>legitimately look for assisted suicide clinics because of unending depression lasting decades>they charge upwards of €5k for consultation with a jew and some pills>extra €2.5k for cremation costs if you want to off yourself in their facilitiesI just want to fucking die my dudes, isn't there any dignity left in clown world?
find purpose in your life.
it's $0.free to throw yourself in front of a semi on the road, and considerably faster
I hope you're joking because your death will cause ripples among others. Don't take your life for granted, take control. You need to overcome your depression and fight, you have everything to gain by doing so. Please don't give up.
>>540255054How lame could you be dying in a goy pod. Buy a one-way ticket to Ukraine and die in the war like a real man.
>>540255054>suicidal but needs goverment approval because too pussy to be a nuisance even if he doesn't even get to see how people reactThis is the most goyman post I ever see. Fucking cuckold
>>540255054unironically, just save some money to go to latin america and and do drugs and hookers until you have a heart attack.I cant imagine a more sad way to die than to pay a jew to use a malfunctioning gas capsule
>>540255150Just jump in-front of a train bonus point if it's peak traffic and have to delay for hours to collect your remains during extra for peak heat because they have to smell your rotting arse too
>>540255054Place tnt blocks into the villagers synagogue in Minecraft instead
>>540255236my parents are old and dying, my brother is autistic and doesn't speak to me because I bullied him in all my ignorance, my friends are alcoholic deadbeat losers as am I, and the few women I ever loved cucked me fantastically then tossed me aside.I'm 35 and my ship has sailed. I'm basically just waiting for my parents to go so nobody is left to mourn me.
>>540255054Find a location with a high enough drop and jump off. If you are serious.
>>540255353I fucking hate the left.
>>540255459>failed normalfagobviously, fucking cuckold lmao
>>540255470I'm afraid of heights.
>>540255150Thats illegal tho, because they dont get your juicy organs.If caught attempting this you will be kidnapped.
Suicide is the ultimate selfish coward’s way out. It doesn’t even actually end suffering, it just amplifies and transfers it to other people who have to deal with your death. Never mind the damning your immortal soul to eternal suffering because you le don’t feel good boo hoo. Life isn’t even that long. Genuinely, if you can’t grit your teeth and get through it you’re just a selfish faggot.
>>540255459Okay. Have you TRIED fixing your problems? Have you really looked yourself in the mirror and set yourself on course towards bettering your life? Or have you just allowed life to pull you around and accepted that things haven't gone your way and that they never will? Because quite honestly, I think you're not giving yourself a fair shake.
>>540255537I've been here since like 2010 my guy.
>>540255751I literally have nobody left anymore. Nobody to leave the properties to, nobody to hang out with, I've even lost my ability to empathize with or love people.I feel like Ebenezer Scrooge whenever people try to talk to me. Just want everyone to fuck off and leave me alone.
>>540255762Surely you've been fucking larper tool
>>540255891Well, if that were true, you wouldn't be here looking for sympathy from strangers on the internet now, would you? Apart of you still wants to enjoy life, but quite frankly I think you're too lazy to take the steps necessary in order to achieve that. Or maybe you don't think it can be done.
>>540255459Depression is stress. Not just from work or your family, but basicaly everything.The stress of thinking you did nothing with your life, stress of being a failure, stress of not knowing what your purpose is etc.Once you understand it's all just retarded primal stress controlling and corrupting your thoughts, you slowly start to see things in a better way.
>>540255459>35Jesus Christ, at least wait til you're 50 or something, you haven't even tried yet.
>>540256136Thanks, Lori.>>540256149I'm not trying to look for sympathy, I'm just flabbergasted how expensive this shit actually is after looking it up.>>540256297Yeah I'm stressed out to the point of bot wanting to be anymore
>>540255459Quit being a bitch and go die in an extended gun battle after taking down the powerful shitbag of your choosing. Imagine a world where the suicidal all chose to be gainfully homicidal instead.
>>540255562You value yourself, mean you still want to live
>>540255571>nooooo you can't log out goy!>keep suffering you coward, you have to keep (((their))) system running>you are not allowed to make a decision for yourself, you are not allowed to leave because I say soooo>I know it won't end your suffering because I know everything, I know it all!>I also have never heard of karma nor do I have the full picture of reality and existence so my ignorance is totally justified but you are not allowed to act, goyim!>is only ur bad fee fees, coward, keep suffering, you failure of a human, can't you see the love I'm spreading, I'd fuck my own ass because I'm such a great person!>just pull yourself up by your bootstrap, it's so easy, just work harder and longer and more and do not ever complain, goy>I'm so hard on track for love and bliss you selfish faggot, fuck you cunt nigger, my love is pureyou're projecting your own belief system onto him, judging him by your standards, without knowing the full picture, but in utter ignorance you verbally attack and spread hate with bile, using slurs. you talk about that he'll make others suffer but your post is completely demonic in its form. If you want to help, then your attempt at helping is the worst kind. it's people like you who push people in bad situations over the edge. you push them towards that which you command them to avoid. it's ironic and sad. a guy like you should reflect and try to understand an opposing opinion in order to mend broken connections, so that healing can take place. but you burn every bridge. you burn it because you yourself have suffered. but you haven't healed.
