This thread is for people that are doomed.. I'm 34 been living on my own since 20 off of neetbux(1400 a month) and section 8. I used the time on drugs like crack cocaine and alcohol. I'm worried I don't have any skills or anything to offer. The good side is I don't have to deal with people and I can keep to myself but worried of the future when I'm 40-50 living this way. I read a lot of 30-40 year olds still living with their parents. I can't find a job I can do that pays enough to leave my benefits for.. should I just keep living like this and cross my fingers. I feel like I'm doomed, I've read others as well are kind of in the same predicament.Is the future just a failure? Are tons of people without their parents in for some shit? How will this all end idk if this is when Christ will come back to save us from this doomed fateAre we doomed?
>>539310612In all seriousness how does this happen to people? did your uncle rape you or something bro
>>539310994A vast majority of jobs don't pay enough to live on, so JEWS
I want the mentally ill brokies to get the fuck off this board. Get the fuck off your pc/cell and work you ducking brokie
>>539310994No, idk how it happened.. I got into drugs for a lot of disappointments in my life, it started as being completely oblivious to how life worked. I didn't understand that u need a skill for a good job for many years no one explained this to me.. so all the work I did do the money went to my addiction. I look at people who have skills and make good living and fathom
>>539310612exile to a third world country and find a brown woman and live auto-suffisant in the mountains
>>539310612How many jobs have you actually tried applying for?
>>539311225>>539311303get yourself survivalist skills and live exiled from society
>>539311225I'm being very serious with you, anon, you need to cut the drugs and booze from your life. You have no idea how much better life will feel off them and how much worse life will get if you stay on them.>t. Lawfag who has seen the depths of desire in people
>>539311496Is porn addiction in the same category as the drugs and porn?
>>539311363All jobs I did paid me no where over 15$ an hour, basic labor is all I can do.. all jobs that pay good you need a skill for which I don't understand these things no one ever taught it to me
Junkies should be sent to forced labor camps.
>>539311708I only deal with substances, not porn
>>539311724You never hear anything like study hard to get a good job and make more money, really? Or questioned the old trope of parents wanting kids to be lawyers and doctors
>>539310994No excuse. I was raped often, almost every weekend by my homosexual cousin from the ages of 4-6 and I am capable, with a marketable skill for my area that is going to be in high demand for the foreseeable future,and have a family too.
>>539311911I just recently realized it at my midlife crisis. My parent were really good to me but no one taught me how life worked, I didn't know what others meant by saying they wanted to be doctors or lawyers, I just sorta went with the flow
>>539311708If it consumes you then yes. Porn hijacks your brain like a substance would. Switch the still image porn.
>>539311225Find Jesus and see how the synchronicities play out in Divine Providence. But quit the hard drugs bro. Weed is ok
>>539312132Learn something new every day. The accumulated bits of knowledge will be helpful when you least expect it. Are you capable of basic mathematics?
>>539312132It's too late for you now. If it took until a mid life crisis to become curious about anything then you may as well just continue being a zombie. It's the best course of action at this point. You're facing too great an uphill battle that will only lead to disappointment and being dissuaded all together anyway. Find something small you can do to get side money and save it. Get off the drugs and booze. Mow grass. Be a handyman if you can fix stuff. That good cushy well paying job isn't in the picture for you. That's just what it is and you'll be better off accepting reality and moving forward anyway because that's all we really can do sometimes.
>>539310612Fake and gay. Nice blog post, faggot.
>>539310612You have unlimited access to guns, you can play God.
>>539311792I would get sober time to time but relapse in some time after from sheer boredom and having money saved up.. I recently saved up my money from sobriety and relapsed spending it all no seriously don't know what to do I'm fucked
>>539310994You don't need to be raped by an uncle or have a drug addiction, but life is essentially a lottery and you can still get fucked off. Take my life for example: born to parents who hooked up and were shamed into marriage, grew up unwanted and abused, bullied constantly/no friends throughout school, parents divorced in my teens, joined infantry to die, sent to combat in Middle East twice but did not die, come home to no family or friends and work shit construction jobs till now (almost 40). On paper I am a good citizen who should by all accounts be living a normal life, but I spend most of my free time doing nothing because copes no longer feel good and I have no one to spend time with. My prospects for any kind of real life at this point are about the same as OP's (i.e. none). Most people don't truly understand the importance of family/social connections and how drastically they impact your life outcomes.
