how the fuck is drug addiction even real? just don't take the drug lmao
>>540028056People who probably should’ve died in infancy or childhood making it into adulthood and then breeding and proliferating their weakness.
>>540028321People who were severely abused or lacking something in their lifeWhat are you supposed to do when everyone around you is treating you like a piece of shit regardless of taking drugs
>>540028416Stop being a piece of shit
>>540028056I say this as someone addicted to jerking off (i jerk off at least 5 to 7 times a day) i can understand it.It's a fast and easy way to feel pleasure
>>540028056But what if you already took the drug and you want some more?
For me it's alcohol that is the main problem. I use amphetamine when I go out partying with other people.
>>54002859115 months sober alcoholic here.I tried so many times to quit and I kept going back because "I wanted some more."I would cope by claiming the urge was stronger than me, or it's a bad habit I couldn't shake of, or I was in a rough patch, or I needed to relax a bit, etc.Turns out what OP described is what has kept me sober the longest.Alcohol (or drugs) can't legally enter your body without your consent.It's as simple as not putting it inside your body.Whenever I think "eh, I'd grab a beer" (it still happens), all I have to do is not go outside to buy beers.It's literally that simple and anything else is cope. Refusing that simple fact is also cope
>>540028531I feel like essential pleasures of being a human are taken away from people which causes them to seek after these chemical joys as a replacement. Young people aren't having romance anymore and it shows.
>>540028924If you aren't an alcoholic as a white man in the modern West I question your sanity
I smoked the green leaf for the first time when I was 20 while doing my "Zivildienst" for a year here in Germany. I smoked it nearly everyday for like 4 months while working at a Hospital, was a pretty cool experience. After that, I stopped immediately without problems. I also started going out after that while studying and drank Alcohol like 3 days a week. Strong alcohol (vodka and all that). Did that for like 2 years straight, stopped immediately after that. Never took any "harder" drugs. Now I smoke/eat a brownie when I go to Amsterdam once a year, like once when Im there. Had no drink this year at all, last year I had a glass of wine at Christmas. I never felt this "I have to smoke/drink now no matter what!" type of thing.
>>540028056you know how you just tried coffee one day, and now you have it every day ? Well its kind of like that. But yes, stay away from daily drug use, its expensive.
>>540028056They either have brains that are prone to addiction or weak wills that can’t control anything. Either way they are essentially fat people.
>>540028924on my 7th day without alcohol. This time is for real fren. Good to hear you are still sober.
>>540028416This but unironicallyMentally well adjusted people don't fucking do crazy drugsWhen rich, well adjusted people do accidently get hooked they just go to rehab and it's cleared up bc it's not linked with like crazy trauma or being raised as a retarded trust fund baby who never got told no
>>540031984>This time is for real fren.I wish you luck.Try my advice if you ever crave booze. It has worked well for me so far.
>>540028056addiction, any type of addiction, that is something that only women deal with.a MAN simply just quits.>b-but i can't!!!! >_<only a woman would say that type of shit.only a woman needs "help" quitting their "addictions".only women have "addictions".Men build empires.Men conquer.Men DECIDE.if you think you have an addiction you can either decide right now to quit or remain a woman who is a slave to her feelings for the rest of your worthless life.
>>540028056I'm prescribed oxycontin for pain in my leg due to nerve damage from being plowed into by a drunk driver back when I was 16. Doctor told me I'm pretty much addicted to them at this point and would go through jellish withdrawal symptoms without them. I take 1 pill every 8 hours, been that way for going on 20 years. I feel almost normal on them now except for walking with a permanent limp, needing a cain to lean on cause my legs incapable of supporting full body weight. So I don't know what it'd be like to be without them, the doctors warning about withdrawal symptoms makes me scared of ever going without for extended periods.
>>540032321>Doctor house-postingJust quit, lmao
>>540028056I just took like two bumps of coke while I was practicing guitar. I'm not gonna take anymore for a week or more. I don't get it either.