>>540255054>>540255459Have you tried National Socialism?
>>540255150Please don't do this. It's one thing to kill yourself, but don't get other people involved into it you selfish fuck.
>>540255891Me too, fuck em, i'm not dying because some pieces of shit hate me, they'll have to kill me or I will be happy, Klaus Schwab wants me to die so I want to live, go fuck yourself Schwab you piece of shit.
>>540255054Take it out on credit lmao. Personal loans are easy to get too.
>>540255459Sounds like you have a lot to work on and solve. Hop to it.
>>540255054Just walk around outside for a few hours. Eventually some paki shit will stab you to death.
>>540255054Tried hanging yourself? It very popular in japan.
Those that have chosen death do not talk about it like youThey sound so happy at the endLarping bitchLarp about something else and leave the dead alone.
>>540256553Yeah but that's the thing, the stress is "not real", it's just bullshit in your head.Go live on an island in survival mode, where you don't have time to have all those retarded thought, and it'll cure your depression for good.You already want to kill yourself anyway.
>>540256744>projecting your ownKill YOURSELF you stupid universalist jew. He asked for other people's opinions and ideas, he gets their value systems. He needs to buck up, find where you live and rape your face.
>>540255054have uzaki chan smother you with her milkers
>>540255565>Thats illegal thowhat are they gonna do, jail your corpse
>>540255459Well have you even attempted to apologize to your brother you bullied to mend that wound or is your pride to high you'd rather commit suicide. Honestly no one is gonna feel bad for you if you spent your life being an abusive douche to others around you and then you give up when those actions come back to haunt you.Do better op this is just sad.
>>540257474Yes I did, no dice. And yeah I was a dickwad towards people, still am.
>>540255054It sounds like a spiritual issue. Jesus loves you, Anon.
>>540255054First off, don't kill yourself. Secondly, if you were serious about it you'd jump off a building. Suicide is easy if you REALLY want to do it. The fact that you're looking at an assisted suicide clinic means you don't want to die.
>>540255054>You got to pay us to kill you.
>>540255571thanks for the pep talkit'll be your lawn i choose to blow my brains out onhaving no assets means you're on the hook for cleanup and there's nothing to recoup btw
>>540257550Well props at least for attempting to fix that wound a lot of people don't even bother with that so better then a lot of other dickheads.Point still stands you could use that as an opportunity to realize where the being aggressive with everyone attitude ends in and either use that as an avenue to change or ya die being known as a dickhead who killed himself because of the feedback to his own actions.Something tells me if you are venting to pol about it you dont wanna end up skeleton in an unmarked grave but at end of day that choice is yours.
>>540255054Try Islam. You have nothing to lose, right? Just try it for a while as a goof as as some sort of last ditch gambit and see if you find some meaning in it after a little while.You were born in an atomized secular hellhole where men and women hate each other and where economic precarity is guaranteed. The false paradigm is that the only "alternative" to this is Christianity, an egalitarian and largely Torah-based religion that tells you you should let people abuse you. Reject the dichotomy.
>>540256783Opposite of based. LoserLoneSuicideVirginVsHorriblyIncovenientPublicSuicideChadMeme.jpeg
Why do whites want to kill themselves?
>>540258310>Try IslamAgreed, he should truck of peace
>>540255054Just kill yourself you fucking pussy. It's very easy. You could tie a know and hang yourself. You can use a knife and cut your carotid artery. Travel to the US, go to a gun show, buy a gun and shoot yourself. The sky is the limit.
>>540255571dumb christkike
>>540257264this is your typical /pol/ christkike jew worshipper
>>540257560kike
>>540255891OK pussy I can help you out. Sell your property, use all the money to travel to Phoenix Arizona or ABQ New Mexico, , rent a car, buy some explosives, drive into the desert, explode, the end.
>>540256783Not my problem + I hate you all (if I didn't, then I probably wouldn't want to kill myself)
>>540258310You muslims are the most disgusting vile sickos.GTFO. Trying to recruit a suicidal man to you slave suicide cult.
>>540255054>>they charge upwards of €5k for consultation with a jew and some pills>>extra €2.5k for cremation costs if you want to off yourself in their facilitiesWhat the fuck do you care about money my man? You are dead lmao little bitchThink you are coming back to spend it?
