I am Gay but I am also Repressed.I was never able to fully accept the Fact that I am Homosexual.I also hate my body and appearance. I am Mixed Race (brown) and I find myself physically unfit and ugly.I am 30 y.o and already came out to many People, but I am stuck with this sensation I can never actually accept myself.Some would say I have internalized both Racism and Homophobia. Maybe that's the truth.>but how is this relevant PoliticallyWell, I think everything has become Political nowadays.I think my Repression is the result of the society we live in.
>>537280825Good, because gay is just another fad.
>>537280825Shut up and suck
its ok to be gay
Restrain yourself from masturbating and listen to 1st Corinthianshttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ygOiOrfuyMw&pp=ygUebmtqdiBhdWRpbyBiaWJsZSAxIGNvcmludGhpYW5zThat will straighten you out
>>537280825You are not "gay." Your feeling of repression is the conflict of your inner knowledge that you are normal, fighting against the false belief that you are queer.That false belief was forced on you by the old faggot who first molested you. He did it to keep you from sending him to jail.
i wouldnt say i am gay but i've done lots of gay shit when i was younger and i dont regret them
>>537280825You were vaccinated, poisoned with tylenol and atrazine, and probably pornographied. This messed up your brain development. Since you lament, in the same way a person missing a foreskin or a limb laments, you should instead ask "who did this to me? How did they do it?"
>>537280825Yes, straight people are the blight of our problems.
>>537281287I feel attraction to specific Handsome Men.How am I not Gay?You are Wrong.
>>537280825I’m gay and i was a teen in the early 2000s, i miss those times. You’re just drowning in a glass of water kek.
>>537280825>I think my Repression is the result of the society we live in.It's bad parenting, not that your parents are bad people. you NEED and Man (Father) and a Woman (Mother) to raise an healthy child.
>>537281677I had a Father and. mother and also very nurturing Grandparents.That's not the problem.The problem is that I am gay and I think it is wrong and a weakness.
>>537280825Noone cares, favella monkey.
>>537280825Jannies should also repress your posts
>>537281746>I didn't make that up it's well known.I'm not so I can't relate, I dunno..
>>537281811Why?>>537281757It doesn't seem to be the truth. See the answers. A lot of People do care, including yourself.
>>537281841Are you Implying I am pretending to be gay?I don't get it.
>>537280825Well.. there's no cure for you being brown but>I was never able to fully accept the Fact that I am Homosexual.Try deworming with human dose of ivermectin. For whatever it's worth homosexuality genuinely could be caused by parasites especially in most degenerate cases that makes one's skin crawl and you'd may at least become bisexual or something.
>>537282024Isn't it better to accept my homosexuality?
>>537282111No?.. Nigger, if you're awfully attracted to a male anus you're 99% infested by literal parasitic worms in your intestines. Homosexuality as we know it only ever occurs by worms if biologically induced or through psychological trauma in terms of sexual abuse in childhood... You sure you're 0.1% freak who would genuinely be gay out of a genetic mistake?
>>537280825WHAT A USELESS POST.FUCK YOU FAGGOT.BURN IN HELL.
>>537282626Ok, stop the bullshit. I am a Real person.I know I am Gay and that cannot change and that is not a bad thing. I am ok woth finding Mem attractive.My problem is that there is something deep down in me that cannot accept it, in the same way I have problems concerning my appearance.It is repression. It is caused by society but also something I have in my insides. It's not vermin, but a social disease.
>537282760Wow.. an actual fucking LLM bot.
>>537282760What you feel is your human nature. Disgust is the natural reaction to fags learned through thousands of years of genetic memory. Its not real, what you need is a breakthrough. Reflect back to your childhood and figure it out
Just be gay
>>537282970This disgust is bad and not exactly natural, but it was constructed by society.You are naturalizing societal views on homosexuality, because the majority of society is straight and the straight is the only acceptable view in most cases.I should reflect in something deeper than that.