>>540028416>What are you supposed to do when everyone around you is treating you like a piece of shit regardless of taking drugsgo back to africa?
>>540028056I had a friend who recently died at 34. He started using heroin when we were in highschool and he couldn't shake it. His whole life was in rehab out of rehab sober relapse in jail out of jail on meds off meds then finally all the damage he did to his heart caught up with him and he died.I don't feel bad for him he's an idiot but that's just the way shit goes in the dope game.
>>540032375Took me a minute to figure out what your pos5 referred to. I don't have cable TV and there's no fox network stations within range if my TV antenna. Never seen an episode of that TV series. Kinda cool that there's TV shows with characters going through similar disabilities. I'm not in chronic pain like that TV shows Wikipedia said its character was. Oxycontin blicks like b99% of the pain in my case. Just the muscle deterioration in my leg is what make it difficult for me to get around without my cane
>>540032321Some perc 10s or oxy 30s? Either way ya if you had to stop cold turkey it’d be pretty hellish for a few days but if you ever decided to quit you could ween off with minimal discomfort. They fact that you’ve been taking them as prescribed for this long means you’re not a junkie but you’ll still have a physical addiction.
6 years sobernothing is really different just made people who don't really care about me happier I show up to my wage slave job now and don't sleep hungover all day
>>540032698Oxycontin 30 mg. Been on them since 2008.
>>540028056At some point in these people's lives they were severely mistreated. After they were mistreated they made a choice about how to handle it; neglect or fixing the problem. They chose neglect and from that point they decided to pick a vice. The vice chosen determines what type of addict you are:>sex>drugs>alcohol>gambling>cigarettes>fantasy, where an addict chooses to live elsewhere, video games ( e.g. stardew valley, second life, world of warcraft etc), books etc>over-exercising (bodybuilders in particular but david goggins is a prime example)These vices are supposed to be in done in moderation as a small pick me up so you can get back in the game. The problem is that with all of these things is that you build chemical dependencies to the positive experience and end up rewiring your brain to seek the positive constantly. If you don't sort your situation out properly, the only positive experience your brain can achieve is through the vice. It will kill you eventually. And yes, the only solution is to not take the drug or take it in a healthy amount that doesn't take precedence over what you actually want to do with your life.
>>540032663You should torrent it and watch it, solid TV series, one of the few shows that I know of that have repeatability.
>>540033094Exactly what put me in rehab right around that time. I was just a fiend tho… been around 15 years since I touched em but was still the only substance that I ever felt compelled to use. They are incredibly effective for pain tho and no reason to stop if they give you relief and you can take them responsibly. Only downside is there’s no way around the physical addiction but a slow taper off would be almost painless in any event.
>>540028416>What are you supposed to do when everyone around you is treating you like a piece of shit regardless of taking drugsIdk, how about moving? Emigrating? Working extra hours? Turning to religion? Getting a hobby? You are just a low IQ degenerate for making drugs out to be the only choice. t.been treated like shit by everyone and I haven’t even had the urge to try drugs
>>540028531Does this affect your ability to perform sexual intercourse with a woman?
>>540029217>If you aren't an alcoholic as a white man in the modern West I question your sanityDegens like you will use any rationalization to cope.Also, think of how fucking stupid it is.>the West has fallen so I will make my life more difficult and that of the people closest to me, you sure owned the Jews there. Dumbass.
>>540028056live is pretty stressful, if you dont sit in your moms basement and play vidya and watch tranime all day. Drugs help you to relax or energize you or knock you out for a few hours.
>>540032321Your doctor is a retard. Opiates sensitize nerve endings and ironically make them more sensitive to pain, did he ever tell you that?Get a decent pain management doctor.
>>540034265Don’t pretty much all pain management docs exist to prescribe narcotics?
>>540034400Yes but shitty ones just say “you’re addicted” and assist the patient in staying addicted because withdrawals are bad experiences. A good one would try different medications, dosages, referrals for other therapies, etc.
