My town is a fucking joke, I have become so isolated in life that I have lost my mind and become homeless.I am 37 years old and since I've been 14 all i have ever been told is a don't need a partner to be happy.When I've sort mental health help from the GP when I was in my teens to get sleeping or something to aid me with my sleep, I was told their is nothing physically wrong with you so their is nothing she can do for me.I sort to get a diagnosis for autism since their was no help I could find for a single working white male, support being reserved for the more needy. The help I was offered was awful, a foreign man who spoke with an accent i couldn't even place dispite having worked from Glasgow to lands end.An complaints I made were meet with accusations of racism, they wouldn't let me get somebody I could relate to and understand to help me.For decades I have tried dating apps and I couldn't get a single woman to agree to go out for coffee with me in this dead arse town.Every Saturday the town is full of pentecostals openly telling everyone they are sinners, and when challenged they will say "im just saying what the bible says" but jesus didn't go around telling everyone they were a sinner, thats not the gospel - the good news, he ask that people repent.I am now as disgusted with Christianity as I am with Islam.On my way to the homeless shelter to get a meal for the day, I've thrown the roach of my roll up down the drain.A young man who has clearly never done a day's graft in his life who presumably gets paid handsomely is not acosting me like a nuisance streamer, telling me im getting film, give him my private details and pay a £70 fine.
I tell him I am homeless and not mentally well, we are in a street that has bottles on the walls and sofas and trash left in the street, I have thrown my roach down the drain, my stress is at breaking point as I make my way to the homeless shelter to get a hot meal before a job interview.I am so incredibly lonely, scared to even try and pick up woman from a pub due to being scared of being beaten up for trying to steal someone's girl, or people just not liking the cut of my jib.I am so incredibly lonely and I am being harassed all the way to the homeless shelter by someone smirking as I am becoming more irate screaming for him to fuck off and leave me alone.My council tax paid for that, when i am at my lowest point and need help, sat outside the bus station and black woman came up to me and said; you are a disgrace to white people, you are too well dressed and handsome to be homeless.Yet my taxs pay for the council to employ psychopaths who think its okay to harass the vulnerable, does he sexually harass women with the same vigor, is this why women seem so impossible to be intermediate with because of psychopaths employed by the council have given them a skin too thick for me to penetrate?When I needed a friend and somebody to love, god gave me this prick to push me over the edge before my interview for a job.Fire that useless piece of shit, give him a job as a street cleaner instead of employing people to harass the vulnerable. Better yet fire him and hire me, someone who has been a binman, a builder, a charity shop worker.
The homeless shelter is shut today because their is no stuff, yet the council can hire psychopaths to go and harass vulnerable people.They knew about the afghan community being moved in while the conjunction was active, and the people in charge have systematically demoralised the individual into madness.They have offered little to no help to struggling locals as they focus on bringing in more foreigners as they garrison the establishment with psychopaths willing to harass the vulnerable.I've had Black lives matters rammed down my throat, we still have pride being actively spoon fed to us.The people who are in charge are utter fools! They lack any form of vision and have been pulling my town a part all for the sake of money.
I hate what my town has become, the messages they teach to people and the community they divide and fragment.I went to get chicken and chips from one of the 6 other identical shops and the people working their dont even think England is a country. They legitimately dont recognise the UK being a union of countries.I seen free Palestine stickers plastered over England flags. The council thought the 2 faces sculpture in the middle of town was a good idea... when has being 2 faced ever been seen as a virtue?This idea that we're all aliens is being fed into the minds of the young. We truly have become a town of strangers as I have to go to the locksmith to buy shoe laces because allll the shoe shops dont sell laces... WHO THE FUCK ARE RUNNING THESE SHOPS!!!