>>539312558Reset your vagus nerve and stop being a junkie.
>>539312703I'm sure he appreciates the useless advice.
>>539312558Become a mercenary.
>>539310612You do have skills, you know drugs , you can be a drug dealer
>>539312703Not sure if this was supposed to be directed at OP but if not, I've never been a junkie and how exactly do you recommend someone reset his vagus nerve? Even if I were able to do this and woke up tomorrow morning with a completely blank slate at 39, there isn't really an opportunity for someone at this age to build a social network, find a marriageable woman, etc. Life was supposed to begin when it began, not halfway through it.
>>539312416>>539312416this is good overall advice and i think op should do everything anon says, but i disagree with the openening doomcasting first line - its not over for op, he has just severely limited his options moving forward. stop drinking number 1. go to aa and just keep going back until you force yourself to be socially acceptable to respectable people. start with the booze op. and then start building simple hard skills and practice them and use them. turn it into a small job. get better or you will fade away.34 is young and is'nt even mid-life - op will have a much bigger existential crisis phase in another 10 years, and if he hasn't built himself up into someone that he can respect, he will end up drinking himself to death alone>t. the most cynical lawfag in the mid-atlantic
This all depressed me more and I went to get booze again, thanks guys.. not blaming any of you just need a drink after reading this shit
>>539310612>off of neetbuxHow do you keep that grift up that long in the good ole U S of A?
>>539313413I was thinking of doing CNA, seems like something I can do with the shortest amount of education needed.. but yeah if I don't figure anything now and end up in the same or worse place then this then I might really be shitting myself
>>539313522I literally had to panhandle for food for years
>>539312558start a morning running club>choose a safe route>put up a flyer in your neighborhood saying "[your neighborhood) men's running club; t, f, meets 4th & cherry; run at 6am; 5k; all paces> show up consistently at 5:30 and start running at 6you will meet a small group quickly.healthy people, running at 6am, tend to know successful/real people in life.use your skills for real.
>>539310612You need someone to save you, or else you are doomed. Jesus already came and left, but for what?I would say use your intellect to get ahead but you dont have that. Theres forces beyond your comprehension at war.On the bright side, someone may come along and undo this clusterfuck, by some miracle. Keep hope alive, never get jaded.
>>539313616What I would realistically recommend for you is similar, but don't do CNA. CNAs are (literal) ass wipers. Go to your local community college's website, look at health science associate's degrees and do something like radiology tech. CCs take anybody and tuition should be relatively cheap. Basically most of the ones that say "technician" or "assistant" (not physician assistant) on this site: https://www.bls.gov/ooh/healthcare/
The thing is I'm an artist, if I can make a name somehow I can make money with my art... It's something I always hoped for
>>539313616what is cna?
>>539310612You're alive and well, you got 20 more years until you're a boomer you're fine nigga, just screencap me, start to learn Forex and get into it and when you get successful remember me and pray for me as I will pray for y'all, I'm 21 years old and almost a millionaire from it
>>539314143oh, a nursing assistant. dont do that. asswipers for sure. all day long.
>>539314142do you try to sell it? like, really try?
>>539310612Work under the table. If you have disability you get a one time cancel of student debt. Learn a proper skill you got plenty of time. So long as your health isn't shit you can keep trying which is what truly matters.
>>539310612You’ve doomed yourself though, but every time you think it’s too late to build an opening and you postpone it, you’re just burying yourself further. You probably have more than enough time left to spend it on something useful. It doesn’t even need to aim towards a job, you can learn how to survive in the wilderness and become a successful mountain hobo for all i care. But you should build something with that time.