Things are different when you've been raped regularly throughout your youth, who gives a fuck
>>540028056Being stupid is an addiction and you’re a junkie.
>>540032023>When rich, well adjusted people do accidently get hooked they just go to rehab and it's cleared up bc it's not linked with like crazy trauma or being raised as a retarded trust fund baby who never got told noGoing to rehab in rich areas is good way to meet celebtities
>>540034166>idealist calls someone degenerateThe idealism is opium for retarded masses regardless of what it is so don't pretend you can think, you believe you can think but you infact don't
>>540028416Rise above it
>>540032214said the shutin that never came in touch with anything except his personal goonerbator10000 and his mothers tendies
>>540028416Not taking drugs would be a good first step
I tried that 7-oh shit for research since it's been in the news, im not a fan of pain killers to begin with.. it just makes you feel sleepy.. i don't know how anyone could consider it enjoyable
Never did real drugs but I know I could quit any of them cold turkey with zero problems. Not stopping fapping though because that is just gay
>>540028924I easily go months without drinking (just on holiday and birthday, dont like feeling sick all the time, and i want to keep on track with my work.>im not the special niggers i can see online who draw while drunk.
>>540032023Richfags get off of drugs easier because they just pay to sit in a hospital bed hooked on IV bags with bridge medications like ativan, gabapentin, clonidine, etc.... Quitting drugs really is all about managing the withdrawals which destitute druggies don't know of or can't afford. The ironic part is that it's easier to get your hands on bottles of booze than it is to get benzos which are required to safely taper off of alcohol without suffering grand mal seizures or even death. Just like it's easier to get fent than suboxone to manage a healthy taper. >>540035858>Not stopping fapping thoughDo you have enlarged breast tissue perchance?
>be sober, feel bad>do drugs, feel better>repeat dozens or hundreds of times>get addicted both mentally and physically>experience withdrawal when sober>sobriety is more painful than ever before>getting high offers much needed relief>the cycle repeatsSeems pretty obvious. Were you some kind of social outcast in school who never did drugs?
>>540031984On day 7 you're past the peak of the physical dependence side of things and all that remains is the psychological component. If you struggle in the future, I recommend giving picrel a read. 1/2 the book is actually /pol/ approved as a critique on the cult AA system and how quack doctors are actually in on shuffling people to that dogshit organization which has like a 90% relapse rate.
>>540028531Just don't look at porn and keep busy. Almost 5 months free here.
>>540028056>NO YOU DON'T UNDESTAND I FEEEEEEEEEEL THE NEED FOR MORE DRUGSlmao even kek
>>540028924I'm a pussy addictive personality type and evn I know what you're saying is true. You are choosing to indulge, it is literally a choice, once you admit that you can open a path to quitting.
>>540028056>Wow, this jewish chemical that costs a lot of money that I have to buy from a nigger on a street corner sure makes me feel like a piece of shit. I should keep buying it!Drugfags are seriously cattle, holy.
>>540028416>Wow, everyone is treating me like a piece of shit! What should I do?>I know! I'm going to get addicted to some slop that makes me feel like an even bigger piece of shit!Brilliant!
>>540028416Excuses. Everyone lacks something in life. You're not special, faggots.
>>540036469>you can open a path to quittingI think that perspective lead to relapses.There isn't a "path to quitting", you either stop putting shit in your body or you don't.There isn't a pious journey to go on. That will only shift responsability.It is 100% your fault if you are addicted and it is 100% up to you to stop.Anything less is to shift the blame.But I understand where you come from, I'm also obsessive.
>>540028924what do you do to fight the crushing boredom? that's my biggest problem. drinking turns down the volume on boredom. i have plenty of hobbies. i play guitar/bass/synth/sing and have recorded like 7 albums. i enjoy music, but music and booze go hand in hand. God forbid i get my hands on cocaine. i get a LOT done.
