I’m 21, physically big and strong yet for some reason my mind is stuck at 5 years old. I’m extremely selfish and anti social. It’s been many times women have called me psychopathic which pisses me off. Anyway, I’m so scared of death that the few near encounters I’ve had I was behaving like a little baby. Now my brain is constantly stuck in fight or flight mode. I’m extremely rude and mean to people because I’m incredibly scared. I believe in Jesus Christ but clearly my faith is so low or I am being attacked by demonic forces. How am I supposed to take care of my family members or potential future wife and kids if I am such a selfish coward
Unironically try mindfulness and introspection. Keep a notebook for your thoughts. Think about why you do stuff.
>>539594763fpbp
>>539594061I will do it. I will pop your cherry. what province do you live in?
>>539594832>>539594763How does it work? And I think I’m a lost cause because the feeling has been so intense and frequent >>539594862Wtf
>>539594862It’s the gayest province in Canada
>>539594763That's a good answer. Look at this based Mexican intellectual.
>>539594061Welcome home, fren.
>>539594907Your mind is messy. Tidy up your thoughts, it's not hard.
>>539594947Who are you and how am I home when death is my home and there’s a chance there will be nothing, my ego won’t allow me to die
>>539594907sorry, it was tldr but im reading now. Mexicanon has it right. Keep a journal and try think about why you do the things you do.>my brain is constantly stuck in fight or flight modeHave you tried meditation and breathing exercises? Not hippy shit where your in a park doing yoga trying to be a happy ray of sunshine or anything gay but just by yourself, smooth controlled breaths. For meditation just close your eyes and introspect.Dont be too down on yourself. your trying to battle through something and until you do, you probably wont change at all. You are the only person on the planet that can fix you and once you figure out whats wrong, youll feel silly that it took you that long to figure it out. Such is life.I believe in you, anon.
>>539594928"berta, of coursewho else would bring hot tubs to a protestprobably too pussy to weather the cold
>>539596700Sorry, I meant to say the second gayest province of Canada
>>539596882Sask? +40 and unlimited bugs when its not 9 months of -40 winter
>>539594763Good advice. Also, maybe OP should take up boxing and force himself to spar twice a week until he desensitizes. Or rock-climbing or some other physically risky hobby.