>>540255054I have opposite problems in lofe basically no fucking money because family is fucked up(dad was lazy hedonist).I have all the theory but non the pratical(damaged body) to achive it(good life).I wont be aganist you suiciding but i still think life can be better. I am willing to help with my knowledge and guidance if you are willing to be a better person. Living in NRW, God bless.
Find a bear, $0
>he doesnt have 7.5k as a 35 year oldno wonder youre too scared to even kill yourself, genuinely pathetic
Also why seduku alone when you can take out invaders and j*ws on the way out?Or just go to thailand and fuck ladybois and hookers rawdog? Just libe it up then die
>>540255054get a tank of helium and a cpap mask.there i saved you tens of thousands of dollars and a way to end your suffering.
>>540260152>implyingI own multiple houses
Suicide anon, I moved to Japan when I was 42 I think. I was married. I came here not speaking Japanese and unemployed. I made up some resume, since they can't check, and now I am a mid level at a tech company. If you can't program, you can learn enough by looking at job ads and learn what they are asking for and doing interviews all over. Living in Japan is awesome. I know it's a lil uncomfortable making a big move but it's like a whole life reset thing. My advice is learn N3 japanese and C++ or Python, then pick some field then come you can find a job. Even if you are indian you can find a girl if you have hygiene and don't smell like curry on the train. Basically life here is like an anime. I won't say it's a dream life for me yet, but I reset from decades of gangstalking. If I can do it, you can. It's true I am not a millionaire or billionaire, so not a dream life yet. I was making way more in the US. But the gangstalking made even existing difficult. Imagine owning a lil donut shop and the Stasi instructing everyone you interact with how to make your life difficult, how to fuck you over, no legal reprocussion for anyone who steals from you or rips you off? Your trash bill goes up from 200 bucks a month to 700 bucks. Etc. it's all the same and in their power. I had to go because I knew I would not be able to protect my two Niglets as they grew up (they fuck with your kids to get back at you)Anyway you can reset your life. It's a risk but you can see Germany is a shithole. USA too.
>>540255054just so you know people who write here are losers , and also very likely to be failures at killing themselvesdo with this information as you will
>>540255054You should read the Gospel of JohnIt doesn't take long
>>540255054what, you can't steal a length or rope or electrical cable? or buy a nitrogen canister?>>540255236shut the fuck up normalniggerit's sad that real people are roping themselves instead of you, but it is what it is. gotta escape prison planet somehow
>>540256751we live in economic zones, not nations.
>>540260320And you can't afford the money they're asking for? Why do you want to save money if you're going to die?
Have you tried 1800mg NAC a day?
My fantasy was travelling to some Siberian forgotten town, spend a few weeks drinking and eventually buy a shotgun from some grandpa and head into the woods either to kill or be killed
>>540260334It's a miracle that you didi not went out guns blazing at these cia gangstalkers. Usa is so retarded being fooled in the individualism so they can gangstalk attack the clever goy and they cant fight back because there is no collective even able to any significant damage to them doing these immoral acts.
>>540255054Just stop being a self pitying pussy and enjoy the rest of your life. You're going to die anyway at some point.
>>540260396This applies to (You) too >>540259650
>>540260320€7.5k is a lot of money to you? for eternal peace?you must be jewish
>>540260334how tall are you? were you successful with women in the west?
>>540255054sorry bro
>>540255459Your ship has not been sailed. Have you ever thought about what you want to do or be? It is easy to become pessimistic in this crue world but the world is larger than your own family and old friends. What do you want to do ? Try to make it better for others who might suffer too or just do nothing after you have caused more suffering in your ignorance?
>>540255459AA works
>>540255142You can't just "find purpose" you either have purpose or you don't. If you go oit and attempt to find purpose that would mean creating problems that need to be answered or managed
>>540255054are you on gibs? Just let it play out as long as you can, they won't bother you with your history and you're pretty much set. It's enough to live comfortable enough if you're reasonable with your money. You could also switch cities and start all over somewhere
>>540255054So the ufc gay mafia being exposed on /sports/ has made you want to kys? Lmao i did that
>>540255565>If caught attempting this you will be kidnapped.Then suicide by cop then
>>540256744I have another awesome idea go to a non white majority neighborhood and start yelling racial slurs they will most likely kill you
>>540255459Alcohol severly impacts your brain chemistry, it triggers and worsens depression. Go to your Hausarzt and tell him about your alcoholism, say you want to quit, he will arrange everything for you. Killing yourself is easy, as if half of us didn't want to do that every once in a while. You think about it for a short while then you get on with your day like a normal person. Living sober isn't that bad, it's a bit dull in the beginning but you will see lots of benefits after a while.You may think it's dumb, but this episode made me rethink my consumption, just give it a watch to inform yourself.https://youtu.be/DkS1pkKpILY
>>540260320Caring to share with local antisemite? There are some german group that would appreciate if you offered some help or would you rather give your inheritance to the state?