But when the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then he will sit on the throne of his glory. Before him all the nations will be gathered, and he will separate them one from another, as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. He will set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left. Then the King will tell those on his right hand, 'Come, blessed of my Father, inherit the Kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world; for I was hungry, and you gave me food to eat. I was thirsty, and you gave me drink. I was a stranger, and you took me in. I was naked, and you clothed me. I was sick, and you visited me. I was in prison, and you came to me.'Then the righteous will answer him, saying, 'Lord, when did we see you hungry, and feed you; or thirsty, and give you a drink? When did we see you as a stranger, and take you in; or naked, and clothe you? When did we see you sick, or in prison, and come to you?'The King will answer them, 'Most certainly I tell you, because you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me.' Then he will say also to those on the left hand, 'Depart from me, you cursed, into the eternal fire which is prepared for the devil and his angels; for I was hungry, and you didn’t give me food to eat; I was thirsty, and you gave me no drink; I was a stranger, and you didn’t take me in; naked, and you didn’t clothe me; sick, and in prison, and you didn’t visit me.'Then they will also answer, saying, 'Lord, when did we see you hungry, or thirsty, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and didn’t help you?'Then he will answer them, saying, 'Most certainly I tell you, because you did not do it to one of the least of these, you didn’t do it to me.' These will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life.
Those people aren't Christians if you are in that state and they do nothing
It rained for a week and I could buy a mens dressing gown (bath robe) because it was a seasonal item, yet if I wanted a woman's one it was available...The holistic shops dont sell hats, one of the core components of a holistic shop should be hats! The owners didn't even know the theories behind the crystals they sold, the owners dont care, they're just here to make money!They say the highstreet is dieing, yet the owners clearly have done nothing to keep the high street alive since finding the simples of items like nail clippers in boots becomes an epic quest as they are shelved on the bottom shelf below all of the nail extensions and eye crimps.Shopping for a mens shirt that costs under £20 is a mission as all the shops are front loaded with woman's clothes and the men's department is no longer a department but a fragmented mess behind hidden all over the place, some shops dispite having male models in the windows only sell mens clothing online.Who the fuck is ment to be in charge and just doesn't give a fuck as long as they keep getting paid?
>>537367458Speak English you cryptic cunt, no one wants a mad king. Do you think i am not sick of the endless hordes of pentecostals telling me that the cup doth overrunnif with fucking BULLSHIT!!! PRAISE BE TO WHAT, WHAT IS THEIR TO BE THANKFUL FOR WHEN YOU DIRECT STRIGHT MEN TO GO TO THE QUEER BENCH TO PICK UP WOMEN!?I will not be entertaining anymore blasphemy from foolish christs who only know the word and not the meaning of love.
>>537367984I'm sorry the gospel offends you and you think it's blasphemy
>>537367984Now watch as they come out just to tell you:>At least you're still alive, and that's a gift.
>>537367534Christianity, the religion of the sheep, their is no defence doctrine in Christianity, through the eyes of christ we can not make the same arguments as the jewish, thats why Christian nations are Judo-christain.Quite frankly my cheeks are sore from constantly having to turn the other one all the time.State indoctrination is one of the most blindly stupid doctrines I've ever seen, with bottomless pitfalls used by the willfully ignorant.
What Jesus said is if you want to go to heaven you need to take care of everyone like yourself and make sure they have things like housing and food and clothing and you are kind to the sick and imprisoned. If you do otherwise then you simply go to hell.
>>537368248You understand the utter cope that has made me sick, brother!No child was ever conceived with thr love of christ, nor do we marry for the love of christ!
But aren't you wallowing in disgusting thoughts and vile lusts, like they said
>>537367984>I will not be entertaining anymore blasphemy from foolish christs who only know the word and not the meaning of love.Love is to be willing to die for those you love, and still allow them the freedom to accept the sacrifice, or not.
>>537368443You have to give props where props are due
>>537368280I do not care for myself, I care for an other, who in turn cares for me.The 3 wise men didn't need jesus, nor did anyone who came before him, I will not be gaslighted into worshipping an arse who's fed me nothing but cope and kept me from happiness!I would rather worship idols of stones until I can find a body of flesh to take their place.Our idol industry died when the porn industry died, not i cant get love for love nor money in this melting pot of strangers.
>>537368443>Urrr durpa durp, christ is the only way.Complete and utter bull shit as anyone familiar with the occult will tell you.I use idolatry, a vessel to hold my love until the light of an other breaks it open and takes it's stead.
>>537368684Oh so no detestable urges then? Well congrats, enjoy your freedom then
>>537368684idolatry is pyschotic
>>537368466Blind love is to love the devil, only fools love devils and I would rather eat alone than dine with fools.You have given satan far to much power in your foolish service to God.
