She was so perfect, philosophy student, beautiful, hot, funny, intelligent.. she mostly ignored me… I tried really hard to not idealize her, I started to treat her like shit and convince myself she wasnt that special, and achieved it. Now I sexually degrade her and she’s my slut and fuckmeat and I call her trash while force her to take it in the ass. What are the political implications of women needing to be trashed to love you?