>>540255054>GermanJust go tell some Muslims that Muhammad was a faggot who got gang banged by niggers in the desert. That'll get you killed.
>>540261862Yes but instead of hausartz he should seek help with primal diet by aajonus but it seems more like he accepts his wicked personality instead of trying to change and willing "embrace" the consequeces by embracing the void.
>>540260320ok it's bait.
Focusing on only yourself is the exact same thing as depression.Clean your dick. Touch grass.Start volunteering at some place doing something you think is helping the world.
>>540255054Either OD on drugs or fuck up as many kikes as you can and blame the illness . Or get on drugs, fuck up troons and die by police If you gonna die, who do you wanna take with you
>>540256553>Yeah I'm stressed out to the point of bot wanting to be anymoreYou sound more like a person with anxiety issues, not a depressed dude. Again, quit drinking and your problems will solve themselves in a couple of months, it takes a while until your body and brain get unfucked again. Mimimi, I would have to change my self-destructive ways. Change takes effort, change is uncomfortable, rather just kms. Stop with the bs.
>>540255054why would you need them? just jump from a very very high place retard
>>540255054Just enjoy the simple things. Beer. A good meal. Write a book. Record an album. Go paint at a park. Have a negroni. Have two. Just kick up your feet and watch the shit show man idk, it's not that bad
>>540255054>I just want to fucking dieStop eating and drinking. You'll be dead within a week.>isn't there any dignity leftThere is no dignity in death. You will piss and shit yourself, then putrefaction sets in.
>>540255150we dont do that in germany, we go through the legal route for suicide
>>540255054Take a bunch of Muslims down with you and die with blade in hand so Wodan will greet you in death.
>>540255054You could just become a neet and have sex with hookers. I hear German citizens (not migrants) can get benefits a lot easier than a non citizen despite the misconceptions (thanks to this board). As someone who is “disabled” I spent most of my free time walking around to all the various massage parlors and hidden brothels in my city. It’s actually really fun. Love haggling with the whores and trying to get freebies. I’ve only been assaulted once.
>guys in their 20s trying to tell OP whos had chronic depression for decades that he just needs to 'bee himself' and work out and he will get better
>>540255308
>>540255459Brothers fight all the time. Unless you fucked his ass that’s barely an issue. If he’s autistic with some mental health issues there’s nothing you can do but help him when he needs it.Similar boat as youCould make money and get a Ukrainian Russian brideKeep in shape and a sport like mmaIf you’re 50 then you can give up on marriage and kids
>German so autistic he has to go through the official channels just to kill himselflmao Do Germans really?Make a feelium bag. Jump off a building. Rent a cheap boat out on the ocean and jump. There are so many ways to kill yourself and you won't be around to worry about the consequences so just do it.
>>540255459This is pretty much identical to me except I'm 42 and all my parents and grandparents are dead. I still find ways to laugh. I'm not going, out of spite. I will leave something behind. I often find solace in remembering things from childhood. Simple things. Books. Crayons. Gardens. Drink some wine and read some Shel Silverstein. Use your experiences and soul to leave something beautiful. Just do it man
>>540255150>>540255142>>540255054we need you in the fight brothers
>>540262373Jew . You gotta go for the feminists Jews and homosThe brown roach hoard is infinite.You gotta hit the ones poisoning the well and opening the gate
Pod people are a special brand of suicide victim that insult life by treating their death as some sort of subscription service. "Welp I'm done LOL now I got a save up for an 10000 an hero procedure because my coward sorry ass can't walk to the hardware store and pick up 3$ of rope". Suicide is supposed to be the cowards way out...I don't even know what you would call this. It's like the ultimate cope of trying to get around being known as that suicide coward. Like nigger now you're just selfish AND stupid because you not only are running away but you spent another year wage slaving and suffering as you hate on this planet specifically to pay for the opportunity to die when you can just do that for free. Attention WHORES are what they really are.
>>540262723Some peole just have not experienced real low and try to act "manly" like yourself. No wonder USA is a satanic nation when it is filledwith slave of vainglory and pride such as you.
>>540255054get even with your enemies, anon.live a little.
>>540262723Again, you can't be suicidal without being self obsessed. You become possessed by a spirit of despair until that spirit calls itself you in your thoughts and you believe it. It's goal is for you to let it kill you with your own hands while calling it your decision.You have to kill it instead.You do that by turning outward away from 'yourself' and towards the world.
