A few years ago, I tried to kill myself. They say that as time goes by, people who have attempted suicide look back and think, “I’m so glad I failed,” but I just regret it. I’d try again, but I’m too scared. I’m so tired.
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>>538475130there is no rush, everyone expires in due time
>>538475130Hey at least you don't live in india, you should go on a vacation and relax :)
>>538475130Better luck next time.Keep us posted.
>>538475130iw been there 5 times, still if I look back depressed I can say it would have been better if I did as soon as possible, but its all internal lies and bullshit I lie to myself. now I am convinced that being given a chance to be a white male is rare blessing and if I squander it or kill it i will 1000% be ungratefull fuck who woll live 500 lives as a poo and nigger until I see what I gave away and wasted for some stupid voice arguments in my head that i can ignore or mind.
>>538475130Spain fucks dogs.
>>538475130you can focus your god damn awareness anywhere and think any thought imaginable and those are the ones u choose??????????????????????????????????no comment or judgement anon but i know u can do better than thatstay blessed
>>538475130Sounds like you need to travel to Thailand
>>538475130Natalia hopes things get better for you fren.
should've ate hemlock or something
>>538475130Do it. Or don't.It doesn't matter.Once you accept that fact, you either break or become free.>It doesn't matterPutting an end to your life doesn't matter because your life doesn't matter.>How does that free me?Because then you have no obligations, nothing is owed, etc.So why should you care about ending it if there is no difference between being alive or being dead (on a larger scale).You may not know what's after life (if there's anything), but you know what's here and now.I'd make the best of it, it could be the only time you get to be on that ride. You will die soon enough anyway, so why rush it?Anyway, that's how I cope. I think you should kys if you can't handle being alive.