>>537366644>I am 37 years old and since I've been 14 all i have ever been told is a don't need a partner to be happy.They told you this because, consciously or unconsciously, the Jewish-communist forces convinced your people that breeding outside their race is imperative, and that little White British boys should have a stiff upper lip about dying alone and never having a family. Ahmed and Muhammad can afford multiple wives and properties, without ever having to work. They pluck preteen pussy from the trees for the price of a quart of vodka, and the police don’t just protect them, they facilitate it. They need brainwashed, converted White female Muslims to be their “PR” wing, so who better? Isn’t thousands of little girls, raped from their primary school years by the guests you pay to house, trafficked into barbarous harems of pedophile criminals, isn’t that all worth this beautiful multicultural society? The high street full of kebab shops and Turkish barbers? The exotic hustle and bustle of the cities, marked by that five-time-daily call to prayer?Your enemies have many names. They call you a “gammon”, even the White ones, though the comparison to a pork product was an exonym from your Muslim friends. But you know where a thousand of them live, clustered together like cockroaches. Hell, you have to call some of them “Lord Mayor” and stuff like that.
>>537366644go and beat the shit out of a couple pakis you limey retard
Me myself am ever plagued with horrid thoughts and dreams, and am always glad when the Light of God illuminates their simple solution
>>537368761>idolatry is pyschoticAnd God made me psychotic for a reason! So all may know gods love to the fullest!I wish I could pray to christ but we an empty heart i would be lieing to him if I said i loved him. He is to be respected as a wise man.
>>537369010Want to hear another popular one?>Don't worry, God has a plan for you. Just accept him.
>>537369010you don't have to be super Christian it's better to approach it with honesty >>537369118most people aren't good at preaching the gospel
>>537369118>>Don't worry, God has a plan for you. Just accept him.My passion is immeasurable
>>537369317>it's better to approach it with honestyGod is dead, the throne lays empty and no one is willing to lead.
>>537368981>the Light of God illuminates their simple solutionThe council has made sure to culture the simple solution into intolerable task.
>>537368881Dont make me cry, you are broken, but even a broken clock is right twice a day.
>>537369526God isn't dead you just have free choice to love your neighbors as yourself or not. I am only alive talking to you now because he kept me from dying when I should have
Thank you all for entertaining me, I hope giving you a glimpse into the eye of madness has been equally entertaining but I doubt it, so i will send you my love and thanks for your time.I feel better for venting, thank you all.
>>537369626Ask and they shall receive. If they did not receive, it is because they asked for the wrong thing on purpose to remain in lust.
>>537369825I have never learned the words or received the chance, I am made him his imagine so i have no one to ask other than myself as to what to do.
>>537369724>God isn't deadGod is CLEARLY dead, he died to become all of creation. How can God be whole when each one of us carries his light with us? What sort of omnipotent being would need to interfere with the acts of man once the wheel was set in motion, revelations were a hoax.
>>537369944That's what you're supposed to do. The holy spirit writes to your concious
>>537370038God isn't in your head. No matter what nice conversations or thoughts you may have had internally
>>537370096That's clearly not what's happening when your huffing Christ's copium by praying to God
>>537370223>God isn't in your headErr, yeah he is, god is within everyone.
>>537370317Am I in your head
>>537370383Are you one with God?
>>537370462No, that would be silly
>>537370496Then no, I dont know you, but i am in your head.
>>537370607You are in my head, but I'm not in yours. There are limits. God is not in yours, but you are in God.
>>537370786I am in your head, for "I am" is GodI am one with God, you are not, so if you are not God you are not in my head dispite God still being with you.Does that make sense to you?
>>537367267>Homeless>Always onlineNah
>>537371504Diogenes of Sinope, a homeless man who lived in a barrel... work that one out.
>>537371615You just don't want to work, you love being "homeless".
>>537371876>You just don't want to work>>537366670>When I needed a friend and somebody to love, god gave me this prick to push me over the edge before my interview for a job.Lies, the fissured work place caused by the employment agencies are holding me back, 5 years of forklift experience and the employment agencies dont want to know unless you have a license dispite the government funding for forklift licences.
