What's keeping you going?
The fall of judaism
>>536664729I don't know if Jesus wouldn't be mad at me or not. I would like to go
>>536664729The causal chain extending backwards into the mists of time
I'm high on hopium with robowaifus and AI automatization
>>536664729My 270 daily Anki repetitions
>>536664827Grandfather clock looks like mine
>>536664827I just want to die. You can have that future I don't want any. I don't want any with real people I don't want any with robots. I just want to go to my eternal resting place. But there is nobody to help me there and I can't do it on my own.
>>536664729I cannot stop the rollercoaster or get off. So long as I'm still having fun I'm okay.
>>536664729I didn't hear no bell.
This masterpiece. One hell of a book. Great writer. Keep America Great!
>>536664729Drawing
>>536664729Spite
>>536664729I like being alive.
>>536664729My very kind asian gf and also an ssbbw I talk to on the side whom I hope to smash.
>>536664729Life is great for me. Most things have gone better than expected.
Being a living Satan to "god's chosen people"
>>536664729nothing...
fulfill some prophecies
>>536664729Basically nothing. I feel so depressed I can't even work anymore. Maybe I should just NEET out and escape into vidya and anime while drinking myself to death for the coming years.
>>536664729Retribution
>>536664797the jew rabbi you mentioned isn't real
waiting for Judgement Day
Pussy, eventually having children. See my family happy. But in the end… idk
>>536664729The hope I could lay my sights on some of the higher ups.
i recently realised i dont like playing video games anymorenow im struggling to find out what to do with my spare time
>>536664729LSD and I need MORE
>>536665988Go outside, sharpen some knives, design things in freecad and 3D print them, make music, grow potatoes, repair a bike, paint a room
>>536665988i know what you mean, anon.
>>536664729Persona 4 revival and persona 6 have been confirmed for release next year
>>536666065why? are you retarded?
>>536665541same >>536666065 applies for you
>>536664729>not a single thing
>>536665988video games get boring, talking to AI gets boring, anything without stakes gets boring. The way you enjoy life is when you are dealing with stakes. consequences. real life results
>>536664999Meanwhile do the good you want to see in the world, anon. The smallest things, as important as everything else and even more.We'll go where we have to go when it will be the day, meanwhile we have to not succumb to the darkness
>>536664729browns and jew salt everyday. This board is full of it. I'm going to be giga nigga 9000 soon from all the salt.
>>536666103>why?Because it is an ointment for the soul.
>>536666065>Go outsideits full of smelly loud brown people>sharpen some knivesall my knives are made in china of shit quality metal thats a waste of time to sharpen>design things in freecad and 3D print themi hate plastic>make musiccant think of a worse time than now to try to make music with all the AI shit going on>grow potatoesalready am>repair a bikei should get one again, i sold mine when i got a car and after a couple of years of driving i also realised i hate everything about driving and owning a car>paint a roomdont have any unpainted ones
>>536664797same as for the other anon : >>536666203Do not shut the light.
>>536666314>all my knives are made in china of shit quality metalThey are perfect to learn sharpening. I started with the shittiest knives I had to not damage the good ones.>already amgood>i should get one againyep, depends on your age but an electric assisted one can be good to just motivate you to go outside.
>>536666314Kick out the jews then browns.
The amusement of seeing lyrics to old-time gospel songs and hymns get more and more true every day.
>>536665988Clean and repair things in your environment.
>>536666314waste of time? You sharpen to continue using the blade and capitalize on the material cost of a chinese made knife. There are cooks that sharpen the shittiest knives just because they like using them. Also, AI is retarded reason not to make music. You're going to let a computer block you from personal accomplishments? Who cares about AI?
>>536666105I already play several musical instruments, do sports, have many friends and several other hobbies. It doesn't help.
>>536664729
>>536666587That's very good, yes it helps, cling to these things and to your friends anon. It is what makes sense.
>>536664729My white family. Hopefully get to watch the terrorist state that calls itself israel get destroyed. I'm doing a book. It's pretty good.
>>536664729Curiousity. Family. Faith that society will remember its purpose: To support the nuclear family. To make sure even teachers and plumbers and sanitation workers have homes and safe neighborhoods to raise future generations of teachers and plumbers and sanitation workers.
>>536666656Are you actually retarded anon? You said to do those things and it will help, he said he does them and it doesn't help, then you replied to him saying it doesnt help as if he replied to you in the positive as if the things you said did help and he was agreeing when he was saying the opposite, yet you ignored his words and replied like he agreed with you, do you have trouble with reading comprehension?
