That's all it is is harassment

Making me hang out with people is harassment to someone who's getting V2Kd

And I almost started to wonder if they were aliens , or if they were using V2K themselves

>>537313867
I blame the US army, air force, navy, space force, marine corps, and coast guard. along with the NSA, the OIG, the FBI, NCIS, the air force intel niggers… the list goes on.
All these faggot ass freemasons are liars in a fraternal order of douchebags.

>>537313867
your condition is called being schizo
unfortunately, being schizo makes you absolutely sure that you're not schizo
so you will never introspect and learn to differentiate the voices that are being generated by your own mind
you will continue to attribute far too much importance to stuff that is actually imaginary
it probably really sucks being you
but ultimately you're the only one who is capable of learning to deal with the condition. but you won't since you don't agree that you have a condition

>>537315536
Im not sure its real schizophrenia .

I hate living

>>537316081
hearing voices is the absolute signature of schizophrenia
what are they saying to you?

>>537316081
Could be God or demons. You need to go on a quest.

>>537313867
Yes, just leave the state. You’d have to be able to support yourself somewhere else though.

>>537316217
Or it could be a retard that refuses to accept that the inside voices are his own fucking voices. Everybody hear voices you can't actually do much else with a voice than hear it.

>>537313867
Are you sure it's not a combination of childhood stress, autoimmune disorders, and bad quality of sleep? Because I get voices too. But schizophrenia has been linked to autoimmune issues in some cases and I know I have those too. And autoimmune issues have also been linked to childhood stress, which I had too.
Maybe you could ask a doctor about going on immunosupressants or you could also modify your diet to a low inflamation diet and add herbal teas.

Lol how could i comment on things i dont talk about. And with the hitting and memory deleting. Alot of it lately has just been them talking about nonsense and repeatinf it often

>>537316081
Depression and schizophrenia go hand in hand, perhaps you're thinking of schizoaffective disorder which is different than schizophrenia.

>>537316359
You hear voices, anon? Honestly if I started hearing shit it would be hard to discount the possibility of it being people's thoughts

The jews would absolutely hide anything like that i mean anythings possible in this clown world

>>537316469
I could ask about auto immuno. I have been listening to this every second for a really long time . And they don't listen to anything. The voices don't listen to anything. But they delete my memory , make me listen to them. Which makes me think its not me

And someone was screaming "dude" this morning in my head .

And he was singing "praise the gong"

I’M GAY AND FAT

And the first thing the voice asked me if I wanna die . And he said if I smoke marijuana then i'm going to jail. It was all extremely loud . My mother told me it's not real . But he ended up catching me at night . And he scared me so bad that I ended up calling somebody . Which was the wrong choice

>>537316756
Are you also gay and fat?

>>537316629
No that is you, you see the brain is not a single unit as we may want it to be, parts can miscommunicate or even separate from each other without showing obvious signs of physical separation from the perspective of say a ct scan. People with brains with torn fissures often have complete seperate conscieousnesses acting on different motor functions in the same body.
You may also want to rule out brain cancer with an mri.

>>537316756
>And the first thing the voice asked me if I wanna die . And he said if I smoke marijuana then i'm going to jail.
ok, i believe you heard that
but was there anyone there?
you have to learn to use your senses to sanity-check the others

>>537316994
Well not even my doctor knows what to do about getting my memory deleted

>>537317145
Try ECT. Works like a charm. Dumbass.

>>537317145
He probably spent like an hour thinking about it and was like "idk go to a neurologist I guess" So the real question is have you visited a neurologist?

>>537317145
It could be early onset of alzheimers.

>>537313867
Untreated bipolar? You sound like a man so you probably get zero medical care. You're fucked, dead in a few years I would think, by your own hand or something similar. If the disease doesn't make you do it, this attitude of wanting to do your own thing and be insane will. If you actually think you can fix yourself without other people, buy a bottle of niacin. That will stop the worst schizo symptoms.

>>537317515
No bipolar schizophrenic people don't hit themselves

>>537317642
They do. Not because the disease makes you do stuff, but because it ruins your life and then you have no life.

>>537317642
Well I did in middle school a couple times. but I was very gentle about it. You see anon, you clearly have something like this, you need to talk to a specialist.

No I think that he's just using a computer>>537317820

To do all this

>>537317877
Sure, take no responsibility for anything. That's what got you in this situation.

And he stole my memory how does someone steal their own memory

>>537318022
If the memory were really stolen you wouldn't remember it.

>>537317877
As someone that uses alot of computers and has studied actual brain interface devices, I can assure you that if somebody was injecting thoughts as clear as messages into your head, it would be obvious where it was coming from. You'd have electrodes glued to your scalp or injected into your skin and it would he attached to some obvious big honking computery thingy. Since you don't think you're a cyborg, I'm going to say that you don't have any brain modifying devices altering your though process. Except your own brain, which certainly has minds of it's own. And there's no shame in that. But it should be treated or else it will worsen. I mean it could worsen regardless but...

