I am fully mentally finished, motivationally speaking.I'm an ugly beta male in my mid 30s. My social life has been non-existent for my entire adult life. I missed out on any socialising during university and my 20s and afterwards. All of human society is built for normies and ugly beta males like me are seen as shit.My job is pointless and WFH. I'm overpaid and any sideways move will lead to worse living conditions and commuting. I'm too ugly and non-normie to ever be promoted.Culturally, my time has passed. I have recently gained the habit of pining over playing 90s and 00s video games, and then being bored to death when actually playing them. I played video games a lot in my youth, then barely any in my 20s, and a bit more in recent years. But it's all pointless. I have produced nothing. I have no skills. I am a viewer of lives. I missed out on the web 2.0 boom, the crypto boom, every boom, every trend. The things I do, reading and going to the gym and walking, feel like procrastination. I have never taken anything to its full conclusion. I have never put sustained effort into anything.
>>538820369Have you considered going to church like an actual Bible believing and preaching evangelical church? It could help
>>538820369
Fucking snowflake
I know that feel. Thankfully, you have given yourself the answer. >I have never put sustained effort into anything.Start here.
Work out and make a tik tok idiot
>>538820369>i am completely and fully demoralized, they won sucks to suck i guess. Everything only makes me moralized
>>538820669By the way, religion doesn't work, just reading endless and boring books doesn't work. You can be Catholic but at the same time depressed for not finding meaning in life, the best thing would be to rot in the room masturbating and playing video games.
>>538820369Don't be so hard on yourself, friend, you sound rather accomplished :)Perhaps a change of environment would help, you could do some travelling.Or maybe you could try pursuing a new hobby or activity?
>>538820369Stop wishing for something to happen. Stop wishing for a personal golden age, for a new era, an achievement, a professional meaning.Just enjoy the small things you do, just be your own little world. Life doesn’t have to be more than that.Also, if you’re expecting validation from normies, that’s on you man.
Men reach this kind of conclusion nowadays because they have been brainwashed. That you have to have "achievements", a "legacy". That you have to go to the gym to have a "perfect body".Im breaking it to you: none of that shit matters. Procrastination is a word created to make slaves feel bad if they are not busy 24-7 and drinking stress poisons in the form of caffeinated drinks.All of this happens because we have been detached from nature. All of the social constructs and processed garbage we put in our system, you wouldnt worry if you lived naturally. We would just hunt, eat and enjoy the rest of the day.We are placed in this system and its hard to crack, but what helped me is trying to eat more naturally, going outside more and cutting as much as possible the stuff that I dont want to do.
>>538820369Go out and pick a fight with someone. Make sure you're sober when you do this. Obviously pick a fight with someone like you. Win or lose isn't your concern.
>>538820369>I have produced nothing. I have no skills. I am a viewer of lives. I missed out on the web 2.0 boom, the crypto boom, every boom, every trend. The things I do, reading and going to the gym and walking, feel like procrastination. I have never taken anything to its full conclusion. I have never put sustained effort into anything.Like 90% of the people on Earth. Life is literally a process of distracting yourself for 70 odd years until death.
>>538821682On this last item: if you need "motivation" to do something, it means you really dont want to do it. You would have to think why are you going against your intuition and if it is truly justified.
>>538821682This. You are feeling artificial man made pressures from the jewish liberal society constructed after the jewish victory in wwii
>>538820369Politically?
those were the days
>>538820369Post a picture, screenshot it and then go for a full turnaround.Milestones for 10 days, 100 days and 1000 days.Post 2nd picture on April 7th 2029.
>>538821873You can easily die from one punch btw, it happens all the time
>>538820995Shut up, Satan!
This OP has been posting his loser fan-fic for almost a decade now.
>>538820369>I have never put sustained effort into anything.There's the problem.