>>540031984>This time is for real frenyou can't get sober for anybody but yourself, m8
>>540028056the drug fucks with your body and brain to make you keep wanting (maybe even needing, withdrawal from some drugs is dangerous) the drugalso whatever problem made you turn to drugs to cope usually doesn't improve during your time as a drug addictit's terrible for you, never start
>>540036122>I'm feeling a bit sad today... so I think I should fuck up my life!Woah...>Seems pretty obvious. Were you some kind of social outcast in school who never did drugs?>YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, THE COOL NIGGER KID OFFERED ME CRACK, WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO, JUST NOT SMOKE IT?!?!Holy fucking cattle!!
>>540034019>t.been treated like shit by everyone and I haven’t even had the urge to try drugsIf that is true, you have an addiction to something, and that something can change. For me for a period of time, it was working out. I lifted weights and I ran 7 days a week. I got ripped. For a period of time, it was food. I gained a ton of weight. And for a period of time, it was porn. I never did drugs, but I do have those mentioned addictions stemming from childhood abuse and neglect. I never even considered them addictions until recently. If you are honest with yourself, you likely find that you have some form of self-medication to keep you going that is harming you.
>>540036711>what do you do to fight the crushing boredom?DUDE, WEED
>>540036711I used to be like that. I loved to crack one open and play vidya or just get smashed and try to play intellectual games.You overcomplicate the problem. Just don't drink.You're bored? Tough shit, don't drink.Sure, cravings come back when I'm at home with nothing better to do.But to throw yourself into a hobby is also a coping mechanism.You take away the burden from yourself and put it into an activity.You have to learn to accept you have 100% the control over wether or not you drink.
>>540036711You fucked up your dopamine receptors. You're like a 12 year old kid that spends all night playing video games and watching porn. Of course you're going to feel "bored" afterwards. Learn how to just exist without needing to "feel good" 24/7. It's not necessary. You can literally just sit in a room doing nothing, it's not hurting you to not be experiencing high-octane entertainment constantly.
Droogs will be popular as despair is the norm since people do not develop sense.If you can't see, hear, feel, taste, etc. beauty then it's quite an empty life.Violence is the other one, thrill-seeking, and that is also a 'closed-door' outside of military or outdoor sports, with the latter being scarier and more difficult to access than droogs generally.As even 'art-focused' radicals are more concerned with pile-driving 'youths' I don't foresee this changing.
>>540036902what do you do if you don't have hobbies to keep you busy? stare at the wall?
>>540037018playing instruments boosts brain activity, you dunce. it's good for your brain to have that sort of natural focus and stimulation. it's NOT good to fake those feelings with drugs and alcohol.
>>540037058Do whatever you want.Your issue is that once you've been through every thing that gives you dopamine, you return to default and drink.That mindset is faulty: why is it necessary to drink when you're at the wall staring stage? Just don't drink and do whatever.I think the problem lies in the fact you dissociate your cravings from yourself.>If I'm not keeping busy, they will come back and I'll tryAre you this powerless if they come back? Again, just don't put it in your body. It's that simple.
>>540037112>playing instruments boosts brain activity, you dunce. it's good for your brain to have that sort of natural focus and stimulation.Yes, and? I play several instruments. You're the one who claims you get bored and start fiending for booze and crack after playing. This doesn't happen to me.>it's NOT good to fake those feelings with drugs and alcohol.Agreed, that's the point.>>540037058Then get hobbies. But staring at a wall is much better than injecting yiddish bullshit into your bloodstream. If you put me in a room for a week with every illicit drug I could dream of, I would just stare at the wall the entire time.
>>540037265And I'll drink*, not "try".
>>540037279i stared at the wall, but the wall stared backhttps://youtu.be/0UlAOtr2Hm0
>>540028056some people don't have self control, that goes to the drugs and any addiction in general.