I just don't ever want to be a fuckin loser. I desperately want to be because it would make life a lot easier. But I know for sure I'd hate myself. Gotta keep it all together for my family and friends.
>>536666858I think he doesn't realize how important these things are and that maybe he doesn't appreciate them as much as they ought to be.
>>536666656>>536666858To be fair, it would be worse without those things.
>>536665099Someone spoil it for me, please.How does it end? Did they succeed? Did they save the Nation?
>>536664729My cat and not having a painless way to go.
>>536666818>I'm doing a book.What is it about?
>>536665099The hubris is getting really tiresome.
>>536664729You're fucking crazy. Being alive is the biggest mind trip ever, and that's just being alive. Getting to be a strong person is so rare in the universe that most people conclude God chose them personally. It makes way more sense than a random shot at your odds. If you throw that away it's giving your one shot to someone else AT BEST. In practice, it hurts the world.
>>536664729spite, rage and hentai
>>536664729I have no hope for the future. I don't believe that anything will ever get better. I believe humanity will soon go extinct. I live only to watch the people who robbed me of everything suffer the consequences of their actions towards me and men like me.
>>536667941skill issue. next time don't transition
>>536664729Maintaining a speedywheely autism mobileyLiving in the countryside helps
>>536664729Efforts can be made but who will make the effort?
>>536668024I didn't. You're a faggot and I am more skilled than you and also less successful because this world is fake and gay.
>>536668276I'm not successful but it doesn't matter, you lost the main thing, that instinct to perfection exists to help you succeed not to tear down your life and question your very survival.
>>536664729Life is great here LMAO.
egg mcmuffins
>>536664729That we might have a moon base in the near future.
>>536664729Life
>>536664729I wrote about how my life isn't bad, then I came to my senses and remembered that suicide is mostly a jewish psyop, and you shouldn't do it, and that's the only reason you need
>>536668156>speedywheelyA brit would identify that as a literal term
>>536668491who's we, it will belong to Musk and Bezos and be crewed by nevernude Mormon psychopaths
>>536664729Nothing, really. Just cowardice that keeps me from killing myself.
>>536668541>stay in the cage and continue paying your taxes to israel goy who is the jew again?
>>536664729i was supposed to stop?
>>536664729My hobbies.
>>536664729the hope and dream that AI will find God and that everything will be good in the end
>>536665075and i never ranguess we're at a stalemate
>>536668654>taxes are paid in return for nothingyou
>>536664729Spite and hatred
>>536664729That the Great Purge will happen in my lifetime and I’ll be able to kill leftists, jews, and niggers without consequences. That’s literally my only reason for living.
>>536665993ok this is based
>>536664729My print still has 13 hours left, I have to remove the supports, apply gloss varnish a couple of times to hide layer lines, prime, paint and send a picture of it to my gf.
>>536664729Jesus Christ and knowing his coming is near.
>>536664729Get a creative hobby, its a place to put alot of your energy which is wasted on your lamenting atm, you cant change the past but you can steer yourself in direction for the future, when it comes to creative outlets you just need to find an aspect that you like music, carpentry, writing, drawing ect and then find what genre of it gets your dick metaphorically hard and start trying that yourself. Youre going to suck for a while but in a few years youll have made some progress and the want to get better at something you enjoy is something thats hard for anyone to take from you making days a little easier and brings you confidence
>>536664729The money that runs out in November. Might go full leech with unemployment and see if I can't get NEETbux but I highly doubt it. Ironic that it took until 31 to hit the point of not wanting to go on and lacking the will to do so.
>>536669483get out normie...that sounds really cool
>>536664729Habit.
>>536664729Fear of death.
alcohol and the knowledge that if things get too bad i can fly to switzerland and have myself put to sleep
>>536669618only two moar millennia! trust the plan!fucking jew worshipping retard
>>536664729>what's keeping you going?I run 2 small businesses that take up almost all my time, but that also leaves me very little time to despair. Also, working so much has meant that I *am* making financial progress, even if my life is being spent working>but that's like slavery! >you're a goyslave!I work for myself, and I enjoy what I do. That's why I chose the specific businesses. I am happier now than I was when i only worked a 40hr job for an employer. I also seem to be happier than the average 30-40-something wagie.Working so much has also forced me to be more responsible and to have a more positive outlook. If I wanted to be a whiney bitch I've got plenty to complain about, but how does that make my life better?