>>537318162
Add , i'm tired of showering with these people there's just way too much to do in life without having to listen to these people all the fucking time

>>537318295
Yeah, loud white noise like shower noise also is a prime target for causing your pattern recognition system to work in overdrive attempting to make sense of words and phrases it thinks it hears in the noise but aren't actually there. Obviously you should shower, but maybe adding earnprotection in the shower with like ear plugs of a 20 db attenuation rating might help.

This whole way of living was all sadistic

>>537318295
Calling for help was the right decision, just take the meds next time and maybe it won't get to that point.

And I researched the internet and there's no way out of it . Other than killing yourself . And this fucking jerk off keeps deleting my memory and it was all important stuff

All of the toxic poison wrong think "meds" are literally poison ... Most government reptiles and piggers are scumbags, don't trust most people they are Judeo NPCs

It's logically possible the system has unknown technologies, good luck Anons

>>537318642
This is the internet too dumbass, niacin is literally on the pharmacy shelf for $12

Why don't you tell him to grow a ballsack already and fuck off with the gender inequality. With the hitting memory deleting . And the one track minded pussy behavior

>>537318642
There definitely may very well be ways out of it without unaliving yourself. None of them will be permanent, but with enough lifestyle changes and consultations with a specialist, you should be able to find a treatment plan that works and allows you to live a more normal life.

>>537318740
Yeah , well , they're making me care about things when I don't want to. By using mind control. And I speak japanese. These people speak english which was one of the first problems I had with this.
Along with fear of being spied on. And data breach privacy breaching. And computer monitoring. For choosing to be a female

>>537318851
As a fully male person that is always dismayed at having to read "very common in females" when attempting to diagnose myself I should point out that this may also be hormonally and lifestyle affected. Do you often have a habit of putting other's emotional needs before your own?

And he keeps hiding behind the computer and he tries to fight me and hitting me

>>537318993
No not unless I get distracted. Which i must not have very good control over like I do nowadays. Nothing too serious. Except for one person. Which distracted me a lot. I gotta say this whole thing has been a lot of a big waste of time

>>537318993
That's not medically relevant because you can't re-litigate his whole childhood of malnutrition and low physical activity. Strange to say, I think being a wannabe tranny is the least of his problems.

>>537319053
Are you trans by any chance?

>>537319148
Well hold on, maybe you can though.

>>537319153
No , but I could have been turned into one by being under MK Ultra program. By getting my hormones shut off

>>537319228
My point is you're not talking about an acute hormone deficiency that should be corrected, but someone who just is that way because of long term lifestyle choices.

>>537319389
Fuck off spoiled faggot

>>537319389
Well what if it was their parent's fault? Maybe a poor lifestyle is something they were pushed into? The culture of unhealthiness is a growing issue as it becomes multigenerational.

Why because its a pedophile organization who needed a hysterical child to molest and torture ?

>>537319389
See what I mean? >>537319485
I think this is something he has been conditioned into and can be conditioned out of.
And I'm no less saying that for my own sake.

And going to the doctor's isn't enough. I would have needed to be a star wars character to avoid death . And the hospital is the death penalty. Nobody has sophisticated feelings on this planet. What do you think a shot of relaxer. Stopa people from getting killed ??? because it doesnt

>>537319644
Are you from japan by any chance anon?

>>537319496
>>537319585
Taking T at his age is not a proportional response to being a shlub couch dweller. Just eat better. (after he fixes the deadly mental illness taking away his freedom) (also by eating better)
>>537319485
You're not listening. You don't listen, maybe you don't have the ability anymore.

Its all a trap. It's way too complicated to try to get people in trouble all the time. There's just too many subjects on this planet to go over. And I could have been in constant pain and passed away

>>537319838
But you haven't passed away yet anon. Get a grip. You're still here, pinch yourself.

>>537313867
>60 replies
>26 pbtid
Kek never change schizos

>>537320256
I'm trying to help... :/

>>537316756
You should definitely smoke marijuana, it will totally help with the voices. Actually scratch that, take a lot of edibles. Don't worry about taking too much, it's better to have too much than too little.

>>537320362
That's great advice if you want him to become a baked potato.

>>537320572
Maybe I do, this shit is entertaining.

>>537320735
:(
I think I'm going to leave now.

>>537313867
Not going to affirm your delusions. You're not special and the government has no special interest in you. What you're describing are auditory hallucinations likely from schizophrenia. Unfortunately it sounds like you're the type who believes their delusions are real.

>>537313867
I have constant tinitus and schizpphenia, i dont hear voices but muh thoughts have their own will.
It was hard the first two decades, i even went on a fucki g trip to another crazy reality, i almost get there forever, but thx to God i became normal again. Also i almost end up killing someone, but thx to our Mother Mary nothing happened. I owe my life to God.
After those two hellish decades im now stable and can life a totally normal life.
Its almost fun to take account of what thoughts you must abide to and those who dont.. really i have a filosofical constant debate in my head.
Thank Jesus always anons, he is the guiding stone of my life.

