Do people accept you for who you are or do you have to pretend to bee someone else?
>>536625973nobody wants me
>>536625973>pretend to be someone else No I'm not a homosexual
>>536625973No one like me, but I dont give a shit. I am what I am. I've been alone since my first day of kindergarten and now I'm used to it. I wouldn't know how to act in a social situation and I prefer it this way now.
You're lucky if you figure out who you are when you are who you are... change happens all the time, subtle is best and keeping an eye on oneself and who one is takes time and why the fuck would you want to share that with anyone! There is an appropriate mask for every ocassion, situation and person. I advocate for Sane reasonable and logical appropriate masks.The most developed society and useful is he one who learns as individuals and groups which mask to wear when, makes the world plesant and keeps it ticking.Who you are, get over it, you are who you are.
>>536625973I pretend all the time. It's like I wear a different mask depending on the situation and need. Like flipping a switch. People have commented about it before at work, and I just called it "enabling work mode" and they seemed to accept that just fine.
>>536626125>>536626009based
Nobody cares about who you are
>>536625973I don't want anything to do with people who don't love me unconditionally. I tolerate a few of them for 30-ish hours per week in exchange for $120K/yr, benefits and pension.
>>536626576....Until you put on the mask?
>>536626009You're gay and fat
>>536626302Anon, you are supposed to war the same mask at work! They should never notice... it's not polite. lol
>>536625973I have at most 5 close friends for which I don't have to play pretend, the rest seem to be the equivalent of walking on egg shells because some of the reactions I got on certain things I did made me either very careful or stop interacting with them, one of the things I avoid nowadays is getting drunk because who knows what will come out to a certain crowd
>>536626704I don't really care.
>>536625973>Do people accept you for who you areI don't think anybody accepts anybody for who they are.
>>536625973there is no true self, everyone is pretending.
>>536625973It's funny. I was probably the most popular kid in my school up until about the age of 13 when I had to start high school. I did not transition into being a teenager well. I still wanted to play games and have fun. I didn't want to chase after girls or drink and do drugs. I slowly lost whatever friends I had.I'm 26 now and I haven't had a friend in years. Not since I left high school. I have been coming to terms with the fact that I am autistic. I am polite to people but something I've realised is that there is just always a gap between me and other people. I never get invited to things. People forget about me. I always have to be the first person to say hello. Things like that. It's sad, but I dont really think anyone likes me. They are just polite for social purposes.It's a sad life I have. Sometimes, I think it would be better if I just stopped trying and accepted that society just isn't for me. I inherited some farmland last year and have been seriously considering buying a trailer and just living out there on my own for the rest of my life. At least my dogs still appreciate me.
>>536625973Whether they accept me isn't germane to the noumenal will of the universe. Nor is there any a-priori or a-posteriori justification for me to care
>>536625973They all Comply to somebody else's False Group Narrative and program themselves to believe a False Social Consensus because they are Redundant and Incapable of using their own Brain and Join UnHappiness as whole
People always abuse my kindness and altruism.
>>536626733A colleague at work let slip that his dad thinks that the world is secretly run by Jews and hates Indians, he probably lurks here. I don’t have to worry about things slipping out when talking; with the others, I stay clear of certain subjects.
>>536625973I'm too retarded to not be myself.
It's funny. The more I don't care and just be genuine, the more people want to be with me.You guys are fags who need therapy or some shit. Because your version of being self is probably hating everything, and nobody wants to be around a screeching tard
>>536625973>>536626009>>536626098>>536626125isolation doesnt bother me cause i dont wanna live a life where i just lie the whole time
>>536627648sharks are scary
>>536627862I was like this too Anon and it's fine while your young but once you start to hit your late twenties and early thirties, it can become very painful because you realise how much of life's experiences are permanently closed off from you.Try to find someone in this world to love. Its only thing that makes life worth living. Even if it's just your mother.
>>536627639once you start questioning the currency then things tend to become strange enough but yeah, not saying much of substance is unfortunately the way to go, I try not to let anything slip even if the person shows hints of the same ways of thinking
>>536628067ill literally restore atlantis