>>540037265I can't imagine never drinking. That's weird. That's like saying you're never going to eat pizza, or never going to a park, or for a drive or something. If you're one of those that ends up drinking vodka to get out of bed every morning then I guess I get it, but otherwise I don't. I don't see the problem with having 7-8 beers a day
>>540036014No titties despite long history of steroid use
>>540028416Make a stand or leave.
>>540037437I used to get blackout drunk every evening after work for ten years.It's not good for your health. Even 1 beer a day is too much.I guess every now and then with buddies or whatever normies do is fine, but I would always take it too far.
>>540028056it's a mix of>shit happening in life>no constructive coping skills learned>often alcoholic/junkie parents>low impulse control>weak will>zero discipline>often no way to escape their dysfunctional environment>wanting to fit into their social circle, which eventually only consists of fellow junkiesdrugs are just an easy way to feel good/forget about all your troubles. that's why even those who seem to be able to quit are on lifetime probation - their brain has learned the pattern "if i consume x, i will feel good", and this temptation stays with them for life.i'm glad that videogames and music were all i needed to distract myself from my shitty school life. funny how as soon as i graduated highschool and no longer had to endure everyday horror that my interest in gaming dropped by 90%, since i was no longer put off my real life and began to put more effort into it. i don't like any substances that mess with my cognitive functions, including alcohol.
>>540028056lol
>>540028056I'll speak for myself here. I (like many other western kids) experimented with dope when I was a kid. Fent was not a thing yet, although it would be very soon. I loved the movie 'Pulp fiction', and that scene of John Travolta shooting the heroin then driving in the convertible seemed really cool to me when I was like 14. I was also really into gangster rap music, sold weed in highschool (actually made an insane amount of money by the time i graduated).Basically I fell for a lot of jewish tricks because I didn't have based enough parents to set me straight. I was like 16 when I tried my first opiates (oxy) and I was hooked instantly. Then I got physically addicted and I ended up taking fent and being on it for like 5 years on and off.Basically all it takes is just to try it once to get hooked. That's why it's so important to stress to kids how jewish hard drugs are, and how they will completely destroy your life. I blame the jewish gangster rap, and my parent's not being hard enough. I been clean for years now though.
I've been cold-turkey from just Marijuana for about 8 days after a decade plus of daily use and it's been kicking my ass. I can't imagine coming off harder drugs. Eventually I realized I was ruining my health and my life so yeah in short it is as easy as "LOL just don't take drugs" but if you're a autistic retard like me it'll take you a while to figure it out.
>>540032321Your doctor is a jew that got you hooked on heroin.
>>540037437That's like 1800 calories if it's normal beer
how the fuck is poverty even real? just get a job and make money lmao
>>540028531i don't think i've jacked off more than twice a single time in 40 years of living. the times I tried when I was younger my dick hurt too much after to do it again
>>540028056If you do not understand addiction, you have never known real love. The neurology is the same.
>>540038053>I can't imagine coming off harder drugs.depends on the drug. the physical detox for heroin is rather simple and takes about 2 weeks. fentanyl is the toughest - your body will go crazy for 6 weeks and needs to be monitored in a hospital in case it may shut down and you just die from the withdrawal effects.
>>540032321Opiates do not even have a physical withdrawal. It's psychological. Which will probably be odd, but not comparable to something like alcohol.
>>540038263Thats because you have a fucked up circumcised penis, anon. I am honestly sorry. I have a horrible tight circ myself, which I can never truly forgive my parents for. I have to use gobs of lube or my dick skin rips for sex or masturbation. Its a fucking human atrocity.
>>540038263do you ever rip the skin?
>>540033094Getting off oxy 30s cold turkey will be unpleasant for about 10 days. I went cold turkey from 800 (yes, 800) for a few days and legitimately wanted to kms.
