how do you rebuild yourself after a brutal ego death
>>538738665Create new ego ... for self preservation Ask Trump about that
>>538738665>>538738878Realize there is no self and let go of any resistance to spiritual enlightenment.
>>538738665Learn from new experience. Gain new experience after a certain time period. Build up a new ego. Then rinse and repeat until you die and figure out this world was a short test and nothing else.
nothing changed; except your perspective
>>538738665You don't, you keep killing the Ego that responds. Integration - Carl Jung, Hinduism, Buddhism... educate yourself on these
>>538738665It's a process rather than being instant in most cases, but you make the conscious effort to view things through the lens of 'a new start'.You used to not even know how to walk, talk or clean yourself. You have come far. This new start is one where you're more skilled.Good things often take time, even necessary basics like growing food, getting rest, and healing. Keep putting in the time.
>>538738951>Realize there is no selfThis has to be the biggest bullshit. There will always be a self. You are not some blind automaton, running on algorithms. You are a man built to experience things and learn from them.
>>538738665You stop being a cringe faggot that uses terms like "ego death".
>>538738665elaborate
>>538738665you can't, you are now marked and that event is the only thing people will remember you for for the rest of your life. the only option is learning a new language and moving to a new country. and even that might not work in this day and age where people on the other side of the planet can watch your misfortune.
>>538739055There is experiencing and learning, but it doesn't happen to a self.
it is what it is
>>538738665You're a completely different individual at the cellular level. You died and are actually suffering eternal damnation. Your body is cleansed in relentless fire as your mind refuses to perceive the reality of the situation. It projects a delusional cuckpov of what could have been in a futile attempt to separate itself from the sinful flesh
>>538738665How the fuck can you have ego death?>>538738951>>538738995You faggots would zero sum yourselves if someone mathematically proved you didn't exist.Thankfully, I think maths is fucking queer.
>>538739280https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2t_hV29cWvg
>>538738665You’re not that deepThe drugs just fried your brain and the best thing to do is go cold turkey for 15 years starting today
>>538738665Through baptism.
>>538739310Ok, I'm just going to assume I've gone the other way because I literally cannot distance myself from my thoughts.Even when I get high as fuck I'm just cataloguing shit in my head that I'm seeing, noticing sounds in sounds or the way my skin feels, the pull of gravity, and then building scenes in my head.I've never been able to not think, the best I do is slow my thoughts down and think about how nice whatever I'm experiencing is.I'm just gonna chalk it up to the fact that when I'm completely sober for over a week, I start covering pictures in my house or turning them around so they don't look at me.
>>538739280The actuality is pan-conciousness, "I am, therefore I think". Memes aside, bro has it backwards.
>>538739142>made the wrong life choice>years of stress>betraying your ethics and values just to survive>feeling like you have sunk down to an animal >dont recognize yourself in the mirror>bad energy leaks out of you and manifests itself>people becoming hostile, old friends avoid you>just numbness, waiting for the next disaster to come
>>538738665FIRST DO NOT BLAME YOURSELF THERE IS A REASON YOU'RE THE WAY YOU ARE. IT IS A REACTION OF YOUR SOUL TO THIS WORLD. WE ENTER THIS WORLD AS CLEAN HAPPY LITTLE SPIRITED WORMS...ITS THE WORLD THAT DOES IT'S UTMOST TO CORRUPT US.ESPECIALLY NOW! WE ARE CLOSE TO AGENDA 2030...THE WORLD IS RUN BY LUNATICS. PERIOD.SO...HOW TO HEAL?ISOLATE. LITERALLY SIT IN A CORNER QUIETLY FOR AN HOUR A DAY...KEEP YOUR OWN COMPANY.
>>538740899This is worse advice than "just lift bro". Everyone on this board need counselling. talk to a real human being for once. Some of you are cattle that cannot find your own purpose in life that's just life
>>538738951>Realize there is no self and let go of any resistance to spiritual enlightenment.Stop being a passive faggot aka AFK, and start playing the game.You can masturbate about your ideals, philosophy and so on when the game i finished.I won't let normalfags destroy my session.