>>539314142You can do it bro, always bet on the underdog
>>539313413This is good advice. But even if I had a billion dollars and a thousand cars, I wouldn't respect myself, I don't even know what that means
>>539314440Idk how>>539314746Thank anon
>>539314884Find an art gallery around you and talk to themPost on goystagramFaceberg, etc
>>539314142Offer your paintings on the side of the road.
>>539314876serious answer: start with, and work primarily on your own health - physical, mental, spiritual. begin with physical health: diet - intermittent fasting; simple non-poisonous food; daily physical activity- jogging and body weight calisthenics; grounding/earthing (key, but rarely mentioned); sunlight. do labor work outside often, even if you have to volunteer to do it.mental and spiritual follow physical, but must also be focused upon and attended to. do this for 3 years.make yourself better from the inside out - that is where you will find satisfaction
>>539313152> at 39, there isn't really an opportunity for someone at this age to build a social network, find a marriageable woman, etc. Life was supposed to begin when it began, not halfway through it.Are you retarded? I'm 37 I make more friends and hook up with more women in the last few years than I want to. I ghost most people because getting messages from 5-10 different people each day is exhausting to me. Your head is holding you back you retarded junkie mongoloid. Just find a god damn hobbie and talk to people. TALK TO PEOPLE. Fucking idiot.
>>539312109>a marketable skill for my areaGetting buttfucked? What area is that? A federal prison?
>>539315325I've been doing this
>>539314884learning how to sell art to niche groups on the internet is something that will probably take a while to learn - use your time on learning that. there are books in the library - actual textbooks on the subject. start with videos and grok advice. if you learn enough, maybe you could also sell other people's art
>>539315461That may be how you make a living, being criminally minded Irish, but I'm in an honest trade of tree work.
>>539310612I'm not exactly "doomed" but my goal is to get a CDL, drive for 20-30 years, and then retire outside the country. It's fucked here, the Jews will never stop importing shitskins to drive down the wages, jack up the rent, and race mix the white people out of existence. The president will never stop wasting our national wealth to fight the Jews' enemies overseas while we barely have functioning roads and healthcare. How the fuck am I supposed to get married and have kids in this environment? Even in my apartment I have to wear earplugs and headphones because the fucking niggers upstairs make noise at 2 am (they've already been told to cut it out twice) and the Jewish construction standards are such that you can hear everything anytime. It's fucked if you're white and don't have family connections, in this case my true "family" are my friends, my real friends I can count on in these bad circumstances, I will always remember them. And as for everyone screwing over us white people, invading our communities and taking food stamps, hiring cheap illegal labor... I'll see you in Hell. Pic rel is from the early days of the Internet, I used to scoff at it, now I realize it's right.
>>539315478thats good - and now you're trying to make other positive changes - momentum start jogging and also get even stronger. get that all natural hard body that is just waiting to come out
if you make 1.4k a monththen just work under the table
>>539315325I guess that's good advice, but at a certain point you just stop trying, everything you've tried failed, you kind of just give up and wait for the end, its not that nothing positive has ever happened for you, but youve never felt positive about anything, every time you win you tell yourself how meaningless it is because you'll always be dogshit and nothing can change that, and so you stop wanting to win. I'll keep trying, but I don't see any light at the end of the tunnel, because every time I see some light I tell myself I'm shit, it's become a part of me at this point, it's who I am, eventually it gets exhausting trying to defeat it and you just give up and accept it.
>>539312109Not everybody has the will to make themselves "marketable." Not everybody's brain is wired like a prostitute's.
>>539310612Quit relying on everyone else. Don’t you have my pride or dignity? When you rely on others you will never actually live. You’re almost 40 years old. How have you not realized any of this?
>>539310612I’m white and at the lowest part of my life I was denied all benefits except unemployment.If you are a NEET, you are not white.
>>539310612We're all pretty equally doomed.