>be gay>come out gay>too much of a fag to just live your life and enjoy it (society's fault obviously)ha
>>537283013I am gay and I know it.I wouldn't create this thread if I wasn't.But repression has deep roots in our consciousness, that's what I am trying to figure it out.
>>537283136Why some people just act as society should not be responsible for bad stuff people do?It is the truth. Most things we do are based on social constructions.
>>537283166Do affirmationsWhen you sucking cock, tell yourself how much you love it, you love being a cocksucking gay faggotReprogram yourself and accept yourself being a homo
>>537280825Are you a top or a bottom?
>>537282111Nah, if you know its wrong its better to struggle against your base urges than to engage in what is literal disease as a sexuality.Unless you want to die of aids/be on hiv pills the rest of your life.
>>537283500You are the Cause of my Repression.
>>537282760>It is caused by society but also something I have in my insides.Yes. Intestinal worms.Deworm and the gay goes away. Along with other obsessive thoughts and cravings (also caused by worms)
Were you molestered? My buddy says all gays become gay via molestering.
>>537282760If you believe you're genuinely gay and not wormmaxxed then why not try the ivermectin anyway? Whats the worst that can happen.Either you become straight and are proven wrong that you had worms, or it doesnt do anything. Whats your reason for not trying?
>>537283237you are not alleging someone has done bad to you, you just feel badmany things can be framed as social constructions, possibly even correctly, but that's just theorystop being a faggot, stop making excuses and care less
>>537283689>>537283635Are you guys OK?
>>537283626Nope, you know its wrong because nature says so. Not society.Society didnt make it disease ridden, nature did.Society didnt make gays unable to reproduce, nature didIts death mate.Just try the anti worm tablets if this isnt a larp.
>>537283710It sounds easy in theory but in Reality it isn't.
>>537283807I am fighting against my nature when I repress my feelings.You are talking shit about nature. What you call nature is naturalized homophobia, and it is social construct.
>>537283764I'm perfectly fine.You seem to be struggling tho.So why not try the anti worm tablets? What do you have to lose? Is your identity tied to being gay?
>>537283807What’s the fucking point Nigel? He already said he’s a fat ugly pardo macaco. So he takes the pills and becomes straight. Now he suddenly wants hot Staceys that reject his ugly brown buns then he pulls an hero. Might as well stick with the cock.
>>537283925You don't seem fine.
>>537283885Were you molested or not Fabio?
>>537283885Nope, nature says gay is wrong.If being gay was right then gays would be able to reproduce, it wouldn't cause disease, and you wouldn't be inherently ashamed of it. But thats not the case because nature says its wrong.
>>537284007I was molested by right wingers on internet forums as a teenager.
>>537284079Nature makes me gay, Society says it is wrong.You are far off.
>>537283980Why not? Because I'm not accepting of homosexuality?I dont sell hiv tablets so I have no reason to tell you being gay is good.
>>537284088So you weren’t molested? You were born gay then? Is that what you’re saying?
There’s therapists who can help you accept your homosexuality and get over itThere’s no conversion that works, if there were, then Russia or China would have it by now
>>537284180Since I was a kid I was interested in female stuff.>>537284177You don't seem fine because you are not being responsible towards someone who is actually struggling about real stuff.This vermin stuff is a joke and you know it but you choose to joke in this situation because you are not exactly fine.
>>537284143>Nature makes me gayIncorrect, unless by nature you mean the worms you refuse to get rid of.But they're just using you to breed, your bloodline dies so theirs can continue.
>>537284241I already go to Therapy.It is a Process.It is not Easy.
>>537284276If it doesnt work why do you refuse to try it?A) It helps and you get betterB) It doesnt help and you remain in the same positionYou lose nothing by trying.
>>537284305When I see a Handosme Man and Feel Attracted it is not Worms but my Libido.It is Nature Speaking.Don't ask me to Explain why it is, you are Torturing me, I just know it Is.
>>537284398Because it would actually give me Disease. I don't have any Disease but internalized Homophobia caused by People Like you.You are Evil.