>>537321344
based life liver

Do you meditate OP? Have you ever practiced trying to silence your mind, and focusing entirely on your breathing? When a thought or voice arises ignore it and refocus on the breath. Repeat this until you can clear your mind with ease. It may take many sessions, don't give up.

Are you able to distinguish between the voices and your own internal monologue? If you are, make a point of never identifying with these voices. They are not you, they are outside of you. Think of them like a radio playing in the background and tune them out of your attention. If they are invasive and persistent it may be helpful to explicitly deny them with your own internal voice, command them away, tell them you deny them permission to be in your presence. If they get your attention dismiss them, command them away and silent. Visualize shutting off the radio where they originate when you deny them, or shutting a sound proof door locking the out of your space.

You need to generally set your intention that you always deny, block, disallow, repel, and ignore all voices outside of you. You want to make your unconscious attitude instinctively non-permissive, refusing all external influence towards and over your sovereign self.

To do this, in meditation it may help to visualize your energy field that surrounds and extends beyond you: like you are inside a large bubble. Give this bubble commands, like that it will block, repel, or deny any external energy or voices. you can give it as many as you like.

When you are struggling with the voices take a moment to meditate, focus on this barrier bubble you have created. Renew its commands, visualize gathering energy with your breath and channeling that energy into your barrier. Visualize the barrier strengthening and seeing these voices hit the barrier and be repelled away.

I hope it helps you. Good luck.

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You could have all the symptoms of skizo, and then say "in a dream".

Then you're normal. Everything skizo is normal in dreams:
1) Characters talk to you, the dream observer
2) Sometimes you fight in dreams.
3) Nowadays you can even read in dreams (this seems new...)
4) You see things in dreams (obviously)
Skizo is probably partial waking dreams.
Get more oxygen.
Stop running 5 methane heaters with open flames.
Stop inhaling all the carbon monoxide from the 600 cars going by your house per min.

Also "skizo" means "disagrees with me" these days or
"a mmmaallleeeee that suggests a forceful solution to a problem"

Also if you say toropets was a 15 kt atomic detonation:
you are "skizo". It's normal for 4 cruise missiles, leaving 4 craters, to destroy 139 buildings all at once (none of those leaving craters) across a 3 mile long base (1 mile across). Blowing out all the windows in a 4 mile radius (exatly same as hiroshima). Happens every day.

Oh and if you say nuclear weapons create mushroom clouds: you are skizo. They do not: only conventional weapons create mushroom clouds (/k/ claims now)

So if you see a mushroom cloud the size of a town: that's not a nuke. SKIZO
If the explosive pulse expands at 3000 meters per second: that's not a nuke, SKIZO. Nukes expand at the speed of SOUND: 300m/s!!!! and thus are MUCH closer! etc

Toropets was a 15kt nuclear bomb.

>>537320572
He was just sayin fuck you you retard and how do i know peoples lives get worse as time goes on

This fucking fag keeps deleting my memory IRL. Im so triggered. He makes me think about dialing 911. I have tried to kill him over and over and he keeps coming back. Yeah he's hiding behind his computer

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>>537321344
>i even went on a fucki g trip to another crazy reality,'
Everyone does this every night, they're called dreams.
You just don't remeber them as you switch to the waking state.
Some can be so real you would swear your soul was somewhere else for the duration of the dream.
> i almost get there forever, but thx to God i became normal again.

>Also i almost end up killing someone,
This used to be called "being a normal man",
now it's "skizo".

>but thx to our Mother Mary nothing happened. I owe my life to God.
Only because you live in a feminist police state with pervasive survellance and the labeling of any masculine trait as malformative and "skizo".

>After those two hellish decades im now stable and can life a totally normal life.
Your testosterone levels dropped and now your an obedient white fag like every other white fuck.

>>537321569
Toropets was a 15kt nuclear bomb.

>>537321443
Yeah, it's outside of me.Whatever these people are saying. I'm not doing it. And he's collecting a big ball of shit. From turning memory storage into fecal manner

>>537321770
Stop baiting the retards into doing evil!
You manipulative evil faggot glowie.
Someday you will pay for all the evil deeds your kind do and those deeds that induce others to do evil on the world.

I can't believe how much time i've wasted on this pedophile organization . Its been 4 years practically.

I’m still gay and fat

>>537322348
truth gem

>>537313867
You are schizophrenic, there's a place for you. It's not here
>>>/x/ it's here

>>537316629
Anon, it's not you. They are ancient demonic entities. Do not believe any of the faggots in this thread or anywhere else that ridicule you and tell you that they are your own thoughts. These faggots are either agents or perhaps regular psychos that obey the voices they hear. It's all demonic. They are not your own thoughts. They are not your own voices. They are separate entities here to torment you.

Look up Jerry Marzinski

>>537323537
Meanwhile you shit on the guy who thanked God and jesus for saving him. You're a hypocrite who probably doesn't pray or study religion, demons are real but God isn't real am I right

>>537324366
None of it is real. You’re all fucking retarded.

>>537325765
You and me are real. Only the way we communicate varies.