This guy keeps looking at me through his computer and he keeps trying to control my mind.He hasnt left in a long time . He the slazy fat stupid wild retard keep wasting all my time.Does anybody know how to turn off someone who is trying to possess you on their computer? he's using a microphone. And I take medication , but it doesn't do anything because he still won't leave. I made a mistake years ago by moving to the wrong house.And it wasnt my fault , because I didn't know any better. But the guy pretended to be in my house. And It scared me at the time. And then he did something to me sexually, and it made me afraid at the time and nobody was there to help me that is intelligent.and so I got myself in trouble. and ever since then i've been getting arrested in real life and telepathically , all the time and a few times I didn't do anything. It was false imprisonment. And I'm being forced to go to a lot of appointments. Instead of just living in my house.Normally like everybody else
What medication do you take OP?
Invega and they gave me 4 to 6 fucking piece of shit weeks before it does anything??? lol ??? Do you know how slow they made the time go by
>Does anybody know how to turn off someone who is trying to possess you on their computer?My efforts only turn off women.
>>536933014>InvegaThanks for telling me. May I ask about your diet?What have you eaten today?
and I passed away multiple times from mistreatment and from getting abused too hard and from getting my memory deleted too many times
>>536933210i don't eat anything unless my mother gets it
>>536933322May I ask what you have eaten today?
>>536933210I didn't get to eat today
>>536933430You didn't get to eat. Is there no food in your home?
>>536933472Not really.My mother doesnt leave food in the house and there's nothing around me to order
>>536933430Which state are you in?
>>536933539Can you visit the supermarket? Is there a grocery store nearby?
>>536933599what like frozen Pizza that's not terrible.I guess
>>536933599I'm probably going to wait for my mother to bring something.I usually wait for takeout
>>536933867Do you know what happens with vitamin B deficiency?
>>536934007No what
>>536934007I might need more vitamin d and iron that's about it
>>536934143Well if you have been clinically diagnosed as schizophrenic One of the mechanisms behind that is a deficiency of the B vitamins.The second part is, you might be suffering from deep loneliness because you feel unable to communicate your inner world to others.Have you heard of John C Lilly?
>>536934305Nobody knows what I'm going through because nobody seen it visually and I used to wish that anime characters were real and all they do is focus on who likes who not how to turn it off or anything like that
>>536934305No I haven't heard a john celi
>>536934484I understand. Are you an artist?
>>536934508He was a scientist who worked with dolphins to prepare humans for contact with alien life.He spoke about schizophrenia in his book about dolphins and held great compassion.Do you like reading books? I can send you the pdf if you like
>>5369345 well i used to be. But I don't like it anymore because it's for a psycho, hanging out with whoever's controlling me all the time.
>>536934651Go ahead
>>536934691https://rexresearch1.com/LillyLibrary/Mind%20of%20the%20DolphinLilly.pdf"The glass wall insulatesand isolates him in a fashion analogous to that of a personliving in the polar night alone. Thus the schizophrenicdoes hallucinate and does project into his surroundings thosethings that he needs most and those which he fears mostThese projections cause reciprocal fear in those placedclose to the schizophrenic. In other words, a person withthis particular biochemistry is increasingly isolated fromhis fellow human beings because of his "built-in" failureof communication consequent upon his chemistry. Such aperson, struggling to communicate and unable "to breakthe glass wall" will at times become violent. Symbolicallyhe may smash windows and mirrors, attempting to getthrough to other persons. He may become so exasperatedwith the failure of others to penetrate to him that he mayknock them down or otherwise injure them. When oneknows and appreciates the feelings and basic causes lead-ing to this kind of behavior, life can be eased by theproper kinds of special communication required by theschizophrenic. However, most people are too involved, toobusy, with their own communication problems with nor-mal people to spend much time on research in how tocommunicate with a schizophrenic relative or friend."How would you like people to communicate with you more effectively?
>>536934900By treating me properly and looking at my illness from the inside of my mind
>>536932752In 1956 movie goers in USA was submitted to short glimpse of popcorn advertisements that was only 1/3000 of a second or too fast to bee seen by the human eye and went straight to the subconsciousPopcorn sales went up 58%You really think they stopped this just because the said they would ?
>>536935259You want people to understand your perspective on the world without clamping down with things like "that's not possible"because if you have experienced it, it is possible. What is something in life you are grateful for?
Schizo watchers, we eating good tonight
>>536935530How do we know OP isn't better adjusted than you to the true nature of reality?Your behaviour suggests you are operating on a lower dimension than OP, if we are realistic. Like a parasite.
>>536935259I met God once. That's quite outside the norm for a lot of people to deal with without throwing accusations of mental illness.
fellow shizo here , ask your psychiatrist (if you hopefully have one) to get on lithium OR Quetiapine (it´s Seroquel and mellows you out)no more sleepless nights talking to yourself or hearing voices , albeit you still might get nightmares and have the feeling of being watched , stalked , or handsigns being made infront or behind you indicateing that you are being targeted or whatever.do not isolate yourself completely and try to get some sunshine into your life through any means.watch your diet , don´t do any drugs and don´t stay up past midnight.do not listen to the voices , wether inside your head or outside.do not LASH out.you are not alone.i wish you the best.alternatively take a break from your PC and take some walks . if you are haveing a panic attack or uneasy , walk back home.stay vigilant and think happy thoughts.i know what it´s like being your own worst enemy.
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>>536936026Do you know much about Theta Brainwaves?
>>536936212nah , why don´t you indulge me memeflag.