>>540036711read a booknot a sports pagenot a magazinea book
certain drugs should be legal if alcohol is already. Im just happy with smoking weed/cigs and drinking in social gatherings and im not interested in harder ones (psychodelics and shrooms maybe, but stuff like fent clearly not) and most people already are like this, just dont be an abusing retard and use them responsibly to get the right amount of fun (or mystic experience with psychodellics) and be patient til next social gathering to use again
>>540038354Thanks, Hans. I can imagine it now.
>>540028924Did you start having seizures from alcohol withdrawal? What you described could work for some people. However, many people might die or go into some psychological shock without medical supervision.
>>540028056See you tomorrow anon
>>540028056trvthniggernvke
>>540038980legalizing drugs sure as fuck didn't help portland. makes kensington look like nothing these days.
>>540028416Just OD on fent duh
>>540028056>hurr im 13 and nothing bad has happened to me yet, what a bunch of retards surely, life will go as planned for you. nothing bad will happen. thats the hubris of a future addict kek
>>540028056majority of people are very manipulatable.
>>540028056drugs are 100% only a problem when the person runs out of drugs
>>540036826when you feel sad everyday and want to kys then nothing matters anymore
>>540028056You are not wrong The doctors put me on benzodiazepines..I became physically dependent on them When I would try not to take them I would experience hell. I would experience brain zaps, delusion and disorientation as well as feeling like I was in a nightmare. I became paranoid of everything, even crinkling plastic bags that were adjusting to the temperature of the room terrified me. My hands would cramp up. The only remedy I could find was soak my feet in warm water and eat chocolate. This compensated by dumping dopamine. But I held out and I quit using it. It should be illegal for doctors to prescribe that stuff
>>540039124Nah. Massive headaches though. I powered through them.
>>540039358I said certain, like the ones you take with friends at a gathering like weed or in a forest to merge with nature like shrooms, so the ones that you can use without becoming homeless and low functional like an abo
>>540028056jews, anon. it's always jews.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LaxlJXpwkzs
>>540028056How is a complete lack of emotional intelligence even real? Just realize the inherent value of other people.
>>540036359Tried that it doesn't work i did it to myself since iv been jerking off at least 4 times a day since i was 16 am now 33 but i was severely depressed and suicidal when i was younger so it was my only outThe only way i can see myself getting out of it is rehab or some sort of no technology retreat nether of which i can afford>>540034073It has made me see getting into a relationship not worth it
I was injecting heroin and meth the other day. Got needle marks all over me arms. It hurts. I'm just so lonely and want to feel something, can't even enjoy anime or video games or the most basic shit. It's awful. Even gooning is boring.
>>540028056It’s not that easy either; drugs are literally designed to make it difficult to give them up
>>540039634Interesting. So you didn't need any other medical supervision? This makes me wonder about how necessary that stuff really is for addiction. I know that things like AA are literally a cult. I always figured that some medical supervision would be wide. But maybe your approach is the best one because it has the least cope involved
>>540028924Nice run! You’re now in a spot where you can drink a few beers (no whiskey though). August really is the perfect time for a nice crisp beer in a frosty mug. I think we all enjoy the aroma and frankly it’s the weekend and we’ve all earned it. Cheers!(You guys remember Pam Anderson in Odin Ice shirt? So alluring! Red blooded Canadian!)Oh and don’t forget to get a nice Italian sandwich on the beer run! Salty food and beer, you really can’t beat it!
>>540028056>>540028416>>540039810>how the fuck is drug addiction even real? just don't take the drug lmaodrug addicts were born weak. namely, deficiencies in genes DRD2 and OPRM1. they are weak dysgenic fucks.
>>540038200Nah Busch lite and part of an edible
But, like, what if I really really wanna?
>>540040156That's funny because I could probably beat your ass
how is one guy one jar real just dont put the jar in your ass
>>540028056Oh bless your heart
>>540028416how the fuck are you finding the money ?
>>540038200No it isn't. A regular beer (33 cl) has around 140 kcal, so it's around 1000-1100 kcal. Still a lot, but not 1800.