>>538738665Carefully crafted into something better
>>538738665I think you may be memetarded, son. Look to your feet should you forget where and how you stand
>>538738665Get freakishly good at something. I think people should only be proud of the things they've done. Not by what they are by default. But they should never be ashamed of what they are by default either
>>538738995>hurr durr just kill yourself and become a servitor.why do so many feel inclined to become empty flesh husks?you are the same type of niggers that picks up your phone because of a notification.if you gonna play the game, you better focus or gtfo.
>>538738665It's easy.
>>538738665ego death lmao just have a healthy onewho are youchristos the second? lmao
>>538738665>rebuildThere is no rebuild. That guy is dead. That's the problem. The person will never be the same after that kind of experience. But that's the good thing. Generally they become better people. Sometimes much, much worse. Let's watch Ilia Topuria for a prime example
>>538738665through sheer will, which comes from the soulbut don't just rebuild yourself normallystay shattered: if anything, shatter it all further, on an onso that your multithreading vastly improves, and so there are parts able of judging other parts, and stop these from becoming shittysomething akin to an ego (an inner perception of yourself) will grow back, but it will be much better, stronger, truer, more honest than otherwise
>>538739912We are finite therefore we are a bunch of zeros so "i am" doesn't stand by itself, "i am because the One is". Existence comes from ex-sistere, the ex- prefix means 'out from', and in fact subsistence is a more accurate term because we are under the one and depend on its resources to support our existence.
>>538738665>ego deathYou should have been ego maxing now you have to start over
>>538738951>>538739055ego and self aren't exactly the same thingnor is self and attachment to selfego isn't the self: it's just your inner image of the selfand if you're not a complete fuckwit, you can build an artificial construct of an ego, as a mere model, a tool, without caring for, being attached to the self (which really is what's dangerous, vile and pathetic: not even the self per se)
>>538738665Embrace the inner flea
>>538740899>just be alone and never leave home and never make connections bro ;)>you're your own best company
>>538738951>what you need to realize is that OP is a faggot, just like this spoonhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jxj2D2jEqok
>>538742811many have been therehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Cu0yWfkWX0https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qg8-3wbCFi4
>>538738665the ego is not you, so you don't have to rebuild yourself
>>538738665If you're asking this, then you never experienced it in the first place.
>>538738665ego death are like sunburns, only white people get them
>>538743151that's because the most important part of ourselves aren't our (already vastly superior to anyone else's) bodies our mindsthe even more stellar part of ourselves is our souls (that which others completely lack)
>>538738665find another route to improvement/feeling a sense of improvement of something in your life/progress.it's possible anon. time heals, though you will wear the fuck up.personally I found surviving such a thing made me feel tough as fuck -something realised after some time I grant you. caloused perhaps. You'll prolly be alright, maybe better than before.
>>538738878what?
>>538738665Ego death isn’t a thing.
>>538738665I accepted it and moved on. I'm much better for it fr fr no cap
>>538743322ego and self aren't exactly the same thing:>>538741931ego is just a mere, inner image of the selfand attachment to either is yet something elsethe differences between all those is capital
>>538738665Still working on that myself
>>538739280that pic is bullshit. it's the exact opposite. all of those niggers and women will tear you apart like a crazed maenad out of simple resentment since they cannot. let them know you can and watch what happens.>good job!lol no. those niggers will immediately hit you with a brick or fire you and disconnect the zoom call
>>538739185>it doesn't happen to a self.indians are almost admirably conniving in getting westerner's to believe this.
