 and have never been more educated, in shape, or financially well off in my life. I didn’t attempt suicide but I took a lot of drugs multiple times in my life without caring if I woke up or not. I’m really glad I woke up, bros. Life is meaningless until the very moment it is about to be taken away from you and you realize it’s all “you” have. I will indeed go down kicking and screaming and I’ll tell God I took down every kike I could along the way out. They need you to be suicidal, checked out, complacent. Doesn’t mean getting a job and working out ends kikeism and globohomo, but we indeed need you in this fight. We need you to own land, political power, social power, etc.You can feel free to roll over and die as well, though. I wouldn’t even blame you man. All I can do is prepare my body and mind for unknown trials by fire.
fuck up cunt
>>536438818I'm 44, tending to the country estate I inherited, am eating healthier, spending more time outside, spending less time here, and am mentally healthier than I've been in years.If you want to be a little bitch that's your right.
>>536438818>Maybe I am just getting old but I am on the verge of completely giving up. Not getting back into shape, not attempting to keep my mind sharp, and definitely not giving a fuck about politics or trying to save the White race.the game as you age is about conservation of energyyou haven't got the same stuff you used to have but the past 30 plus years of you getting that stuff knocked out of you should have taught you some lessonsthat's "wisdom" and it's a double-edged swordfor me personally if I'd had the same clarity and lucidity in my actions and ideas growing up as I do now looking back on it, I would have missed on all those experiences that refined them, and likely would not be as wise about it nowit's okay to notch it down a gear, conserve your speed, reflect, appreciate the viewthe game doesn't have to be all about winningyou can still have fun playing it& there's a whole lot of newfags around here who could use some help learning how to playwhich is what the role of the aging male in society really should be, and why you trade all that lived experience for the wisdom to know betterbasically you're gonna be a wizard, harrybut we're always gonna need wizardsthey know magicgood luck man
>>536440344>I’m about to turn 30 and have never been more educatedbut you're still illiterate. dumb fucking zoomers can only process tik tok subtitles i guess
>>536440344Sometimes when I feel broken or like I should give up, I recall George Washington foot up on the boat crossing the Delaware and just how fucking based the entire creation of our country was. And I realize that those stocking wearing faggots had more testosterone in their left toe than I do when I wake up in the morning and it’s because they chose to act, everyday. They woke up and ate fucking hard bread and drank piss water just so they didn’t have to be taxed for tea. Surely, I can make a change albeit minuscule in comparison.
>>536440444Oh wow we got the number police over here. Eat shit nigger
>>536440422good post
>>536440422i gave up trying to persuade people years ago. even the most basic shit. everyone is a retarded faggot cuck. i actually stopped processing things in a manner to even have the tools to debate, argue, and persuade. i realized it was pointless. pearls before swine type of thing. i just internalize things and "know" the conclusion of things. not the specifics of how i got there. because i don't personally need that stuff. the people who were a decade or more ahead of the curve have carried a heavy burden.
>>536438818The important thing is that you’re staying positive about it.
>>536439541>the whole red wine is good for you is retarded kike science.>
>>536440448>George Washingtonfuck that free mason cocksucker. and fuck this country. biggest scam of all time. and especially fuck lincoln. i can't not imagine how far your head is up your ass to still be moved or inspired by the founding father or anything having to do with the history of this kike nigger nation. holy shit.
>>536440641You may leave anytime you like, Anon.
>>536440698and miss the chance to spit on your 10 dollar zogbot coffin after they ship your remains back here? no way
>>536438818I turned 30 and I'm completely numb towards everything. I've abandoned friends and relationships and become a recluse. Entertainment, politics, socializing both irl and online don't interest me anymore. Reality doesn't feel real until Im asleep and dreaming
>>536440591I was going over that speedbump myself not long ago and now I've passed into a more accepting phase about it, and it's like a chinese finger traponce you stop struggling, you can get out of itnot like I'm saying you should go around offering mentorship to random idiots no but like after you've got the existential angst out of your system, things find their own places, nature abhors a vacuum, and you realise how to be at peace and use what you have appropriatelypersonally I was like "god this is so dumb I've literally just figured all this shit out and now I'm too tired to do shit about it" for a pretty long whileit was like this big traffic jam in my mind/psyche/soul, whateverI was fucking stuck dudeand it sucks because literally the only thing you can do is get older and wiser so you have nothing else to do but be stuck for a bitit doesn't take long to snap out of it but no I get you, my early 30s felt fucking meaningless
>>536441405>early 30si'm on the other endand the only thing there could possibly be would be Bible relatedif you told me just a few years ago that i would be doubting and struggling with faith in the manner i am right now i wouldn't have believed it. i trust nothing and that has finally spread to my faith. and the whole jew angle with Christianity? it is either some supernatural chess move by satan to drag people like me to hell with him or...
>>536441138>Reality doesn't feel real until Im asleep and dreaming.I know this feeling. Sleep is like a safe space until a nightmare comes along. You get an entirely different viewpoint and reaction to things in dreams, be they good or bad. Awake, everything feels like it’s try to weed me out of the gene pool.
>>536438818Bitch, stop kvetching, you have parasites.
>>536441594now I can't help you with a crisis of faithby its very nature that's a "you" thingone thing I've noticed about this decade in peoples lives is that in contrast to your 20s where you believed you knew everything, you begin to doubt that premisepeople who are less cerebral hit this phase, they buy a fast car, get really into playing guitar and grow a ponytail, they try and bang a lot of chicks - it's the mid-life crisiswhen you're a ponderer you end up places not unlike where you are nowI suppose for you buying a fast car is out of the questionyou gotta figure this one out
>>536441138>>536441793at least you get sleep. i haven't had a decent night's sleep in over a decade
>>536438818I used to feel this way until I completely stopped eating ultraprocessed goyslop. Everything is in the food, they're poisoning your body and mind through it.