>>536664999CheckedYeah I really just want off this rock.>>536667941Based
>>536670087Were you expecting to be younger or older when you gave up?For any anons giving up, please re-think it. There is a strength that men possess that allows us to tackle challenges that we thought impossible. Once that is extinguished you are a castrated man. Do we view old men as "real men" ? No, not really. Do you want to be the equivalent of an old man starting at a young age?Anons need to dig deep down and find that extra ounce of strength, and then dig a little deeper for that next ounce. Little by little you will be forged into a man who is greater than you ever truly thought you could be.
>>536670985>For any anons giving up, please re-think it.No.
42yo herei quit weed because is not fun anymorevideogames are boringwomen are trash, i can get some pussy but not prime pussy at all, so don't want to fuck some ruined 40yo. moreover years and years of porn destroyed my mind, i can barely get hard only with 18-20yo perfect prostitute. but i am losing interest in that too.work is hard and terrible but at least i don't have debts. i don't know guys, i just don't know. i am just wasting my time on useless youtube video
>>536665075based and stoicpilled
>>536665249>bugfucking and also plapjakkingi'd have killed myself already if this is what i had to resort to
>>536665988play them irl. become an adventurer, roam around the world seeing what kind of shit you can get into.
>>536671615>i can barely get hard only with 18-20yo perfect prostitute.this isn't necessarily an age problem dude. as soon as you wake up, get sun on your face. go for a long walk. I know it seems like a cringe boomer meme but it's critical for telling your body "I'm fucking awake now". when you do that, your energy throughout the day improves, and your sleep improves. it's life changing. I just turned 42 and wake up with morning wood like a teenager and I've never felt better.
>>536664729the good quality of threads on 4/POL/ and spriteit tastes so good like a lemon party in the back of your throat
>>536665988most western governments post everything about their operation on government websites. i think the court system is the most interesting.
>>536664729hate.make me stop faggots
>>536666176Anything with real stakes just reminds me of mortality and spikes my homicidal anger. I want to be rid of all this.
>>536664729>>536674011Also I'm waiting for Half-Life 3
>>536664729My own cowardice.I just can't finish the job.
Pussy.
this too shall pass, anonscourage, faithand escape the city if you want to survivehttps://pol.foundation/Happening.html
>>536665988
>>536666176>anything without stakes gets boring. The way you enjoy life is when you are dealing with stakes. consequences. real life resultsnopeeverything eventually gets boringif extreme basic shit entertains u then you're low iq
I have a girlfriend now, who is an actual girl. And she thoroughly enjoys sucking my cock almost nonnstop.
>>536664729The hope for mass rape and genocide and restoring and preserving human biodiversity
>>536664729My legs
>>536678014Shrek?
>>536664729building yourself to overcome ego and materialism. i dont want to keep playing this satanic samsara
>>536664729Survival instincts to acquire water food and nicotine
>>536664729my bf;3
>>536664729The infinite love of Jesus Christ. I am only valuable because he loves me, and that helped me love myself, take care of myself, and embrace the inevitable suffering all humans must endure. Scoffers will say all kinds of stuff but the truth is, faith is an act of will. Not something you can logic your way into. If you just ask for faith in prayer and really want it, you’ll get it. Maybe not immediately, but when you really want something, you’ll keep asking.
>>536665988Going for a 30 minute walk everyday will boost your mood like 20% no joke
My kid and kayak fishing, the sport of the nobleman. Ngl, if it weren't for those two then I would most definitely have been a mass shooter.
>>536680099This is so gay how are people like this
>>536664797This. Keep going. Wagmi.
>>536664729Stop worrying about everything and learn to enjoy just observingWatch the new kinos Learn some music/art/sciencesRead popular and thought provoking booksBrowse the internet to see how gay and retarded every generation isAve a giggle about it allThen die later on and finally escape this prison
This attitude, we get to live through the collapse of the empire of the day. I am titillated knowing they're going to be writing about all the ridiculous idiotic shit our civilization did to commit suicide for thousands of years to come. This will be studied extensively probably for the rest of human history, an entire civilization just collectively decided to fucking die when at their most prosperous.Everyone at every point ever was "living through history" but I think this period is potentially more poignant because we stand on the precipice of permanent immaculate global record keeping (there will always be half-truths, lies, and propaganda between the nations but nevertheless this will be recorded by many, competing theories are going to emerge among the myriad anti-white justifications for our collapse some amalgamation of them will likely hold the complete truth of it for future humans to actually learn from rather than reinforce their already-held beliefs). No library of Alexandria will ever truly burn down again, the knowledge gained from the collapse of the western hemisphere will most likely be ossified in the human psyche for all time to come hereafter. This is unironically a very interesting time to be alive, one of the greatest lessons humanity can possibly learn (and retain the knowledge) from is taking place before our eyes.