>>538741796start over how. that's what he's asking?are you going to let your ego take the hit of missing the point that severely
>>538738665You're not supposed to, you achieved something rare
Bump
>>538739055This. You and your personal experiences are the most precious things you have. Learn from them and adapt. Succumbing to the idea that you don't have a self is satanic diminishment of the soul. There's a reason pakis and indians live in absolute squalor and eat shit. They have rejected the soul and allow demonic gods to inhabit themSeek Christ
>>538739310thats a jew
>>538738665Did I make a mistake attempting to rebuild my Self using Objective Reality as the best metric to reach for? I knew that wouldn't be possible and came to the conclusion it needed to be a Religion, but I can't pick one. The nearest I've come to one is Taoism but that's more a Philosophy. Curiously, the only thing I've found that gives me a strong awareness of Reality is when I meditate that Jesus was a person, One of Us. I say meditate but it's more like concentrating on the idea he was present in this Realm.I don't reject Christianity, but I can't bring myself to embrace it fully.
>>538743544only fucking idiots thisWhat is believing?What is perceiving?What is thinking?What apprehends Revelations?
>>538739055Feel the feeler if you can
>>538743544>only fucking idiots believe this>What believes?>What knows?>What perceives?>What thinks?>What apprehends Revelations?
>>538738665Just bee yourself
>>538738665The Trivium will help you:Deconstruction -> Dialectics -> Reconstruction
>>538739568Probably the best answer here honestly
>>538738665Ego is a myth
>>538744328your perception of objective reality is flawed because nobody truly knows what that is. everything you think you see is just labels we give it, at the atomic level nothing is even touching and all elements are made of the exact same protons, the only difference being number of protons per atom, but again just labels we give to the workings of that which is beyond us. Christ did exist though, and his disciples died miserable deaths in his name, whether you choose to accept him as God is up to you
>>538745196all that is true but it's boring isn't itOur problem is we need to have a sense of the Sacred. Something unimpeachable, constant and immutable. Otherwise everything is just transitory, impermanent and ephemeral. Secularism's tried to do it with what are supposed to be sacred documents like the Declaration of Independence, Bill of Rights, Constitutions but all those things are flouted as if they're nothing.I think it's interesting that what was God Thousands and hundreds of years ago, last year, last week and yesterday, is still God today and will be eternally, Constant, immutable and Sacred.
we are all one and shit so hurting the next person is hurting yourself and fingering the tranny next door is really masturbation
>>538738665There's no such thing as ego death, you're just suffering from depersonalization.
>>538738665I don't understand this image
>>538739568Puuuuke. And fuck the jeet theories. If you're still young absolutely keep on trying. Trust nobody but yourself! No government No institutionsNo political party No TV, media or anything No internet No religionsBe hard on yourself so nobody can hurt you. Do sports, eat healthy, read good books. Know that the world is a massive asshole and everybody is there to fuck up your life, therefore always be careful with whom you surround yourself.Good luck!
>>538738665Uhhhh isnt ego death supposed to be building you up? It doesnt break you down. Youve become more conscious and aware.
>>538738665once you understand this, the better your life will be
>>538738665Don't rebuild if you don't want to. Just keep the same self which you were before the ego death and see it as a testament to the strength of your individuality.>>538738951define what you mean by self?
I'm too strong.
>>538738665kys and let god take care of it
>>538747503wtf is 4chan Sounds?
Ego death is a contraction of early 20th century psychiatry and New Age orientalism; it's basically a nonsense concept.
>>538747682its very real but its also very temporary as in a matter of a few minutes on a string psychedelic. the default network gets repressed fully temporarily
>>538738665Someone posted a video of people committing suicide or killing people, of a song: "only human" by ian Parker. Can you post it again please. As creepy as it was, it was also uplifting, kinda :)
>>538738665Asceticism in the West has been a disaster.We killed ourselves with Christianity--and what did we put instead of ourselves? --A Jewish soul.That we ever adopted Christianity to begin with puts everything else into question that lead us to being adopted by it.White guilt. Killing our sense of self -- only to replace it with a Jewish self.
>>538738665By learning and retrospecting on yourself, not by asking lifeless sputs on here for an adviceStalin was also a hero
>>538738665Do this >>538738878 but also sue them for defamation
>That's a heavy burden you're carrying Anon, you can let it go anytime https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3-VETeX-EuA