>I spent a decade doing hard drugs, and I now reap the consequences of my actions>how could this be happening to meIf you had said you just watched anime or something, I would have had sympathy for you>should I just keep living like this and cross my fingershow about you stop doing drugs, whilst trying to larp like some medieval Christian, you fucking retard
>>539316200a very real, and tremendously consequential, aspect of overall health is mental attitude - positive or negative. one's mental attitude towards life and the future determines almost everything in their life. mental attitude is a real characteristic of everyones' makeup, and can range dramatically due to specific genetic makeup and/or enviornment, but it can also be molded, changed and controlled if you learn how to do so, and consistently practice what you learn. it's easier said than done and some must work on it harder than others, but thats life. start with napoleon hill's writings/lectures on positive mental attitude and go from there.learning about the importance of mental attitude and how to harness it, could be the most valuable thing you do with your time - if you practice what you learn
>>539316545kek. Your entire life is based on the reliance of others. When you're looking for a new job you're RELYING on your references being alive and willing to put in a good word for you. When you buy groceries you're RELYING on on the goods of others, and relying on a suppy chain you have no control over. You're relying on your employer giving you money and not firing you. You're relying on your property tax payment getting to the state so they don't steal your house. This whole boomer bootstraps individualism thing is a fiction of post WWII America. You're as dependent as a toddler at daycare and you never won't be, no matter how productive you feel you are.
>>539310612If you’re on gibs you should be able to get gibs for school. Go and learn how to weld, then go to Alaska where they don’t give a shit about references or background checks or anything like that. It’s the perfect place to go and make it as a laborer if you’re willing to put up with things like living without plumbing. If you were an actual hardcore crackhead you can handle it
>>539316545That's why I'm posting to see if I can get help realizing this fucktard>>539316720Whats so great about you?
>>539312437You probably qualify for some fully paid training programs in your state.CDL and welding schools were popular in my area but I can't say what the current "in demand" fields are.Go to the nearest welfare office and hit them up about it.I wouldn't expect more than ~$20/hr starting out in either one of those fields though.Main problem is that you would need to be clean but it shouldn't be THAT difficult if you only smoke crack and drink. Especially if you have periods of being clean.Staying busy is a good way to stay away from drugs.
>>539316860No. That’s called a society. Being self-reliant doesn’t mean you live in a cave in the middle of nowhere. Obviously. How fucking retarded are you?
>>539316939>fucktardI’m not the one worrying about starving to death. You fucking retarded tranny.
>>539314884Find out nearby anime conventions or other kind of conventions near your place/area, and aim for those. Plenty of disposable income around
>>539316200oh, and you're right about everything being pointless- 100% right. but, it's always been pointless - thays why its so important to have a positive and grateful attitude towards what very little we do have, because soon it will all be gone for us
>>539310612You need to quit the drugs, if they aren't making you happy/content/exhilarated or whatever then just stop the drugs or find a fucking drug that works for you. If you could just make yourself suffer a bit you can get off drugs like crack and alcohol, relapse is always around the corner and will always be your Achilles heel. You will slip and fall but whatever.
I was in a similar situation at 34. I remember being unemployed, with nothing to do. I was thousands in debt. I went to a park because I was bored, and sat an under a bridge as the sun went down. Then it started raining, out of nowhere, like this crazy heavy downpour, and I had a true "wtf am I doing with my life" moment of existential dread, and felt like a truly pathetic horrible wretch of a person. Needing some cash to eat and sleep, I did doordash for a bit then I had a terrible job as a trash valet for a while.Then I got a shit job at a company and i hated it. But somehow I started moving to other positions within the company and after a while it wasn't so bad. Then I got promoted and now at 40, while I'm still basically a wageslave I'm able to get by and live in my own comfy apartment. Life is simpler than you make it
>>539317044There's plenty of grass and leaves to eat starving is an actual god sent thing that won't happen to anyone
>>539315453Again, I am not and never have been a junkie. You're confusing me with OP, you dumb Swiss faggot. And are you really telling me "getting a hobby" is what's standing between me and success? What year do you think it is? Even if everything you said is true - which I very seriously doubt - do you think there is anyone who goes from extreme isolation and adversity for decades to social butterfly? Is that your story? It doesn't happen, dipshit.>>539316200This is reality. Life is a series of lotteries and feedback loops, and that's why you don't really see successful doctors or fintech bros with backgrounds involving foster care, homelessness, drug addiction, etc. Similarly, if all you subject someone to is misery and defeat, that person will develop learned helplessness and it will become a part of him. It isn't that hard to understand.