>>536936635Well in Neurodivergent people, their baseline brainwave state is THETA as opposed to ALPHA for the vast majority of people.The THETA brainwave state happens to be the precursor to DMT production. In the 70s they tested the urine of those undergoing "psychosis" and found marked increase in DMT within the urinology reports.You know what the most interested aspect of Theta Brainwaves?They sit exactly at the Schumann Resonance.So you are quite literally tapping into the collective consciousness within that state -This can be Constructive or Destructive->>536936125It requires an awareness of what is happening and why.
>>536936999or maybe better to sayThe Collective Unconscious
>>536932752>mind control
>>536936635When the Ionosphere goes through modulation from solar storms - neurotypical people can experience this as anxiety, tension - epileptics can experience an increase in seizures - because there is a voltage surge which occurs within the calcium ion gates.This voltage surge can produce auditory hallucinations - it can also represent receiving far too many "other" fields at once.This is particularly true of the neurodivergents, of which I am including schizophrenia within.Do you follow so far?
>>536937276>When the Ionosphere goes through modulation from solar storms -aka when the frequency in Hz moves beyond the specific 7.83 baseline
>>536937276ye i am keep going i experienced many of the things you are saying and weather has a very strong effect on me for example.
>>536937633Do you track solar weather?This website is helpful:https://www.spaceweatherlive.com/en/solar-activity/solar-flares.htmlYou are hyper attuned to the collective unconscious through the mechanisms I just discussed - the baseline resonance with the Schumann Frequency in your persistent THETA brainwave state.This is amplified during solar storms.And as you suggest, the atmospheric weather can have a marked effect on mood, for everyone but particularly in Neurodivergent people.
>>536937822no but i think i might give that a try and see how it reflects my day to day , thank you for your time.the sun is especially important to me and i consider it something else than a planet , esoterically speaking.
>>536938124You are very welcome, thanks for chatting with me and your time as well.If you would like to share your contemplation on the sun I would love to hear it.Solar Flares can constructively alter our DNA
Still no tits?
>>536938256You're a lower life form.A parasite.
>>536938205It is the Eye of God , everything alive is because of it.because he sees it into existance and it can be a destructive or a benevolent force (as we can see in nature)i consider it theologically speaking (keeping an open mind is important) to be the heavenly host of hosts.the maker and unmaker of all existence on earth and elsewhere alike.plus you can look up the sunslurper (giant tentacled "being or spacecraft" sucking out something out of the sun or whatever.not broadly talked about , then again im a shizophrenic so take everything i say with a grain of salt ;)Have a similiar theory on the moon which affects everything unseen and unheard , the opposite to everything the sun is , which you mostly can only see when the sun is not present in your region , the occult basically (most rituals are performed under a full moon , half moon , blood moon you name it)our ancestors worshipped the sun and the moon alike for many reasons as i described above.can turn you into a lunatic though if you obsess over it , basically i consider them both living beings which we cannot comprehend nor explain fully and the activities we see on both.Why did Obama shoot a rocket towards the moon?Why do Solar Flares affect people like me negatively or positively , why do many Shizophrenics talk about Angels/Demons talking to them or God?So many Questions , so little time , yet in the end it remains a Mystery unsolved.if you want to remain unaffected by these "beings" you really have no choice , it´s best to stay away from anything occult and not to become obsessed with religion either.try to keep a balance between Parapsychology , Occultism , Science and Supernatural explanations.so TL;DR the Sun is ALIVE and the Moon is UNDEAD.Just a theory of mine though.
>>536938665You don't sound like a schizophrenic to me, you sound like a genius.
>>536938665Do you know about Plato's Ion?"The central premise of the dialogue is that Ion’s talent is not the result of a logical, teachable discipline (technē), but rather a state of "divine possession"."
>>536938833Thank you , just don´t overthink all this and ride the tiger / go with the flow.
>>536939046I am not allowed to talk about Possession of any kind or i get into trouble.Lets just say the Human Mind is far more complex than we are lead to believe and Neuroscience is still in it´s babysteps.
>>536939655Then you should tell your psychiatrist you are neither allowed to discuss enthusiasm as it also means to be possessed.enthousiazein "be inspired or possessed by a god, be rapt, be in ecstasy,"and also did you know Ecstasy and Paranoia are etymologically the same state - to stand outside of oneself. I always found that interesting.Neuroscience is interesting and I delve into writings myself but as you say to me to be careful, with the sciences one must be careful also - as there is a certain uncertainty principle afoot as we zoom in to specifics I will show you a flow chart, one moment
>>536940089Sure go ahead i´ve nothing to do Tonight anyhow.
>>536939655Excerpt: On Stratifications of Reality and Perception EXCERPT: ON THE STRATIFICATION OF REALITY & PERCEPTION ANNOTATIONS IN THE MARGIN • “No layer stands alone; each is a function of translation from the one beneath it.” • “Error is not failure, but the signature of incomplete dimensional access.” • “The observer does not corrupt the system— the observer defines the accessible system.” • “Speculation is the pressure exerted by the unknown upon the boundary of thought.” SCHEMATIC INTERPRETATION The structure resembles a flowering form: Apex The Unreachable Above Ring The Thinking Mind Root The Measurable Real Shadow The Lived Illusion Thus: the flower grows upward into mystery, and downward into certainty, while blooming only in perception.```
>>536932752Buy a flag pole topper, some copper wire and a whimhurst generator. If you cant melt aluminum inside the toper to fix the wire get gallium and freeze the wire in, connect this to the spark gap of the whimhirst machine, spin it and see if the sparks zap the voices
>>536940400interesting
