>tfw can't get a gun loicense because of schizophrenia diagnosis
>>537000968> schizophreniawtf are you allowed to walk around freely??! I've had a neightbor with schizophrenia and omg was this guy a psycho. Terrorized the entire neightborhood until he finally made his decisive mistake and ended up behind bars.Unthinkable if he had a gun during that time...
>>537000968>schizophrenia diagnosisIsn't that just the standard OS in the Finnish?
>>537000968guns are for insecure men anyway.. most gun freaks are fat, bald, divorced, and/or closeted gays.
Why would you admit anything to anyone?
>>537003191i kept it to myself for years but the gang stalking over the years became too much
>>537000968Take your pills, Pekka!
Yeah that's why claiming autism for bennies isn't such a good idea. Might just go the military golem route if the jobs keep sucking
>>537004281That dude was on (((SSRI)))
>>537003191i hear music in my head and see people that aren't there.i'm a highly functioning adult.
>>537000968Acute Schizophrenia diseasehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zFd4WBnOBv4
>>537003191If i dont take my meds my psychiatrist is going to kill me
>>537000968In America you can just lie on the form how the fuck are they gonna find out if you were hospitalized or diagnosed with anything they don't have access to your med records
>>537002984I know Erin watches me every single day I tell you every single day you won't listen this person is in everyone they are beaming hostile energy beams through my walls I have measured these frequencies with my microphone but I can't find a single piece of software that reads them because they are coded out somehow I'm just trying to warn the world.
>>537004374The military route is mandatory for every 18yo Finnish man anyways
>>537000968>signing up for gun>are you crazy? yes/no>hmmmmm no
>>537004748At least you probably won't have to do gay shit for Israel while you do your time
>>537004812>what are medical records
>>537004671that shit is supposed to get picked up by the background check system.
>>537000968Black market exists for a reason
>>537000968>gun loicenseThere are lots of other weapons.
I lied on my gun license app and got gunsSure ive been institutionalized before but thats a non issue
>>537004925Illegal gun means jail time if you aren't a boomer
>>537005188It's only illegal if you get caught
>>537004671If you've ever been involuntarily committed or judged mentally incompetent by a court, it'll show up on your background check and thr sale will be blocked. So if you're crazy in America make a private purchase.
I refuse to believe that schizophrenia is real.Everyday I try to stare deeper into the abyss and all it does is make me a bit more depressed.No voices, no dream revelations, no patterns only I can see, no demons revealing themselves.I don't want to do drugs because I know I get addicted to stuff too easily.Well at least I could still have guns I guess. Maybe I should try to find consolation in that.
>>537005661I don't think I even have that illness but I was tortured with some MK-Ultra shit and I went crazy. But I get better gibs now so it's all not so bad. Got trauma from that though
>>537005916>I was tortured with some MK-Ultra shitwow ok. Damn. So that's what it takes to get the schizo powers.I don't want to let them MKULTRA me though I'm afraid they'll turn me into a girl like Chelsea Manning. You still have your dick right? What happened?
>>537006102they turned him into the Fingolian Candidate. he could be activated at any moment
>>537006102I heard most horrible things that I can imagine. It was like a long datura trip without the visuals. I have my dick still. I tried to drown myself but luckily I couldn't break the ice without tools. Police took me to psych ward when I ran to a grocery store and yelled that there are people coming with heavy weapons and I hid in freezer because I didn't want to be seen by heat cameras
>>537000968>have schizophrenia loicensloicens goodloicense baddo you also need a loicens in finland to buy a drill press, a vice, drills, files, raw stock, internet access, and common sense ? well because if you do, tough luck maybe go on vacation to america and go to a gun range for tourists ? then you can find out if big brother does have access to finnish health records ?
>>537004579>>537003191"dont make this difficult!""there are NO gas chambers!""YOU are SCHIZOPHRENIC!"I have to run the gas chambers to go skiing after this D:<"
>>537003191what if your mom keeps taunting you to an hero already by claiming to strangers that you keep saying that you will become an hero if you lose the last person on earth that is willing to listen to you ? would it be safe to advise telling the psychiatrist the truth and get a padded room with a mattress and unlimited amount of pills ? or would you just ignore her sociopath manipulation and hope the voices in your head will stop ?
>>537000968Schizos are the ones who need them the most tho, how else are you supposed to fight off the shadow monsters? The government must be in league with the shadow monsters if they wont let you have a gun to defend yourself.
>>537006480Holy shit seems like you were trying to lower your body temperature for some reason. Maybe to slow down some sort of pathogen they put in you? Did you notice your thoughts getting clearer as you got colder? I would have checked myself for messages desu. A note in a pocket or something scratched on my skin in a hurry. I do this sometimes but I never find any.It's also possible that schizophrenia is a real mental illness idk.
>>537005661its not it is a split of your true self, your inner being, that what is at the coreof your existence, seeing more and more of the veil being liftedand at the same time realising the existential dread that what you see is real, demons are real, you may be able to feel them, sense them, but you cannot see them, you just see their vessels which look like you and me, so you start to question yourself if its real or you are going insane, but this question alone is enough to anchor you firmly to the truth, no you are not insane, yes its real, they suspect you know, they probably know, and they try their best to slow you down in your endeavour, they fear you because you are superior, you have the potential to act untethered, to break free, you are already breaking the conditioning, the metabolic prison that they constructed, that it is being administered by your flesh vessel is failing, you are regaining control with every conscious moment, every conscious breath you take, every moment you process consciously, every sensation that is being fired through your brain is healing you. and the best thing is.you are not alonethere are hundreds, thousands going through the same process right now.our mission is to raise awareness, together we will lead mankind into a new golden age>inb4 nobody caresyes, be a nobody
>>537006954anon overclockedoverheatedself preservation craved cooldown heavy thinking does this blood gets pumped head gets hothot head = difficult thinkingcool head = easy thinkingalways keep your head (brain) cool but maintain good body temp to keep the coolant flow up
>>537006954It felt like I was burning inside but the voices didn't stop until weeks of heavy medication. I was like a zombie after that. Psychologist tested my cognitive health when I was on that medication. There was the same test as Mensa uses and I got every question correct on that
>>537006945conventional weapons are useless against Shadow Monsters anyway.
>>537007707Thats what they want you to think.They'll tell you that so you dont try.>Dont even think about it or we'll eat you.They wouldnt make the threat if they werent scared.
>>537008015they like to fool you into shooting them so that your bullet passes through the wall and kills the neighbors baby. happens all the time. what they really fear are supersoakers loaded with holy water.