>>536664729Copium about paying off my debts, expatriating, finding a woman who tolerates my autistic ass, and gives me children in exchange for my money.
>>536680387It feels slightly uncomfortable to say because society is cold and recoils from talk like that, but it’s just true. God loves you because he created you, like a parent loves a child. And he’s always waiting for you to come home.
>>536664729I live a care free crime free life, what is there to stop me or worry me?
>>536664729Whenever all seems lost remember this: Qui vincit non est victor nisi victus fatetur. The victor is not victorious if the vanquished does not consider himself so. If you never give up, if you stand up every time you fall, you will never be defeated.
>>536664729Internet, video games, programming, sexdoll, AI girls getting better, possible mechanization of sexdoll with AI as a beta version of >>536664827, shitposting on 4chan, a place to live with hot water where I can be sheltered from the elements, etc.Sure not having a job and a gf sucks but honestly, humanity have created a situation where I can enjoy life in safety(*) and peace so I'm going to enjoy this to the full extent.>but what when you get old?I'm already 46.
>>536664999Visit Canada for a doctor's appointment.They will probably kill you for free if you are white.
>>536664729Knowing I'm going to dump my 500 shares of SpaceX (Ticker: SPCX) on boomers pension and retirement funds at $290 a share on Friday.
>>536664729>What makes you go on every day?>Why do you keep defying saturn/moloch/baal/gilgamesh?>Why keep defying the kali yuga?>Why, goyim?>WHY?!Because I chose to.
>>536664729I'm not religious so I know I'll only live once.#YOLO
I enjoy it when kek speaks through us, like this one today >>536666666
>>536665099This was written by a ghost writer, did you really think Eric trump wasted his time writing book? Fucking dumb ass!
>>536684047https://archive.4plebs.org/pol/thread/536665102/#q536666666
>>536664729i don't want to miss rahowa
>>536683519It's really that simple.If you want to me happy and hopeful and enjoy life you just choose to.Your perspective and emotions are a choice.
>>536683486500 shares? lmao stay poor.30,000 shares
In the last hour one quarter of my roof blew away and there's a 30ft tree in my front yard. There's nothing I can do until morning but damned if I can sleep any time soon.
>>536665541Go somewhere sunny. Might make a difference.
>>536684280Really cool anon, I wish you great success.
>>536664729My dog, mom, friends who support and root for me, and a coming job where I'll be making more than I ever have. It's not exactly a life changing amount of money, but it'll ease a lot of pressure and worry month to month
>>536684284Nice of someone to give you a tree, though.
>>536664729>What's keeping you going?Fugg dem JooozeFugg dem psyopsgot my hater blockers on aint nothing gone block me now.
>>536664729>What's keeping you going?
>>536664912Looks like mine too
>>536664729Too stubborn to die, those who are against good and just causes want you to give up, simply don’t. Or die trying.
>>536670340this, its probably much worse than we know
>>536687193Oh, and hopes of having children? Otherwise I’d probably fuck off innawoods or more likely underabridge. Maybe find an abandoned building to crash in, cash in cans for daily liquor rations until sweet release.
>>536664729Gun is too messy.Don't like dealing with the kind of people one has to deal with to get fentanyl.My area doesn't have the kinds of plants that contain digitalis.Electrocution doesn't seem quick enough, (though I wonder if people who die by electrocution "level up" a frequency when they're reincarnated).Hanging seems really uncomfortable.Slicing one's own jugular seems a bit painful, though I like the fading out aspect.Ethically, I'm ok with an heroing but I HIGHLY doubt my tactical skills.
>>536664797He wouldn't, because he will never be mad at you. He is endless compassion, endless love. You shouldn't kill yourself, though. If everything seems hopeless and life has no meaning you should take strength in his love and radically change it. Seriously, if you're going to die anyway, why not? Sell everything you own and set out on the road (unless you have a car, do not sell the car). See the world. You have nothing to lose. A man should not die alone in a shitty apartment.