The only skills you need these days is English language. LLMs can do the rest. So you just need to be able to afford the cheapest Chinese LLM like DeepSeek or something. And you are all set.
>>539316892This is the best option. If you can get sponsored for a program to learn commercial driving, welding, or a trade you have a chance to start a carreer. You really should quit drugs and alcohol though. That might be a plus though. There might be programs to get junkies off drugs and into the workforce. If you can get some bleeding heart program to sponsor you that could be a big help.
>>539312416Kill yourself. What, if he was working a shit job he'd be in a better position
>>539317629Okay, I got the AI. Now what the FUCK do I do to make it make money?
>>539310994some people are purged from societythen in any way it continues but as people grow older it becomes more more subtle, slick and sneakytheyll ask you why you dont participate in society
>>539318493Sell ai feet pics of female politicians on onlyfans
>>539312430Why does Hillary loom larger than everybody?https://www.huffpost.com/entry/stormy-daniels-donald-trump-hillary-clinton_n_5ba0c6e1e4b013b0977ee937
>>539311225I just get the cringiest vibe from youLike IRL youre a creepy, snivelly, awkward weirdoYour mopey little tone is unbearableI'd like to choke you until you stop moving
>>539312109Every weekend for a summer? Lmfao
>>539310994i simply don't feel like dealing in the real world
>>539310612You got trapped in the neethole. Welcome to hell. Best you can do now is at least explain to others that think they want that why they really don't want that.
>>539317418Wtf man i am 34, living in my car while doordashing, and currently sitting in the park eating a burrito.
>>539314142artist all throughtout history never had success or money during their lives. this is entirely a modern (((enigma)))
>>539310612Fear of missing out is bitch made. Anyways, op, spending time thinking about shit can make you crazy. But it's learnt, the anxiety, that is. Just change your habits for the unproductive things. Or just do an heroic does of shrooms or some kappa opiate drug ; You'll kick the negitive feedback loops endorphins high .
>>539312109I'm sorry to be lewd but did he use lube or just... not? I'm sheltered enough to have no idea how it's possible to assrape a little kid without killing them. It's always shocking to hear.
>>539313616CNAs deal with a lot of literal poop and piss, it's not a fun job. It's a valuable and respectable job, but you're gonna be wiping a lot of anuses and holding a lot of piss jugs. Keep in mind literally every job sucks. I work an easy but incredibly boring office job with nothing involved but pieces of paper and computers, and I still just want to cry when I wake up in the morning. I barely even know what I'm doing, people just assume I'm smart and believe me when I tell them things. I feel like a bigger retard every year (Im 37).
Get fit.It will teach you discipline and also improve your focus, memory, ability to learn, and mood. You’ll see how much all those drugs weigh you down. If you get serious about becoming /FIT/ you’ll kick those habits and change your life. Start there.
>>539312132Hey it's not too late for you bro. My old neighbor is in his 50s and he recently got off of crack and improved his life. He just moved himself out of his crackden trailer and into a mobile home. He is a hustler, and he did teach himself a lot of skills, and that was before the internet. He used to trim trees, but now he hauls junk and scraps metal, fixes washing machines he finds for free or cheap on marketplace and resells them and he sells weed. Instead of spending on crack he has money for other stuff now.Get yourself a simple skill and build from there. Good luck anon. Don't give up just yet. Get help wherever you can and just take small steps. Get off the drugs, if you're on assistance rehab will be free too. I'm 34 too, and I had my crisis last year. I'm about to go learn a new skill and hopefully be able to make some kind of income. Get clean and get online or into a program and learn how to do something, anything. If you graduated high school you should be able to get into something, even a trade or anything. Don't waste any more time.Please get sober. I've seen how guys who give up live and it's miserable.