>Edible status: consoomed>Nut status: busted>Steel Reserve status: chilled in the fridge>Day's labour status: complete>Waking up early tomorrow status: don't have to>4chan status: no active 3-day bans on any board>Snacks status: fully stockedImagine living this good
>>540033094>>540032698Get into a rapid methadone or suboxone program, i would suggest methadone in your case , stop oxycodone ,take 10 methadone first day, 15 next day then 15 10 8 5 0 , withdrawal synthomps are more manageable with methadone, it has a longer half life and it sticks inside the bodyfat cells so it forms a deposit
It went from drinking socially to drinking a beer in the morning to get rid of hangover to drinking all day every day where I can't function without
>>540038711same. it's hell on earth even if you have benzos or other drugs,the only one that helped for me a little are quetiapine25mg + akineton2mg for restless legs syndrome which is the worst sympthom i think, the others you just have to go through
>>540038356Bullshit mate. Opiates withdrawal, especially short acting ones will make you want jump out a window , the restless legs will be unbearable, the cramps horrible and the sweats more annoying than anyhting
>>540042796But it took more than a decade of heavy drinking to reach this point. Sometimes I can't even walk to the store anymore and thking calling some relative/acquaintance to buy me some booze. I pretty much isolated myself because other people are just wasting time where you could get drunk and can't jug liquor the way you want.
>>540028056Most people have very low tolerance for internal discomfort. It's not that they don't have the desire to not take it, but they get the withdrawals that vary in severity depending on the substance. For things like nicotine and and yes cannabis being extremely mild. Usually just a general restlessness, lethargy and irritability usually accompanied by some headaches or low level nausea. More severe drugs like opioids or cocaine maybe you add in cold sweats, and muscle pain. But the most severe cases it's because they'd literally die if they just stopped. That being severe alcoholism and those that get hooked on benzos.
>>540032321Damn, like a mentally balanced real like House.
I dont understand alcohol addiction at all. That shit must affect alcoholics differently than what I feel. The buzz is barely even pleasant. It’s more like dizziness with a bit of lowered inhibition followed by a nasty hangover that lets you know you just ingested poison. Most other drugs- especially opioids- I can totally understand as they produce some pretty euphoric feelings but alcohol is just shitty in comparison.
>>540044008It used to make me confident, social and happy. These days it makes me anto social(because other people are preventing you from drinking more) and sad(thinking about my life and where it went wrong.)
>>540035788If you don't already have a baseline tolerance to it then yeah even a single low dose 7-OH is gonna knock you out. Regular kratom is a weird drug in the lower dose range of like 2-5g it's more energizing and uplifting but in higher doses it acts like a mild opioid... kinda like codeine is the best I can compare it to.
Took one oxycodone pill after wisdom tooth removal 5 minutes later I was sleeping
>>540044230Guess that’s the trajectory for a lot of drugs…great at first but increasingly just a compulsion that fails to bring relief. Hope you’re able to find some peace free of booze. Don’t beat yourself up too much - none of chose to be born in this zogged up clown world.
>>540036606It's not the "jew" chemical that makes them feel like shit. It makes them feel so good by releasing a flood of dopamine in their brain that being without that feels empty at best and painful at worst so they take more of the chemical because it's literally the only thing that makes them feel happy anymore.
>>540028056No idea lol. Doing drugs every day is boring as fuck
>>540038980This has been what I've settled on too. Alcohol cannabis nicotine and shrooms occasionally. I'm also willing to try peyote and ayahuasca one day in the right setting. But never again am I smoking any meth or snorting Adderall.
>>540039880You're an idiot. Your hand is not a substitute for a hot woman's body
>>540028056Its such a waste because these ppl possess such a high tolerance for risk
Most drugs/alcohol lower inhibition so you are more likely to take more after even though you told yourself youll only have one drink. Then you are drinking for days even though you told yourself you'll only have one or two beers. Each time you quit/start the withdrawals get worse.