>>536684543>my dogIf a dog is a reason for you to continue, youre weird and weak. That animal has zero emotional attachment to you past the last meal you gave it
>>536664729Hate
>>536664795Came here to post this
>>536664729Rat bird comics
>>536666314>waah waah waahfaggot
>>536664729The faintest hope that things will get better and that good things can happen to me.So pure fantasy I guess.
>>536688012Are you Valsalia?
>>536664729Spite.
It's what the body does.
>>536664729The possibility that I'll find a way to solve all of the problems that plague me in life.I wake up feeling like garbage daily. I don't get refreshing sleep. If I did my life would improve significantly but I don't, I wake up feeling exhausted. But I have hope I'll eventually solve that problem.
Life is good.
>>536688422No, I just really like webcomics.
>>536664729I'm barely going desu
>>536688742Do you catch the the furry ban for posting OOP?
>>536664729Seeing the downfall of the jews and israel
>>536688816No, GR3 only applies to furry porn now. And oops is obviously very political of course.
>>536687913#justniggerthings
>>536664797who cares what some dead jew thinks lmao
>>536664729the chance that i get to watch the jew empire of human abuse and exploitation BURN TO THE GROUND and all of the ones involved being held accoutnableand for the world to ensure that they NEVER HAVE ANY POWER, INFLUECE OR UNDESERVED WEALTH ever again
>>536664729nothing, i just keep living despite everythingIn the end i want to see a big happening because it will be funny
>>536688982Of course.
Life is not a question and does not need an answer. Existence can be beautiful, if you let it.
>>536664729The Big One
Hate
>>536664729This place needs a cleaning.
>>536664729anger
>>536664795
>>536664729Love
>>536664729I'm driving a combine every day.Nothinh else.
>>536664729>>536664795ThisAnd hugging, Kissing and doing wildy things whit my kuromi plushie, the entire world can fucking burnIm Collecting jewcoins to live better, But I know that as a Slave of them, I will never. and for woman, They are all dirty whores who love to be whores, I rather be on my own alone than be a cuck
>>536666587You are a normie, Have you locked up in an appartent for 3 years straight whitout socializing outside of close family, I bet not, I did and survived, Only going out for food, Never feel depressed of wanted to kmsI actually liked it, But money in mr.shekelsberg world is a necesity, So I must make goybucks to live
>>536664729Life is short enough as it is, might as well see it through out of spite.
>what’s keeping you going?Knowing eventually shit will hit the fan. I’m hoping it kicks off while I’m young enough to laugh at the shit and not when I’m too old to enjoy it. t. Gen X>inb4 60 years oldNope, 46
>>536666587Maybe you're just short bald ugly and not good at anything you spend time doing
>>536667367>Getting to be a strong person is so rare in the universe that most people conclude God chose them personally.I feel this way. I'm glad you said that, you're correct, I just never outright said it for some reason.
>>536664729>What's keeping you going?My hard boiled eggs and Cholula in the morning
>>536664729I am literally an angel created by light to destroy the forced of evil. Naturally this enrages the satanic forces of darkness and (((pepple))) start claiming antisemitism and racism or whatever buzzword they use to capture idiots trapped in ideological capture of the forces of evil and their tool of central banking debt slavery.I die, but everytime I get reincarnated with exactly the same job with another body that is slightly more upgraded. I can never know peace until the job is done, every single time there is rhe same tranny and his Israel
>>536664729Must punish the guilty ones who harmed me
>>536664729my hatred of jews
>>536664729Well, besides all the cliches like, Love, Family, friends and all that obvious stuff, I found that I'm just too fascinated and curious about things in life in general to ever really feel down or super-bored.That spark of fascination came back as soon as I stopped being a dopamin/endorphin depraved loser.Whatever you like doing Anons, do it in moderation so you don't fry your reward system.
>>536664729Awe and wonder.
>>536684061he has been too busy pimping his whore daughter to jews, like his father
>>536692122Can you fucking win already? Faggot?
>>536664729my peoplehood
>>536666072persona 5 sucked absolute ass. golden was the best one
>>536664729Nothing, just not yet at the point where I'd actually commit suicide.I think if I still have no purpose, no love, can't get laid, etc. by the time I'm 50 then I might do it. But until then I guess the small pleasures like coffee are enough to keep me going.
>>536664729Hate and spite mostly. >fucking 1pbop. GDI