>>537284427You're just making a guess.You won't know thats true unless you try the anti worm tablets.
>>537284508What disease would ivermectin give you?
>>537284522How Would Worms make me not Feel Attracted to Women if I was not Gay?You are Guessing.
>>537284556Stop.
>>537284602How does fungus make ants drown themselves?
>>537280825Anon just accept yourself before it's to late and take as much cock as you can get and have fun
>>537280825
>>537284079>>537284143Pee pee dont go into hole that shit exits out from, not an entrance, poop is nasty and gross, not sure how else our father could of created us differently so people can figure out not to stick pee pee into hairy shit hole.
>>537280825Why do you have to suck dick?Just fuck vagina and suck dick on the side lmao
>>537284719>>537284699I feel attracted by other Men.It is a Fact and not Caused by anything but my own Libido. It is my Nature and it has always Been.Don't ask me to explin Why did Nature did that.No one Knows Nature in its whole. It may seem it is a Failure but it is Also Nature. Nature works in Mysterious ways.
>>537284719TrueHe would have also probably have made sexual intercourse between the same sex incapable of reproduction. Which is exactly the case. He would have also given gays suicidal tendencies even on an ideological level like we can see with gays voting for more muslims despite muslims wanting to kill them.
>>537284799>>537284719>pee pee in vaginaIt is not True to Some People.It is a Law t9 Some People, not Everyone works this Way or feel Attracted to Pussy.I don't know Why. It just Is. You don't need to find Reasons.
>>537284870I dont understand why you wouldnt try the anti worm pills. Either it doesnt work and you're proven right or it works and you dont need to hate yourself anymore. There is genuinely no reason not to try.
>>537284898You are Projecting your Personal Feelings to Other People.Don't do That.Nature is not Centered in Straight Sex.Nature make Gays for some Reason we don't Know.
>>537285104>Nature make Gays for some ReasonTo kill their bloodline.
>>537285057Because I am above this.You are Making me Consider Self-Torture, I know it is not the Way to Go.
>>537280825It's okay faggot just jerk off to Futa and you will eventually become straight again
>>537280825Well, as a femboy, i always had this fear that if i were to go in a busy public bathroom (for men obviously), i would get graped n whatnot, the closest thing to that happening was when i was visiting a friend in the US n had to use the bathroom of some mall.
>>537285155"bloodline" is More of an Idea. What Exist are Individuals.
>>537285170>Anti worm pills are self torture.Am I speaking to the worms right now?>>537285213Your posts are just more proof that gay is suicide on an ideological level.
>>537280825That's how trannies are made, don't do it
>>537285274Because I know it is not Worms.Worms can't make people Gay.You are too Attached to concepts like "Bloodline" and forget Survival is about the Individual more than the Race or Bloodlone itself.Some People Are Gy, just Accept it.It is not Bad. It just Is.
>>537285395You asked for help, if you dont want it fine.You're free to become a paypig for pharmas hiv pills or even die for all I care. I dont know you and you dont even live in my country, so its no big deal to me.
>>537285499You are Helping me Understand how Idiots see the World.Thanks.
I would bi for a virgin troon.
>>537285565By reading your own replies?
>>537285663You will not Win.
>>537285769Against what?You dying of aids isnt me losing.
>>537285845Against Love.
Being gay and being ugly is just horrible, you're fully aware of how chopped you are
>>537285868Lol, if you loved yourself you wouldnt be gay.I already explained that its suicide.
>>537285944You are Suicidal.
>>537285979>No youkek proof you know im right.
>>537285927Fyi, fags have no beauty standards, they hit on anything that walks.A 4/10 fag can score a 8/10 fag.
You've been given the solution multiple times by multiple people.Here it is again one more time:Deworm, and the gay goes away
/pol/ is jealous of gays that we don’t have to with women
>>537286314>Envious of AIDS filled buttholesI dont think they are mate.
>>537280825no one cares, kill yourself faggot
